run baby run

2012-01-29T13:18:00.000+11:00

oh hello evry1.
b4 i 4get, i must blog about this.

black angry bird.

bubi: an angry bird flew in2 my house the other day.
me: wat?
bubi: literaly. it was in my bakyard. came from over the fence.
me: ...
bubi: u noe? that blak 1? like a plush, it flew in2 my house.

its in his rm now. that foto was jus sumtin i found on google haha. adorable isnt it? an angry bird flew in2 bubis house. ngaw xD.

also, i had the camera out 2day (2 take sum fotos 4 my tumblr store) and i decided 2 take fotos of my cups. i was filing up my cup wid milk until i reaslied al my cups r branded.

seriously, how many of u hav 3 cups that u personaly own, and al 3 r branded?

pokemon, cocacola, and disney.

bro, i dun need branded clothes, i got cups.

the eeyore cup is my main cup, simply coz its the rite shape, it can go in the freezer and microwave, and its ceramic. its big 2. i love it.

i use the pokemon cup wen my eeyore cup is nowhere 2 b found, OR wen sum1 comes over and i offr them a drink. i giv them the pokemon cup coz like, its the most colourful and evry1 loves colour, rite?

the coca cola cup was from the movies. i made sum1 buy it 4 me coz they were bing mean 2 me.it was $1. free plastic bendable straw 8)

i dun actualy hav nething 2 blog about now. i hav a meetup tmrow. feels like i havent had a meetup in 4evr. and xiaxue got a free blakbery. dun u wish u could b famous jus so u get free stuf, brag about it, in turn bing the reason the company sent it 2 u ?

i need 2 redo my nails as wel. sigh. cant b bothered =X haha.

welps, il b a-gone .

much love <33

2012-01-28T19:31:00.001+11:00

i wasnt gona blog 2day but i came on msn 4 a bit of emergency help 4 alice aftr i got her txt and now m online shoping.

ok, that didnt make sense. il start agen.

i wasnt gona blog 2day, but the occuring of al these events (in order) has caused me 2 blog:
*ahem.*
1. my need 2 slp. i slept about 10 hrs last nite and i was stil xhausted. this is coz of my new waitres job. it was INSANE BUSY. australia day, u noe.
2. recieveing an emergency txt from alice wile at work
3. coming bak from work and going on msn 2 talk 2 alice
4. online shoping wile alice is online and available 4 grl-talk about shoping
5. reading an (absolutely OMGOODNES) incredible "about us" story on 1 of the online stores i absolutely love
6. now i need 2 blog about this story coz its worth evry1s atention.

its rather long so il link u guys, since it may b easier 2 read that way.

http://blackmilkclothing.com/pages/about-us
http://blackmilkclothing.com/pages/about-us
http://blackmilkclothing.com/pages/about-us

^ READ. IT. EVEN IF UR A GUY.
its worth it , trust me.

and i wana buy these beautifuls off that online store:

simply coz these (beneath) r sold out (from anothr designer):

^ ive been wanting them 4 ages but they're nevr in stok in my size =(
the thing i love about jeffrey campbel is taht he gets al his shoes handmade , so they're perfect. and 2nd of al, they're al TRUE size, on top of that, he makes size 5! OMG. i swear, evry1 who considers those who r size 5 r true heroes.

my hero.

i also hav nothing 2 blog about so il continue bloging 2nite if nething comes acros my mind.

4 now, i need sum slp.

much love <33

2012-01-26T02:30:00.000+11:00

its australia day and the google logo is "doodle 4 google" day.

bro, who even noes about that?

so i jus had 2 lovely LoL games.
1 we won, i was on 18/10. 8)
and the last 1 in wich we lost =( . i was on like 10/6 or sumtin.

i hav nevr had 2 GOOD positive scores in a row. this is a masive turn in my life. plz praise me. xD .

^ HOT DAYUUUM.

me and alice the othr day were talking about how much we'd like a pair of loubitons. then agen, i wouldnt buy a single pair of shoes that costd more than my car that sits in the garage colecting dust.

i could b driving it, but m stil on my L's so i drive my moms car instead.
i dun even hav the keys 4 the car.
... but thats a whole diff story .

and i got cald nigel the othr day.
is it true? am i al alone? D=

like alice was on a slpover jus then. shes always at slpovers. the most social thing i do nowadays is play LoL ._.
and most ppl wont even consider that social. but that may b coz i much prefer 2 not play wid friends - bro, i dun care that i ksed u. u eithr want my help wile m dieing saving ur precious lil life OR u die alone wile i dance around safely in front of u.
and aware and behold : sumtimes i get the kil.
far , man. thank god none of them noe this blog exists.

i rly believe its coz they noe m female - no strangr in game evr tels me off that bad.

i like best how they mach like, ur lvl wid ppl around ur lvl, coz u get les n00bs as u play on xD . haha

i also told myself 2 slp at 12 . i desper8ly need beauty slp, goodnes.
also, str8 aftr 1 of my lol games, i went on2 an azn wholesale site i usualy go on and started looking at shoes. they havent got ne new stok =( .

that also made me realise sumtin :
u noe u gona b broke wen shoe shoping becomes ur daily routine.

but m working tmrow, double pay. YEEE HAW. the only problem is its a new job =X . and aparently i hav 2 learn 2 carry 3 dishes at a time.
my last waitres job, i was the only waitres there so nobody had the choice and i jus caried 2 dishes at a time, no matr how busy it got. i hope they like me =(, even if i cant learn 2 cary 3 dishes. it gets heavy, u noe D=

sigh. i was gona talk about sumtin but i jus 4got it.
hmmm
hmmmm....

oh yea. on fris m going sumwhere and my mom askd me where m going.
me: city. (i lied)
mom: me 2! wat time u leaving?
me: m going by train .
mom: ME TOO. OMG. LETS GO 2GETHR.
me: m going wid friends.
mom: perfect! u can talk 2 ur friends wile i jus sit nxt 2 u.
me: (i jus walkd str8 in2 this disaster, didnt i.)
me: no!
mom: oh cmonnn TT
me: nononono!
mom: omg how can u do this 2 me =( . *slowly walks bak 2 her rm*

the funy thing is. wel its a long story.
like wen i had my mac laptop, my dad gave me anothr laptop. and he bought a new laptop, and my BRO givs me anothr laptop.

so m siting here wid my mac, my dads, and my bros laptop lieing around in my rm w8ing 4 me 2 make them useful. and then aftr i returned my mac bak 2 the skool, i used my dads laptop. so my bros laptop was jsu left laying around.

my mom sugestd that i teach her how 2 use a computer.
so i did.

the funy thing is... evrynite she cals me over and evrytime i arive in her rm, its a question about the laptop. usualy wen i walk in her rm, shes eithr waching tv or reading a book. or on the telefone.
now its eithr the laptop or telefone.
she has a MASIVE tv scrn, and i feel almost as thoe shes abandoned such a beautiful cre8ion.
my bro has an even bigr tv scrn. i used it 4 a smal wile 2 play playst8ion. not nemore thoe. (i got LoL. 8D)
it reminds me of wen she 1st started steaming rice in a pot instead of using the rice cooker. the rice cooker was brand new as wel, anothr lovely cre8ion as a result of inventors and rice cooker ppl. she abandoned that, 2.

sigh =(.

i also jus went on my QQ (yea i noe, lame.) coz my cousin goes on that and he taught me how 2 go on like, a qq version of facebook. looks prety much jus like facebook. the only problem is i cant read much chinese so wen m on it, the main thing taht guides me is the layout. use it jus like facebook and it'l work. LOL.

i tried msging himm yesters coz it was chinese new yr and like, hes in china so. yea. he was on away thoe =( . but he emailed me!

OMG.

he remembers me! xD . i jus postd a big smiley face on his wal. i also instantly began typing "faceb-" wile tpying face. oh god.

i dun rly noe how 2 look but theres a smal section cald "l8est fotoes" and he has a lot of luvohs. i gues we're not al that diff 2 ppl our age in othr countries. it also lags a lot on my chrome browser so i giv up there ._.

my mom offered me a fone card 4 me 2 cal him directly 2 his mobile. that is prefered - over the fact he isnt usualy properly online on qq, but the last time i spoke 2 him, he didnt sound al that interested in hearing from me as the 1st time i cald him =(.

how upseting. he was like the only person that i properly spent time wid over in china as wel... coz he was around my age and such and stuf liek that - not coz othr family membrs were bing ghey or nething 0.0"

hm. 2day , i also reminded myself how much i used 2 spend on my nails. i rediscovered my nail decos colection and the amount of nail brushed i owned. wow.

my 18th is this yr as wel. i nevr rly believed this day would come. 16 used 2 b rly old 2 me. and wen i turned 16, i wondred wat i had spent al my time doing. wat should i do? i was hoping i could travel sumwhere , was thinking melbourne (4 sum reason i started typing "london" . dun even ask) ... but if i were 2 gues, id proly b in mid yr exams and working on the wkends. jus like my 17th.

then agen, most ppl proly xpect me 2 go clubing on my 18th or jus hav heaps of alki at home and invite evry1 over.
god no.
thats proly the reason id prefer concentr8ing on xams and/or working on wkends neway, no1 would come 2 my lame watevr it is. bbq or high tea or wichevr.
=X .

i rly do wish i could travel , thoe. =( jus 2 melbourne, even. sumwhere diff. that'l b a perfect 18th.
the best part? no1 is forced 2 buy a present. they can b like "oh lenas not even here, i wont c her on her bday neway. that means opotunities 2 lag cing her and there4 2 l8 2 buy her a pres! woo hoo!" haha.

i also thank evry1 who reads my blogs widout puting me in inferior by teling me they cant read this.

in fact, i hav ful respect of evry1 who doesnt complain about the way i type. and thats coz they eithr understand that i noe how 2 spel properly but jus doesnt care coz this aint their english esay, or they jus think m very dumb and respect me neway . both is good - ur good ppl, believe me .

OMG.
MY COUSIN IS ON QQ
WTH. LOL.
ITS LIKE 2AM.
oh never mind, it was a random friend request by sum1 i obviously duno. aw =( .

damn.

neways!
il b in livo tmrow making sum short trips 2 the bank and sumtin else and al taht, and then il b home early 2 get rdy 4 work. how dreadful. if work goes wel, il b hapy.

if it doesnt, id b rathr upset.

i also found out that u usualy stik wid the job catergory that u start wid, simply coz u dun hav experience in nething else. tahts me neway. like if u jus look at al my last jobs from tmrows new job 2 wichevr i can remembr up 2:
chinse restaurant waitres,
chinese food court restaurant waitres,
chinese restaurant waitres,
chinese take away restaurant recieptionist/waitres,
sum clothes storekper.

ok, so if u ignore the last 1, u can c that they al start looking the same. xD.
i hily recomend evry1 get a job at a restaurant. ne restaurant, simply coz ur lunch break and stuf would b free coz u usualy eat 2gethr AT the restaurant insteada going out and spending like $10 on food outside evryday. coz u basicaly lower the amount u get paid. unles ur lawyer or sumtin. or unles its 1 of em super busy restuarants, in wich the case would b u eat by urself. stil good, u noe. stil free.

i should also consider slping soon. very soon. only coz i need that beauty slp b4 tmrows big day. but this is 1 em nites wen bebi slps earlier than me and no1s left talking 2 me. id usualy start a convo by talking 2 sum1 but they die kinda quik and m left feeling lonlier than i would if i hadnt spoken 2 ne1 in te 1st place.
SOOOOooo in cases like thse, i think its betr 2 jus blog a bit more until i am satisfied and decide 2 fal aslp. heh ^^

that way i kp my pride of not losing 2 ne trying and slp a bit betr.

*yawn*

oh, there goes the 1st warning. u noe , sumtimes i wondr where id b in the future. most ppl would say "ud end up in a dead end, whether that b a rly rich dead end or a poor dead end. u lose interest in life and evryday becomes routine, no matr how much money u make."

i think il b xpecting that as wel, if i dun do game art and work 4 LoL or become the famous fashion designer in london or sumtin . oh and thats where the almost acidental "london" came from earlier in the post. i was hoping i could move 2 london wen i grow up and hold up my fashion label there.
the curency and fashion sense is hier there.
australia only cares about superdry and stussy. thats not designer, thats branded . no1 cares about hwo simple it is, it jus has 2 b branded.
wen sumtin is designer, it becomes so much more. it becomes the masterpiece art of sum1s creativity. il blog up sum fotos from my most absolute fav designer: alexander mcqueen. he died last yr, wikipedia said he suicided from ppl disrespecting him coz he was ghey. kinda sad, rly. his works rly prove himself worthy, i wish he knew.

oh and, he was also the designer of the weding dres from the royal weding.

^ recognise these? lady gaga has them. i think they're rathr od but then agen, no1 would hav thought of a design so simple but diff.

^ these r his signature shoes and i hav no idea wat they're cald. i think they look od and rathr heavy and uncomfortable. but stil yet, amazing design.

^ i actualy imagined heels like this wen i was young. feminine and classy at the front, but the heel is steampunk and mechanical looking. nevr did i think sum1 could design it this perfect, thoe! i love them so much .

i dun actualy hav al that much interest in things from mcqueen othr than shoes. same wid the othr designeres neways. al the handbags and dreses and belts and jewelery and things like that start looking the same. prime xample is like gucci , lv, chanel. they al start looking the same.

neways m starting 2 get a headache from bing 2 slpy so ithink this is my queue 2 head 2 bed!

good, haha. i thought id nevr get beauty slp at this lonly r8.

much love <33

2012-01-22T19:32:00.000+11:00

not PRETY enuf
not SMART enuf
not SKINY enuf
not RICH enuf
not POPULAR enuf
not normal enuf
not good enuf.

i get it ,
i get it.

and i dun care...

..at all.

the nxt person 2 tel me that m not good enuf in neway and b al serious about it - i wil hapily dig u a deep as hole that i wil dump u in and leave u there 4evr 2 live a hapily evr aftr.

so my hair is bleached and died,
so m not the most social grl in the world,
so i dun go out spending trilions on branded clothes,
so i dun "blend" in wid evry1 around me,

and so i didnt acept my uni ofr,
and so m chasing sumtin i may nevr get -
so wat?

this is MY life, MY dreams 2 chase, MY time 2 spend,
and i noe ud much rathr spend UR time doing more than jus remind othrs about wat they wil nevr hav.

plz shut te hel up or do nething BUT talk 2 me.

much love <33

2012-01-21T22:53:00.000+11:00

so heres a bit of bakground info b4 i start babling:

soraka: has a skil thats jus like starfal on priestes, and her othr skils r like heals. i jsu remembr her bing a very boring suport hero that il remembr 2 nevr play agen.
yi: sum tank ive nevr playd that has super speed and AS.

and found this amazing song on utube, if ne1 wantd 2 listen. its a cover xD

and also this nxt 1 made me crak up like a retard , but heres sum bakg info 1st:

ashe is a hero that has drows frost arows as 1st skil, and priestes big fat arow that goes miles away and stuns if it hits - as ulti.

if u play dota, ud get it al neway ahha.

these ppl r my heroes.

^ italics there 4 a reason.

get get? =D

haha, lame =X

neways, 2day i jus had work. makes me wondr where the whole popul8ion of the world went. its like last yr there were ppl and this yr there is no1 . X.x

most shops could say that thoe, evrywhere, evry1. 2 make it easier 2 understand: al shops NOT IN WESTFIELDS or DESIGNER r having a gr8 decrease in customers.

aw =(

cept cabra, man. cabra nevr fails in customers.

neways , like i care, my pay stays the same, bahaha xD . (thank god.)
also, jus as a note, u noe how ive been talking bout my 1st driving isntructor that i lost contact of?
their car was outside my neighbours door wen i came home from work 2day.

i was like
woah man.

miracle.

he wasnt in the car thoe. it rly makes me wondr..
like if ur a driving instructor whos piking up ur customer,
u would usualy stay in ur car and cal them 2 come out 2 the car.

like, ur cars here, where r u?
did u get invited over 4 tea or sumtin? i dun get it. y would u drive ur instructor car over 2 a friends 4 tea.

the othr xplain8ion i can think of was he was aslp in the bakseat.

i wouldnt noe.

anothr funy thing that i didnt understand was a game i had last nite. our scoreboard was 69/30 and we lost.
i was also playing veigar, i get a huge vibe that hes the equivalent 2 like , 2 headed dragon. no w8, i think janna is more equivalent 2 2 headed dragon but shes fun. xD

neways, so i was playing veigar. and he is so easy 2 use and his dmg is immense. ful set gets him like wat, 1000 dmg ulti? its amazing.

and i got 1st blood and i was like, in team chat:
OMG
OMG
DID U GUYS C THAT
I GOT A KIL
OOOOOH
MG.

*note: i was pubing.
like i was midding and i got 1st blood and i was flying on cloud 9

and this pesimistic guy on my team was like:
c wat.
a pentakil?
me: no.
even betr.
a kil. 8).

same pesismist troling: OMGJB!YS!*&^#S!
A KIL.

me: I NOE RITE OMG OMG OOOOMG.

and then rite aftr that, evry1s ganking mid. so since i was miding, i was obviusly that 1 person that was chasing down the othr team the whole time.

Double Kill!

me: OOOMG.
DID U GUYS C THAT
I DUN EVEN NOE HOW I GOT THAT.
OOOMG.
OOMG.
OMG.
wata grande day, evry1! i hope ur al doing wel 2day ^^

the od thing was that the trol dude got his 1st AND 2nd PENTAKIL that game, yet we stil lost. 2 a score of 69/30 =(

o wel.
was wel worth it =X

i seem 2 b talking a heap of lol, so il try and find sumtin else 2 talk about. since not many ppl read my blog and the chances of the ppl that DO read my blog AND play lol would b very very smal =X

a guest also came over earlier 2nite, i didnt noe who it was.
it wasnt until i heard a familiar cough i realised it was my bro.
he hasnt came up stairs,
no1 has cald me downstairs,
and i cald my dad 2day and he didnt even tel me X.x

al these things make me doubt its my bro.

ITS NOT MY BRO.
AHAHHA.

its his friend.
i knew it wasnt bro, couldnt b.

1 thing that pises me off about azn wholesale sites is that they show u the shoes that thye r replic8ing. and like, it confuses ppl.

like m looking at their new arivals page,
this is the shoes they're seling:

and here is a picture of the real loubitons that they r replic8ing .

IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT. THE SHAPE IS BLINDINGLY DIFF AND THE HEEL IS LIKE 5 INCHS TALLER. STOP PUTING FOTOS OF IT ._.

i also typicaly dislike plain shiny boots that jus look like a cylinder and no decos or shape or nething watso evr. it jus looks so . wat u cal it. like sum1 jus painted it on u. kinda thing.

at least change the texture/matieral, cmon.

THEEESEee ^.. r a prime xample. even the cutout outlines they even look almost manly 2 me. represents gumboots almost. and its so ... str8 up and down. god.

anothr thing that pises me off wen looking at wholesale shoe sites is wen i find sum cute shoes and the sole is jus al rong.
prime exaple:

the shoe shape of the above replicas r spectacular, but the sole is this cheap looking rubber. its not always the material that bugs me thoe, its the colour.
now look how much more durable and les-cheap it looks wen the sole is darker, or blak.

^ my GOD. thats hot. i hav the boot versions of these ^ btw , and i LOVE how the sole is blak. haha. most ppl look at them and wondr wich planet i come from.

doesnt the blak sole jus perfectly finish them off?

i think so.

agree or die.

a bit of advice wen buying off wholesale stores:
dun buy the heels. they dun last. i bought 1 pair of heels and 1 pair of wedges.
the heel was quite blok and its starting 2 go thru 2 where my heel sits in the shoe aftr a few times of wearing.
the wedges started 2 rip off aftr my 2nd time of wearing them.

then agen, if u need them 4 like 1 day, its prety good coz the designs r amazing and they cost dirt cheap haha.

oh and the flat shoes r amazing. i hav 2 pairs of boots and 2 pairs of flats . i havent worn the flats yet, but the boots seem 2 last 4evr. i hav worn them many many times - not a single problem. i am surely 2 invest in sum more flat boots from wholesale sites. xD.
the only downturn is that they're heavy so shiping costs more than the othr shoes =X

but othr than that - love love love love love love loev.

i actualy spelt al that corectly (cept the last)
prety amazing.

and i jus came bak from a 1 hr leson of teaching my mom how 2 use her laptop. only turning it on, escaping disc chek, conecting 2 the internet and entering her inbox thoe. oh and playing musiq on a cd.

the amazing thing is she noes how 2 turn it off properly coz we used 2 hav a computer at the restaurant, haha.

hav i talkd about my faav lol heroes?
lets talk about them agen.

ahri - love love love her. i play her the best and shes heaps fun. shes prety 2.
singed - so fun on dominion omg. cant play him properly yet but hes fun and hes so colourful, yay ^^ haha

rammus and teemo r so cute omg. but i cant play them properly. i havent playd teemo at al b4. =X

i also want 2 learn riven, evelyn and fizz. oh and that bird , avaia or sumtin. they're al prety, but havent come out on free wk yet =(

and and volibear. hes the ursa equivalent and hes SO PRETY. and ursa is super cute omg xD

AND OMG.

