anothr lonely nite.

and 4 sum retarded unlogical reason,
my ipod wont conect ._.

it would charge,
it would b detected,
but 4 the hel like life of it,
it wont  conect .

sigh. wel, heres the song i wantd 2 sync on:


Jin Akanishi - Test Drive ft. Jason Derulo


jus heard it on the radio and thought it was nice.

i listen 2 the radio as my main source of bakg musiq wile i am in my rm. most ppl would say "wile m on computer", but the computer is usualy always on wen m in my rm neway. and even if m not on it, id blast the musiq so id hear it over myself vacuuming or sumtin.

and during the ads,  i go 2 the playlist of songs i personaly hav that i liked from listening 2 the radio 0.0" .

the othr times i listen 2 musiq on my playlist is wen m out and on my ipod. thats the main reason.

bebi also disapeared aftr like 10 mins of bing online. aw =(. thats y my nite is lonely as wel. id like 2 b chating wid ppl but like, yea. i mentioned it in a previous post: my convos usualy die out quik and m left feeling lonlier than b4.

ghey.

on a briter note: 7 days til blackmilk new release! WOOO YEA.

thats the day aftr i start insearch . there goes about $100. oh, but m working 6 shifts in the nxt 3 days, including 2day (its 1.50am) . the pay betr b good, i dun even noe wat it is yet. haha. god, i am so xcited 4 blackmilk new release. aparently theres gona b a galaxy pearl.
u hear that? lets hear it agen.
pearl.

omg.
i was looking 4 galaxy rainbow as i postd pics of in an earlier post, but they sold out. (tragic, i noe.) but  anothr galaxy is geting added 2 the series! in 7 days. omg.

(so xcited. xD)

sigh. work tmrow. =(. m doing the whole day. its so bad. that mite've been coz my 1st day was on australia day and aparently i was busy as heq. hopefuly it gets betr. somanyshiftsomg.

wheres bubi. =(
m dreading tmrow and hes proly aslp thru al this ._.

i mite cach sum early slp or stay up waching a movie (hary poter) b4 i slp. playd so much lol 2day and my last game went rly wel - i wana kp it that way. no bad game 2 ruin my nite even more plz.

i also added 2 my diary - OH. I HA VA DIARY. and i love it 8) its this tiny vintage brown looking book. very tiny. and its very handy as wel, id usualy rite my notes on post it notes and kp them in my walet, but hav ing a diary is much easier coz of al the things i could ad in that hapen thruout the yr rathr than the day. i bought it at typo 4 $2. ^^
neways. i also aded "blak milk new release. *new line* ^ BUY LIKE A MANIAC."

sigh.

wat 2 blog about wat 2 blog about .

• wen i get rly slpy and i stay on this coputer, i get a terible headache. if i stil dun slp and stay on this computer, i start feeling ike ima throw up. does ne1 hav that? its not a big prob coz the cure is rathr simple. but jus wondring if that hapens 2 ne1 else. 
• i hav an old fone from 2 yrs ago. most ppl hav like enormous ipad-size touchscrn fones these days, so wenevr ppl c my fone, they think i live in a cardboard box or sumtin. wats rong wid it, huh? ._. it was a present from sum1. they dun talk 2 me nemore ( =( ) , and it was xactly the fone i wantd. il find a pic.

here we go. this is my fone and the same fone ive had 4 the past 2 yrs. as many of u may hav guesed, i chose this fone coz its blue. xD. but take it on a serious note, how many fones r this lovely amazing shade of blu? i love this fone til this day , and none of the blue has scrachd or faded or ne of that. it works perfectly fine bing a buton-only fone wid te numbers in a awkward position, and i love it al the same. 

downside, its got dodgy graphics and its incapable of holding more than a 2gb memory card. crapy camera as wel.

and this is y:

• i want an ipod wid a camera. that way, i hav a proper camera, and do evrything that evry1 elses fone can do that mine cant. i noe, m ingenius. 8) hela xpensive thoe. mite put this idea on hold 4 the time bing.
• its 2.19am and m considering not waching hary poter and jus go 2 slp instead. 
• i am completely out of energy atm and m hoping i hav enuf tmrow - ima need it. 3 days in a row. i wondr how id feel at the end of my thurs l8 nite dinr shift. id imagine it b rathr amazing =) the funy thing is i jus remembrd that i mite b working on fris. i alredy hav a ful day of saturs work. and m forced 2 church evry sunday. and i hav isnearch on tues. OMG. ghey ._.

wat a terible nite. i could say "i h8-" but theres nothing 2 h8. jus this feeling of boredom and xhaustion and lonlines. i h8 that. jus that. 

much love <33