"secretlifeofabionerd" is a grl on utube who used 2 hav bleached/brownish hair but now has a lovely maroonish colour hair wid sumtin pink in it as wel.
she has the longest, thikest, heaviest hair.
so , othr than makeup and clothes, she does vids on hair as wel.

i like how in her vids , wen it comes 2 hair, its not always about using products. i rly only remembr 1 vid where it was specificaly 4 hair products and wat she uses on her hair, i should proly wach that coz my hair is both bleachd and died =X

i am also taking a break from LoL coz my comp seems 2 b overheating. cant blame it, m overheating myself as wel, god its like 100 degrees 2nite.

neways, hair. i dun get y ppl ful go: DUN BLEACH UR HAIR ITS RLY BAD 4 UR HAIR UR GONAREGRET IT BLAH BLAH BLAH.

like dude, i get it.
seriously, i get it.
but m not gona stay wid half red/brown hair and not bleach my roots.
and, 2 b truly honest, i dun c much diff in my hair.
true i hav dry hair wid split ends - but i always had them b4 i bleachd my hair neway.
in fact, ive had les hair fal out since i bleachd my hair.

and , jus a general note 2 evry1: ur hair is made up of dead cels, i rly dun think that avoiding the bleach and hair die is gona bring it bak 2 life.

and those wid super healthy hair? proly use products. its not that i dun use products, but i only use 1. it was kinda xpensive but man, its the best thing ive evr investd on.

here it is. its a brand cald "nak" and the series is cald "aromas".
its al about "argon oil" xtract. they also hav this othr product from teh same series wich is the "oil" version and not this "cream" version ive got here, but it was more xpensive haha. this cream version was $22 ish and the oil was like $38 ish. sumtin like that. if i was like, ful rich and crap, id invest in the oil version coz this stuf is worth it. oh and also, its specificaly "4 colourd hair."

ok, now al the good bits:
u use it jus like a leave in conditioner - come out of the shower aftr u wash ur hair, towel dry it, and then rub it al over ur hair like 8).

the absolutely XTROADINARY mindblowing ability of this inocent product is that it rly works.

it rly.

rly.

works.

aftr u run it thru ur hair, u can brush rite thru it.
and aftr ur hair is dry, its stiil the easiest thing in the world 2 brush. and wat i also love about it is that it also serves wel as a heat protectant, so i usualy jus blow dry str8 aftr i rub it al in my hair, haha.
also, aftr blow drying it, slping wid it, u can stil feel the slite layer of oil stil in ur hair , it makes me think that its there doing its marvelous job of protecting my hair ^^

i also jus reminded myself of alice, making reviews on products and al that. this is proly my 1st thoe, the othr products i use is like. friken lip balm and like, wat, moisteriser? haha. bro, i dun even use makeup. not even found8ion - that 1 type of makeup that boys would usualy mistake 4 flawles skin.

i also went thru the trouble of unloking my computer and opening it 2 al its glory in hope that it may kool down a bit, i dun actualy noe wich part i need 2 kool down - but i dun hav a mini fan 2 place there neway so i jus left it open.

 i kidna ran outa things 2 say so i decided 2 go on alices blog since i mentiond her earlier.

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3. Normopathy
Psychiatric theorist Christopher Bollas invented the idea of normopathy to describe people who are so focused on blending in and conforming to social norms that it becomes a kind of mania. A person who is normotic is often unhealthily fixated on having no personality at all, and only doing exactly what is expected by society. 
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this rly brings me 2 remind myself of those ppl that stare at me, chuk dirties and whisper about me wid their friends like m both deaf and blind. 

like they're a group of wat, 12 yr olds? and they're dresd even slutier than i could evr b brave enuf 2, and they're jus staring at me and saying things like "worst outfit ive evr ..." 2 each othr like i cant hear them. 

ur like 2 steps away, 

y dun u come up 2 me and tel me that urself. 

kids r quite funy thoe, they kinda look at u and hav nothing 2 say coz they literaly hav no opinion in their minds, haha.