DEAR WHOEVR WACHES GOSIP GRL OR JUS NOES WHO LEIGHTON ____ IS.

SHE LOOKS LIKE HER DOESNT SHE. AHAHA.

AHAHA.

oh cmon, i must find sumbody that agrees wid me.
nebody =( .

man.

i need a grly LoL budy thats gona sit nxt 2 me and grl-talk wid me al day about lol heroes and/or shoes.

(4evr alone.)

ps. i want orianna 2 come bak on free wk. shes the puck equivalent - and u guys remembr how much i loved puck.

much love <33

2012-01-20T21:52:00.000+11:00

so m having a super rare grl moment where ur long hair sudenly feels anoying siting along ur nek. coz of this, i jus clipped it up wid a big clip xD .

btw: wat do u think of the new gastly gif as a header thing on the blog? ^^

cute. yea? i dun actualy noe the names of al the pokemon like most ppl do of this gener8ion, but i noe gastly coz i hav the card of him LOL. and if thats not gastly, i am so sry folks, i hav failed u miserably.

OMGOODNES.
LAST NITE
i swear 2 god,
i was wat u cal it.
um um.
lucid dreaming.

i remembr reading this thing on tumblr about how 2 lucid dream.
and as i fel in2 a lucid dream, i realised i did xactly that.

i felt evry part of it, at 1st it was like faling thru water, a strange uncontrolable notion almost, like that feeling at the top of a rolercoaster jus b4 u go down the decline.

i was actualy wishing that i wasnt lucid dreaming, coz dreams were usualy betr wen i didnt noe i was in them.

i remembr "waking" up in bed and, whilst noeing i was dreaming i closed my eyes and made myself believe i was in a "fantasyland" - wid the walt disney castle image in my head haha.

and wont u believe that, i opened my eyes and i was there. if u guys evr realise ur in a dream - try it.

the last thing i remembr is heading bak 2 bed coz i wanted 2 leave my lucid dream and eithr wake up or enter anothr dream where i duno taht m dreaming. there was a laptop nxt 2 my bed playing musiq, so i wanted 2 pause it, but it was dark and it was hard 2 find the pause buton. so instead i touched it and made myself believe that it was paused. and that was it! it paused. i climbed in2 bed, and i woke up in my real bed.

the new radio anouncer on 96.1 also kinda suks. like female voices usualy suk at things like that. its not easy 2 listen 2 , 4 sum reason. but the grl that usualy does it, she has a very unique voice. her names "emma" - if u evr hear her on 96.1

i also emailed UWS about hwo 2 decline their offr.
they were proly ofended coz they didnt reply , haha. o wel. the ppl there were rly nice. like on info day, wen i went 2 talk 2 the ppl at visual comm. evrything was very .. wat u cal it. it was like listening 2 myself talk. "the idea is wat counts. the way u think, ur idea, and the way u xpres. thats it. i tel my students 2 go overseas 4 a few monts, jus 2 live there, and learn the way ppl think, and open ur mind 2 a whole new concept."

its interesting, isnt it? its like finaly sum1 understands that not evrything is about the amount of money u make or the reput8ion u hold. u jus want 2 expres this rot8ing idea in ur head.

my uncle also came in earlier and he had this rly seirous face. "we hav 2 leave the house by 8.15."

...
...

me: ok.

...
...
uncle: y r u staring at me?

and an even more bizarre thing is that i was in a w8ing rm in a game of LoL and sum1s like.
oh god, my clients stufing up, the guys name isnt valid.

hahahha.

my ign is "User Invalid" .
hilarious stuf xD

hm. i hav work tmrow. need a bit of xtra cash neway.

also my list of most h8d lol heroes 2 b against:
1. karthus . his ulti is way op. its not even fair.<- this is also my 1st time saying op, most ppl would noe it as "imba" . it literaly jus does an enormous dmg 2 evry1 on the othr team, no mattr where they r.
2. miss 4tune used 2 b the most anoying but i havent seen a pro 4tune 4 a long wile - not that anoying now.
3. teemo. cutest lil panda evr but OMG THAT ATT SP IS ALMITEY =="
4. evelynn. i vsed a pro evelyn and man, like even if she didnt hav that invisi skil, shes faster than a jet plane. and u cant attak her coz shes invisi. liek its jus this spirit that runs aruond attaking u and u cant hit them bak. that was l8 game btw - msot evelyns i c dun do that wel haha.
5. katarina. shes rly easy , but rly boring. but shes best at chasing, wid that tele skil of hers.
6. caitlyn. it rarely hapens , but her ulti. enormous range and it holds the targeted hero nomater whre they move as a target and then BOOM. headshot. <- thats a quote from her btw haha

neways, al this lol talk jus makes me want more lol so il end this post here. LOL.

oh and 1 more thing:
the instructor i had 2day. hes easier coz he cares les and jus makes me drive around widout saying nething unles i do sumtin rong. at 1st i thought he was jus cheking the othr side of the car, but 2day i noticed him looking up and down. up and down me.

now thats kinda freaky. the othr instructor lookd at me more but thats coz hes actualy talking 2 me and drawing maps and crap . btu this guy - dude thats freaky. LOL.

i dun think il b going 4 a driving leson 4 a wile.

and al 3 driving instructors that ive had were syrian. kinda od. like wat, syrians cant find anothr job than driving instructor? i had no idea of their nash wen i cal them , u noe. i didnt care.

ok, i wil b playing sum lol now. LOL.

oh and heres a lovely foto of bebi. coz i wuvvy him muchily.

isnt he a prety boy? ^^ he doesnt noe i took this foto.

and i may or may not hav bloged this vid b4, but heres a vid of me and him goign 2 luna park on the last day b4 i went 2 china. its a vlog.

much love <33

2012-01-18T16:50:00.000+11:00

^ holy WOW.

azn replicas of the jefery campbel damsel. 1 of my dream shoes D= .
heres a foto of the campbel damsels that i want:

man, if the azn replicas came in floral, i would buy em . xD
m also making a whole blog about this czo alice isnt here 2 grl-talk about shoes wid me =(

neways, m curently jus going thru lovelyshoes.net 2 c wat shoes i may want 2 buy if i buy from there agen.

its also 3.32pm atm and i havent had lunch. dun rly feel like ne as wel. =\.

my mom also made me climb on2 the roof and clean the windows from the outside. its quite funy rly coz our roof is slantd and standing on it was like "m gona fal m gona fal m gona fal HOLY GOD DUN LOOK DOWN."

my house is also brik so as i was climbing bak in thru a window, i scraped a knee and got a booboo =(

i also dun understand ppl who upd8 their status evry hr of the day wid sumtin like:
"i miss my babe"
"on my way 2 c my hubby, gona hav a gr8 day 2gethr!"
"oh my boyfriend jus bought me a __ carat pendant, i love him 4evr!"

like i c a heap of this crap as i glance at my dash on my facebook store, makes me kinda wondr where the world would b widout these stereotypical "american blondes", 4 a fact i noe that i wouldnt hav my ipod, haha. i proly wouldnt hav that many sales as wel, since most of my sales go 2 america =\.

i also remembr the 1st time i saw "craking nail polish"
i thought it was the most outrageously not-prety cre8ion.
and now i actualy like using it haha. i hav a matte nude 1, =X

i also hav nothing pland othr than a hary poter exhibit nxt wk (WOOO HOOOO YEEEEAAAA BAABBY~!)

^ i am so godly xcited 4 that. xD tryna save sum money =( .. un til i get my (uni) timetable and noe wen i can work and crap ^^

i stiil remmebr the time i got my hair cut at that place nxt 2 the library - they did the best job evr. it was $25 but it was perfect, i loved it. it was also proly te 1st time my hair lookd at its best.

i went there a 2nd time and my hair lookd the same as not geting cut and so i nevr went agen. it was the same hairdreser as wel, od. now i get it cut at cabra. its $15, so i dun mind if they dun do that wel of a good job.

my mom also came in and said:
"so ur bro cald me and told me he gave u sum money 2 do sum lesons wid a driving instructor. "
me: yea (and i did, u ignorant person, i went out 4 a leson jus this morn.)
mom: then u betr start learning, dun slug around at home al day. (but at the same time, ur not alowed 2 go out coz u noe, i need reasons 2 tel u off.)

shes always like u waste money and time wen u go out.
and wen m home shes like m not bing productive. wel wat the hel u want me 2 do, study?

and like wen m slping, she opens the door and says "oh, slping now ay? " and she'l stand there 4 like 5 mins b4 she gets over the absolutely traumitising shok that her dawta made the horific choice of taking a nap. the worst part is she proly rly IS traumitised coz she leaves the door open.
bro, u want me 2 open ur door and jus leave it open wile ur slping and make u get up urself and close it b4 going bak 2 ur peaceful slp?

i also jus bookd anothr driving leson 4 tmrow wid a diff instructor, te 1 i had 2day didnt giv me 3 hrs in my log book =(
i jus wana learn the rules so i can pas that 1 P's test xD .

hopefuly this guys betr =X

aparently his name is "john"
bro, i didnt even noe the name of my last driving instructor.
my 1st driving instructor was teh best. he gave me 3 hrs each hr, he was very patient wid me, and hed always constantly praise wen sumtin went wel. i lost his number thoe. i nevr knew his name. and hed always 4get mine, he jus cald me "grl" . bahaha xD.

so my nxt leson is at 5.30 tmrow coz they didnt hav mornings. id rly prefer mornings thoe, like i jus wana get it over and done wid tbh haha, it gets nerve raking.

neways i should get sumtin 2 eat.

much love <33

2012-01-17T21:49:00.000+11:00

Song of my moment:

SKRILLEX - ALL I ASK OF YOU (FEAT PENNY)

ive also got about 5 ppl on my list who r bing imposters of 1 guy, so ive got 5 of wat seems 2 b the same person on my msn list.

i msgd te 1 wid the proper maching email:

Lena Sin says
i think
ur
the real kynan
Skynan - Skynan says
OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HOW'D YOU GET IT
OMFG

i dun understand the rathr big reaction.

at least it was entertaining =X

my mom also came home 2day, was a heq of a surprise. i had no idea until she screamd: DINNRS RDYYYY.

sigh - my life.

i hav a driving leson tmrow as wel , its at 8.30am . wooo yea, gota get up early and pump up 4 this thing. i also jus lookd at my log book 4 the 1st time in a looong wile and realised ive actualy done over 40 legit hrs. m on like 45 hrs - WOOOO YEEA.

i also had an amazing game of LoL 2day where sona kept folowing me and giving me al her power-ups and healing and stuf.

not sure y. my only logical xplain8ion is tht i was the othr only female hero on the team haha.

neways we midded 2gethr (only us 2) and went in2 the enemy base and we seper8d a bit inside the base, saving each othr 1ce or twice and we ended up geting 2 kils each. it was the best feeling evr.

i literaly typed: WOOOO YEEEAAAA~!

wile we both b-ed 2gethr down mid lane.

wen u play dominion, evry1 is stuk on the fountain platform b4 the game starts. if u play dominion and sumbody on ur team is teling evry1 2 dance b4 the game start coz u cant move neway - thats me.

yestesr, bebi also told me that his friend had a car acident and he needs a lil money 2 fix the car. he went str8 2 him 2day 2 help, isnt that sweet? and as most would say - he deserves an effin trophy 4 that.

^ lol.

it would actualy b nice if grls these days actualy gained a bit more sanity and bought "whole" shirts. its rathr disgusting 2 the othr grls, u noe? how would u feel if a half naked fat dude walkd past u? we dun wana c ur anerexic body eithr - seriously.

much love <33

2012-01-17T01:54:00.000+11:00

"secretlifeofabionerd" is a grl on utube who used 2 hav bleached/brownish hair but now has a lovely maroonish colour hair wid sumtin pink in it as wel.
she has the longest, thikest, heaviest hair.
so , othr than makeup and clothes, she does vids on hair as wel.

i like how in her vids , wen it comes 2 hair, its not always about using products. i rly only remembr 1 vid where it was specificaly 4 hair products and wat she uses on her hair, i should proly wach that coz my hair is both bleachd and died =X

i am also taking a break from LoL coz my comp seems 2 b overheating. cant blame it, m overheating myself as wel, god its like 100 degrees 2nite.

neways, hair. i dun get y ppl ful go: DUN BLEACH UR HAIR ITS RLY BAD 4 UR HAIR UR GONAREGRET IT BLAH BLAH BLAH.

like dude, i get it.
seriously, i get it.
but m not gona stay wid half red/brown hair and not bleach my roots.
and, 2 b truly honest, i dun c much diff in my hair.
true i hav dry hair wid split ends - but i always had them b4 i bleachd my hair neway.
in fact, ive had les hair fal out since i bleachd my hair.

and , jus a general note 2 evry1: ur hair is made up of dead cels, i rly dun think that avoiding the bleach and hair die is gona bring it bak 2 life.

and those wid super healthy hair? proly use products. its not that i dun use products, but i only use 1. it was kinda xpensive but man, its the best thing ive evr investd on.

here it is. its a brand cald "nak" and the series is cald "aromas".
its al about "argon oil" xtract. they also hav this othr product from teh same series wich is the "oil" version and not this "cream" version ive got here, but it was more xpensive haha. this cream version was $22 ish and the oil was like $38 ish. sumtin like that. if i was like, ful rich and crap, id invest in the oil version coz this stuf is worth it. oh and also, its specificaly "4 colourd hair."

ok, now al the good bits:
u use it jus like a leave in conditioner - come out of the shower aftr u wash ur hair, towel dry it, and then rub it al over ur hair like 8).

the absolutely XTROADINARY mindblowing ability of this inocent product is that it rly works.

it rly.

rly.

works.

aftr u run it thru ur hair, u can brush rite thru it.
and aftr ur hair is dry, its stiil the easiest thing in the world 2 brush. and wat i also love about it is that it also serves wel as a heat protectant, so i usualy jus blow dry str8 aftr i rub it al in my hair, haha.
also, aftr blow drying it, slping wid it, u can stil feel the slite layer of oil stil in ur hair , it makes me think that its there doing its marvelous job of protecting my hair ^^

i also jus reminded myself of alice, making reviews on products and al that. this is proly my 1st thoe, the othr products i use is like. friken lip balm and like, wat, moisteriser? haha. bro, i dun even use makeup. not even found8ion - that 1 type of makeup that boys would usualy mistake 4 flawles skin.

i also went thru the trouble of unloking my computer and opening it 2 al its glory in hope that it may kool down a bit, i dun actualy noe wich part i need 2 kool down - but i dun hav a mini fan 2 place there neway so i jus left it open.

i kidna ran outa things 2 say so i decided 2 go on alices blog since i mentiond her earlier.

"
3. Normopathy
Psychiatric theorist Christopher Bollas invented the idea of normopathy to describe people who are so focused on blending in and conforming to social norms that it becomes a kind of mania. A person who is normotic is often unhealthily fixated on having no personality at all, and only doing exactly what is expected by society.
"

this rly brings me 2 remind myself of those ppl that stare at me, chuk dirties and whisper about me wid their friends like m both deaf and blind.

like they're a group of wat, 12 yr olds? and they're dresd even slutier than i could evr b brave enuf 2, and they're jus staring at me and saying things like "worst outfit ive evr ..." 2 each othr like i cant hear them.

ur like 2 steps away,

y dun u come up 2 me and tel me that urself.

kids r quite funy thoe, they kinda look at u and hav nothing 2 say coz they literaly hav no opinion in their minds, haha.

a rly nice thing i witnesed was these 2 grls siting on these couch things in westfields. and u noe like (wat me and alice would understand:) "tumblr" outfits? in my opinion, its usualy made up of the randomest pieces of clothing put 2gethr. i dun care, rly, i actualy admire them 4 their sense of self respect and wearing sumtin that most ppl may think looks rathr weird... but id say they're usualy made up of eithr boring/dul colours or like pastel colours, usually a top of sum kind of sheer , machd wid sum lovely denims?

yea, that kinda "tumblr" outfit, haha.

neways, so 2 grls in their "tumblr" outfits siting on a couch thing at westfields. 1 of them poitns at me and says "thats nice" 2 her friend nxt 2 her.

i spin around (coz i was walking past) and they smiled at me ^^. isnt that nice? ^^ haha.

neways, i hope , wen i grow up, i nevr become sum1 who only cares about wat evry1 else thinks.

that thought almost shuders me.

it kinda makes me think they go: if u dun folow and kp up wid evry1, ur out. ur goner. u dun get a space here, evrybody must stay away from u. oh and u got sum dreams, ay? wel throw them out coz no1 cares here, u gota b good at sumtin that ppl respect or u jus gota stay the heq away from evry1 here.

i dun actualy hav nething 2 say so i jus babled on about that stuf.

oh, 2day, me and bebi made cury wid sum beef and we bought a baguete so we could dip the bread in it like that viet cury dish that u dip bread in ^^

i kinda paid 4 al of it but it was stil awesum, he cookd xD. (<-- hes a gr8 chef. boys that can cook r an outstanding turnon.. not coz i cant cook or nething. promise.)

and man, it was mouthwatering delicious. no1 rly buys groceries here and evry1 works at a restaurant of sum sort so they al eat dinr b4 they come home and m left here like "hmm... wat shoul i eat..." al the time.

so i went out grocery shoping 2day,

and thank the lord 4 men. them and their outstanding strength and stamina, helping me cary my 2L orange juice and groceires bak home. xD

it proly wouldve been easier if we had a car but it was alrite - he helpd me cary the heavy stuf haha. it was rly fun 2, grocery shoping at like, woolworths or watevr it was, piking out wat we should cook wen we get home.

and the weather - omgoodnes. i wore a blak dres wid tights and blak knee hi boots coz it was cold and rainy in the morn.

come out in the arvo - friken boiling. i was like cooking under my outfit wile we walkd from teh bus stop home. xD

m also staying home tmrow - so if ne1 wants 2 like , randomly skype or cal or come over and try sum of my crap cooking, ur welcome 2.

i should also proly find a driving instructor tmrow , my bro said i need 2 get my P's soon and no1s actualy evr here so he gave me sum money and said "instructors r betr neway" . like i dun actualy care, as long as it doesnt come out of my alredy-empty poket. $50 for a 1 hr leson , u cant blame me 4 not booking 4 1, rly. m having trouble paying 4 my own groceries at home alredy =X .

it'l also b nice if sum1 wid a car could take me 2 woolworths the nxt time i buy sum groceries, it'l b rathr tiring if bebi had 2 cary it home 4 me al the time =(

the fact m about 2 start insearch (il jus cal it uni coz ppl start thinking i go 2 tafe wen i say insearch. bro, m not paying 26gran a yr 2 go 2 tafe.) is quite troublesome coz its not worth finding a new job since m starting soon (beginning of feb) and i dun get my timetable until the 1st day haha. i also havent gone off looking 4 a job coz i had 2 go info days and stuf like that. worst of al those days cost me the most, the travel, the food. sigh. but thats ok, i bumpd in2 sum1 i used 2 work 4 at westfields 2day and they askd me 2 cal them aftr i get my timetable 2 c if i could work 4 them.

thats prety kool, makes me hapy =)

so m jus staying home as much as i can 4 now 2 save the money and and survive a bit longr until i get my timetable and then bombard myself wid as much work as i can.

so if u wana drop by and mayb spend sum time dancing the tango or sumtin wid me, that'l b nice. nething wil b nice, gets a bit lonely around here sumtimes haha.

much love <33

2012-01-13T13:39:00.000+11:00

I GOT IN
I GOT IN
I GOT IN
WOOOHOOO.

i got home at past 10 last nite, twas a terible trip home.

i had 3 fone cals by random friends/relatives of mine 1 aftr anothr.
then jus as my bus stop was coming, i was on teh fone agen (with a 4th fone cal) and compltely 4got 2 pres the bus buton.

alas, causing myself 2 hav 2 walk it home from 2 bus stops away.
at past 10 pm.
aaaal byy myseelf~!

neways, i jus did the laundry, watered the plants (my GOD its hot 2day!) and i wil b staying home 2 organise my uni things.

