anothr lonely nite.

and 4 sum retarded unlogical reason,
my ipod wont conect ._.

it would charge,
it would b detected,
but 4 the hel like life of it,
it wont  conect .

sigh. wel, heres the song i wantd 2 sync on:


Jin Akanishi - Test Drive ft. Jason Derulo


jus heard it on the radio and thought it was nice.

i listen 2 the radio as my main source of bakg musiq wile i am in my rm. most ppl would say "wile m on computer", but the computer is usualy always on wen m in my rm neway. and even if m not on it, id blast the musiq so id hear it over myself vacuuming or sumtin.

and during the ads,  i go 2 the playlist of songs i personaly hav that i liked from listening 2 the radio 0.0" .

the othr times i listen 2 musiq on my playlist is wen m out and on my ipod. thats the main reason.

bebi also disapeared aftr like 10 mins of bing online. aw =(. thats y my nite is lonely as wel. id like 2 b chating wid ppl but like, yea. i mentioned it in a previous post: my convos usualy die out quik and m left feeling lonlier than b4.

ghey.

on a briter note: 7 days til blackmilk new release! WOOO YEA.

thats the day aftr i start insearch . there goes about $100. oh, but m working 6 shifts in the nxt 3 days, including 2day (its 1.50am) . the pay betr b good, i dun even noe wat it is yet. haha. god, i am so xcited 4 blackmilk new release. aparently theres gona b a galaxy pearl.
u hear that? lets hear it agen.
pearl.

omg.
i was looking 4 galaxy rainbow as i postd pics of in an earlier post, but they sold out. (tragic, i noe.) but  anothr galaxy is geting added 2 the series! in 7 days. omg.

(so xcited. xD)

sigh. work tmrow. =(. m doing the whole day. its so bad. that mite've been coz my 1st day was on australia day and aparently i was busy as heq. hopefuly it gets betr. somanyshiftsomg.

wheres bubi. =(
m dreading tmrow and hes proly aslp thru al this ._.

i mite cach sum early slp or stay up waching a movie (hary poter) b4 i slp. playd so much lol 2day and my last game went rly wel - i wana kp it that way. no bad game 2 ruin my nite even more plz.

i also added 2 my diary - OH. I HA VA DIARY. and i love it 8) its this tiny vintage brown looking book. very tiny. and its very handy as wel, id usualy rite my notes on post it notes and kp them in my walet, but hav ing a diary is much easier coz of al the things i could ad in that hapen thruout the yr rathr than the day. i bought it at typo 4 $2. ^^
neways. i also aded "blak milk new release. *new line* ^ BUY LIKE A MANIAC."

sigh.

wat 2 blog about wat 2 blog about .

• wen i get rly slpy and i stay on this coputer, i get a terible headache. if i stil dun slp and stay on this computer, i start feeling ike ima throw up. does ne1 hav that? its not a big prob coz the cure is rathr simple. but jus wondring if that hapens 2 ne1 else. 
• i hav an old fone from 2 yrs ago. most ppl hav like enormous ipad-size touchscrn fones these days, so wenevr ppl c my fone, they think i live in a cardboard box or sumtin. wats rong wid it, huh? ._. it was a present from sum1. they dun talk 2 me nemore ( =( ) , and it was xactly the fone i wantd. il find a pic.

here we go. this is my fone and the same fone ive had 4 the past 2 yrs. as many of u may hav guesed, i chose this fone coz its blue. xD. but take it on a serious note, how many fones r this lovely amazing shade of blu? i love this fone til this day , and none of the blue has scrachd or faded or ne of that. it works perfectly fine bing a buton-only fone wid te numbers in a awkward position, and i love it al the same. 

downside, its got dodgy graphics and its incapable of holding more than a 2gb memory card. crapy camera as wel.

and this is y:

• i want an ipod wid a camera. that way, i hav a proper camera, and do evrything that evry1 elses fone can do that mine cant. i noe, m ingenius. 8) hela xpensive thoe. mite put this idea on hold 4 the time bing.
• its 2.19am and m considering not waching hary poter and jus go 2 slp instead. 
• i am completely out of energy atm and m hoping i hav enuf tmrow - ima need it. 3 days in a row. i wondr how id feel at the end of my thurs l8 nite dinr shift. id imagine it b rathr amazing =) the funy thing is i jus remembrd that i mite b working on fris. i alredy hav a ful day of saturs work. and m forced 2 church evry sunday. and i hav isnearch on tues. OMG. ghey ._.

wat a terible nite. i could say "i h8-" but theres nothing 2 h8. jus this feeling of boredom and xhaustion and lonlines. i h8 that. jus that. 

much love <33

oh hello evry1.
b4 i 4get, i must blog about this.

black angry bird.


bubi: an angry bird flew in2 my house the other day.
me: wat? 
bubi: literaly. it was in my bakyard. came from over the fence. 
me: ...
bubi: u noe? that blak 1? like a plush, it flew in2 my house. 

