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so ive been obsesed wid this song 4 a while:

im puting this b4 my survey so u can listen 2 it while reading my answers.

Kesha - your love

Here’s some weird and personal questions, you down?

yea man. bring it 8)

Does the number 18 have any significance to you?
no... lol. cept me, xtina and anna r definitely tripling our 18ths if our 16ths arent geting tripled.

Do you have any alcohol bottles in your room?
no.. not interested.

Last person to text you?
cc

Do you think you like anyone?

Have you kissed someone whose name starts with J?
lmao, only person ive evr kisd starts wid J.

Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you?
no ...

Had sex in a movie theater?
LOL .. how do u even do that?

Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry?
yea, of course. im a cry baby.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nah lol. hi bae =)

Want someone back in your life?
of course. but ur always meeting new ppl. world isnt that bad =)

How many doors are in your house?
uh lets count. 16.

What event would you go back in time to see, if you could?
smash. i loved smash.

Do you remember the last thing you said you wanted?
my art speech finished. i stil do. i h8 theory, even if its art.

Who was the last friend you hung out with & what’d you do together?
anna mel xtina. i bought skool bag. had sum food 2gether. krushies from kfc r nice.

Do you know when to use ‘to’ & ‘too’?
yea lol.

Have any good school pictures? or do they all just suck?
they suk. cameras jsu h8 me.

Do you ever wonder what people think when they look at you?
of course. especialy that stare. wat in the world is wid that stare?

Are you currently IN love with anyone?
no, lol.

Don’t you hate when people you love/care about annoy you with stupid crap?
if its personaly emotionaly hurtful, then i wont even w8 2 b anoyed. il jus bash the living life outa them.

Do you ever walk alone at night just because, or does that freak you out?
i do alot, wen i jus go home l8 from skool

Without trying, do you act differently around different friends?
tbh its jus whetehr they r male or female.

if 1st time meeting and they're male, im usualy more.. comfortable around them then grls wen 1st time meeting coz even wen im doing that..

..15 bilion scan thing of judging them by their clothes, makeup, hair etcetera, i noe im geting judged exactly the same.

grls r judgemental, im sry, im a grl, and i cant help it.

boys jus sorta say hi, mayb that handshake or fist thing and tahts it. and if im bing hyper or jus outa myself, they jus acept it.

whereas a GRL would most likely think im weird, make a decision 2 make sure they stay away from me the end.

and guys can take slaps, kiks and punches from me and no1 would complain.

whereas a grl would b screaming "GRLBASHER GRLBASHER!" ...

does ne1 get me here? 0.0"

What was the last thing you drew/wrote on your own or someone elses’ skin?
dun remmeba.

What’s the most money you’ve ever spent on one piece of clothing?
$90 4mal dres.

Was your last kiss a mistake?
uuum. nah.

When was the last time you saw the second person on your top?
my top? like my shirt? or my msn? X.x

my msn i think.. makes more sense. uhhh.

alice.

i saw her.

i duno, i saw her recently.

i always "saw her recently" .

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yea lol.

Do you smoke more than you drink?
nah. dun do eithr... =3

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
no love life has hapened 4 like, ages. so definietely nothing hapened in feb.

Anyone you’re giving up on?
alice. i am disgraced of u.

IM KIDING.

nah, not trying on ne1 eithr ._.

Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in ’10?
no haha

Are you one of those people who constantly check the time?
nah

If your best friend said they were running away, what would you say?
go ahead. stay safe.

after a whole heap of discusion of course. im not that uncaring. X.x

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yup

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare.

ok now. my day day day day.

looong day at skool. double science dear god kil me.

and i got my term 1 report 2day.

full excellent on science and art.

science wat the hell lol.

and lol eco, satisfactory on 1 part.

tbh im surprised.

i expected like,

bad terible bad bad .

neways uh . lunchtime.

i had marks keys.

karma coz i lost my own keys 2day.

AND my va asign.

AND my vd asign.

AND my laptop note.

after about 15 mins of panicing searching, i found my laptop note in my maths book and my va asign in my art theory book that i totaly 4got about.

i think my vd one is in skool. ._.

and i seriously want my laptop.

u noe how much i, the whole grls hi skool got delayed from their laptops?

i havent even touched a skool mac yet.

=="

AND MY FONE ISNT READING MY SIM CARD.

FAR OUT.

i need a new fone.

i need a new life. *dies*

lets list evrything thats rong, and cros them out 1 by 1. jus coz i feel like im goan explode in disasters.

1. my keys r gone. anna has got them and i wil get them bak. they're safe. i noe where they r. and i hsould stop panicing.

2. my eng esay needs 2 b memorised wel 1stly, good job on finishing it 2nite. all u need 2 do is memorise (super long stupid thing) it by monday. u hav saturdaynite and sunday nite. thats 2 nites!

3. my art speech is not finished u wil finish it by the end of tmrow. dead or alive.

4. my vd research+drawings arent finished i hav no idea wen these r even due so im jus gona pus hthem aside and hope 4 the best as i take my time doing my eng and art ._.

5. my fone isnt reading my sim card dun wry! this is normal! trhis is normal! its jus paybak 4 those times u nevr cared les about ur fone and so on ... jus needa. pul it apart. tear it in2 pieces. and roooar ._. ... my dady got me this fone, i cant rly let go of it jus yet @_@" .

ok. that should b enuf raging on 4 2nite.

dun feel like moving much.

like that feeling of bing fat almost.

jus wana sit here like sum dead pile of sumtin.

brain exhaustion.

the feeling where u feel like ur going around and aorund in circles on a rolercoaster.

much love ♥♥