26 gran, ay? haha. and i thought it was only 16 gran.

o wel, baba said it was ok, he was very hapy in fact. ^^

much love <33

2012-01-11T22:44:00.000+11:00

*long time no talk*

me: hello!
cousin: =D
me: my friend said they think ur leng jai ^^
cousin: u hav a lot more leng jai at ur side.
me: oh? ur not hapy?
cousin: jus shy.

isnt that cute? i even cald him cute aftrwards,
and he goes : so wats the time?

haha.

and jus 2 emphasise on his adorable ness,
he has a dimple.

thats rite, A dimple... on ONE side.
its so cute, i want 1 2. =(

tmrow i wil b going 2 the insearch info evening in hope that i get in.
rathr pricey thoe, over $26 gran jus 4 1 yr.

but thats alrite, haha. it mite turn out 2 b a rly fun 1 yr ^^ and if ur wondring y m trying so hard 2 get in uts,

its coz its the ONLY uni that has "design in fashion and textiles". i proly wont get in, but i found anothr course that i was rathr interested in that i got in (pasd the atar, didnt get ofr). so sal good rite now =)

jus 1 smal problem: its an info EVENING and m going on my own =( . hopefuly i find sum1, othrwise id b coming home on the train by myself at nite, bahaha. xD

o wel, evrything has a 1st.

much love <33

2012-01-08T23:26:00.000+11:00

IN. TRO. DUC iiiiiiIIIIINNNG~! :

the only kid living on this planet that actualy likes me. the only problem is shes an absolute pain 2 look aftr. my god.

and jus on the topic of kids:

this is a new kid at church that looks a hela lot like a friend of mine LOL. i askd him 4 a foto te 1st time i spoke 2 him, hes smiling rathr cutely here, but jus like evry othr kid (or jus othr ppl in general) , he doesnt like me very much.. or jus didnt rly wana learn my name. LOL.

so, on a more important topic, sum1 told me i havent blogd 4 a wile. i was rathr surprised sum1 remembrd this pointles, ramble blog of mine. its proly the reason ur reading this as wel, isnt it?

coz i havent blogd in a wile so this must b sumtin interesting.

wel i do hav quite a few things i would like 2 talk about, but 1stly.

that foto! ^ holy GOD my hair was so RED BAK THEN! now its like this faded... blonde/brown. ive got al te shades from blonde to the browns 2 the dark reds. whole hair colour spectrum rite ere, man. haha.

so. lets c. i think il start on the more interesting topic that ppl would proly b more itnerested in reading:

my trip 2 china.

i dun hav many fotos , but thats only coz i took heaps and heaps of vlogs haha. not gona uplaod ne vids coz m lazy. mayb in the future if ppl r wiling 2 wach 4 sum reason. SO LETS START, random bloging notes atached 2 sum fotos =)

so 1stly, il talk about the most AMAZING thing about china.
the trains.
now we're not talking bout the way china actualy has trains, we're talking bout trains EVRYTHING. the st8ion, the security, the cleanlines, the way the trains r built, the way the st8ion r built, EVRYTHING.

its a bit of a crapy foto but the good 1s of the train r on a vlog. i didnt get much shoping done at that time so i was wearing my aunties clothes, but wow the seats were so cute.

now, the kool part: u c that glas barier there? that opens only in time wid train doors, mad isnt it? . and i jus went thru the trouble of searchingthru the vlogs 2 find a good fotos of the inside of the train:

japanese. str8 out man, japanese. the seats, the cleanliness. the style of the train. god. now, it doesnt look al that ful here coz i was at the airport, but man,
if u could find a seat on teh train sumwhere in town,
and ur not a parent,
or a senior,
and not w8ing 2 snipe a seat,
i wil giv u $50 cash.

its worse than moshpitting, seirously.

this is a foto of a racoon and a gold fish at my uncles house.
they use the raccoon as a seat cushion. at 1st i thought it was animal cruelty...
until i discovered how comfortable it was.

the goldfish also started fiteing wen i was there. 1 of them lost almsot half its scales, so we seper8d it in anothr plastic tub thing haha. i felt like the nicest grl in the world doing that. i rly believe it was coz they were hungry and didnt hav food so they tried 2 eat anothr. but looking at their bellies, i rly didnt wana feed them more, even if that was te case. at least they're safe ^^

so they hav these lil machines nxt 2 a lot of booths in banks and stuf.
they told me 2 pres it and it was rly hard 4 me 2 diffirent8 between satisfactory and avg, so i went 2 pres avg coz it was big and in the mid b4 my uncle went: NO LENA WAT R U DOING. and he presd satisfactory.

even good isnt good, its satsifactory.

so not many ppl noe but i went hong kong a few times. the 1st time, mom told we were shoping. and tbh, she mite as wel hav cald it a waste of time.
we spent the whole time buying her azn medicine dry things, if u noe wat i mean. they hav them shops al over cabra. and they stink. and this was like a ful big store, so it stank even more. and 2 top it al off, she bought like 5kg of this stuf, and thats wat filld up BOTH our lugages ==". prety ghey, she fild up my lugage and goes: u cant buy nemore stuf, our lugage is ful.
PISS OFF THEN, take ur stuf wid u then at least my lugage isnt ful. my god.

and in the context of this foto, this was a strange thing inside the shop that blew my mind. y the heq would u even display such an ugly of a thing?

this was the 2nd pair of shoes i bought. the 1st was a pair taht i bought coz i couldnt stand wearing runnrs al the time. the 2nd pair were these beautiful ... heirs. they were around $25 aus, and they r 1 of the most beautiful booties i hav evr seen. i hav yet 2 wear them thoe, they're rathr hi.

my cousin showd me these,
its plants vs zombies card game. that is al.

and he taught me how 2 play. hes te only child so he gets rathr lonely i gues, and he didnt mind that he had 2 pik up each card and xplain them 2 me so he could play wid me. but man, this was fun. we'd play round aftr round until 1 of us got told off 2 go 2 bed haha. i wantd 2 buy this but they sold out =(

oh oh. supermarkets. evrywhere.
THEY sel EVRYTHING. on avg, supermarkets IN CHINA would b around the size of a myers.
and they sold jus about evrything. clothes, shoes, crockery, pots/pans, alcohol/wine sections, they even had fish markets wid live fish that u can buy. and like live (ENORMOUS) prawns and lobsters.

and oh my lord, the size of their veges. i pikd up a tomato, and i felt like i was piking up a medicine bal. it was about the size of .. a size regular easyway cup. like if u took al that volume and made it in2 the size of a tomato, that was the avg tomato in china.

evrything, bro. the dragonfruits were bigr than the tomatoes i jus described ^.
but the funy thing i discovered was that there were 2 fruits that they jus could not super size.
watermelons. and. strawberies.
so cute!
their watermelons r so tiny, bout half the volume of a smal australian watermelon.
and AAAAL their strawberies were like, bite size. haha. very cute. xD

and jus 2 top it al off, u noe how evrythings Made in China?
wel in CHINA, they hav smal seper8 sections cald:
Imported Goods.

mad.
and about the foto, those were sum fish in teh aquarium section of the supermarket, i like their colours haha.

this if a foto of the lobby of a hotel me and my mom stayd at. it was aparently 7 star.
i wouldnt b surprised, rly. they had them funky ppl that open ur car door and unload ur lugage and open the front door 4 u and wheel ur lugage 2 ur rm. al in cute unifrm!
then wen u get inside, u c this. the loby. its fliping HUUUGE.

and those wals, omg. from here it jus looks like windows but they're actualy aaal rly refined carving and detaild. absolutely amazing.

thye had like the whole lot, the pool, the spa, the gym, the shops (X.x) , the yum cha restaurant, the western restaurant, the cafe, the hall...

my mom went 2 the restaurant and aparently they were like in a glas building suspended within water wid ppl dresed up as mermaids swiming around them.

so uve got supermarkets, shoping centres, side kiosks..
and then u hav ur murder grounds.
and a lot of ppl noe this from rush hour, the thing about choping chikns on the st?
yea, thats prety much it.

wats worse is that i went in2 liek a warehouse of heaps of stores set up jus 4 live animal meat.
this is a foto of sum duks that u can buy, and they chop it 4 u. they also had like roosters and snakes. lots of chikns, of course.

but the worse thing was the fish. like there was 1 fish i saw, lookd like a tuna fish (enormous!), it was cut up its body verticaly, in parellel 2 its spine bone, revealing al its guts. spine bone puld out and removed. and u noe the air bubles that fish hav in their bodies 2 help them rise and fal? that buble was stil in tact inside the fish.
and the best part? the head was stil in tact wid the sliced up body,

jolting and gasping 4 air.

absolteuly traumitising.

the strangest thing i saw was proly a crocodile head. all covered in blood and al, but that wasnt that bad. at least it was dead ==" and evrything was covered in blood in that warehouse neway @_@". ud walk on it coz u had no choice. trenches or batlefield, man.

and on the sides of the warehouse, they had more normal (and sane) ppl who jus chiseled 4 mussels out of an enormous sea rok (soil rok, thing.) . and a lot of tofu stores, and sum stores that sold teapots and seeds and things like that. there was anothr store who was very (very) brave and stands rite on the edge between the meat half of the warehosue and the fruit/vege half of the warehouse and sel clothes. xtroadinary, isnt it.

like who wouldve walkd in this murder ground and think:
"im gona rent this spot rite here and sel clothes.
like a briliant boss."

i went twice and both times, they were rathr busy. blows my mind.

disneyland train handle.

disney train.

disnye fountain!

mickey mouse pancakes!

mad baloons (taht u always c on tumblr)

pie.

u noe, my mom tried looking 4 pie in supermarktes, but they didnt sel it. only at disneyland! xD

the fountain at nite.

so if u havent figured, i went 2 disneyland! ^^

i went on a saturs coz thats wen my cousin doesnt hav skool and he can come on the rides wid me.

prety bad idea coz man, it was PAKD til no tmrow. i went on almost al the rides and each ride, i had 2 line up a stufy, suferc8ing avg of 1 hr. painful. each. ride. god.

wats worse is that al these 40-50 yr old tourists would rudely push in and line up , standing so clsoe 2 u that theyd literaly b touching ur bak. disgusting.

but overall , disnyeland was mad. xD i wana go 2 tokyo 1 coz aparently its a lot more fun.

it would b, since hong kong disneyland is rathr smal.

my mom went 2 slp earlier than me on the plane home, so she sprawld comfortably acros her seat AND my seat wile i was al .. squishd and twistd in this awkward position against the window. needles 2 say, i nevr fel aslp.

but look at this marvelous view ffrom my window wen morning struk!

i wil b going 2 a heard-of, but curious place cald blaktown tmrow,
i may or may not blog about it.

meanwile, ad me on LoL : "User Invalid"

2011-10-29T20:35:00.000+11:00

so here comes a post directed at 1 person.

dear you,
(only coz i noe ur 1 of em rare ppl who read my blog)

so heres a dres ive wantd 4 a long time. the blu isnt actualy that dark, its more like a brite sky blu rathr than a mid looking blu like the foto.
they didnt hav it in my size and it costd a mitey $50. its so simple as wel!
if i do make it in2 my choice 1 course at uni, and i hav learnt enuf 2 noe how 2, this wil definitely b 1 of te 1st things i wil make 4 myself, in my own size.

gr8 job shooting this foto, btw! we werent alowed 2 shoot a foto of te same dres in a dif colour , but was my size, coz of privacy or sumtin haha.

that blu looks sky-flying amazing. that blu in the mid there.

here r sum fotos of an outfit that sum random guy walking past cald "emo" .
i rly like it , tbh. even if its got pink in it.

i also fel aslp in the library. i cant believe u took a foto of that , LOL. othrwise i think this is quite an interesting foto, if only that botle wasnt there.

heres a pic of ur lovely dogs ear. jsu 2 remind u how beautiful ur dog is.

"ur luky m 2 hungry 2 chek if u took a foto"

BEFORE SHOT

AFTER SHOT

looks te same , yea?

BUT ITS NOT.

its so lite and its got no split ends and its so comfy omg.
such a masive dif.

i got my 4mal heels 2day as wel! not posting my dres but shoes is ok ^^ . i love them so much.
i stil remembr wen i 1st saw these,
i swear 2 the lord,
it was love at 1st site.

and i finaly hav them!

heres a pic of us where i acidentaly presd it and my finger was in the way haha.

and here r sum egs that u crakd.
i actualy do c the ying and yang.

astonishing.

oh and 1 more foto.

u died my hair 2day ^^ its supisoe 2 b red purple , but i gues my hair is 2 dark 4 ne purple 2 show haha.

aftr 6 yrs of catholic skool rules, this day was very wel deserved indeed.

and u can c the red wen the lite hits it,
wich would b the tipy top 4 this foto xD.

much love <33

2011-10-25T17:34:00.000+11:00

so while i refresh my tumblr store profusely (at shopbeat.tumblr) 2 chek my msgs,
lets start a story about...
the love of my life.

we hav been eyeing each othr 4 quite a wile,
(wel ive been eyeing them at least)
and i hav chased and lookd far and wide 4 them,
introducing:

these. they're half a size 2 big, but lets hope a few artifical changes can alter these shoes enuf. xD

oh and the reason m refreshing profusely is coz the person wid them hasnt msgd me bak yet abotu if they can meet me tmrow =(

many of u may not noe that my dady actualy came home yesters. we went 2 coles 2day so i could buy choc. coles doesnt hav fairyfloss, i was craving fairy loss aftr my maths xam and they had none ._.
ghey.

NEWAYS.

so me and dad r heading 2 te cashier 2 pay and he sudenly points 2 them machine cashiers and says:
"u noe how 2 use those?"

me: "yea..."

him: "okletsgo."

and he walks str8 off, rite, str8 off, not saying nethng else, wid his basket of chocol8s.
and wen we get tehre, te 1st thing he does is grab the 1st thing in the basket and holds it in front of the machine.

he has no idea ur supose 2 find the barcode or where the scanr is,
he jus holds it there like magical arms r supose 2 come out and gently take it from him.

and i notice this so m like " uhav 2 pres this"

*preses start*

and str8 aftr i pres start, the machine beeps, so he hands me the pak and he grabs the nxt pak and jus holds it there agen.

there r 2 things rong at this point:
1. i havent had a split 2nd 2 put down the pak so he can scan the nxt thing,
2. and he rly did jus ignore wat i said, compltely oblivious 2 the fact i said "u hav 2 pres this."

so i put the pak in2 the plastic bag and hes jus scaning stuf rite.
like hes continuously grabing and scaning.

and then comes the bag of capsicum that he wantd 2 buy.

and so i pres the thing where u look up the veges and u hav 2 select the alphabetical order,
and hes jus like:
"cucumber!"
*preses C*

.. so then and up comes al these fruits and veges wid nice big pictures above each name.

"ah~... here it is."
*preses capsicum*

this kinda reminds me of my maths xam 2day.
i didnt noe sumtin and i jus rote an estim8 down off te top of my head. then wen i came around the 2nd time and finaly workd it al out, the answer was alredy riten from wen i was guesing off the top of my head.

neways,
so aftr me and dad get home, i hav a bit of lunch and then he goes:
"lena! i want 2 try ur sweeeeeetest choc!"

(sounds like me.)

neways, so i pul out a blok of lindt, those in the red 1s.

and its those fancy bloks where the bloks r alredy seper8d and u dun hav 2 break each piece , like cadbury.

so he tries 1 and hes like "oh ok, ic ic..

..

ill jus take a few more,

...

and another,

...

...

mayb 1 more. "

and then he walks off.

its times like these where i wondr y cant more ppl think like my dad.
dun giv a crap about nethng,
if u wana do sumtin, then jus go ahead and do watevr u want. even if u hav no idea how the machine works.
and if u want sumtin, jus get it, take it 2 al ur hearts glory. chase it 4 the far end of ur dreams 4 al it matrs.

i also went outside a short wile ago wid an umbreal 2 buy sum icecream form the ice cream truk.

it was the same man from b4, very old but kind.
he waved 2 me wile i chased the truk 2 the dead end of my street so i could buy icecream. (^^)

and last time, i told him xactly wat i wantd, and he opened a lil door on the side of his truk,
puld out (wat lookd like the 1st he could reach) a box, and said : here u go , (theres ur icecream that u randomly pointed out on the bilboard and jus hapen 2 b conviniently in my reach wen i went 2 get the box 4 u)

so i paid the kind old man and went bak inside the hosue.

tbh, i was actualy surprised wen i opened the box and it was xactly wat i askd 4.

so this time,
jus coz i can,

i decided 2 ask 4 a diff icecream and c if he needed 2 do sumtin like climb inside his truk and dig 2 the deep depths 2 find the 1 i want.

and my oh my ,

2 my mind blowing surprise,

he didnt.

jsu stuk his hand inside that lil door on the side of his truk and puled out the 1st box that touched those wondrous fingertips of his.

not only is this icecream cheap , but u get a lil magic show along wid it.
i actualy think tahts a lovely way 2 run a busines,

clearly no1 has evr thought of combining icecream and magic shows, hav they?

on anothr , les fascin8ing, point,
i took a lil longr 2 pik out my icecream this time coz i wantd 2 pik the diff icecream. and as he was w8ing 4 me 2 pik out my icecream, he leand against the truk the same way he did b4.

m not sure wat it was, but it hit me that it was his habit, not part of his job but this is how he does his job .

and u c him, and u sudenly wondr how these ppl live their lives,
and old man that sels icecream on a truk,
it makes u think that they do that 2 help raise a family or such ,

and u dun want ne1 vandalising wat they hav, coz u get an idea that it is al they hav.

and aftr i thought al this, i saw sumtin that smakd me rite acros the head.

there was a "this franchise is 4 sale" sign underneath the bilboard i was looking at.

i stil remembr wen i 1st moved 2 syd , i always made my mom buy from this ice cream truk al the time coz i nevr got enuf of it. i was in kindy bak then =(

they come around evry mont or so, i think il kp buying ice cream from them.

the franchise is "home ice cream" if ne1 recognises it, or buys from it, or interestd in buying the company al2gethr. jus saying. xD

i wondr y they're on sale, thoe. they've been runing 4 a heq of a long time, at least 13 yrs. and wat if they cant sel out and no1 wants 2 buy ice cream from them nemore? wat hapens 2 the old man? does he hav family 2 suport him? D=
i rly hope so =(

neways, sum pictures 2 blog about:

this was my maths hsc:

and if ur actualy wondring,
i wasnt kiding.

heres a picture of al the cute words on sum yan yan on alices table.

and we actualy found cans that said
"toh-nee-lee-na"
and
"lee-na-to-nee"

ps. m dieing in xcitement and crying in joy 4 my shoes. i need them rite here. so i can rly die in hapines.

much love <33

2011-10-24T17:09:00.001+11:00

evry1s busy studying so il jus rage here:

STUF U HSC
Y HAS EVRY1 DONE SO MANY XAMS AND IVE ONLY DONE ENG.

TT

aruuuuuuuuuugh eco ._.

i deserve a prize if i get at least 50% in my eco xam.
a big as prize,

jus saying.

and on top of that,
i was helping 2 move al the groceries inside the house 2 quikly get them/me out of the heat.
then, in a rush 2 move them, i decided 2 kik them inside 2 clsoe teh door.

durian was in 1 of those plastic shoping bags.

i was in bare foot.

2011-10-17T17:39:00.000+11:00

tmrow is hsc. wooooo yea.

no, i am nething but pumpd. sigh.

i also remmebrd a whole bunch of various pakaged foods that my mom bought 2 take 2 her family in china. this bag consistd of a paket of kit kats.

plz dun act surprised wen u realise u hav left a grl alone in a house wid choc. only 1 thing hapens.

and seriously, thye can jus buy their choc in china, m 100% sure they hav choc in china, cmon ._.

ps. i bet u didnt realise the kit kat in the foto above is up side down.

much love <33

2011-10-15T20:17:00.000+11:00

2011-10-15T11:27:00.000+11:00

dear alice,
i noe i came a LIL early in the morn (bout 8.30am ish) , widout caling u b4hand, but i recieved ur msg about caling u at 1am. and i was alredy aslp then =( so i only read it jus now,
and 2 top it al off, i ve been w8ing 4 u 2 wake up 4 ovr 2 hrs now LOL.

its quite funy, rly, i didnt wana wake u up coz m alredy here and it wont make much diff neway.
besides, the whole poin of me coming here was 2 escape home and escape mom.

i swear 2 god the sun jus shined a bit briter jus then, as i was typing that "escape home and mom" part.
no kidding man. no kidd.

tbh i kinda love it here. m only hoping ud wake up sum time soon so i can c my new angel shoes xD .

m also hoping that ur parents and rels would leave soon, ur mom came around not long ago and said evry1 wont b home until l8 at nite and me and u would hav the house 2 ourselves.

how friken awesum is that.

that also rel8s 2 te fact i saw like 3 diff ppl walk past. u hav 3 rels over? bro, how do al these ppl fit in ur house?

talking bout lots of ppl, i mite've confused ur mom in sum of that,
coz i SWEAR 2 the heavens,
no joke,
shes in a diff outfit evrytime she walks past.
I SWEAR.

and its not jus coz she took off a jaket or sumtin,
she did that 2,
but she changes her pants as wel.