its in his rm now. that foto was jus sumtin i found on google haha. adorable isnt it? an angry bird flew in2 bubis house. ngaw xD.

also, i had the camera out 2day (2 take sum fotos 4 my tumblr store) and i decided 2 take fotos of my cups. i was filing up my cup wid milk until i reaslied al my cups r branded.

seriously, how many of u hav 3 cups that u personaly own, and al 3 r branded?

pokemon, cocacola, and disney.

bro, i dun need branded clothes, i got cups.

the eeyore cup is my main cup, simply coz its the rite shape, it can go in the freezer and microwave, and its ceramic. its big 2. i love it.

i use the pokemon cup wen my eeyore cup is nowhere 2 b found, OR wen sum1 comes over and i offr them a drink. i giv them the pokemon cup coz like, its the most colourful and evry1 loves colour, rite?

the coca cola cup was from the movies. i made sum1 buy it 4 me coz they were bing mean 2 me.it was $1. free plastic bendable straw 8)

i dun actualy hav nething 2 blog about now. i hav a meetup tmrow. feels like i havent had a meetup in  4evr. and xiaxue got a free blakbery. dun u wish u could b famous jus so u get free stuf, brag about it, in turn bing the reason the company sent it 2 u ?

i need 2 redo my nails as wel. sigh. cant b bothered =X haha.

welps, il b a-gone .

much love <33

i wasnt gona blog 2day but i came on msn 4 a bit of emergency help 4 alice aftr i got her txt and now m online shoping.

ok, that didnt make sense. il start agen.

i wasnt gona blog 2day, but the occuring of al these events (in order) has caused me 2 blog:
*ahem.*
1. my need 2 slp. i slept about 10 hrs last nite and i was stil xhausted. this is coz of my new waitres job. it was INSANE BUSY. australia day, u noe.
2. recieveing an emergency txt from alice wile at work
3. coming bak from work and going on msn 2 talk 2 alice
4. online shoping wile alice is online and available 4 grl-talk about shoping
5. reading an (absolutely OMGOODNES) incredible "about us" story on 1 of the online stores i absolutely love
6. now i need 2 blog about this story coz its worth evry1s atention.

its rather long so il link u guys, since it may b easier 2 read that way.

http://blackmilkclothing.com/pages/about-us
http://blackmilkclothing.com/pages/about-us
http://blackmilkclothing.com/pages/about-us

^ READ. IT. EVEN IF UR A GUY.
its worth it , trust me.

and i wana buy these beautifuls off that online store:



simply coz these (beneath) r sold out (from anothr designer):



^ ive been wanting them 4 ages but they're nevr in stok in my size =(
the thing i love about jeffrey campbel is taht he gets al his shoes handmade , so they're perfect. and 2nd of al, they're al TRUE size, on top of that, he makes size 5! OMG. i swear, evry1 who considers those who r size 5 r true heroes.

my hero.

i also hav nothing 2 blog about so il continue bloging 2nite if nething comes acros my mind.

4 now, i need sum slp.

much love <33

its australia day and the google logo is "doodle 4 google" day.

bro, who even noes about that?

so i jus had 2 lovely LoL games.
1 we won, i was on 18/10. 8)
and the last 1 in wich we lost =( . i was on like 10/6 or sumtin.

i hav nevr had 2 GOOD positive scores in a row. this is a masive turn in my life. plz praise me. xD .



^ HOT DAYUUUM.

me and alice the othr day were talking about how much we'd like a pair of loubitons. then agen, i wouldnt buy a single pair of shoes that costd more than my car that sits in the garage colecting dust.

i could b driving it, but m stil on my L's so i drive my moms car instead.
i dun even hav the keys 4 the car.
... but thats a whole diff story .

and i got cald nigel the othr day.
is it true? am i al alone? D=

like alice was on a slpover jus then. shes always at slpovers. the most social thing i do nowadays is play LoL ._.
and most ppl wont even consider that social. but that may b coz i much prefer 2 not play wid friends - bro, i dun care that i ksed u. u eithr want my help wile m dieing saving ur precious lil life OR u die alone wile i dance around safely in front of u.
and aware and behold : sumtimes i get the kil.
far , man. thank god none of them noe this blog exists.

i rly believe its coz they noe m female - no strangr in game evr tels me off that bad.

i like best how they mach like, ur lvl wid ppl around ur lvl, coz u get les n00bs as u play on xD . haha

i also told myself 2 slp at 12 . i desper8ly need beauty slp, goodnes.
also, str8 aftr 1 of my lol games, i went on2 an azn wholesale site i usualy go on and started looking at shoes. they havent got ne new stok =( .

that also made me realise sumtin :
u noe u gona b broke wen shoe shoping becomes ur daily routine.

