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Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

hm.

dear...nixon.

wen i 1st met u, i couldnt tel the diff between u and peter. simlply coz i met u guys 2gether at the same time.

i couldnt rememba who was who, and who has told me wat. u 2 were the exact same person 2 me.

ur the key reminder of how i hav felt so..

acepted,

wen i 1st moved in2 this skool. i thought i wouldnt meet new ppl and id hav a hard time adjusting 2 a new skool, but i hav met a whole heap of new ppl and life is so much easier. its so much easier 2 jus b myself coz theres ppl around me that acept me 4 it ... and ur 1 of the 1st 1s that have made me feel that sense of aceptance .

and i would hav nevr guesed that a random person i met thru simply spining around while bored gutles in sport can become sum1 so significant in my life =) .

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

dear josh kun,

i love u.

xD .

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Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

chagned changed um um.

valerie. =)

dear valerie,

u were te 1 that taught me 2 b.. strong thru hard times..

2 not let the mean coments get thru 2 u no matr how mean they r, coz they dun matr.

2 not cry... unles they r tears of laughter or joy.

2 not giv up if its wat u truly believe.

2 do wat u want .. coz u can.

2 rebel, simply coz u want 2.

and most most importantly,

ive learnt 2 sacrifice 4 others coz of u.

i would hav nevr learnt the meaning 2 do that if it werent 4 u.

i noe these r al things that moms can jus say 2 their kids,

but these things were driven in2 my head down 2the core and i didnt jus folow them like a book of rules, i believed in the reason behind each of them.

if it werent 4 u, id b sum selfish, depresed, stuk up.. walking around looking like sum self righteous slut.

lol

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

hm.

my reflection.

i can look at myself now and say im hapy where i am.

wen i was in primary, i was teased as ugly.

kids would literaly point at me and cal me ugly. i found it hard but i had a best friend at the time caled connie, and i was always 2 busy chasing her around the playground or laughing my head off wid her 2 care about them 2 much.

but it stil got 2 me and

so like many 5/6 yr old kids, i told my mom.

she said bing hapy makes u prety. i thoguht how ridiculous that was and jus ignored.

soon after, i couldnt take it nemore and looked agen at the miror.

i was on the verge of tears. 2 the point id do nething.

then i remembad wat my mom said.

"bing hapy makes u prety"

at te time, that was the only thing i had known about bing prety.

i nevr knew about make up, or fashionable clothing.

i jus knew 2 "b hapy."

so i did.

i let go of grudges and tried 2 not hold on2 ne that came along.

i smiled more and tried 2 b friendlier 2wards others.

and coz of al this, i became hapier.

soon i became so hapy i didnt care wat ppl thought of me.

and i went about life like that.

now i believe it like a scientific fact.

"b hapy. it makes u pretier."

=)

much love ‹33