I SWEAR 2 GOD. OMG.

i was also hoping that ur parents and rels would leave sum time soon coz the whole way i was coming here, i was imagining ur moms spring rols and chikn soup.

ur mom reminded me about 100 times that shes got food in her fridge and m welcome 2 eat it al. she listd a whole heap (actualy sounds like good stuf), and she mentioned

*drum rol*

SPRING ROLS.

ur moms spring rols (annd chikn soup) are heavenly. jus saying.

thats y m hoping ur parents and rels would leave soon, coz
1. ur not awake and its awfuly awkward if i had 2 search around he kitchen 4 sum spring rols.
2. ooooh i can c them on the table now. god damn they look good. damn ur moms spring rols. friken mouth watering stuf.

ur dad also came around a few times.
1st was 2 tel me how 2 conect 2 ur net in case i wantd 2 use it,
and 2ndly was 2 bring me a can of coke.

and i thought cans of coke only had 1 standard size, wid the brite red and white logo,
but ur house is ful of wondrs, alice. ful of wondrs.
the magical exensions 2 fit the xtra ppl,
the mother who changes outfits a few hundred times a day,
the heavenly food in ur magical kitchen.
oh goodnes.

neways, bak 2 the coke, i took a foto of it.
i had 2 do it on dailybooth coz m using a diff laptop and i duno how 2 turn on the webcam othrwise haha.

(ps.is it jus me or do i look like a diff person there?)

nehoo,

the riting on it isnt english. its viet. even i duno where 2 find viet cans of coke.

and 2nd of al, its not a 375ml can. its not even those elegant clasy slender cans that remind me of champagne glases.

its 330ml.

ur dad came around and handed me a viet 330ml can of coke.

...

m coming around here more often, jus 4 ur house, alice. jus 4 this hary poter houes of urs.
i also jus finishd going bak and ading sum colours and edits 2 this post and ur dad came around.

and no joke bro,
i SWEAR 2 GOD, hes in a diff outfit.

m also geting the feeling that m jus halucin8ing and jus amused evrytime i c eithr of ur parents. rich purple shirt wid brite yelow pants.

sounds like sumtin from a vintage catwalk, alice. ur parents r grande ppl.

...

THERES UR DAD AGEN.
HE JUS WALKD PAST 2 TEL ME THERES FOOD IN THE FRIDGE.

AND HES IN NAVY JEANS AND A BLAK SHIRT. AND SUM RLY FUNKY LOOKING WITE JAKET WID BLAK LINES.

I NOE THIS 4 SURE COZ I CHEKD JUS THEN.
I AM NO HALUCIN8ING.

oh god ahahhahaaa.

oh hey, i think ur parents and ur rels r finaly leaving.

SPRING ROOLLLSSSSS OMG.

oh no ur mom jus walkd bak in.

hey, u noe wat, alice? its taken me about 40 mins 2 type this post,
i arived at 8.30am,
its 11.12am,

and ur stil aslp.

this has got 2 b the most fun ive evr had wile jus siting in a best friends house, wid their family awkwardly walking around, and the best friend aslp the whole way thru, absolutely oblivious 2 the fact m in their house at al.

i think they're finaly leaving! il w8 til their car rols out b4 i stuf my face in ur mothrs one-and-only, heaven-sent spring rols.

aaahhh~

and ur mom jus walkd past agen.
ur mom always walks past wen i think they're leaving.

OH THIS TIME SHES TELING ME SHES LEAVING.
LOL

YEEEE HAAAAW~!

♪oh spring rooools! glorious spring rollls... wat do i live fooor?!

the sound of that car starting up. even the sounds outside of this house makes me hapy.
ur house of wonders, alice.

ur house of wonders.

ps. i jus knokd on ur door. i hope i didnt sound like m from them horor movies where no1s home and u hear a knok on ur door. ahahhahhaa. there was also no reponse, so m asuming ur stil aslp.

slp tite, alice!

this is jus a lil read 4 u 4 wen ur nxt roling acros al ur friends blogs.

ps agen. i was eating spring rols. thy r so. god. damn. good. GETING MORE NOW.
it also took me a good mins 2 find where u kp the pl8s in ur house . LOL.

also, ps agen. hav u vr stood close 2 ur fridge wile the house is silent?
i noe its jus the fridge working as a fridge and al,
but it sounds like heres a pigeon inside,
that continuous low huming tha repeats itself.
"coo coo coo"

much love <33

2011-10-14T13:03:00.000+11:00

OH RIGHT,
IM SORRY,
I FORGOT.

IF ITS NOT BLOODY PERFECT,
THAN ITS NOT WORTH YOUR BREATH TALKING ABOUT.

dear god kill me

2011-10-13T22:09:00.000+11:00

random post 2 kp here like a diary entry.

dear blog,
2day i had a lovely day wid my bebi =)
he got a lovely new walet that i helpd him pik out ^^~!

oh and the new blog editing options ads fotos in where u post insteada at the top of ur post evry. single. time. god. thank god. haha

my dada also came home not long ago.

we went 2 the centre point tower (now cald sydney tower) and had a meal.
was quite xpensive as wel, haha. but the food and the view (holy god the view) was abosulutely amazing. makes u wish there wasnt so many buildings - they grey out the beauty of the harbour blu =X

and the best part?
the whole thing rot8s. u literaly rot8 wile u hav ur meal 8) .

here r sum fotos from my seat:

oh i also jsu remembrd a fotographer came around and we got our fotos taken and printd. and u can go online and get the foto 4 free ^^ . brb , asking mom LOL. nevr mind it was jus in her rm. m not gona post the foto up here,
but jus so u guys noe:

i recomend this restaurant like crazy 4 speshal ocasions, simply coz its hela xpensive and also, THE FOOD.
u spin! 360 degree view ^^
and jus 4 the fun of it, they've got CROCODILE. they hav kangaroo as wel, but u get that at othr buffets as wel. so go! jus so u can say "hav u evr tried crocodile?" xD .. haha.
they also hav those xpensive stuf like (prawns?) and mussels, so if ur in2 that.
the customr service is rathr top noch ^^ haha

hmmm wat else.

oh yes. i had a study day wid anna the othr day. she got a macPRO D=

i also had a friend that quoted sum1 else:

"...says:

lena x?

is that some sort of

pornstar

LOL"

i actualy jus googled "lena x"

so many horses X.x LOL

no sense. NEEEEEways.

i went dinr wid a group of females a wile bak and 1 of them is maried. i found a box in her house of her weding memories and these roks were in it ^^ . they read wisdom, peace and love in case u guys cant read.

me and bebi bought drinks from v plus ^^. i do no recomend this brazil coffee. does ne1 stil remembr them milk teas the vplus used 2 hav? 1 was more tea than milk and 1 was more milk than tea? and evry1 drank it? LOL.

wel they dun hav ne of em nemore =( . and also, chek out the pink can! omg. haha

i also had 2 go 2 this place wid al these beijing olympic mascot plushies. life size. i wantd 2 pat them but the way they were standing, they were jus leaning on each othr 4 suport so yea LOL.

also, 4 a long wile, i didnt hav a clu who adele was.

but m my 2nd fav "playlist" on my itunes is the radio. literaly. so m starting 2 recognise the adele songs LOL.

not very normal of me 2 not embed a utube vid thats not only musiq or sum1 azn, but this chik is 10 yrs old and she has the perfect voice 4 this song. (only this song, btw. i think its a bit 2 strong 4 nething else xD.)

adele - rolling in the deep cover by sum 10 yr old chik

heres a few songs:

dance vibrations - elpis

and an al time fav from a friend:

evans - dj yoshitaka

wel ive got no sigi 4 the time bing, so thats it 4 now ~! ^^

2011-10-09T18:45:00.003+11:00

test post no. 2

COLOUR

AND NO SIGNITURE. YET.

...

CHYEA BABY~!

2011-10-09T18:05:00.003+11:00

test post.

i hope colour works on this new layout.

and i noe its not blu,

i hav a thing 4 pikachu 2.

haha , oh dear. it doesnt work =( .

OH WEL.

HOPE U GUYS LIKE YELOW!

COZ ITS AL U WIL GET.

2011-10-09T16:56:00.002+11:00

that ^ , is a clsoe up 2 show off my rainbow tites.
and this is a front and bak of an outfit i wore 2day that evry1 laughd at.

u noe how , wen ppl think ur weird, they look at u in digust as they walk past?

and even wen they've pasd u, they stil needa turn bak around 2 stare at u, wile ur walking and facing the othr way .. and continue h8ing?

i noe that u also do that wen ur admiring,

but its that moment u turn bak around 2 look them in the eye, and they panic and turn bak around, where it jus becomes so rewarding.

i mite b ugly,

but not as ugly as ur thoughts.

2011-10-08T01:24:00.002+11:00

why do you still listen to them?

how much have you ever mattered to them? at all?

2011-10-05T23:19:00.002+11:00

random funy moments of 2day.

so heres the context: spent the whole day wid alice, we studied 4 a few hrs at livo library, went out 2 eat at cabra, studied at cabra library, went bak 2 my place where we procrastin8d on computers.

funny moment 1:

*please take note that this was spoken in chinese.

alice: *pranks dad* ... (to me) my dad is phone retarded so like .... *phone rings* oh ok.

Dad can you find my wallet, I think i left it in the car...

...

It's white and it got a pink ... (to me) how do you say bow in chinese?

me: Iduno, jus say flower, they proly cant tel the diff neway.

alice: its helo kity, do u noe helo kity?

...

its a cat, its a white cat!

o- oh- ok- thank yoooou...

funny moment 2:

*train goes past on other side of station*

us: oh thats our train. we wont make it.

*after about 9 mins on the station w8ing 4 the train*

alice: WHERE R MY GLASES

so we end up going al the way 2 the othr side of the st8ion 2 look 4 them.

*train goes past*

2011-10-03T13:24:00.002+11:00

(*edit add in: hi evry1 ! this is a rage post, its more coz i dun wna put ne1 through the proces of listening 2 me rage, so there4 its prety much ultim8ly boring and not worth reading if ur not in the mood.)

OMGOODNES.
I AM HOME AGEN.

AND I AM DIEING.
*^#@&%^! *drops dead*

haha nah m kiding.
the only reason i feel like m dieing is coz my moms home.
and the reason y this sux?
so am i ._.

oh the measures i would go 2 2 avoid days like these, but the library closed and i cant xcape TT.

sigh. oh wel, here goes anothr day of absolutely no study done. and dun ne 1 of u start blaming me 4 bing lazy or ne of that crap,
y dun u come ovr and try studying at my house al te wile my mom breaks apart my life behind me ?

i try loking the door on her, she goes in2 a whole spaz, screaming, kiking, and evnetualy she jus cries.
al the wile up 2 here, i seriously dun giv a crap about her life,
but then she decides 2 cal my bro and my dad.

and u noe wats rong about that?

she makes up absolute jakcrap jus 2 fulfil her life meaning of making my life hel.

and the worst part of that is, they nevr listen 2 me. they nevr believe me if i told them my mom is lieing. they dun even consider the fact that m talking wen m saying sumtin that may stop them from teling me off. seriously, am i supose 2 jus kp trying 2 make u listen, 2 argue bak, 2 make the fite worse than it alredy is?

NO. m not stupid 4 continuously leting my mom lie about me like that, ur stupid 4 nevr stoping 2 listen 2 me, and m trying my best 2 not make things worse. i mite look like sum weak, ignorant, selfish, stuk up prik kid that jus disobeys their mom al the time, but nothings gona change even if i DID obey evrything uve evr told me 2 do. at least 1 of us is making the efort 2 b hapy wid their life.

cant u jus b hapy 4 me?

b hapy that ive tried a lot thru my senior yr. i tel evry1 i dun care and i dun try coz its easier than arguing wid them about the crap scores i get, considring the efort i put in.

u noe that feeling wen uve put so much efort in2 sumtin and ur so proud of the score u get, and then sum1 obviously smarter than u comes along and reminds u how crap u rly r ?

dun evr do that 2 ne1.

its much easier 2 jus pretend u nevr tried or even cared, no1 can take nething from u if u hav nothing 2 begin wid.

and jus 4 the memory of the old times:

"Listen.."

now playing: Silentium - Killer Clown

Silentium - Killer Clown

2011-10-02T14:16:00.002+11:00

so m home 2 days in a row (omg) .

i didnt go church 2day coz m stil sik (nothings changed ._.),
and it was pouring rain.

took a bit of convincing 2 make my mom let me stay home, but it eventualy workd out.

i also spent about 5 hrs online this morn looking at shoes coz i found sum1 seling a pair of shoes ive always wantd 4 $60.

now i noe u msut b thinking: $60?!
but hel no man, $60 is a friken miracle, considring the pair m looking at.

neways, i didnt buy them 4 $40 form freelance coz they didnt hav my size.
and m gona buy them now (if they hav my size), coz i wana wear them 4 my 4mal PLUS they r te type of shoes that i would wear aftrwards =) .

not the best foto 2 show off their quality and magnifico florals, but it was the best foto 2 show off the way they look wen they're worn.

i tried on a size 6 at freelance, and yes, they r incredibly hi,
and not only that, they were insanely heavy. like i mean, "they're made out of mercury or sumtin" kinda heavy. wich proly xplains the esential straps that go around the front haha.

neways, i also found these shoes on sum korean shoe store that ive nevr visitd b4 (simply coz i cant read korean).
$24 australian dolars.

could u believe that? oh. my. god. the love of my LIFE~! where hav u bEEEEEN ?!

the thing is, i only managed 2 figure out, form their FAQ, that they only send "4 products to the US" , and "if urge, can arrange more product 2 the US" .. or sumtin along those lines.

so i jus sent them an email asking them if they shippd 2 aus. its in eng, i hope they work it out soonr or l8r.

neways, i was gona blog about a random funy moment tthat came acros me wile studying these (disgusting filthy) eco papers.

hmmmmmmmmmm.

no idea.

the last time i did this (stay home on a sunday and not go church),
i told my mom i had 2 study.

she believed me.

wen she came home from church, she chekd up on me. (she always does this),
and al 2 glorys day, i was stil in bed slping. ahahhaha.

she told me off so bad . ahahha. =X .

and BOO YEA~!

an email form ebay 2 say my heels sold. xD . u noe those nude colour 1s i blogd a bit bak 2 show off my new camera? yea those xP
and i noe i only ship around australia, but tasmania should hav its own category wen u put up whether or not the "flat r8 shiping" runs 4 the whole of australia. seriously, it costs like $10 more jsu coz they needa swim acros a bit of water 2 get there. and i only make like $10 from seling.

and the ebay fees r absolutely ridiculous. they charge u like 50c 2 hav a foto show up in search results. and if u choose 2 put ur item under 2 diff categories, they charge u like $1.

and even if u dun do ne of that, its 75c 2 put ur item up on ebay ._.

and paypal as wel. it costs $2 2 send $70, omg ._.
and 2 top it al of, paypal is made by ebay.
how evr rich they must b ..

i also dun understand ppl that buy and dun pay.
i mean like, wat? do u kinda go: oH I WANT THIS. *cliks comit 2 buy* and then run around 2 hunt 4 sum lunch or sumtin?
in a few hrs is ok, i get it, like ur kid ran off wid ur credit card or sumtin, but 4 like a whole wk? cmon ._. , even if u jus needed 2 save up, a person like me can even afford the crap i sel.

neways, i jus made the ultim8 discovery that my hsc is in 2 wks and i havent done jak.

nah m kiding, ive kinda done half of evry subject or so so itsall good. (arent u proud of me? xD)

2011-10-01T13:43:00.002+10:00

This is my 1st day home on a saturs in a loong wile.

i like the thought of not needing 2 go work, but that thought also comes the fear of having 2 use my savings al te time. esp wid my 4mal coming up.. bye bye few hundred dolars of savings. =X

dres, shoes, hotel.

cost approx $100 each, i wouldnt mind if i could borow the shoes, but i duno ne1 else wid te same shoe size as me =( .

another thought crosing my mind is how i should nxt decor8 my rm/house.

i love the mario wall i did, no matr how strange it is, (coz it doesnt matr how strange sumtin is, the idea can always b beautiful).

but ive been thinking i should do sumtin else 4 a change,
but i hav no time , due 2 my comitment 2 my ful time rel8ionship wid the library and its study.

and novembr is coming up neway,
i can go bak 2 skool and pik up my artmajor, then i can hang them on my wals in place of my mario wal 4 a change =).

at least its sumtin my mom would like 4 a change ._.

lena has been having te same sore throat 4 few days str8 now,
it hurts sumtimes, sumtimes it doesnt.
and i cant talk properly nemore =(

i can only talk low and softly, othrwise it hurts agen.

"Maybe you're all that i want,

when you're lying here in my arms."

and i want a pet cat so i can do this wid it:

ohoh,
this is wat me and my bebi wants as pets wen we grow up:

a french wite duk called: French . jus coz ive always wantd a pet duk^^ and they aren't actually wite, they're normal looking yelow duks but that's their name acording 2 pets paradise . xD and aparently they quack endlesly. o wel.
a .. camel. this is bebi's idea and he wantd 2 name it sumtin rly weird, and it sounded like "barf-an-animal". it wasnt barfananimal but it sure did sound like it.
a german shepherd. jus coz they're 1 of the most beautiful breeds of dogs. we're gona name ours "German Shepherd" ^^ or short, jus "German". i hope it grows 2 b rly big and strong 2 xD. bebis alredy got 1, so jealous, momy doesnt like pets =(.
and a beagle dog named "Tweety". like this guy:

and yes tweety is a male. and this is coz. wel its a long story, il type "the story behind a pet german shepherd and beagle 4 lena" aftr i finish this list.

a ragdoll cat. named "Ragdoll". hav u guys seen those cats? we saw them at pets paradise and oh. my. lordy. lord. they r 1 of the most beautiful cats i hav evr seen!.

not many good pics on google but thats a good pico f wat they look like. not blak, but a beautiful shade of grey paches, and brite blu eyes. il proly buy this pet 1st.

and a cat wid leopard spots ^^. they're not leopards, they're domestic cats. kinda rare so i gues we'l get this last. but b4 the camel, barf-an-animal mite b the hardest 2 get. jus a gues. and i jus foudn the name of them from google imaging, they're cald bengal cats.

i would name this cat leopard, but i used 2 hav a fish wid leopard spots and i cald that fish leopard alredy =( . and "bengal" doesnt roll nicely like al the othr super cre8ive names m gona name my pets, so il hav 2 kp thinking 4 a name 4 this cat.

and il proly buy the same fish i used 2 hav as wel. the fish wid leopard spots caled leopard, the metalic blu fish named dolphin, and the fish wid 2 horizontal stripes caled tidehunter. btu that depends on whether or not bebi noes how 2 look aftr fish, coz i obviously cannot =(.

so now thats al done, here it goes:

tabtabtabtabhe story behind a pet German Shepherd and Beagle for Lena

so it startd off wen my bro used 2 work at a toy store. he always brought home random toys, and u guys remmebr "pawphans' ? where u adopt pupies? he brought home heaps of those. i gave many of em away and i ended up kping only 2, a german shepherd and a beagle. they had breeds along wid em so its not jus me randomly giving them a breed xD.

and then u guys remmebr uuuh. wats it cald. NINTENDOGS. LOL.
i randomly got 2 dogs, jus coz i didnt care much, and they ended up bing a german shepherd and a beagle as wel!

and then 1 day i had like,

epiphany.

I HAD PAWPHANS LIKE THESE. so i dug thru my sea of dolls and found em both. xD

and thats the story of how i hav come 2 te decision that i should hav a german shepherd and a beagle.

2011-09-28T12:15:00.003+10:00

i had a very hilarious encounter wid a tb grl jus yesters,
and it jus made me think a bit.
ive told this story 2 1 othr person but here it goes agen:

i was wearing the brite red/wite floral legings wid the doc marten boots, if u noe my wardrobe enuf, ul proly noe them.

wel jus picture me wearing them,
and then picture a group of mayb 10 tbs who look yr 9 ish.

now by tb, m talking like
yankees hat,
vans,
the flats,
the plain pastel/neutral colours

all put 2gethr.

as they walkd past me , i could c them staring and whispering and nudging the person nxt 2 them 2 look as wel.

its quite funy, rly. u dun c me nudging the person nxt 2 me 2 tel them "oh hey look. bunch of tbs. i cant believe ne1 would evr dres like that." actualy i shouldve done that. damit LOL, y do grande ideas come 2 l8.
neways:

i mite look weird but m not deaf, haha. oh has ne1 evr been so oblivious 2 ... reality.

and the thing is, te grl that was looking 4 me was in that group, and they had no idea i was the 1 they were looking 4. it was only until she cald me and saw me walking 2 her did she realise. and u noe wat?

i could hear her on the fone: "oooh.. ok... i c.. u...." -insert gulp emote here-

and as i walk up 2 her , she baks away from me. could ne1 evr b so rude?

i actualy feel sory 4 the guy that was paying. m prety sure he didnt giv a crap about wat i wore but the group was mainly grls so.

u get me. =P

and thats not the whole story eithr. b4 they wantd 2 do a meet up agen 2 pik up, but they gave me an adres so i askd them: did u wana meet up agen or hav it sent?

and their reply?

"sent."

no plz, no thanks, nothing.
bro , i hav ur money in my hand and u rely on me 2 take care of it?
if it wasnt 4 the guy that wasnt rude and paid, i wouldnt even bothr providing the traking number.

and 2 evry1 reading this,
id rathr u h8 me 4 bing weird,
than 2 like me 4 bing normal.

and i told alice we should dres ourselves and then plan meet ups at like, cabra.
hahahha.