but m working tmrow, double pay. YEEE HAW. the only problem is its a new job =X . and aparently i hav 2 learn 2 carry 3 dishes at a time.
my last waitres job, i was the only waitres there so nobody had the choice and i jus caried 2 dishes at a time, no matr how busy it got. i hope they like me =(, even if i cant learn 2 cary 3 dishes. it gets heavy, u noe D=

sigh. i was gona talk about sumtin but i jus 4got it.
hmmm
hmmmm....

oh yea. on fris m going sumwhere and my mom askd me where m going.
me: city. (i lied)
mom: me 2! wat time u leaving?
me: m going by train .
mom: ME TOO. OMG. LETS GO 2GETHR. 
me: m going wid friends.
mom: perfect! u can talk 2 ur friends wile i jus sit nxt 2 u.
me: (i jus walkd str8 in2 this disaster, didnt i.) 
me: no!
mom: oh cmonnn TT 
me: nononono!
mom: omg how can u do this 2 me =( .  *slowly walks bak 2 her rm* 


the funy thing is. wel its a long story.
like wen i had my mac laptop, my dad gave me anothr laptop. and he bought a new laptop, and my BRO givs me anothr laptop.

so m siting here wid my mac, my dads, and my bros laptop lieing around in my rm w8ing 4 me 2 make them useful.  and then aftr i returned my mac bak 2 the skool, i used my dads laptop. so my bros laptop was jsu left laying around.

my mom sugestd that i teach her how 2 use a computer.
so i did.

the funy thing is... evrynite she cals me over and evrytime i arive in her rm, its a question about the laptop. usualy wen i walk in her rm, shes eithr waching tv or reading a book. or on the telefone.
now its eithr the laptop or telefone.
she has a MASIVE tv scrn, and i feel almost as thoe shes abandoned such a beautiful cre8ion.
my bro has an even bigr tv scrn. i used it 4 a smal wile 2 play playst8ion. not nemore thoe. (i got LoL. 8D)
it reminds me of wen she 1st started steaming rice in a pot instead of using the rice cooker. the rice cooker was brand new as wel, anothr lovely cre8ion as a result of inventors and rice cooker ppl. she abandoned that, 2.

sigh =(.

i also jus went on my QQ (yea i noe, lame.) coz my cousin goes on that and he taught me how 2 go on like, a qq version of facebook. looks prety much jus like facebook. the only problem is i cant read much chinese so wen m on it, the main thing taht guides me is the layout. use it jus like facebook and it'l work. LOL.

i tried msging himm yesters coz it was chinese new yr and like, hes in china so. yea. he was on away thoe =( . but he emailed me!

OMG.

he remembers me! xD . i jus postd a big smiley face on his wal. i also instantly began typing "faceb-" wile tpying face. oh god.

i dun rly noe how 2 look but theres a smal section cald "l8est fotoes" and he has a lot of luvohs. i gues we're not al that diff 2 ppl our age in othr countries. it also lags a lot on my chrome browser so i giv up there ._.

my mom offered me a fone card 4 me 2 cal him directly 2 his mobile. that is prefered - over the fact he isnt usualy properly online on qq, but the last time i spoke 2 him, he didnt sound al that interested in hearing from me as the 1st time i cald him =(.

how upseting. he was like the only person that i properly spent time wid over in china as wel... coz he was around my age and such and stuf liek that - not coz othr family membrs were bing ghey or nething 0.0"

hm. 2day , i also reminded myself how much i used  2 spend on my nails. i rediscovered my nail decos colection and the amount of nail brushed i owned. wow.

my 18th is this yr as wel. i nevr rly believed this day would come. 16 used 2 b rly old 2 me. and wen i turned 16, i wondred wat i had spent al my time doing. wat should i do? i was hoping i could travel sumwhere , was thinking melbourne (4 sum reason i started typing "london" . dun even ask) ... but if i were 2 gues, id proly b in mid yr exams and working on the wkends. jus like my 17th.

then agen, most ppl proly xpect me 2 go clubing on my 18th or jus hav heaps of alki at home and invite evry1 over.
god no.
thats proly the reason id prefer concentr8ing on xams and/or working on wkends neway, no1 would come 2 my lame watevr it is. bbq or high tea or wichevr.
=X .

i rly do wish i could travel , thoe. =(   jus 2 melbourne, even. sumwhere diff. that'l b a perfect 18th.
the best part? no1 is forced 2 buy a present. they can b like "oh lenas not even here, i wont c her on her bday neway. that means opotunities 2 lag cing her and there4 2 l8 2 buy her a pres! woo hoo!" haha.

i also thank evry1 who reads my blogs widout puting me in inferior by teling me they cant read this.

in fact, i hav ful respect of evry1 who doesnt complain about the way i type. and thats coz they eithr understand that i noe how 2 spel properly but jus doesnt care coz this aint their english esay, or they jus think m very dumb and respect me neway . both is good - ur good ppl, believe me .

