My worst fear
is being just like

everyone else.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

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so i had very strange dream last nite that i remembad so clearly coz i woke up str8 after by my clo kalarm.



i was in my own rm

didnt noe i was in a dream

and then sum1 downstairs

said sumtin bout sum1 piking me up in 5 mins 2 sumtin very xciting
and it had me screaming in excitement and joy


then i was like : oh my goodnes, i hav 2 change outa my pjs.


so i go 2 my wardrobe, pik out a few of each clothing and hand pik out bits and pieces 2 make an outfit.

i look in2 the miror and thought: "nah, i wana wear a diff top"

so i change my top, and turn 2 look in2 the miror agen.

and the top i was wearing is a diff top 2 the one i thought i changed in2.

and i thought, oh thats strange, so i turn around and change in2 that top agen.

i turn 2 the miror and its a diff one.

i could not change in2 a top that didnt transform in2 an ugly top wen i looked in2 the miror

it was always a plain or boring top of sum sort that i didnt like and thought i nevr piked out in teh 1st place.

and so i kept trying 2 change.

and eventualy my skirt started 2 change by itself as wel

no mater wat top or skirt i change in2, it was always a diff and more boring and ugly outfit i was wearing evrytime i looked in2 the miror.

soon i started 2 panic coz they were coming soon and i cant mis it,
and i was looking disastrous, so i tried 2 aim 4 sumtin that looked at least reaonsable.

it became a game between me and the miror, with luk as the aim of the game.
and i was in mass panic. MASS panic.

il put on random tops and turned 2 c if it was sumtin reasonable,
sumtimes the top would b ok but the skirt was disastrous. or vice versa.

eventualy, the clothes changed in2 ugly clothes i didnt even own, and my panic lvl grew crazy.

i then woke up 2 my clok alarm. xD


the dream was so intense 4 sum reason, my heart was racing even wen i woke up.

and i was so glad it was a dream.
like those times wen u wish u were newehre else in the world, newehre at al.

or if u could reverse time, jus once.

and it hapened 2me this time.

i took the time 2 look up wat this dream meant coz it was so strong on me, so intense 0.0"

quotes form sites:
"Changing your clothes may indicate a change in your lifestyle (past, present or future)"
"If in your dream you are wearing clothes very different from what you have in your wardrobe, the implications may be that you are discontented with your image."
"To dream that you are constantly changing your clothes represents the need for change and your need to fit into a new situation. "
"To dream that you can't find anything to wear indicates anxiousness or nervousness about fitting into some social group or situation - you're not sure who to be these days."


the need 2 fit in2 a new situation...

hmm.
wondr wat that could b lol.
*thinks*

duno lol

o wel, a dreams jus a dream. xP

this must b one of the 1st dreams ive had where im not runing around, runing away, or flying.

that could b my new situation. not dreaming botu the above, lol.

nehoo.
i should go 2 slp now.

friday tmrow, and no eco clas (YUUUUSSSSSSHHHHH!!!!)

il record more dreams if i rememab them, jus coz i hav nothihg 2 blog about.


OOOHH!! i jus had the most exciting art assign. (not rly)

its take fotos of sum1, or sum1 take fotos of u, and ur gona make a self portrait out of pencil on paper wid watevr u want around the portrait 2 bring out meaning.


i asked alice 2 come over and take fotos of me around the house.
and then il pic one and edit it in my imagination(not fotoshop) 2 become my final work.


yea..

last time we did a spontaneous fotoshoot at cabra. on valentines / chinese new yrs. in the rain. lol.
i want a bit of darknes in this foto 2. duno how im gona do that but o wel. il ask alice 2 c if she can stay a bit l8r so we hav nites darknes.

oh and i need a chain.

a heavy chain. duno where il get that but we'l c 0.0"

hm.

that'l b al 4 2day.

ps. piano reqs wil come slower if ur not patient ._.


much love ♥♥

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