"tb land."

thats 1 heq of a grande idea nevr worth going 2 waste.

and 2 ne tbs reading this:
i dun care how u dres,
as long as u dun care how i dres as wel.

hm. i think thats it. i needa do off a bit more study b4 i like, online shop or sumtin haha.

oh and msg me if u want a kelens dagger keyring.
its $2 on the site but m making it $4 to cover postage. no nego!

http://item.taobao.com/item.htm?id=12763651072

oh and also this, same price. its a batlefury keyring.

http://item.taobao.com/item.htm?id=12622441789

2011-09-22T22:00:00.002+10:00

sosososooso

2daaaaaaay ^^
i did many things!

morn - posted a few things , timezone wid a few peeps
THEN

the nxt step 2 the plan was 2 arcade until lunch time, and then train 2 cabra 4 pho, but it was 2 early 4 lunch and wasnt bothered 2 w8, so me and a friend headed str8 4 city xD.

was rly fun!

we saw a pony:

and then we went 2 eat at ramenkan ^^
i had a seafood udon and he had a stir fry and we shared a pl8 of takoyaki. was yummy xD

BUT OH
MY GOD.

wen we were walking there, i saw sum seaguls flying our way,
and since they were flying rite overhead, i looked up out of paranoia of poop,

and gues wat?

THEY DID POOP.

i was like:
OMG MOOOVE <- in my head

and i tried to jump bak, but it stil got me. on my leg. was xtremely disgusting LOL.

the thing is, its luky 2 hav a bird poop on u if it touches ur skin,
and i think i did get luky! coz i went otu of the house 2day in long jeans, and b4 i went city, i bought a pair of shorts. and i wore them 2 the city ^^

so it was easy 2 clean it off, came off wid tissue then ran water over my whole leg 2 wash it off the paranoia in the bathrm.

imagine al the trauma and disgust of walking around in jeans wid bird poop coz u cant wash it off properly. but yea, i gues that was my luk.

i also saw dollar king, th e place that alice mentioned b4 on her blog.

evrything $2.80!

i bought a whoel loada stuf but i only took fotos of a few coz the rest werent interesting:
these are table shoes. they also literaly had shoe looking table shoes but i thought strawberies were cute 2, and they came in a pak of 4 instead of a pak of 2 xD
i put them on the legs of te dinner table and my mom came home in the mid of that proces, she kinda jus looked at them and told me i was strange.

now heres the story 2 this nxt foto:
i hav a pet peeve about not using soap 2 wash my hands in my own house, so i buy it myself. in my bathrm, my soap dispenser is a ceramic bear that ive had since i moved in here. my moms bathrm jus has the original soap dispenser from wen i bought the soap. so i decided she needed a new soap dispenser!

and jus in case u misd it, it says

FROG

on its belly, kehehe ^^

they had so many soap dispensers i didnt noe wat 2 choose! they had bear and seal and frog and duck. and aftr piking the animal, u hav 2 pik if u wantd a big or smal 1! so many decisions! D=
but after a wile i decided 2 go 4 a big frog ^^

i put this in my moms bathrm , fully cleansed and refilled wid hand soap, aftr she saw me put strawbery shoes on the diner table. i asked her if she saw the frog and she said "i saaaaaaw."

thats good, she saw ^^

and aftr i put the frog in her bathrm, i decided 2 wrap up a pres 4 a friends upcoming bday. im 100% sure they 4got, or dun even noe, this blog exists so its ok 2 post a foto of al my hard work of pres wraping!

its a painting i did that was supose 2 go in a comp , but they insisted on more than 1 piece and i nevr found anothr picture i could put up as a series wid it. so now it jus sits around. theres actualy more story behind this painting that makes it more meaningful 2 the bday person, but il save that 4 anothr day xD

and this isnt the whole pres! ive spent quite a bit on the othr half of the pres so m not that cheap, ok D=. and that painting costd me a lot of paint, u should chek out my verandah area behind my house, paint splats galore.

neways, thats al ive got 2 say 4 now. il b going library 2 study tmrow,

oh joy =(

2011-09-18T14:49:00.002+10:00

so bebi isnt home and alice is at camp and m bored as crap.

timetable:
monday: hosted brekky by LCC/gradu8ion mass
tues: pik up money from mariel/retalk about the hotel/organise balloon
thurs: organise hotel/city here.
all the time: START STUDYING GOD DAMMIT.

omg i am so behind its not even funny.
and its worse wen ppl rub it in ur face coz they're teling u "u need 2 work hard jus this 1 time" and then they come bak the nxt 2nd and go "u noe, thinking bak 2 my hsc, it was nothing. ur stresing over nothing."

wel stuf u, im jus gona say "i dun care about my hsc" 2 shut u al up ._.

and 2 shut myself up, i found my 4mal dres, jus need 2 look a bit more 4 shoes in case i find sumtin nicer. otherwise il b going in these guys:

m kping my dres a surpprise.

hm hm hm.
wat else.

hm.

oh oh oh! a DRES that i got 2 wear 2day!

the weather was finaly rite =)

oh and..
i jus had my last day of skool ever.
m nevr gona hav that feeling of "oh god its the 1st day of skool"
m nevr gona b able sit in a hi skool clasrm and sit thru a leson evr agen.
unreal.

lena also got a last min invite 2 swiming at olym park and city aftr skool. was rly fun! mom was alrite wid me coming home at past 11 wid stench of chlorine as wel. its 1 of those nites evry1 spontaneously decides 2 crash and slp over at 1 person's house, but u c, lenas defienitely not alowed and she had work the nxt day neway =(.

YYYY M. C A!

ps. please help lena decide on her courses 4 uni, shes on the verge of not caring, wich mite end up bing rather disastrous wen i regret it mid-course. thank u.

2011-09-12T19:30:00.003+10:00

so my mom hostd a dinr party 2nite.

thank god the kids arent raging themselves in my rm

kinda feel sry 4 em.

wen they get bored, il invite them upstairs 2 play on my laptop. simply coz i noe how boring it gets at these things.

neways, the main reason m posting this is 1 list a few of the randomest things that amused/or made me feel a certain feeling that i dun c evryday.

theres a grl on facebook who refuses 2 pay enuf, or on time, and xpects her items in a few days. but jus 2 make it al betr, shes pisd off her mind, ahaha. its very satisfying waching her pis herself in anger. u guys should try it sum time. but dun do it if ur actualy guilty of sumtin - its only fulfilingly satisfying if they're jus bing selfish. and jus 2 ad, ive met her b4 and shes fat. <- that doesnt even ad up 2 the amount of rudenes shes implied 2wards me, seirosuly. so no h8ing =)
i stopped by at a charity stand in the plaza 2day against animal cruelty. they gave me a website but i cant find the link 2 where they wantd me 2 don8. it was called "bricks for bears" and u basically buy a "brick" 4 $10. and u help them build places to better take care of bears rather than chain them 2 the ground and hav several hungry dogs tear it alive. 2 shreds. literally. u dun literaly pay $10 a brik btw, its jus an alliter8ion coz they r actualy building places 4 these bears =). heres their website: http://www.wspa.org.au/ ... and yes u must've seen them around. they hav that signiture brite mid-orange colour haha.
my mom hostd anothr diner party 2nite so m jus hiding up here eating. this also xplain this bulet point and the nxt. the minister did like a 10 mins prayer 4 saying grace. and thurout the whole time, i realised the microwave was stil going. i had no idea wat they were microwaving.. but surely the amoutn of time it they punched in2 that machine was far beyond my understanding.
and i jus came bak form taking my laptop downstairs 2 giv it 2 the kids 2 play wid since i dun feel like taking care of em. and u noe how i found em? 1 of the cutest kids, lieing acros the couch, going "eeeeerrrr" . ahahha. i took a foto of us al 2 ^^
uuum 2nd point. i must remembr it... wat was it. i hav no idea. but on a more or les important note, there was a very brite rainbow going acros the sci lab 2day and i took a pic of it. its on my laptop (curently bing taken care of by.. kids) so il upload that l8r.
OMG i stil cant remembr wat the last thing i wantd 2 blog about was ._. . hmmm ... wel lena has no idea but she got her laptop bak so here comes sum fotos:

the rainbow acros the science lab. i captured it wid the book i was riting on.

a picture of my old camera that i sold off.

and i also got a new camera. my bro lost the 1gb sd card that my dad bought 6 yrs ago 4 $70. so now m chasing down my sd converter so we can use this camera 4 my gradu8ion. here r sum fotos jus 2 show it off:

i hope those pics fit on the width o fmy blog haha. at least go out of teh limit coz i wana shwo the moff =X

neways il b off on skype now, coz m tired and lazy and spent teh whole nite wid a friend working on my 9 courses 4 uni.

2011-09-11T14:23:00.002+10:00

i least i can straight out say what i mean,
without any need of reasoning,
no hiding behind politeness or smiles.

i am not your bloody animal.

2011-08-15T21:14:00.002+10:00

so here goes another

random post about my life

yes my trials ended

eng - rote like an insane maniac

sci - was alrite. didnt rly care, couldve done betr =X haha

maths - wat the crap was that, was like a primary quiz

art - HAHAHAHA nah i failed.

eco - that was even more of a joke. id b so so so hapy if i get at least 50% xD

...

so i jus remembrd i was posting this aftr the most useles arguement wid my most anoying mom ==" .

and its not even coz m argueing bak,

its coz she wont shudup and she gets even more pisd wen i "ignore" her.

neways.

i made this 2nite, and i dun care wt my mom says, i think m alowed 2 wear it.

wel m off 4 now.

lena doesnt feel like bloging this post nemore.

2011-08-05T18:40:00.002+10:00

mozilla is so much beter than IE. but nothing beats chrome.

on a more or les important note,

i hide my online shoping windows wen my mom comes in like a guy tries 2 hide his porn <- i jus realised that 2day.

i kidna wry that my mom mite think i actualy am waching porn.

but my door is always open neway. should b alrite , yea..

so there was a bird flying around the hall during my 3 hrs science xam,

jus saying~

and i dun think ne of u (that i am about 2 describe) actualy read or noe this page of mine xists.

but jus in case u do, im not here 2 ofend, jus a topic of discusion, ok?

WHAT IS WID THE PORN ON TUMBLR

GRLS GO ON THAT SITE 2 U NOE,

DUN SCARE THEM LIKE THAT AL THE TIME! D=

alrite i should put a foto of sum sort here 2 end this lovely post.

actualy didnt hav ne foto of ne subject of ne sort so heres jus a lil sumtin from my foto buket.

i recently learnt 2 fish braid and ive been so hapy about it.

here is a foto my 2nd fish braid evr. and il nevr 4get how proud i was wen i finished.

2011-07-11T20:46:00.002+10:00

LOOK WAT LENA BOUGHT 2DAAAAY

1st day of shoping in a wk of holis
omgomg xD

2011-07-10T10:32:00.002+10:00

its kinda od 2 noe that its been 1wk alredy
1 wk of no shoping
no wardrobe
no spending (xcept for $20 on cadbury choc)
no caring of wat i wear
no lecturing by mom
and most of al, no coming bak here 4 anothr wile.

ive only jus got here but i could stay 4evr. not shoping and jus working in this comfortable atmosphere has made me feel like its al il need.

the food here is gr8 - my mom doesnt tel me wat i cant eat.
i can drink coke b4 bed
and eat choc b4 bed
i can ask 4 ne fried food i want, wenevr, watever it is.

i even got 2 buy lots of chips and mousse 2 eat. and i can eat as much as i want.

i even lost 1kg here!

oh and.
the cardboard box fortres.

its not rubish
its cardboard boxes.

theres 2 fotos coz 1 wasnt enuf 2 cach al the enthusiasm.

u wouldnt belive how xcited i was wen i saw em al,
it was like

OMG

FREE CARDBOARD
#$%@#$%$@#!

but then they told me they need them, so i was like aw =( haha.

oh, theres a transformers ad wile m on the fotobuket website uploading the fotos of the boxes LOL

i wached transformers rite b4 i left 4 the airport on mons.
was kool

i absolutely loved it.
OMG THAT BEL LOL

THAT BEL

ITS MY JUNIOR HI SKOL BEL LOL
they hav the same melody!

and i dun even noe where it comes from!

me and dady also visited sum od place

its very prety , but this foto makes it more prety than it rly was LOL
its proly the only ineretesting/nice foto , so its the only 1 m posting =X

my bro jus woke up,
i stayed behind coz i had 2 hang out the clothes

gues il b leaving soon.
wow.

il actualy b leaving this beautiful house and not coming bak 4 a long wile.

dady asked me 2 stay but i hav 2 get bak in time 4 skool as wel =( haha. ngaw.

doenst matr.

i think i need sum shoping as wel. oh and mom said sumtin arived in the mail 4 me but i hav no idea wat it is LOL.

il b staying at a hotel 2nite, halfway between here and home.

gues il hav my 1st day of slp in since last holis

no more geting up in 5 degree weather (literaly)

and id actualy hav a heater.

oh and the cat came bak, i took a "spot the cat" foto previouisly.
most beautifl cat. i took a foto of it on my fone but i cant conect it 2 the laptop yet,
its my fone walpaper now.

i kinda jus only wana go bak 2 syd 4 the clothes, my shoes, the mysterious pakage and the atmosphere of bing around ppl my age in general wid the competition, the judging of wat the othr grl wears, the general panic and depresion (trials exams), and having a chance 2 b around more colour (my rm here is so. so. plain.) oh and my painting! the tiger, i nede finish it. i was hoping 2 hav finisheda nother painting on top of that.

gues not. ahhaha.

hmmm.

i hope the hotel is nice, and provides powerplugs and free wifi, othrwise id jus b eating 2 kp myself off boredom 2nite =X

and theres a party 2day at the restaurant. of 60 ppl. and i hav 2 service/cater? that. omg LOL.

i did a 15 ppl diner last nite. was prety fun. i proly should look more profesional rather than my rainbow CA jaket but wat the hel, it gets hot in the restaurant and my blak jaket is 2 big lOL.

my bro is stil in the shower. he takes longr than me, omg. oh, he jus finished LOL.

lets roll~

2011-07-05T09:34:00.002+10:00

it is so
insanely
cold !
LOL

i woke up in the mid of the nite coz my feet were so cold, so i got up in the dark and took out a slping bag 2 lay acros my feet.

but i woke up agen coz the cold went thru that as wel,
so i jus curled myself up and went bak 2 slp haha.

and this morn, i get told that theres an electric blanket under my sheets.
man, i nevr evr used those things evr in my whole life.

i think i understand y now.
i also now udnerstand those road signs, they shine so brite wen ur car is aproaching and they're so easy 2 read! xD

this place was like entering a whole new playground but it jus had no colours or play equipment.

and the rooves r like 3m high, r countrymen jus naturaly insanely tall? even the bathrm miror is like

...

its 2 hi up, i cant c.

neways, the best thing is proly the fortres of cardboard boxes we hav here. i saw it and m jus like

"omGG! BOOOXEEESSS! =D! "

oh and, the othr koolest thing is

the drinks, omg. i can finaly drink coke b4 slp agen. mom nevr even let me drink coke.
no chocolate here thoe, but coke is good enuf LOL.

this place is so awesum. i love it.
but il hav 2 go bak, i cant leave my shoe closet or my pc or my yoshis alone 4 that long =X

m gona go visit a mountain where there r aparently a whole heap of bunnies and i can pik them up and play wid them lOL.

seriously didnt xpect that but ey, m looking 4ward 2 it! ^^

2011-07-04T15:43:00.002+10:00

hmm. so m siting at the airport in the w8ing bay, in the furthest seat.

they even provide lil metal tables, perfect size 2 put my laptop on and jus the rite height so my legs fit cosily underneath as i sit xD

theres sum kids show going on atm. m not sure y they show that here, m like, the youngest person here. m proly the only female here as wel. so its like, 20 or so 30 yr old males in the w8ing bay area and they're showing a kindergartens kids show.

logical, i believe.

haha. its so funy. i actualy jus stoped and wached it 4 a few 2nds LOL

oh and they also provide free net. how awesum is that. and gues how long my trip was from home 2 this airport?

like 15 mins. moses cleared the trafic 4 us, seriously.
so wen i arived and chekd in, i literaly had wel over an hr 2 run around until m due 2 the w8ing bay. theres not many shops here and my bags rly heavy (my lugage is even more heavy), and so m jus siting cosily here in this w8ing bay.

they even hav kirspy kreme and boost here, and i rly wana buy boost but then lena would hav 2 go toilet, ahaha =(

omg, u wouldnt believe wat the kids show jus said: "that looks like a POINTY THING!"

no kiding.

neways. xD
omg boost ._. such cravings LOL

m wearing my new boots as wel, and they're blak, and they were only $25 so i dun care how much i ruin them xD . goldie is in my bag as wel, i would take her out and take a picture wid her but il look weird so nah LOL.

omggg boooost.

oh and my tights and stars arived 2day. i wish the postage company would move themselves a bit faster, things used 2 arive half the time they do now. now i dun get 2 enjoy my hot new tights and my prety glow in the dark stars xD

o wel..

omg
this othr kids show, they hav a whole bunch of cushion leters and they spel out their answers wid those leter cushions, and since they stak them al in a pile, they where in a way so s, e and x were rite nxt 2 each othr, in that ordr LOL.

neways ive nothing more 2 say.

wid like 1/2 hr til m due here lol.

2011-07-03T19:50:00.002+10:00

if i never had to come back, i wouldn't.

and to be honest, i don't care what happens to you. at all.

2011-06-23T22:30:00.002+10:00

heres a post 2 the guest in my shoutbox

i havent posted 4 a wile, long wile, and then 1ce i post, theres a coment alredy.

So here's a post in proper English for you.

I have no idea who you are, nor do I care.

But I'll apologise first for the previous wth post.

I decided to post here because I really thought no-one would come here anymore, it's really not one wants to read on a blog. =X

So I'll try to keep my posts neater and post about more amusing things from now.

Also, just as a note, if I manage to upload a picture from my phone, it's a painting that I'm doing for my art major and it's not finished.

Nothing more to say, so here's some favourite songs from my playlist right now to finish this post off:

1. New Boyz - Better With The Lights Off

2. Stan Walker - Choose You (Israel Remix)

3. Shontelle - Say Hello To Goodbye

4. Eric Bellringer - Dream Love

5. Eminem - Lighters (feat. Bruno Mars)

2011-06-22T15:31:00.002+10:00

hi every1!

lena doesnt feel 2 good rite now and doesnt giv who reads this, nor do i care wat the crap u want 2 say about it.

its that dreadful day of the wk caled wednes and i jus w8d like 15 mins in the furious wind and cold 4 u 2 pik me up. even the skool buses were faster than u, b glad i even w8d.

u took al my money last nite, and m hapy 2 giv it 2 u coz its not even 4 urself. u spent more than al the money i jus gave u, and wat? that money came outa thin air , ay?

where in the world did u manage 2 pul out anothr xtra hundreds of dolars after u drain evry cent from me?

even up 2 this point, i was hapy 2 b siting nxt 2 u in a car.

but hey, who said nething was enuf 4u.

even a lil sumtin that i buy 4 myself is money wasted 2u. coz wat? i didnt giv u the money so u can spend it on urself? coz i should nevr own a single material item cept the book i stik my face in 2 study?

u take al my youth alowance, nevr evr paid me bak 4 nething, i even work 4 my own money and GAVE it al 2 u hapily and then even wat god ofers wil nevr b enuf in u and ur greed.

im in my hsc terms, i work part time job and i STIL go 2 that church that uve torn me apart 2 make me atend 4 the past 7 solid deadly yrs. do u even noe how torturous that place is, do u noe how much i long 2 live and c that place burn down 2 its own ashes?

and 4 at least 5 yrs, i nevr spoke a thing.

i wil nevr study enuf 4 u 2 shut up, i wil nevr b rich enuf 4 u 2 shut up, i wil nevr evr b able 2 achieve nething good enuf 4 u 2 shutup, and this is y i dun try nemore.

this is y i nevr try and stay longer than 10 mins at teh diner table, even if i havent eaten a single bite, coz this is ur grande chance 2 tel the whole universe/friends about wat i nevr do enuf of,evrything u h8 about me and te things that u dun think il evr get, and then u get 2 pleasantly wach me sufer silently as i leave and starve after 2 meals a day, in my rm, not bing able 2 say a single thing bak 2 ur ugly face. u mite as wel b swearing at the top of ur lungs and b burning me alive. at least ur sister lets me use the stove and feed myself.

and this is y i dun try 2 study. wel not all of it. i dun study wat i cant do, coz its simple.

im 17.

and i cant do it.

ur much older.

and u cant even shut up.

mite as wel do wat i actualy can. and gues wat, u ignorant bastard? its art. its not studying from a txt book, its not puting myself thru that xcrui8ing proces of becoming a sucesful doctor or lawyer, its not even sumtin u can brag abotu 2 ur friends. its not sumtin that wil get no judgement from ne1 - i dun care wat ppl think about my future dream bing art, i jus noe u do.

and thru this al, i nevr complain. i am hapy going thru hsc not toping evry single clas, ok? and i wil nevr sufer a single day coz i like it here.