OMG.
MY COUSIN IS ON QQ
WTH. LOL.
ITS LIKE 2AM.
oh never mind, it was a random friend request by sum1 i obviously duno. aw =( .

damn.

neways!
il b in livo tmrow making sum short trips 2 the bank and sumtin else and al taht, and then il b home early 2 get rdy 4 work. how dreadful. if work goes wel, il b hapy.

if it doesnt, id b rathr upset.

i also found out that u usualy stik wid the job catergory that u start wid, simply coz u dun hav experience in nething else. tahts me neway. like if u jus look at al my last jobs from tmrows new job 2  wichevr i can remembr up 2:
chinse restaurant waitres,
chinese food court restaurant waitres,
chinese restaurant waitres,
chinese take away restaurant recieptionist/waitres,
sum clothes storekper.

ok, so if u ignore the last 1, u can c that they al start looking the same. xD.
i hily recomend evry1 get a job at a restaurant. ne restaurant, simply coz ur lunch break and stuf would b free coz u usualy eat 2gethr AT the restaurant insteada going out and spending like $10 on food outside evryday. coz u basicaly lower the amount u get paid. unles ur lawyer or sumtin. or unles its 1 of em super busy restuarants, in wich the case would b u eat by urself. stil good, u noe. stil free.

i should also consider slping soon. very soon. only coz i need that beauty slp b4 tmrows big day. but this is 1 em nites wen bebi slps earlier than me and no1s left talking 2 me. id usualy start a convo by talking 2 sum1 but they die kinda quik and m left feeling lonlier than i would if i hadnt spoken 2 ne1 in te 1st place.
SOOOOooo in cases like thse, i think its betr 2 jus blog a bit more until i am satisfied and decide 2 fal aslp. heh ^^

that way i kp my pride of not losing 2 ne trying and slp a bit betr.

*yawn*

oh, there goes the 1st warning. u noe , sumtimes i wondr where id b in the future. most ppl would say "ud end up in a dead end, whether that b a rly rich dead end or a poor dead end. u lose interest in life and evryday becomes routine, no matr how much money u make."

i think il b xpecting that as wel, if i dun do game art and work 4 LoL or become the famous fashion designer in london or sumtin . oh and thats where the almost acidental "london" came from earlier in the post. i was hoping i could move 2 london wen i grow up and hold up my fashion label there.
the curency and fashion sense is hier there.
australia only cares about superdry and stussy. thats not designer, thats branded . no1 cares about hwo simple it is, it jus has 2 b branded.
wen sumtin is designer, it becomes so much more. it becomes the masterpiece art of sum1s creativity. il blog up sum fotos from my most absolute fav designer: alexander mcqueen. he died last yr, wikipedia said he suicided from ppl disrespecting him coz he was ghey. kinda sad, rly. his works rly prove himself worthy, i wish he knew.

oh and, he was also the designer of the weding dres from the royal weding.



^ recognise these? lady gaga has them. i think they're rathr od but then agen, no1 would hav thought of a design so simple but diff.



^ these r his signature shoes and i hav no idea wat they're cald. i think they look od and rathr heavy and  uncomfortable. but stil yet, amazing design.



^ i actualy imagined heels like this wen i was young. feminine and classy at the front, but the heel is steampunk and mechanical looking. nevr did i think sum1 could design it this perfect, thoe! i love them so much .

i dun actualy hav al that much interest in things from mcqueen othr than shoes. same wid the othr designeres neways. al the handbags and dreses and belts and jewelery and things like that start looking the same. prime xample is like gucci , lv, chanel. they al start looking the same.

neways m starting 2 get a headache from bing 2 slpy so ithink this is my queue 2 head 2 bed!

good, haha. i thought id nevr get beauty slp at this lonly r8.

much love <33

not PRETY enuf
not SMART enuf
not SKINY enuf
not RICH enuf
not POPULAR enuf
not normal enuf
not good enuf.

i get it ,
i get it.

and i dun care...

..at all.


the nxt person 2 tel me that m not good enuf in neway and b al serious about it - i wil hapily dig u a deep as hole that i wil dump u in and leave u there 4evr 2 live a hapily evr aftr.

so my hair is bleached and died,
so m not the most social grl in the world,
so i dun go out spending trilions on branded clothes,
so i dun "blend" in wid evry1 around me,

and so i didnt acept my uni ofr,
and so m chasing sumtin i may nevr get -
so wat?

this is MY life, MY dreams 2 chase, MY time 2 spend,
and i noe ud much rathr spend UR time doing more than jus remind othrs about wat they wil nevr hav.

plz shut te hel up or do nething BUT talk 2 me.

much love <33

so heres a bit of bakground info b4 i start babling:

soraka: has a skil thats jus like starfal on priestes, and her othr skils r like heals. i jsu remembr her bing a very boring suport hero that il remembr 2 nevr play agen.
yi: sum tank ive nevr playd that has super speed and AS.

and found this amazing song on utube, if ne1 wantd 2 listen. its  a cover xD




and also this nxt 1 made me crak up like a retard , but heres sum bakg info 1st:

ashe is a hero that has drows frost arows as 1st skil, and priestes big fat arow that goes miles away and stuns if it hits - as ulti.

if u play dota, ud get it al neway ahha.



these ppl r my heroes.