a rly nice thing i witnesed was these 2 grls siting on these couch things in westfields. and u noe like (wat me and alice would understand:) "tumblr" outfits? in my opinion, its usualy made up of the randomest pieces of clothing put 2gethr. i dun care, rly, i actualy admire them 4 their sense of self respect and wearing sumtin that most ppl may think looks rathr weird... but id say they're usualy made up of eithr boring/dul colours or like pastel colours, usually a top of sum kind of sheer , machd wid sum lovely denims?

yea, that kinda "tumblr" outfit, haha. 

neways, so 2 grls in their "tumblr" outfits siting on a couch thing at westfields. 1 of them poitns at me and says "thats nice" 2 her friend nxt 2 her. 

i spin around (coz i was walking past) and they smiled at me ^^. isnt that nice? ^^ haha. 

neways, i hope , wen i grow up, i nevr become sum1 who only cares about wat evry1 else thinks. 

that thought almost shuders me.

it kinda makes me think they go: if u dun folow and kp up wid evry1, ur out. ur goner. u dun get a space here, evrybody must stay away from u. oh and u got sum dreams, ay? wel throw them out coz no1 cares here, u gota b good at sumtin that ppl respect or u jus gota stay the heq away from evry1 here. 

i dun actualy hav nething 2 say so i jus babled on about that stuf. 

oh, 2day, me and bebi made cury wid sum beef and we bought a baguete so we could dip the bread in it like that viet cury  dish that u dip bread in ^^ 

i kinda paid 4 al of it but it was stil awesum, he cookd xD. (<-- hes a gr8 chef. boys that can cook r an outstanding turnon.. not coz i cant cook or nething. promise.)

and man, it was mouthwatering delicious. no1 rly buys groceries here and evry1 works at a restaurant of sum sort so they al eat dinr b4 they come home and m left here like "hmm... wat shoul i eat..." al the time.

so i went out grocery shoping 2day, 

and thank the lord 4 men. them and their outstanding strength and stamina, helping me cary my 2L orange juice and groceires bak home. xD 

it proly wouldve been easier if we had a car but it was alrite - he helpd me cary the heavy stuf haha. it was rly fun 2, grocery shoping at like, woolworths or watevr it was, piking out wat we should cook wen we get home. 

and the weather - omgoodnes. i wore a blak dres wid tights and blak knee hi boots coz it was cold and rainy in the morn.

come out in the arvo - friken boiling. i was like cooking under my outfit wile we walkd from teh bus stop home. xD

m also staying home tmrow - so if ne1 wants 2 like , randomly skype or cal or come over and try sum of my crap cooking, ur welcome 2. 

i should also proly find a driving instructor tmrow , my bro said i need 2 get my P's soon and no1s actualy evr here so he gave me sum money and said "instructors r betr neway" . like i dun actualy care, as long as it doesnt come out of my alredy-empty poket. $50 for a 1 hr leson , u cant blame me 4 not booking 4 1, rly. m having trouble paying 4 my own groceries at home alredy =X .

it'l also b nice if sum1 wid a car could take me 2 woolworths the nxt time i buy sum groceries, it'l b rathr tiring if bebi had 2 cary it home 4 me al the time =( 

the fact  m about 2 start insearch (il jus cal it uni coz ppl start thinking i go 2 tafe wen i say insearch. bro, m not paying 26gran a yr 2 go 2 tafe.) is quite troublesome coz its not worth finding a new job since m starting soon (beginning of feb) and i dun get my timetable until the 1st day haha. i also havent gone off looking 4 a job coz i had 2 go info days and stuf like that. worst of al those days cost me the most, the travel, the food. sigh. but thats ok, i bumpd in2 sum1 i used 2 work 4 at westfields 2day and they askd me 2 cal them aftr i get my timetable 2 c if i could work 4 them. 

thats prety kool, makes me hapy =) 

so m jus staying home as much as i can 4 now 2 save the money and and survive a bit longr until i get my timetable and then bombard myself wid as much work as i can. 

so if u wana drop by and mayb spend sum time dancing the tango or sumtin wid me, that'l b nice. nething wil b nice, gets a bit lonely around here sumtimes haha.

much love <33