1ce was my bigest fear. fear was al i felt coz i didnt noe wat i was doing rong, no matr how hard i tried 2 understand. but i noe u now, and this time ur xcrui8ing. im not scared, im angry. i noe wat ur after now, and u wil nevr take that away. ur hapy and try 2 cook me sumtin nice, but then wen i sit down 2 eat it, u scream al in my face and ur life becomes so meaningles in my world.

let me list evrything that would make me perfect 2 u, jus 2 emphasise ur unbelievable love 2wards my dread:

own the folowing outfits only: 1 sumer, 1 winter, unifrm.
own only 2 pairs of shoes: casual and skool.
hav a bland empty rm wid only books that i study from
nevr complain, even wen ur swearing at the top of ur lungs and trying 2 take more from me than i alredy am.
tel evry 1 of ur friends my dream is a doctor and im coming 1st in evry subject
nevr hav friends that laugh, wear hi heels, or r boys.
nevr feel ne sort of emotion - nevr hapy wen i come 2nd in a exam, jus coz i didnt come 1st. nevr sad coz m supose take al the friken dumb crap from u and not say nething bak.
obey evry bilion of the stupidest demands u giv me, and then let u scream at me wile m trying coz there (jus so friken hapens) that there r anothr bilion things u h8 about me that u love throwing in2 my face.
nevr spend ne sort of money on myself unles its a bus fare
nevr spend ne money on ne1 else (xcept 4 u, of course) coz its wasting money.
and worst of al, pretend that none of my anger exists wen my dad is around coz u want him 2 think evrythings fine.

ur ignorance stil amazes me.

2011-06-01T23:31:00.001+10:00

2011-05-28T20:25:00.000+10:00

this kid is singing at my weding, seriously

im yours

2011-04-30T21:32:00.002+10:00

finishd hw, finishd al the daily "scan acros my bookmarks bar and chek evrything", al my hsc canvases r at skool, and its 2 l8 2 fix this manicure..
so here we go! , 2nd or 3rd blog of the fliping yr.

i had work 2day and in the morn, i was working in the kitchen. part of my job is 2 serve al the customrs so i kept a look out if ne1 came round (at 9am on a saturs morn wile the weathr outside was pouring)

and this woman came round. we had a few dishes cookd and she was nosing around a bit. i saw her, so i put down wat i was doing an went 2 serve her. wen i got 2 the countr, she had aledy walkd away, so i turnd around 2 go bak,
but jus as i turnd around, i hear "u guys charge $7 4 a meal?!"

i turn 2 look and it was that woman agen.
and i jus said yea.

and she goes "thats very xpensive" . thing is she was completely serious and i was compleely not giving, so in reply i said "sum ppl disagree" and did not even try 2 smile and disguise the situ a bit betr.

id think she didnt hear me rite coz as she turnd away 2 walk off, she was screaming "thats very greedy, very VERY GREEDY!"

the last time i had 2 take crap from a customr was wen this fat guy in a busines suit askd 4 the boss 2 complain about the fact we dun sel botles of coke.

neways, anothr intersting customr was this tal man. by the way he talkd 2 his friend, i thought he was bogan.

so him and his friend r walking 2wards the countr and his like "if i buy it, its MINE and u dun get NETHING". and his friends jus like "ok(idunevencare). "

and then he looks str8 at me and says, in the most GENTLE voice "hey darling, could i please get a ____" it wasnt until then i realised he was actualy decent minded. he wore A&F jumpr and had a clean face, and thruout the whole thing he was jus like "thank u so much, bye bye now~! thank u agen" . and there was so much gentlenes and and.. and RESPECT in his voice i was jus like wow.

funy thing is 1ce he paid and startd 2 turn 2 walk off wid his friend, he was jus like 2 his friend "i bought it! now its AL MINE!" in his bogan voice. hahahaa.

"and nothing in the world compares"
now playing : ginuwine - 1st time

hmmm. oh, anothr funy moment. my moms feeding the boss' dawta, and the rice was a bit hot, so she raises her chin 2 open her mouth widout the food faling out and cool down the rice, but it was stil 2 hot so shes jus siting there making weird noises and her head in an awkward position haha.

heres the foto rol from my fone + their short stories

twas very quiet 2day so i sat the boss' dawta in my lap and took a foto of us xD

its a gift card.

2 colourd capsicum~!

omg theeeeese! its tiny cups of CHOC MOUSSE in shot glases (wid cute handles) . SOOOOO GOOOOODDDDD OMG I NEED 1 RITE NOW. NO NO, I NEED A BUKET OF CHOC MOUSSE xD

bbq pork

these r lil toys hanging off a pram, dun they look like the birds from angry birds? xD

wen alice got her hair cut xD

hm, thats it rly , haha. i hope it doenst rain tmrow, i wana wear my boots =X

2011-04-27T18:38:00.002+10:00

1st day bak at skool, working on a manicure that consists of me w8ing 4 this layr 2 dry bone drry b4 i work on the nxt, cant txt coz my nails r wet, and m dead bored.
so here we go, a blog while i w8 4 my nails 2 dry xD

i would blog the few hundred pictures and the short stories behind them but i cant get them off my fone coz yea.
so il jus blog wats on this comp.

most recently:

the white paint refused 2 mix wid water and ended up coming down in chunks haha
its a very poorly atmptd replica (but turnd out lookikng prety good by itself) of :

its 4 an art comp but i think i wana put anothr piece 4 a series, hav yet 2 decide on that 2nd piece.

2nd most recently:

this is my 2nd hsc painting, turnd out prety good xD. the orange shades r actualy very close 2 the orange shade in the foto, jus a dodgy camera haha

"if i was blind,

i would b fine,

as long as ur mine ♥"

now playng: blind- lil eddie

nxt most recengtly:

the recent holis gave me glorious time 2 work on my mario wal. i decided 2 put a turtle walking along the bloks and make the othr end of the tunel water, thoe i duno how that'l work since theres a flower at the top haha.

theres more done 2 it but i didnt take pics of those

nxt most recently:

the coments this site pops up aftr u enter sumtin made my entire day. i was signing up coz of sumtin sumtin evry sumtin don8 2 japan xD

this was ages ago:

it floatd if u the beak on ur finger, amused me so much haha

valerie chaaan~

this is old but m bloging this coz i was in the same store in the city jus reently and i saw this xact same pair 4 double the price =)

couldn find ne more pics 2 blog about and my nails stil arent dry enuf, so lets kp bloging.

2day 2day, wat hapen 2 day...

had almost no clases,
got such a dreadfuly low mark 4 maths, but i saw that coming.

eng wasnt al that good, but miss said i did alrite so its alrite.

"ur the best thing that i've evr found"

now playing: always a day 2 l8 - claude kelly

lets search my tumblr and discus sumtin
oh and let me noe if u wana ghd, ne colour, brand new, $80.

ive been tumblr shoping a lot l8ly,
oh! and i needa ebay a few items xD

ok bak 2 searching 4 sumtin 2 discus..

this is very old 2 but i always find it absolutely amazing

this is amazing 2 but not always tru, coz even aftr fliping the coin, ppl r most likely gona kp thinking about it neway.

i love this quote, haha, i jus wish more ppl would learn the feeling of bing urself and 4geting the world.. coz in the end, its gona make u far more hapier then if u were tryna b jus like evry1 else and cared wat evry1 thought.

"See that boy doing his homework in homeroom? … He couldn’t do it last night because he was too busy talking his best friend out of suicide. See that girl, with her face caked in make up? … She’s bullied, she needs to feel beautiful. See him, the one who wears long sleeves everyday? … He covers his arms to hide the scars. See her, with the cheap, hand-me-down clothes? … Her family can’t afford food for half the month, let alone get brand names. See the girl who laughs and smiles at every little thing? … She cries herself to sleep every night. Wonder why she never lets her friends over her house? … Because she’s afraid they’ll see her dad passed out drunk on the floor, as always. See how that girl cringes as rape jokes? … She was raped. See the boy who everyone goes to for advice? … He wishes someone would do the same for him. See the girl who never brings a lunch? … She’s disgusted by her body. See her, with the little waist? … She goes to the bathroom and forces herself to throw up so that she can keep her waist that way. See the boy over there, see the dark circles under his eyes? … He has insomnia, he fears what he’ll see in his dreams. See that girl daydreaming over there? … She has schizophrenia. See the boy biting his nails? … He has cancer and he’s wondering how much time he has left. See your best friend? … She’s addicted to drugs, but she can’t tell you because you wont understand. See that boy reading all about 9/11? … His parents died on that day. See her, with her phone on her at all times? … She’s waiting for a call saying her sister was found after a kidnapping 4 years ago. Don’t judge."

i read this quote like 5 times ovr

i literaly lold wen i saw this in the cinema... "thats a toilet cleaner"

this kinda makes me feel like living on 2 c who i wil mary xD

it hthink ive found sumtin 2 discus!
ahaha. this automaticaly reminds me of my yr9-10 art teachr. crap teaChr, easy going, best artist.
she was kinda the perfect teachr 4 junior hi, since she sukd at teaching but was clearly gr8 at art. she always said "go big, go that xtra step, do wat u need coz in the end it'l b worth it al.. and most of the time ur artwork wil nevr b wat u had imagined in the begining neway, so jus do, .. dun think, jus do"

and i jus put a gr8 big scrach thru a layero f nailpolish on my nails =\
o wel. xD

wel i was gona uh, "discus" more but i wana work on my nails now, m doing the vodka newspaper nails 2nite, i hope they turn out wel, takes so much tedious patience haha.

2011-04-19T10:39:00.001+10:00

http://seawitchery.tumblr.com/post/4070384205/i-started-out-clicking-strategically-and-by-the

http://www.playauditorium.com/

http://www.anasomnia.com/

2010-11-06T21:43:00.002+11:00

A - AVAILABLE: uh, yes

B - BIRTHDAY: may 30th

C- CRUSHING ON: uh

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: milk tea. that spilt ovr my whole table + INSIDE MY SKOOL BAG U STUPID LIQUIDY STUF. i caried the sogy thing downstairs and scrubed it wid water and soap ._.

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: uuum. depends wat talking about

F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: wasted penguinz - resistance

H - HOMETOWN: where i live 0.0"

I - IN LOVE WITH: =(

J - JUGGLE: cant

K - KILLED SOMEONE: no haha

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: qld

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: choc i gues

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1

O - ONE WISH: feel hapier

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: duy i think

R- REASON TO SMILE: no skoo l tmrow

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: planes, trains and automobiles - jaki boys

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 12

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: wite

V - VEGETABLE(S): cookd potato plant leaves, potato, choped olive on piza, most veges, cept chili and EGGPLANT.

W - WORST HABIT: silence

X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: uh, stomach i think

Y - YOYOS ARE: ancient

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: gemini

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number : 32

What color do you wear most: blue.. and wite.. i think..

Least favorite color: red

What are you listening to: giv him up - nitecore

Are you happy with your life right now: um not rly but i gues id rather b here

What is your favorite class in school: evrything but eco and maths

Are you outgoing: hope not

Favorite pair of shoes: x hi brite blue chuks

Can you dance?: hel no haha

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: nop

Can you whistle:nop

Cross your eyes: yea

Walk with your toes curled: ouch

Do you believe there is life on other planets: yea

Do you believe in miracles: i gues yea

Do you believe in magic?: haha, i gues not

Love at first sight: yea

Do you believe in Satan: uh, no?

Do you believe in Santa: no

Do you know how to swim: no xD

Do you like roller coasters: i gues

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality show: hel no

Have you ever been on a plane: yea

Have you ever asked someone out: yes, actualy.

Have you ever been to the ocean: yea

Have you ever painted your nails: yea? llol

THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside: quite kool

What radio station do you listen to: not many

What was the last restaurant you ate at: 4got

What was the last thing you bought: canvases + othr art stuf. over $70 sigh

What was the last thing on TV you watched: dun remmebr

THE WHOS

Who was the last person you IM’d: simon

Who was the last person you took a picture of: uh.. ALEX LOL.

Who was the last person you said I love you to:dun remembr

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: of course

Ever cried yourself to sleep: yea

Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder: uh, think so

Ever cried over the opposite sex: yea i gues

Do you cry when you get an injury: no..?

Do certain songs make you cry: not rly

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: i hope os

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color: blak

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing: pjs

Pants: pjs

Shoes: nop

Necklaces: nop

IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: doesnt matr

Short or long hair: short, and longr than short if it makes it look betr.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Been to jai: no

Mooned someone: nop

Thought about suicide: a long time ago

Laughed so hard you cried: of course

Cried in school: yea

Thrown up in a store: yea

Wanted to be a model : yea

Seen a dead body: nop

Been on drugs: nop

Gone skinny dipping: nop

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke:c oke

McDonald’s or Burger King: maas

Single or Group Dates: single

Chocolate or Vanilla: choc

Strawberries or Blueberries: uh straberies

Meat or Veggies: both

TV or Movie: movie - wen its free

Guitar or Drums: drums - but guitars sound betr

Adidas or Nike: uh adidas look betr

Chinese or Mexican: chinese

1. no midle name
2. 3 on te left ear, 1 on te rite.
te top piercing burnd 4 like 2 mins and then was perfectly fine aftrwards. othrs were fine.
3. dun hav 1
4. they'r awesum =)
5. blue, white, THE COMBIN8ION OF blue/grn/purple
6. autumn cozits my bday, sumr coz i can wear watevr the hel i want
7. m not on tumblr
8. couch potato, cept in my computer chair
9. shrugs
10. dun hav ne, if i could, il hav ny fish bak and noe the reason as 2 y they al died at the same time.

neways, m not botherd nemore haha
HEAPS OF FOTOS but i cbb atm, so heres wats alredy on the comp:

can u tel wat that is?

and does my hair look odd like this?

2010-11-02T21:33:00.002+11:00

2010-10-25T16:34:00.003+11:00

hii~!

theres a whole load 2 blog about since i havent been the past decade or so but i need 2 make this page b4 i do nethign else. xD

SELLING ASICS ONITSUKA TIGERS

prices, sizes, colours and styles as shown:

Newest Asics Mexico 66 Lauta

Sizes available: 40-45

rest of the shoes here:

http://warning-error.blogspot.com

got many pics but 2 tired atm.

This is a 26 days challenge since there are 26 letters in the alphabet. Each day, think of one person beginning with a certain letter.

E.g; A-Anita, B-Brendan, C-Cecilia, etc…

Write a letter to this person that you know, whose names begins with the certain letter. This person does not have to be close to you but it has to be someone you at the very least, have acquainted with. These letters must begin with:

Dear A or Dear B, etc.

Day 1: Dear A

dear... alice.

hi alice!

remembr that day a loooooong time ago,

we were at church and the adults didnt wana let us go mackers, and we had like a 10min walk thru a park 2 mackers. and u said "its literaly a "walk thru the park"".

and they didnt wana let us but i asked my mom and she let us go so the adults had 2 let us go as wel?

and as we were walking thru a curvy path in the park, we saw sum playing cards thrown randomly around?

and then u asked if i think we'l b best friends until 4evr, until we're 80 or so?

i took ur question seriously and al,

i took a few 2nds 2 think about my answer bak then.

and i said mayb.

wich is tru,

coz there was definitely a chance wen i thought abotu it at the time.

and remembr caching those moths in the playground in like, yr 2? of chiense skool?

i think il b 1 scared 2 touch those things if i saw them agen.

Day 2: Dear B

dear ... brendan

where u been man =\

Day 3: Dear C

dear .. cc.

hey hey hey hey ^^

ur prety kool,

and tbh i cant thnk of nething 2 say LOL

Day 4: Dear D

dear... dady

i dun hav nethign 2 say LOL

Day 5: Dear E

Day 6: Dear F

Day 7: Dear G

Day 8: Dear H

Day 9: Dear I

Day 10: Dear J

Day 11: Dear K

Day 12: Dear L

Day 13: Dear M

Day 14: Dear N

Day 15: Dear O

Day 16: Dear P

Day 17: Dear Q

Day 18: Dear R

Day 19: Dear S

Day 20: Dear T

Day 21: Dear U

Day 22: Dear V

Day 23: Dear W

Day 24: Dear X

Day 25: Dear Y

Day 26: Dear Z

2010-10-17T22:19:00.004+11:00

m not gona say wat store and wat item it was and wen it was,

but,

i was at westys and i was in a store.

and as i reached out 4 an item...

it fel 2 the floor

and smashd

2 a bilion pieces.

haha.

my heart fel and smashed wid it.

"lets get out of here"

and i did . xD

and there were these SUPER SUPER CUTE SUPER CUTE lite beige , suuede, 2inch wedged heels wid a medium bow at the front, evrything in the same mateiral, including the wedge and the bow. IN RUBI

4 $30!

SOOO CUTE

OH MY GOD xD

i was sooo temptd 2 buying them, my god =X

but $30. =\

haha

nah i didnt end up buying em.

instea i was more productive wid my money and bought 2 boxes of sugar cubes, 2 pakets of blu tak , and 2 games of ddr

i jus realised i bought evrything in 2's 2day, LOL.

i stil need coton make up pads.

and wat else..

oh yea,

the nail polish art brushes =(

eric looking at his

big things on a leaf

cake and ice cream

questions 4 ne1 2 answer:

1. i tore down the wite curtains (1 wid the vines and butrflies) and i moved my post it ntoes 2 that wal. so now i hav a blank wal wheremy post it notes used 2 b. wat hsould i put htere?

2. hwo do u get acrylic paint off glas?

dear... alice.

hi alice!

remembr that day a loooooong time ago,

we were at church and the adults didnt wana let us go mackers, and we had like a 10min walk thru a park 2 mackers. and u said "its literaly a "walk thru the park"".

and they didnt wana let us but i asked my mom and she let us go so the adults had 2 let us go as wel?

and as we were walking thru a curvy path in the park, we saw sum playing cards thrown randomly around?

and then u asked if i think we'l b best friends until 4evr, until we're 80 or so?

i took ur question seriously and al,

i took a few 2nds 2 think about my answer bak then.

and i said mayb.

wich is tru,

coz there was definitely a chance wen i thought abotu it at the time.

and remembr caching those moths in the playground in like, yr 2? of chiense skool?

i think il b 1 scared 2 touch those things if i saw them agen.

Day 2: Dear B

dear ... brendan

where u been man =\

Day 3: Dear C

dear .. cc.

hey hey hey hey ^^

ur prety kool,

and tbh i cant thnk of nething 2 say LOL

Day 4: Dear D

Day 5: Dear E

Day 6: Dear F

Day 7: Dear G

Day 8: Dear H

Day 9: Dear I

Day 10: Dear J

Day 11: Dear K

Day 12: Dear L

Day 13: Dear M

Day 14: Dear N

Day 15: Dear O

Day 16: Dear P

Day 17: Dear Q

Day 18: Dear R

Day 19: Dear S

Day 20: Dear T

Day 21: Dear U

Day 22: Dear V

Day 23: Dear W

Day 24: Dear X

Day 25: Dear Y

Day 26: Dear Z

2010-10-16T20:54:00.003+11:00

i had work 2day and it was SO GODAMN XHAUSTING ITS NOT FUNY.

thank god 4 church tmrow.

oh and gratz 2 duy and his wondours new camera
theres pictures but im prety sure they wont gime the permision 2 post them.

so heres a lonely 1 of jus me =(

im kping the size of it 2 kp the quality of it, jus 2 show off his camera.

jenys kool elastic band

ginas cupcake cooking

spoting a cloud wid feet wid damian on the bus form skool

double rainbow

i had 4goten 2 tie up my hair 2 work 2day so i was reachig 4 a rubr band until i noticed sum sort of kilr weapon. and i noticed it looks like its on a table but its actualy haning on a hook-that blu thing

dear alice,
guees wat else i saw whiloe reacching 4 an elastic band:

dear... alice.

hi alice!

remembr that day a loooooong time ago,

we were at church and the adults didnt wana let us go mackers, and we had like a 10min walk thru a park 2 mackers. and u said "its literaly a "walk thru the park"".

and they didnt wana let us but i asked my mom and she let us go so the adults had 2 let us go as wel?

and as we were walking thru a curvy path in the park, we saw sum playing cards thrown randomly around?

and then u asked if i think we'l b best friends until 4evr, until we're 80 or so?

i took ur question seriously and al,

i took a few 2nds 2 think about my answer bak then.

and i said mayb.

wich is tru,

coz there was definitely a chance wen i thought abotu it at the time.

and remembr caching those moths in the playground in like, yr 2? of chiense skool?

i think il b 1 scared 2 touch those things if i saw them agen.