^ italics there 4 a reason.

get get? =D

haha, lame =X

neways, 2day i jus had work. makes me wondr where the whole popul8ion of the world went. its like last yr there were ppl and this yr there is  no1 . X.x

most shops could say that thoe, evrywhere, evry1. 2 make it easier 2 understand: al shops NOT IN WESTFIELDS or DESIGNER r having a gr8 decrease in customers.

aw =(

cept cabra, man. cabra nevr fails in customers.

neways , like i care, my pay stays the same, bahaha xD . (thank god.)
also, jus as a note, u noe how ive been talking bout my 1st driving isntructor that i lost contact of?
their car was outside my neighbours door wen i came home from work 2day.

i was like
woah man.

miracle.

he wasnt in the car thoe. it rly makes me wondr..
like if ur a driving instructor whos piking up ur customer,
u would usualy stay in ur car and cal them 2 come out 2 the car.

like, ur cars here, where r u?
did u get invited over 4 tea or sumtin? i dun get it. y would u drive ur instructor car over 2 a friends 4 tea.

the othr xplain8ion i can think of was he was aslp in the bakseat.

i wouldnt noe.

anothr funy thing  that i didnt understand was a game i had last nite. our scoreboard was 69/30 and we lost.
i was also playing veigar, i get a huge vibe that hes the equivalent 2 like , 2 headed dragon. no w8, i think janna is more equivalent 2 2 headed dragon but shes fun. xD

neways, so i was playing veigar. and he is so easy 2 use and his dmg is immense. ful set gets him like wat, 1000 dmg ulti? its amazing.

and i got 1st blood and i was like, in team chat:
OMG
OMG
DID U GUYS C THAT
I GOT A KIL
OOOOOH
MG.

*note: i was pubing.
like i was midding and i got 1st blood and i was flying on cloud 9

and this pesimistic guy on my team was like:
c wat.
a pentakil?
me: no.
even betr.
a kil. 8).

same pesismist troling: OMGJB!YS!*&^#S!
A KIL.

me: I NOE RITE OMG OMG OOOOMG.

and then rite aftr that, evry1s ganking mid. so since i was miding, i was obviusly that 1 person that was chasing down the othr team the whole time.


Double Kill!

me: OOOMG.
DID U GUYS C THAT
I DUN EVEN NOE HOW I GOT THAT.
OOOMG.
OOMG.
OMG.
wata grande day, evry1! i hope ur al doing wel 2day ^^

the od thing was that the trol dude got his 1st AND 2nd PENTAKIL that game, yet we stil lost. 2 a score of 69/30 =(

o wel.
was wel worth it =X

i seem 2 b talking a heap of lol, so il try and find sumtin else 2 talk about. since not many ppl read my blog and the chances of the ppl that DO read my blog AND play lol would b very very smal =X

a guest also came over earlier 2nite, i didnt noe who it was.
it wasnt until i heard a familiar cough i realised it was my bro.
he hasnt came up stairs,
no1 has cald me downstairs,
and i cald my dad 2day and he didnt even tel me X.x

al these things make me doubt its my bro.

ITS NOT MY BRO.
AHAHHA.

its his friend.
i knew it wasnt bro, couldnt b.

1 thing that pises me off about azn wholesale sites is that they show u the shoes that thye r replic8ing. and like, it confuses ppl.

like m looking at their new arivals page,
this is the shoes they're seling:

and here is a picture of the real loubitons that they r replic8ing .

IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT. THE SHAPE  IS BLINDINGLY DIFF AND THE HEEL IS LIKE 5 INCHS TALLER. STOP PUTING FOTOS OF IT ._.

i also typicaly dislike plain shiny boots that jus look like a cylinder and no decos or shape or nething watso evr. it jus looks so . wat u cal it. like sum1 jus painted it on u. kinda thing.

at least change the texture/matieral, cmon.

THEEESEee ^.. r a prime xample. even the cutout outlines they even look almost manly 2 me. represents gumboots almost. and its so ... str8 up and down. god.

anothr thing that pises me off wen looking at wholesale shoe sites is wen i find sum cute shoes and the sole is jus al rong.
prime exaple:

the shoe shape of the above replicas r spectacular, but the sole is this cheap looking rubber. its not always the material that bugs me thoe, its the colour.
now look how much more durable and les-cheap it looks wen the sole is darker, or blak.

^ my GOD. thats hot. i hav the boot versions of these ^ btw , and i LOVE how the sole is blak. haha. most ppl look at them and wondr wich planet i come from.

doesnt the blak sole jus perfectly finish them off?

i think so.

agree or die.

a bit of advice wen buying off wholesale stores:
dun buy the heels. they dun last. i bought 1 pair of heels and 1 pair of wedges.
the heel was quite blok and its starting 2 go thru 2 where my heel sits in the shoe aftr a few times of wearing.
the wedges started 2 rip off aftr my 2nd time of wearing them.

then agen, if u need them 4 like 1 day, its prety good coz the designs r amazing and they cost dirt cheap haha.

oh and the flat shoes r amazing. i hav 2 pairs of boots and 2 pairs of flats . i havent worn the flats yet, but the boots seem 2 last 4evr. i hav worn them many many times - not a single problem. i am surely 2 invest in sum more flat boots from wholesale sites. xD.
the only downturn is that they're heavy so shiping costs more than the othr shoes =X

but othr than that - love love love love love love loev.

i actualy spelt al that corectly (cept the last)
prety amazing.

and i jus came bak from a 1 hr leson of teaching my mom how 2 use her laptop. only turning it on, escaping disc chek, conecting 2 the internet and entering her inbox thoe. oh and playing musiq on a cd.

the amazing thing is she noes how 2 turn it off properly coz we used 2 hav a computer at the restaurant, haha.

hav i talkd about my faav lol heroes?
lets talk about them agen.

ahri - love love love her. i play her the best and shes heaps fun. shes prety 2.
singed - so fun on dominion omg. cant play him properly yet but hes fun and hes so colourful, yay ^^ haha

rammus and teemo r so cute omg. but i cant play them properly. i havent playd teemo at al b4. =X

i also want 2 learn riven, evelyn and fizz. oh and that bird , avaia or sumtin. they're al prety, but havent come out on free wk yet =(

and and volibear. hes the ursa equivalent and hes SO PRETY. and ursa is super cute omg xD

AND OMG.

DEAR WHOEVR WACHES GOSIP GRL OR JUS NOES WHO LEIGHTON ____ IS.

SHE LOOKS LIKE HER DOESNT SHE. AHAHA.

AHAHA.

oh cmon, i must find sumbody that agrees wid me.
nebody =( .

man.

i need a grly LoL budy thats gona sit nxt 2 me and grl-talk wid me al day about lol heroes and/or shoes.

(4evr alone.)

ps. i want orianna 2 come bak on free wk. shes the puck equivalent - and u guys remembr how much i loved puck.

much love <33

so m having a super rare grl moment where ur long hair sudenly feels anoying siting along ur nek. coz of this,  i jus clipped it up wid a big clip xD .

btw: wat do u think of the new gastly gif as a header thing on the blog? ^^

cute. yea? i dun actualy noe the names of al the pokemon like most ppl do of this gener8ion, but i noe gastly coz i hav the card of him LOL. and if thats not gastly, i am so sry folks, i hav failed u miserably.

OMGOODNES.
LAST NITE
i swear 2 god,
i was wat u cal it.
um um.
lucid dreaming.

i remembr reading this thing on tumblr about how 2 lucid dream.
and as i fel in2 a lucid dream, i realised i did xactly that.

i felt evry part of it, at 1st it was like faling thru water, a strange uncontrolable notion almost, like that feeling at the top of a rolercoaster jus b4 u go down the decline.

i was actualy wishing that i wasnt lucid dreaming, coz dreams were usualy betr wen i didnt noe i was in them.

i remembr "waking" up in bed and, whilst noeing i was dreaming i closed my eyes and made myself believe i was in a "fantasyland" - wid the walt disney castle image in my head haha.

and wont u believe that, i opened my eyes and i was there. if u guys evr realise ur in a dream - try it.

the last thing i remembr is heading bak 2 bed coz i  wanted 2 leave my lucid dream and eithr wake up or enter anothr dream where i duno taht m dreaming. there was a laptop nxt 2 my bed playing musiq, so i wanted 2 pause it, but it was dark and it was hard 2 find the pause buton. so instead i touched it and made myself believe that it was paused. and that was it! it paused. i climbed in2 bed, and i woke up in my real bed.

the new radio anouncer on 96.1 also kinda suks. like female voices usualy suk at things like that. its not easy 2 listen 2 , 4 sum reason. but the grl that usualy does it, she has a very unique voice. her names "emma" - if u evr hear her on 96.1

i also emailed UWS about hwo 2 decline their offr.
they were proly ofended coz they didnt reply , haha. o wel. the ppl there were rly nice. like on info day, wen i went 2 talk 2 the ppl at visual comm. evrything was very .. wat u cal it. it was like listening 2 myself talk. "the idea is wat counts. the way u think, ur idea, and the way u xpres. thats it. i tel my students 2 go overseas 4 a few monts, jus 2 live there, and learn the way ppl think, and open ur mind 2 a whole new concept."

its interesting, isnt it? its like finaly sum1 understands that not evrything is about the amount of money u make or the reput8ion u hold. u jus want 2 expres this rot8ing idea in ur head.

my uncle also came in earlier and he had this rly seirous face. "we hav 2 leave the house by 8.15." 