Day 2: Dear B

dear ... brendan

where u been man =\

Day 3: Dear C

Day 4: Dear D

Day 5: Dear E

Day 6: Dear F

Day 7: Dear G

Day 8: Dear H

Day 9: Dear I

Day 10: Dear J

Day 11: Dear K

Day 12: Dear L

Day 13: Dear M

Day 14: Dear N

Day 15: Dear O

Day 16: Dear P

Day 17: Dear Q

Day 18: Dear R

Day 19: Dear S

Day 20: Dear T

Day 21: Dear U

Day 22: Dear V

Day 23: Dear W

Day 24: Dear X

Day 25: Dear Y

Day 26: Dear Z

2010-10-12T21:05:00.002+11:00

yea i noe its pink, amazing isnt it?

Name a boy who’s wrapped around your finger:
um, no1 lol

Which class are you doing the worst in?
eco

If a guy treats you like his girlfriend but doesn’t ask you out and says he doesn’t like you wtf’s up?
mayb he jus wantd 2 stay as friends? i duno, dun hav ne1 liek that.

Best thing that happened to you this summer?
um, cant remembr haha. holidays?

Do you think if you want a guy’s attention engaging him then ignoring him works?
uh, not rly.

Predict what will happen this weekend:
work, church.

Last piercing you got and the next piercing you’re getting?
uh, i 4got wat its caled lol. piercing at the corner-ish of ur ear?
if i were 2 get anothr , il get 2nds on the rite.

If you had the money what is something you would buy right now?
umumumumumumum canvas. big 1.

Do you think guys are predictable?
yea, not 100% .

Do you like people that remind you of yourself?
uh, i dun rly care? doesnt mean i dun like em

Have you ever cleaned up someone elses vomit?
nop

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
hope not.

Does any part of your body hurt?
nop

Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with L?
uh .. nop.

Have you held hands with anybody in the last 4 days?
nop

If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
uuuuuuuuhhhhh...

this is a hard question haha. um.

belly? i gues.

thats the nxt normal piercing i can think of.

Honestly, who are you Iming?
simon haha

Do you cross your legs when you sit?
sumtimes

Have you ever liked someone who didn’t like you back?
uh.

hmm.

dun think so

How many times have you cried in a person’s arms?
i.. dun think evr?

Do you have condoms in your room?
lmao, nah

Would you rather kiss someone 5 years older or 5 year younger?
oldr

When was the last time you felt like throwing up?
this morn

1. Put your iPod on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
im gone - jay sean

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
war - jay sean

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
4evr - j lie

i would like their 4evr, yea =)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
israel - freak 2nite

?

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
akon - beautiful

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
dirty picture - taio cruz

LOL. GR8.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
calin me - jaki boyz

shrugs

WHAT IS 2+2?
wish - dj yoshitaka

WISH AHS 4 LETRS.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
hey dady - ushr

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
crying soul - dj splash

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
super grl - super junior

WOO HOOO

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
im so kool - cheif wakil

haha, yea man, i wana b.. kool.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
ricaldo auto bahn - les than 3

hey hey, fits. almost

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
days go by - dj splash

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
case of u - marques houston

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
rokin that thang - the dream

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
jus liek a pil - pink

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
history - nitecore

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
dusouth-getaway car

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
moonliet shadow - dj tiesto

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
i got u - dj boonie

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
charice - pyramid

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
air planes - b.o.b

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
omg - usher

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
so sik - neyo

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
stereo skylines - not 2day

hey hey , it actualy answers the question.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
city of my heart

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
heart 2 heart

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?jay sean -al or nothing

dear... alice.

hi alice!

remembr that day a loooooong time ago,

we were at church and the adults didnt wana let us go mackers, and we had like a 10min walk thru a park 2 mackers. and u said "its literaly a "walk thru the park"".

and they didnt wana let us but i asked my mom and she let us go so the adults had 2 let us go as wel?

and as we were walking thru a curvy path in the park, we saw sum playing cards thrown randomly around?

and then u asked if i think we'l b best friends until 4evr, until we're 80 or so?

i took ur question seriously and al,

i took a few 2nds 2 think about my answer bak then.

and i said mayb.

wich is tru,

coz there was definitely a chance wen i thought abotu it at the time.

and remembr caching those moths in the playground in like, yr 2? of chiense skool?

i think il b 1 scared 2 touch those things if i saw them agen.

Day 2: Dear B

Day 3: Dear C

Day 4: Dear D

Day 5: Dear E

Day 6: Dear F

Day 7: Dear G

Day 8: Dear H

Day 9: Dear I

Day 10: Dear J

Day 11: Dear K

Day 12: Dear L

Day 13: Dear M

Day 14: Dear N

Day 15: Dear O

Day 16: Dear P

Day 17: Dear Q

Day 18: Dear R

Day 19: Dear S

Day 20: Dear T

Day 21: Dear U

Day 22: Dear V

Day 23: Dear W

Day 24: Dear X

Day 25: Dear Y

Day 26: Dear Z

1 - Have you ever been asked out? yea?

2 - Where was your profile picture taken? uh, msn? my rm

3 - What's your middle name? dun hav 1

4 - Your current relationship status? single

5 - Does your crush like you back? uh, lol

6 - What is your current mood? bit tired

7 - What color socks are you wearing? bare feet

8 - What color shirt are you wearing? grey and pink

9 - Missing something? i gues haha, but its ok

10 - If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do? hm. i would.. not hav been l8 4 my art exam

11 - If you must be an animal for one day what would you be? seagul

12 - Ever had a near death experience? yea @_@" . this grl in yr4 tied a rope around my nek so tite i literaly couldnt breathe nemore. then she proly noticed me going blue or purple and helped me.

13 - Something you do a lot? uum. daydream.

14 - The song stuck in your head? nop

15 - Who did you copy and paste this from? alice chan

16 - Name someone with the same birthday as you: jun kun

17 - When was the last time you cried? cant remembr

18 - Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? church?

19 - If you could have one super power what would it be? read minds. it mite b a bad thing but evrything has a bad side

20 - What's the first thing you notice about the opposite (same) body? hair, face

21 - What do you usually order from Starbucks? nevr had

22 - What's your biggest secret? i . am. (doesnt noe how 2 end deep sounding sentence)

23 - Favorite color? blue blue blue

24 - Do you still watch kiddie shows on tv? dun wach tv

25 - What's on your walls in your room? uh, quite a lot actualy haha. this is my l8est design:

the rest is.. quite a lot haha

26 - What are you?

i. am.

haha. um.

i am the avg teenage skool grl that rly h8s skool.

im the smaler, more inocent looking 1 that looks like she has a perfect life but in reality, shes a teenage grl and that means she overfeels her emotions and in her world, evrything sux 4 her. so bad. rite now.

she noes that sum grls dun come 2 realise the beauty of the world thru their blindnes from sad emotions and shes glad that theres this smal part of her that can stil stand up and say "this world is beautiful."

and mean it.

27 - Do you speak any other languages? yea

28 - What's your favorite smell? his shirt. =(

29 - Describe your life in one word? drowning

30 - Have you ever been kissed in the rain? nop

31 - What are you thinking about right now? i mis the smel of ur clothes =(

33 - What should you be doing? slping

34 - Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? cant remembr, but myself is a good answer

35 - How often do you talk to God? nevr haha

36 - Do you like working in the yard? nop

37 - If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? uh, lena.. isawesum.

38 - Do you act differently around the person you like? i ges

39 - What is your natural hair color? black

40 - Who was the last person you talked to? simon

Why are you taking yet another shuffle quiz?
Song: echo
Artist: ciara
Comment: shrugs

What's currently in your fridge?
Song: triple baka
Artist: miku
Comment: shrugs

Your biggest nightmare?
Song: giv ur heart
Artist: taj jakson
Comment: i gues haha, part of me is like "dun fal in love evr agen"

What place would you like to visit?
Song: heaven
Artist: jami foxx
Comment: lmao.. i gues. il come bak yea? ..

A reason to commit suicide?
Song: behidn these hazel eyes
Artist: kely clarkso
Comment: dun get it

Why are we here?
Song: coin laundry
Artist: lisa mitchl
Comment: uhh .. boom boom ch-

Something you never dared to say to anyone...?
Song: i dun wana noe
Artist: mario
Comment: not rly

One thing the world really doesn't need?
Song: earthquake
Artist: coone
Comment: imsurprised

What's your biggest unfulfilled wish?
Song: be on u
Artist: flo rida
Comment: LOL uh, not rly

If you could invent something, what would it be?
Song: broken
Artist: .. hinder? souns like them. but it sounds like paramore 2 =\
Comment: gr8, nethign i invent is broken

The last thing you say before you die?
Song: 1 heart
Artist: dj boonie
Comment: =\

What's your destiny?
Song: jus fine
Artist: mary j.blige
Comment: oh thats good. 0.0"

What do you do when you're alone in an elevator?
Song: oh!
Artist: snsd
Comment: lmao

Why do people go fishing?
Song: so ovr u
Artist: donie j
Comment: O_O"

What would you do with your slaves?
Song: make me a believer
Artist: donel shawn
Comment: ?

Is there a man on the moon?
Song: down
Artist: jay sean
Comment: no idea wat that means

What does hell look like?
Song: doesnt wana b alone
Artist: dominic
Comment: fits, in a way

About what would you like to write a book?
Song: now
Artist: james fauntlero
Comment: interesting

The best thing ever is...?
Song: nevr let go
Artist: eliot yamin
Comment: im gona stop doing this survey 4 a bit jsu 2 lsiten 2 this song

Why did the chicken cross the road?
Song: trouble slping
Artist: lil edie
Comment: LMAO

Why do you listen to music?
Song: jus as i am
Artist: guy sebastion
Comment: coz thats how i am =)

What do you do when you're alone and nobody's watching?
Song: until i get ovr u
Artist: christina milian
Comment: shrugs

Why are other people so stupid?
Song: airsuly
Artist: lil eide
Comment: that means we're al so stupid..

Last thing you ate?
Song: crush
Artist: david archeta
Comment: stoping survey 2 listen 2 it agen.. " do u evr think, wen ur alone, al that we could b?"

Why is grass green?
Song: shisp and planes
Artist:jaki boyz
Comment: lol

Your phone is ringing, but who's on the other end?
Song: wacha think about that
Artist: pcd
Comment: doesnt make snes

What should you stop doing?
Song: y wont u love me
Artist: toni braxton
Comment: i should stop (wondring) y u wontlove me?

A word of advice to the readers of this quiz?
Song: closer
Artist: neyo
Comment: lmao

2010-10-11T23:04:00.002+11:00

B4 I 4GET AGEN.

theres jus a lil sumtin i feel like bloging about:

wen ur cing sum1, or meeting sum1, do u sumtimes judge them in a negative lite coz of the way they r?

and "the way they r" bing the way they look or r curently acting.

and then upon judging them badly, do u begin 2 feel confused of y they would posibly do that 2 themselves? 2 represent themselves so poorly in front of u?

im not here 2 tel u EVRY1S NOT PERFECT SO U HAV 2 ACEPT THEM BLAH BLAH blah..
wel sorta, not rly.

imagine this: u work in a .. florist. it smels nice of flowers and ur curling sum ribons around sum flowers.

then a man in a cheap busines suit, drenched in a mixture of mud and water slobbers their masive body inside ur store. he stinks of drenchd yuk aand he is absolutely unbearable 2 even look at.

he comes up 2 u at the counter and in a rush he quikly sufoc8s up the words: "helo there, sry about the water, could i get a bunch of dozen roses?"

if ur a overstresd not-open-minded kinda adult, ul proly think: (damn rite ur sry about the wter, now i hav 2 mop al this up. and u jus made my florist stink of dead bacon,u jus totaly ruined my whole entire day.)

do u evr stop and think that this man has proly had enuf, in the st8 his in? he looks like he jus sacrificed his total social ranking. the 1s who r afraid wont do that 4 nething/ne1.
and his come 2 pik up sum flowers 4 his wife mayb, he has a home 2 return 2, jus like u.

how bout a man that looks like his lived in the wild 4 about 5 yrs? his playing wid sum silver coins in dusty hands and ur w8ing at the same bus stop as him.
do u judge him and instantly put him of lower ranking than urself?
mayb this man had been sacrificing himself 4 sumtin else, and now his glad that his alive and has enuf change 2 cach a bus and finaly go home.

his mind jus couldnt b ne hapier his finaly going home aftr al his been thru,
and al that sum1 else could think of is judging him in his clothes.

would u break out of ur perfect comfort buble, where nething that isnt in ur satisfaction makes u h8 and despise.

wat if 1 day u were jus having a terible day. triped over, landed in mud and gras. u cant believe how bad u look and ur dieing 2 get out of ur curent clothes. ur fone stops working and ur rly pist, but u hav enuf money 2 cach a bus home.

u walk 5 miles 2 the bus stop and 1ce u arive, that lil bit of spare change ur holding is like ur lifesaver in the curent st8 ur in. ppl walk pas and stare but u rly couldnt care les rite now coz ur jus glad a bus is gona come and pik u up and take u home, where u can get out of those clothes, hav a nice warm shower and rage about ur day 2 vent.

dun judge - u duno or even understand the person.

=)

2010-10-11T17:04:00.002+11:00

this is valerie:

PRETY PRETY PRETY PRETY

PRETY PRETY PRETY

yesters, wich was my lst day of holis, i spent about an hr doing this:

about 1/3 of these guys hav blu tak on the bak coz u noe, the wind blows directly 2 this wal and.. yea.

these flowers were blooming in the skool gardens and dadys like "i hav these in my front yard" .

i didnt rly believe him until i saw this foto:

i feel pwnd haha.

prety, yea? xD

and and and

as dady was driivng me home from skool, he pointed out this loaf of car.

tbh i think its prety cute. xD

2010-10-10T13:45:00.002+11:00

awesum air freshener in dylans uncles car:

i was at church 2day, and the gras was freshly cut, i didnt wana stain my wite flats so i stood on a seat

and is it jus me or do my shoes look like they almost.. glow?
in wite?
haha

gues wat we did in bible study 2day?

emergency oper8ion on a banana.

b4 i turnd on the desk lite last nite, i was like WOAH THATS FREAKY and i took a picture and i scared myself so bad i deleted it.

btu then dady laughd and wantd 2 c it, so since i had alredy deleted it, i tried 2 snap it agen.

kinda, i gues.

and i blow dried my hair.
i dun usualy blow dry my hair coz it takes like 15 mins. and its xhausting, fliping my hair evrywhere and carying a blowdryr.
this is how amazingly str8 it is aftr i blow dry it.

i noe its rly dead and evrything, even if i dun use products or str8en it, but that is like, the str8st my hair has been since like, early last yr, haha

yesters during work, i made my mom do my job 4 about 15 mins and i ran over vinies 2 satisfy sum cheap bargain shoping.
look at these 2 lovelies i got, by talking down 2, 4 $6 each!

dres 1:
i fel in love wid this dres and im like, hel yea man im buying this: (wore 2 church 2day)

this dres had 2 price tags but i specficaly askd 4 the cheaper 1 (wich was 6 buks), and then aftr they said yea, i askd if i could get dres 2 4 the same price, and they said yea haha.

dres 2:

love them so much. and they were so cheap!

there was also this kinda, royalish blue supre dres that mustve costd at least $30 instore. but i didnt rly think it sat on me rite coz supre sumhow has this idea that al grls that wear their dreses hav the perfect height and the bust and the curves, =="

2010-10-09T22:53:00.003+11:00

google is taking over the world.

(results at 11.05pm:)

hands up 4 yes: 13

hands up 4 no: 18

i hav like a 5 min recorind of the discusion of that theory.

"i feel like im bing told water is taking over the world"

i hav fotos 2 blog but i cbb,

and i jsu got home from a SUPR XHAUSTING

random dot points about ordring from me:

if u say plz while ordring, i make sure and tyr 2 fit as much as i can in2 ur food container.
im very bored sumtimes and a lite convers8ion rly makes my day, unles theres a line behind u.
that baby in the pram that i take care of is not my dawta, so i cant shut her up wen sehs crying.
i h8 my mom 2, wen she repeats the same instructions about 50 times, jus ignore her.
the fish coktails r unbelievably nice.
we cook about 5 dim sims and 50 chikn wings. and they sel at the same %-r8.
IM NOT THE CHEF so if u wana complain-rage it, do that at my bos. or the chef.
the fried chikn actualy smels /looks good. i dun understand y they posibly sel out slow.
the fried rice is always fresh and stuf, sumtimes the chow mein but if ur jus looking 4 fresh food, fried rice ._.
i wana try a spicy devil wing 1 day, i wondr y ppl buy so much.
the handles of the scooping things r about 100 degrees wen i use them 2 make ur order. literaly. and im bare handed.
wen im working, te weather is always the same, about 50 milion degreees on avg, nevr-changing.
i dun work here very often, so yes i dun do evrything as fast as othr workers, gime a break ok? y dun u come around here and do this 4 me.
i try rly hard 2 calcul8 the price of: a large fried rice, 1 half mongolian/frice rice, 2 dim sims, a chikn corn soup and a hot chips, in my head, ok. so if i get it rong, its not coz im tryna rip u off ._.
i rly rly feel lieke spicy chikn wing now. oh my god.

2010-10-06T14:14:00.002+11:00

havent bloged 4 ages

i made the card the church, dun think it'l go around much:

the original lookd MUCH beta but like, mom and her way of thinking ._.

and gues wat prog i used?

word.

Microsoft Word.

cept 4 the bakg. paint shop 4 the bakg.

and y paint shop and not fotoshop?

coz i got paint shop b4 foto shop and jus coz they're so similar, i stil find paint shop easier. and it loads WAY faster on this slow comp.

and a surprise gift that wasnt rly surprise coz it was RLY l8 in the mail and he told me wat it was b4 it arived:

RIANBOW LANYARD

TY SUSHI KUUN ^^!

and neopets:

i was on baords and this was a post on a discusion of this pet:

the person is replying wat is above the dotd line:

and this is jus random:

2010-09-30T15:57:00.001+10:00

2 hrs on the bedrm floor.

^.~

painting.

im hungry.

2010-09-29T18:02:00.002+10:00

i stayed home 2day

felt kinda odd coz i havent stayed home 1 day this holis yet ahaha

woke up at liek, 11 ish.

we got a new fence put up.

uuumm.. wat else.

mom cooked fried rice.

oh i got a new walet. hasnt arived yet but very glad coz mines literaly tearing alredy ahaha.

2010-09-28T21:57:00.003+10:00

i jus had a 2hr nap and i had the weirdest dream.

i was in a race 2 complete a mision, a mision that had 1 hard heart-sinking stg where u had 2 talk 2 a man in a blak long coat and hoodie 2 go 2 the nxt part of the mision.

it was raining outside and i was positive i was the 1st person 2 reach this man.

quite glad 2 b 1st but not quite hapy that its not guranteed ne1 has safely pasd this stg, i got on my knees and removed the wet coat 2 kinda, dry myself i gues.

as i had my head down shaking rain off my coat, the man apeared.

lookd like a ghoul coz of his coat.

i cant remmebr wat hapen while talking 2 the man but i remembr thinking "i tink i noe this person, he was 1ce hapy wid evrything a person could posibly want in this world, but he lost evrything, and thats y the company employed women 2 come 2 this man in atempt 2 open up his heart, because we need him in our mision."

i was talking, talking.
talking and then i rmemebr wnting 2 pull the cloak off his face, so i could recognise him and break him from his cage,

but then he got up and held me at uh, sword point.

i got up and i didnt noe wat 2 do but 2 bak away form the sword. i was panicing, panicing.

he was demanding me 2 tel him sumtin thati honestly didnt noe the answer 2, (cant remmebr wat it was)

then many ppl in blak armoud came around. it was the company that hired me, this was their plan the whole time, 2 folow me during my mision and take over where i couldnt.

i was so relieved 2 b away form that guys swordi didnt care they didnt leme complete the mision.

many soldiers in blak armour crowded around the guy in a long hoodie and coat and sword,

and 1 man in a suit sat down nxt 2 him 2 talk 2 him

i stared. i knew this wasnt gona work 4 this man, mayb i couldnt free him from his caged heart but this definitely wont.

the only thing this would do is save my life and make him more angrier and hungrier 4 revenge.

then the man in te suit got up and ran, sumtin was hapening,

the hooded man was self destructing himself in xplosions, i twas so brite i couldnt c him nemore.

evry1 was runing but i only stood there , thinkin g i hsould hav tried harder 2 save him, even thoe i hav done evrything i posibly couldve, and 2 stand wid him and go thru the teror of the xposions was te last thing i did wid him.

tues
ok, movin on

i went city 2day

wid val + alice
we jus did the usual city grly things, nothing speshal

oh cept that trip around the world 4 the musqi store and the ukelele and the pigy bak on vals bak. <-- most hilarious thing evr.

theres caps but i spent like 20 mins tryna work the scanr and 4 sum reason my comp wasnt reading the scaner.

=(

we took a picture of our shoes coz it was the pink/purple/blue thing AND DO U LIKE MY NEW SHOES ARENT THEY SO CUTE D=

look lena! a miror! lets take a picture!

ALICE ALICE A PURPLE MIROR

hmmm wat else.

oh i bought this UBERLY SUPER CUTE blue flowy make-me-look-fat dres .
no foto =X

mons
yesters, i woke up at 10, wich was meeting time, and im like omg uve got 2 b kiding me sigh. *cals and tels patrik il b half hr l8*

me and patrik went and wached despicable me.
BEST.
MOVIE.
EVR.