...
...

me: ok. 

...
...
uncle: y r u staring at me?

and an even more bizarre thing is that i was in a w8ing rm in a game of LoL and sum1s like.
oh god, my clients stufing up, the guys name isnt valid.

hahahha.

my ign is "User Invalid" .
hilarious stuf xD

hm. i hav work tmrow. need a bit of xtra cash neway.

also my list of most h8d lol heroes 2 b against:
1. karthus . his ulti is way op. its not even fair.<- this is also my 1st time saying op, most ppl would noe it as "imba" . it literaly jus does an enormous dmg 2 evry1 on the othr team, no mattr where they r.
2. miss 4tune used 2 b the most anoying but i havent seen a pro 4tune 4 a long wile - not that anoying now.
3. teemo. cutest lil panda evr but OMG THAT ATT SP IS ALMITEY =="
4. evelynn. i vsed a pro evelyn and man, like even if she didnt hav that invisi skil, shes faster than a jet plane. and u cant attak her coz shes invisi. liek its jus this spirit that runs aruond attaking u and u cant hit them bak. that was l8 game btw - msot evelyns i c dun do that wel haha.
5. katarina. shes rly easy , but rly boring. but shes best at chasing, wid that tele skil of hers.
6. caitlyn. it rarely hapens , but her ulti. enormous range and it holds the targeted hero nomater whre they move as a target and then BOOM. headshot. <- thats a quote from her btw haha

neways, al this lol talk jus makes me want more lol so il end this post here. LOL.

oh and 1 more thing:
the instructor i had 2day. hes easier coz he cares les and jus makes me drive around widout saying nething unles i do sumtin rong. at 1st i thought he was jus cheking the othr side of the car, but 2day i noticed him looking up and down. up and down me.

now thats kinda freaky. the othr instructor lookd at me more but thats coz hes actualy talking 2 me and drawing maps and crap . btu this guy - dude thats freaky. LOL.

i dun think il b going 4 a driving leson 4 a wile.

and al 3 driving instructors that ive had were syrian. kinda od. like wat, syrians cant find anothr job than driving instructor? i had no idea of their nash wen i cal them , u noe. i didnt care.

ok,  i wil b playing sum lol now. LOL.

oh and heres a lovely foto of bebi. coz i wuvvy him muchily.

isnt he a prety boy? ^^ he doesnt noe i took this foto.

and i may or may not hav bloged this vid b4, but heres a vid of me and him goign 2 luna park on the last day b4 i went 2 china. its a vlog.



much love <33

^ holy WOW.

azn replicas of the jefery campbel damsel. 1 of my dream shoes D= .
heres a foto of the campbel damsels that i want:

man, if the azn replicas came in floral, i would buy em . xD
m also making a whole blog about this czo alice isnt here 2 grl-talk about shoes wid me =(

neways, m curently jus going thru lovelyshoes.net 2 c wat shoes i may want 2 buy if i buy from there agen.

its also 3.32pm atm and i havent had lunch. dun rly feel like ne as wel. =\.

my mom also made me climb on2 the roof and clean the windows from the outside. its quite funy rly coz our roof is slantd and standing on it was like "m gona fal m gona fal m gona fal HOLY GOD DUN LOOK DOWN."

my house is also brik so as i was climbing bak in thru a window, i scraped a knee and got a booboo =(

i also dun understand ppl who upd8 their status evry hr of the day wid sumtin like:
"i miss my babe"
"on my way 2 c my hubby, gona hav a gr8 day 2gethr!"
"oh my boyfriend jus bought me a __ carat pendant, i love him 4evr!"

like i c a heap of this crap as i glance at my dash on my facebook store, makes me kinda wondr where the world would b widout these stereotypical "american blondes", 4 a fact i noe that i wouldnt hav my ipod, haha. i proly wouldnt hav that many sales as wel, since most of my sales go 2 america =\.

i also remembr the 1st time i saw "craking nail polish"
i thought it was the most outrageously not-prety cre8ion.
and now i actualy like using it haha. i hav a matte nude 1, =X

i also hav nothing pland othr than a hary poter exhibit nxt wk (WOOO HOOOO YEEEEAAAA BAABBY~!)