ITS LIKE ALIENS VS MOSNTRS BEST-MOVIE-EVR BEST MOVIE EVR.

then we went his house and made sushi.

his so pro, chek out the difference ._.

thw whole time of my sushi making horor , i was jus like,
ok u do this and then u... w8 y is it like that.
ok neways il jus ad a bit more.. there we go. perfect! .. (omg it looks terible)
.. rol rol rol rol, oh, tunai s leaking *piks up form table andeats and continues roling *
more tuna leaks. NUUUU. *tries 2 eat teh tuna while sushi is faling apart*

and while im in the mid of al this, patrik walks past and his like: i should record u making sushi.

me:* few 2nds pause* .. huh? y?
patrik: u look so.. iduno. funy.

and after i did half the washing until patrik took over, i jus plonkd myself down nxt 2 the pl8 and jus 8 coz it was lunchtime (i think, it was MY lunchtime neway) and jus kept eating and eating and eating and rearanged a bit and eating and rearganed until finaly the sushi were in perfect foto position! ^^

ok mayb not perfect but it was good enuf 4 a foto ._.

afctr that he put on initial d movie and enchanted that i didnt get 2 fiish b4 dady came 2 pik me up.

xhausting day but damn it was diff.
who woulda thought id b making sushi.

suns
val brang crane making paper at church and we made them during the sermon.

it took me about half teh sermon 2 make each.

my leg looks teribly orange.

and wen i came home, this .. leaning tower of pl8s was on my kitchen tbale.

2010-09-25T23:04:00.003+10:00

hapy bday dady!

2day was city trip 4 dadys bday =)

as i went downstairs in the morn, i decided 2 ask my mom 4 20 buks since i actualy had no money and mybro was stil aslp

it went like this:

me: mom can i get 20 4 2day plz

mom: I

DUN

HAV

BUKS

me: .. (1 2nd pause)

mom: U RLY THINK I RAISED U SO U COULD GO OUT EVRYDAY AND WASTE MONEY?! -insert HUUUGE azn lecture here-

it was so ridiculous i jus ignored her.

cant u jus say "no" and leave it at that ._.

on top of that, its not like I WORK 4 A LIVING COZ IM STIL IN SKOOL

o ntop of that, I JUS FINISHED MY EXAMS WIL U NOOOTTTT GIV ME A BREAK?!?!?!

she didnt stop until i reached the st8ion, and at that point it was up 2 te point of this:

no going out on saturs, esp if her boss wants me 2 work WICH IS RLY DUMB COZ IT JUS INDIRECTLY MAKES HER LOOK BAD IN FRONT OF HER BOSS WICH ISNT EVEN DIRECT.
i had 2 b home by 6 2day
SHE DIDNT EVEN EVR END UP GIVING ME 20 =="
THIS IS MY LAST HOLIS B4 YR 12 WIL U NOT GIV ME AB REAK?! WIL U NOT GIV ME A BREEEEAKAKKAKAKAKAA ======"""""

neways,i was pisd , i was angry, i was siting in the st8ion alone, listening 2 musiq.

eventualy matty came and since alex and peter were coming after, we jus got on a train.

i beat mattys hi score in nude runer, paper toss.

yea thats rite.

neways, we spent a long time walking and figuring out a way out of town hall. then we got easyway.

hmmm

then we went market city AND THERE WAS SO MUCH STUF I WANTED 2 BUY but i only bought a $2 SUEPR CUTE padlok (dady arent u proud of me TT)

its a cow =D

and the keys hav beads on them =D

OOOH

OOOOOOHHHH!!

BIGEST HI LITE OF THE DAY

gues who we saw ♪ a-walking down the street ?

yeeeaa... lol.

it was jus me screaming my head off and chasing a giant blue bear down the st.

god even dresed me 4 the ocasion.

and omg chek out this guy in morning glory

and we had pepr lunch.

prety kool how its on a hot pl8 and it cooks while u eat

then we wached avater airbender.

was ok.

prety stufd up LOL

2010-09-24T00:00:00.005+10:00

and here r sum fotos;

bro cam ehome wid cake agen!

and it was SOOO NICE.

like th cake was this white rly soft , but widout the huge air bubles inside. and it was SO NICE.

on top it was like cream an d a layer of cake and then a layer of MIXED FRUIT DICES and cherry and then a layer of cake and then THE MOST DECLISIOU CUSTARD IN THE WORLD

and i was on iskech and eric joined 4 sum games and chek out his drawings

OH W8

LETS PLAY A GAME

THIS GAME IS CALED

___%$#^%(&*(&$@(******-----

THE GUES-WAT-ERIC-DRAWS GAME

___%$#^%(&*(&$@(******----- (<-fail titel decos)

jus look at the picture ok, get sum paper and pen and rite down ur answers!

hers picture 1:

i had no idea wat this was and then i realised eric was the drawer and couldnt stop laughing

picture 2:
ok this 1s not rly hard 2 gues BUT CHEK OUT THE XPRESION ON THAT GUYS FACE AHAHHAHAHAHAAA
rite down wat u think it is neway =P

picture 3:

evry1 in the rm was guesing the randomest things and it was up 2 the point where ppl were jus silent and no1 had guesed it. and then he told me on msnn and im jus banging my head on the table laughing.

picture 4:

this 1s prety hilarious. it wasnt offtrak i gues, but stil hilarious.

i thought it was a dalm8ion cat.

SOO!

do u hav al ur answers?

r u rdy 2 c how good ur skils r?!

GO CHEK EM NOW 8D

1. tools

2. fisherman

3. throne

4. leopard

hope u enjoyd xD

What is your best friend's Mom's name? tina
Where is the weirdest place you have a mole? uh, my nek. its rly big, if u noe me wel enuf, u would noe it LOL
Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? hotest? dun think ive evr had a hot teacher
Have you ever made out in a movie theater? yea
What body part do you wash first? my whole body.
Do you have any peircings? yea
What's the strangest talent you have? uh, i rite wid both hands
Do you have an innie or an outtie? duno wat this means
What's your favorite flavored Pringles? chikn
Have you ever been tied up? nop
What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? azns dun get grounded
Do you parallel park or drive around the block? neithr
Have you ever had two dates in one night? no
How many times have you been cussed out? several i gues ahaha
Which shoe do you put on first? iuno
How old are you? 16
Have you ever been to a gay bar? nah
Is there one thing all of your ex's have had in common? uh... they both like(or listen) hardcore musiq? i think thats it LOL.
Did you french kiss before you were 16? val: o-o -skips- i agree LOL
Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting? no lmao
Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep? =(
Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you? nah
Have you ever found anything gross in your parent's bedroom? no 0.0"
What was your childhood nickname? peanut. i think i stil hav it.
When is the last time you played the air guitar? dun rememba
Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room? no
What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving? hardcare panic
Have you ever bitten your toenails? .. thats disgusting . hel no.
How do you normally eat your cookies? om om nom
When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt? dun go gym
Name something you do when you're alone? uh, neopets, iskech, dota.
How many drinks does it take before you get drunk? nevr drunk
Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt? LOL no
How often do you clean out your ears? often
Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper? who scrunches ?
About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie? .. im not answering this 1
Do you have any strange phobias? yea.
Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? no .. lmao
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar? nothing
Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted? dun rememba
Have you ever called your bf/gf by another girl/guys name? no?
Have you ever gotten caught farting while on a date? LOL no
Have you ever played naked twister? val: O_O wats naked twister? o-o do u get naked and start twisting like a cyclone? =o HECTIC !! i am gonna try it some day =3 ur hilarious. no, and i nevr wana try it
Have you ever been drunk at work? no
Have you ever found your gf/bf's sibling more attractive? no
Do you want to bring sexy back? ahaha. yea mang, coz im like.. totaly sxy and stuf. yea, of course ._.

and here r sum fotos;

bro cam ehome wid cake agen!

and it was SOOO NICE.

like th cake was this white rly soft , but widout the huge air bubles inside. and it was SO NICE.

on top it was like cream an d a layer of cake and then a layer of MIXED FRUIT DICES and cherry and then a layer of cake and then THE MOST DECLISIOU CUSTARD IN THE WORLD

put cake fotos here

and i was on iskech and eric joined 4 sum games and chek out his drawings

OH W8

LETS PLAY A GAME

THIS GAME IS CALED

the gues-wat-eric-draws game!

jus look at the picture ok, get sum paper and pen and rite down ur answers!

hers picture 1:

i had no idea wat this was and then i realised eric was the drawer and couldnt stop laughing
put tool [picture

picture 2:
ok this 1s not rly hard 2 gues BUT CHEK OUT THE XPRESION ON THAT GUYS FACE AHAHHAHAHAHAAA
rite down wat u think it is neway =P

pur fisherman picture here

picture 3:

put throne picture here

picture 4:

this 1s prety hilarious. it wasnt offtrak i gues, but stil hilarious.

i thought it was a dalm8ion cat.

put leopard picture here

SOO!

do u hav al ur answers?

r u rdy 2 c how good ur skils r?!

GO CHEK EM NOW 8D

1. tools

2. fisherman

3. throne

4. leopard

hope u enjoyd xD

A - Available? i.. gues
B - Best Friend(s)? best bets best best friend is alice
C - CRUSH? uh
D - DOGS NAME? i dun own a pet dog =(
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? quite a few
F - Favorite Food? CRAB
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS? worms
H - HOMETOWN? sydney i gues
I - IF YOU COULD MOVE WOULD YOU? move houses? nah
J - JOB? uh, jus wen i get caled. 2 restaurants
K - KIDS? none
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE? dun rememba
M - MILK FLAVOR? i like choc
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 1
O - ONE WISH? feel hapy
P - PHOBIA(S)? horr movies, dead insects
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE? widout the dark, u wouldnt c te stars
R - REASON TO SMILE? coz hapines wil come along =)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? 4get
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP? uh, 8
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME? i.. uh.. i duno LOL
V - VEGETABLES YOU LOVE? oooo! uumm ummm. i likemost veges LOL
W - WORST HABIT? lazy
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? 2
Y - YOUR MOM? UR MUM !
Z - ZODIAC SIGN? gemini

Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
who slps wid thei r doors open?

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
yea LOL

Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
uh, in generaly
Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
wat? a street sign?

Do you like to use post-it notes?

val: o-o post-it notes? wats that

yea lol
Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
haha yea
Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?

um, bees. i could actual die form a bear
Do you have freckles?
yea
Do you always smile for pictures?
yea
What is your biggest pet peeve?
wen ppl dun say hi/bye at apropri8 times.

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
nah
Have you ever peed in the woods?
no LOL
What about pooped in the woods?
LOL NO
Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
uh, i gues
Do you chew your pens and pencils?
.. nah
How many people have you slept with this week?
none?
What size is your bed?

single but a doule bed frame
What is your Song of the week?
shrugs
Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

yea
Do you still watch cartoons?

yea
Whats your least favorite movie?

horor
Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
use it
What do you drink with dinner?
hot choc, plain milk, milk tea, fanta,pepsi.
What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
sauce?
What is your favorite food?
crab
What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
shrugs
Last person you kissed/kissed you?

ah.. hah. =X

2010-09-22T23:45:00.003+10:00

im gona cry if nobody saves me

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, what's the first thing you say? wat a disastr
2. How much cash do you have on you? around 30
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? uh, fest. short of festive.
4. Favorite planet? god noes.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? proly mom
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? uh, anxiety - wastd penguins
7. What shirt are you wearing? blue singlet i got 4 xmas wen i was like, 7. literaly. and its stil 2 big 4 me.

8. Do you "label" yourself? uh. gues not. wat label would u put on me neway? nerd?
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? notwearing ne shoes
10. Bright or Dark Room? dark
11. What were you doing at midnight last night? dota i think
12. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? i 4got
13. What's a saying that you say a lot? my life sux
15. Last furry thing you touched? gloomy
16. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days? none
17. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? duno wat this 1 means
18. Favorite age you have been so far? um, beginning of this yr
19. Your worst enemy? life. sumtimes its rly awesum 2 u but sumtimes its jus a total beepin beep.
20. What is your current desktop picture? me jumping in the dark. did that 2 hide from bro.
21. What was the last thing you said to someone? i need holis so bad rite now.
22. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? a milion.
24. The last song you listened to? nothing - fdm

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
studying on the couhc

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
no

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yea

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
dun rememba proly a wile.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nop

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
uh, i gues

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
4get

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nop

10. Are you hot?
nop

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
pepsi

12. What are you wearing right now?
blue isnglet, blak jumpr, blak pants

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
how bout jus.. not wash it ? xD

14. Last food that you ate?
rice. wid duk.

15. Where were you last week at this time?
mm..aslp i gues lol

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
nop. arnet u proudo f me?

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
no idea, dun wach sporting

19. What is your favorite animal?
um. dogs.

20. Your dream vacation?
japan or jsu around te world

21. Last person's house you were in?

mattys i gues

22. Worst injury you've ever had? um. proly wen i got caught between a slamed door and the corner of a metal table. i stil hav teh scar.

25. Last play you saw? none

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? .... ? shrugs

27. What are your plans for tonight? slp

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
uhhh, youtube comment ? 4get

29. Next trip you are going to take?
tmrow morning, 2 skool

30. Ever go to camp?
skool camps yea.

44. Do you like hot sauce?
like chili sauce? yea

45. Last time you took a shower?
few hrs ago

46. Do you need to do laundry?
no, mom does it

48. Are you someone's best friend?
yea. i mean, i hope so 0.0"

rite.. guys?

49. Are you rich?
ahaha i wish.

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
slping ahaha

2010-09-21T19:52:00.002+10:00

300th post

its my last ful day of study

tmrow im only gona study if i can giv a crap nemore

likebeen about avg of 5+ hrs of study a day 4 the last wk.

and here i am widout much rly aded in2 my brain

=="

i duno wats hapening 2 me

but i feel like raging

i feel like raging coz i wana burn this eco txt book in front of me, even thoe i stil hav 2 study it nxt yr and do the test on thurs

i feel like raging coz i needa go shower but im not done wid eco, and 1ce im done showering i wana can of fanta + dota til i slp.

eco is my least fav subject.

i feel like raging coz i dun think ive done enuf maths yet i literaly feel sik if i look at it agen

i feel like raging coz i came jus about perfectly dead smak mid avg 4 maths. thats not normal.

i feel like raging coz both eco and maths is on the same day and il b screaming about both of them on the same day.

i feel like raging coz i dun need maths or eco in my future, yet im trying my hardest in both, jus ccoz i cannot put my lazy effort in

i feel like raging coz theres nothign 2 study 4 art and thats the only subject that matrs 2 me in the entire world.

i feel like raging coz my art exam is tmrow and im such rage mood rite now im hopeing on evry star that i would b sane thruout it tmrow.

i feel like raging coz dady doesnt think my interest in art wil make me hapy.

i feel liek raging coz even wen i lie and say i want 2 do design as my future, no1 is hapy.

i feel like raging coz wat i love wil b my future and not urs, and neithr is my future income lvl.

i feel like raging coz this life is mine.. and so u should jus let me b.

i feel like raging coz i shouldnt b raging at al since im supose ur typical studious kid that pushes herself in subjects she absolutely h8s czo she wants that succesful lawyer job or masters degree in the future. but im not. and i would absolutely h8 2 hav eithr.

i feel like raging coz even if i end up bing a poor painter that only sels enuf paintings a yr 4 a mere living,

THATS SUCCESS 2 ME,

yet its about 1 in a milion that would not b disgustd wid me and b hapy 4 my socially unacepted decision.

i feel like raging coz im not emotionaly strong enuf 2 push away those, that r disgustd wid my opinion, from myself.

i feel like raging coz im trying rly hard in wat i h8 and 4 sum dumb reason i kp trying even wen i noe it wont take me newhere.

2010-09-20T19:43:00.002+10:00

i did a lot of study 2day.
literaly.
i am actualy rly hapy,
althoe i havent exactly got much xtra maths in my brain =(

ahaha
i puled the whole dining table acros 2 the lounging area so i can lay acros a sofa and stil hav al my book close.

my stuf took over the whole dining table.
was odd...

proly xplains y my desk is nevr big enuf 4 al my stuf.

majig cooked me pasta the yesters ( i think)

and dady brang home egg tarts 2day

hmm.

yea thats it 4 2day. hav a nice day evry1!

2010-09-19T20:15:00.003+10:00

that was my outfit 4 yesters.

and 2day, sorta.

makes me look almost pregnant.

o wel.

AND LOOK AT THE MOST AMAZING HAND MADE CAKE MATTYS MOM MADE OOOH MY GOD.

ok so

yesters i did eco study

was ok, i gues.

didnt do 0, went thru.. about 3 chapters?

not 2 bad =)

*kev givs simon control on dota*
simon: come here kevin
kevin: push me

i didnt get their permision 2 post their quotes but its jus a few words that go unbelievably hilairously wel 2gether xD

Who was your last text from? uh, joshua
Where was your default picture taken? road
Whats your middle name? dun hav 1
Whats on your mind? i need 2 study after this, even thoe its like, midnite
Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? dun hav 1, i gues.
What is your current mood? heads a bit overworked, played about 5 dota games @_@"
What is your moms name? love. literaly.
What color shirt are you wearing? blue, wid blak jumper
Are you close with your dad? no but we love each othr
If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? um. yes.
Have a crazy side? i gues ahaha (wid alice.)
Ever had a near death experience? yea ahaha.
Something you do a lot? uh. study? like at least 5 hrs a day. and ... b lazy ahaha
Angry at anyone? not
Favorite Month? um, may i gues, bday + weathers .. weather used 2 b good. nowadays the weathers a bit off te scale 4 measure.
Name someone with the same birthday as you? jodi, junkun.
When was the last time you cried? cant rememba.
If you could have one super power what would it be? read minds
Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair.. face then body
What do you usually order from Starbucks? nevr ordered from starbux
Favorite TV show(s)? dun wach tv
Do you still watch kiddy movies? of course, they're the best
What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothing
Do you speak any other language? yea
Whats your favorite smell? perfume. its so adictive.
Describe your life in one word. bearable.
Have you ever kissed in the rain? no
Ever kissed on the beach? no
What are you thinking about right now? if im awake enuf 2 do maths at this hr.
What should you be doing? slping
Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? dady, he came out and said "stop playing computer games" nad im ike "megheamhe" and he went bak 2 slp.
What are you listening to? love not war - august. on pc as wel so i got my good ole' songs =)
Do you like working in the yard? .. no..
Do you ever want to get married? kids? yea.
Do you act differently around the person you like? um. id like 2 say i dun like ne1.
What is your natural hair color? blak.
Who was the last person to make you smile? simon/kevin
What is your favorite meal at your favorite fast food restaurant? that strawberies and choc meal at max breners. MOST DELICIOUS THING EVR.
Do you cut out coupons? of course, jus dun hav ne atm.
Whats the wierdest thing under your bed? i kp pieces of cardboard and foam down there. nevr noe wen u may need it!

Where is your Mother? in her bedrm
Where is your Father? in his bedrm
Do you like to swim? no
Do you need to return anyones phone call? no
Where were you born? aus
Where do you keep your birth certificate? mom put it sumhwere
How many days until your birthday? uh, 5 monts + 3 monts = 8 monts = 8 x 30 = 240 days. woohoo..
What is the closest orange object to you? uh, fone.
Have you sneezed in the past hour? yea
How many books are in your room? about 100
What did you last eat? rice
Who is your favorite teacher of all time? mrs guo, from chinese skool. koolest teacher.
Name one of your goals for this year?b confident as i sit thru my maths exam / eco.
What is the biggest trouble you have ever been in? would b from mom. i duno, sum whak thing i had no idea of. oh i rememba a long time ago i got my legs smaked so hard until i fel 2 the floor coz i took 2 long changing in the bathrm at the swiming pools.
Did you cry because Michael Jackson died? no?
What does your 9th message on your phone say? uh ... lets c. i dun even noe if i hav 9 msgs, got new sim. gina: here in around 5 min. upstairs?
Look to your left. What's there? the window
Ever pop someone else's pimple? no
How long does it take you to fall asleep? few mins
Are you scared about the end of the world? no
Is there a TV in the room you are in? no
What are you looking forward to? freedom from skool exams.
What comes to your mind when I say red? ew. i h8 that colour.. least fav colour.
What other language do you want to be fluent in? jap
Do you crack your neck often? hel no
Do you usually hold your pee for a long time? no ahhaa
Is it possible to lick your elbow? no
Worst feeling in the world? confusion within depresion
What's your current favorite commercial? dun wach tv
Name something you think is pointless? wrying.. althoe i cant help it myelf
Favorite fast food restaurant? mackers but burgers form hungry jax.
Have you ever been in a fist fight? no
Would you concider yourself as a pyro? no... fire doesnt interet me
Did you have a weird dream last night? cant rememba it.
Do you wish at 11:11? yea
Do surveys really cure boredom? temporarily on a very low lvl.