^ i am so godly xcited 4 that. xD tryna save sum money =( .. un til i get my (uni) timetable and noe wen i can work and crap ^^

i stiil remmebr the time i got my hair cut at that place nxt 2 the library - they did the best job evr. it was $25 but it was perfect, i loved it. it was also proly te 1st time my hair lookd at its best.

i went there a 2nd time and my hair lookd the same as not geting cut and so i nevr went agen. it was the same hairdreser as wel, od. now i get it cut at cabra. its $15, so i dun mind if they dun do that wel of a good job.

my mom also came in and said:
"so ur bro cald me and told me he gave u sum money 2 do sum lesons wid a driving instructor. "
me: yea (and i did, u ignorant person, i went out 4 a leson jus this morn.)
mom: then u betr start learning, dun slug around at home al day. (but at the same time, ur not alowed 2 go out coz u noe,  i need reasons 2 tel u off.)

shes always like u waste money and time wen u go out.
and wen m home shes like m not bing productive. wel wat the hel u want me 2 do, study?

and like wen m slping, she opens the door and says "oh, slping now ay? " and she'l stand there 4 like 5 mins b4 she gets over the absolutely traumitising shok that her dawta made the horific choice of taking a nap. the worst part is she proly rly IS traumitised coz she leaves the door open.
bro, u want me 2 open ur door and jus leave it open wile ur slping and make u get up urself and close it b4 going bak 2 ur peaceful slp?

i also jus bookd anothr driving leson 4 tmrow wid a diff instructor, te 1 i had 2day didnt giv me 3 hrs in my log book =(
i jus wana learn the rules so i can pas that 1 P's test xD .

hopefuly this guys betr =X

aparently his name is "john"
bro, i didnt even noe the name of my last driving instructor.
my 1st driving instructor was teh best. he gave me 3 hrs each hr, he was very patient wid me, and hed always constantly praise wen sumtin went wel. i lost his number thoe. i nevr knew his name. and hed always 4get mine, he jus cald me "grl" . bahaha xD.

so my nxt leson is at 5.30 tmrow coz they didnt hav mornings. id rly prefer mornings thoe, like i jus wana get it over and done wid tbh haha, it gets nerve raking.

neways i should get sumtin 2 eat.

much love <33

Song of my moment:

SKRILLEX - ALL I ASK OF YOU (FEAT PENNY)

ive also got about 5 ppl on my list who r bing imposters of 1 guy, so ive got 5 of wat seems 2 b the same person on my msn list.

i msgd te 1 wid the proper maching email:


Lena Sin says
i think
ur
the real kynan
      Skynan     - Skynan says
OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HOW'D YOU GET IT
OMFG

i dun understand the rathr big reaction. 

at least it was entertaining =X

my mom also came home 2day, was a heq of a surprise. i had no idea until she screamd: DINNRS RDYYYY.

sigh - my life.

i hav a driving leson tmrow as wel , its at 8.30am . wooo yea, gota get up early and pump up 4 this thing. i also jus lookd at my log book 4 the 1st time in a looong wile and realised ive actualy done over 40 legit hrs. m on like 45 hrs - WOOOO YEEA.

i also had an amazing game of LoL 2day where sona kept folowing me and giving me al her power-ups and healing and stuf. 

not sure y. my only logical xplain8ion is tht i was the othr only female hero on the team haha. 

neways we midded 2gethr (only us 2) and went in2 the enemy base and we seper8d a bit inside the base, saving each othr 1ce or twice and we ended up geting 2 kils each. it was the best feeling evr. 

i literaly typed: WOOOO YEEEAAAA~!

wile we both b-ed 2gethr down mid lane. 

wen u play dominion, evry1 is stuk on the fountain platform b4 the game starts. if u play dominion and sumbody on ur team is teling evry1 2 dance b4 the game start coz u cant move neway - thats me. 

yestesr, bebi also told me that his friend had a car acident and he needs a lil money 2 fix the car. he went str8 2 him 2day 2 help, isnt that sweet? and as most would say - he deserves an effin trophy 4 that. 

^ lol.

it would actualy b nice if grls these days actualy gained a bit more sanity and bought "whole" shirts. its rathr disgusting 2 the othr grls, u noe? how would u feel if a half naked fat dude walkd past u? we dun wana c ur anerexic body eithr - seriously. 

much love <33

"secretlifeofabionerd" is a grl on utube who used 2 hav bleached/brownish hair but now has a lovely maroonish colour hair wid sumtin pink in it as wel.
she has the longest, thikest, heaviest hair.
so , othr than makeup and clothes, she does vids on hair as wel.

i like how in her vids , wen it comes 2 hair, its not always about using products. i rly only remembr 1 vid where it was specificaly 4 hair products and wat she uses on her hair, i should proly wach that coz my hair is both bleachd and died =X

i am also taking a break from LoL coz my comp seems 2 b overheating. cant blame it, m overheating myself as wel, god its like 100 degrees 2nite.

neways, hair. i dun get y ppl ful go: DUN BLEACH UR HAIR ITS RLY BAD 4 UR HAIR UR GONAREGRET IT BLAH BLAH BLAH.

like dude, i get it.
seriously, i get it.
but m not gona stay wid half red/brown hair and not bleach my roots.
and, 2 b truly honest, i dun c much diff in my hair.
true i hav dry hair wid split ends - but i always had them b4 i bleachd my hair neway.
in fact, ive had les hair fal out since i bleachd my hair.

and , jus a general note 2 evry1: ur hair is made up of dead cels, i rly dun think that avoiding the bleach and hair die is gona bring it bak 2 life.

and those wid super healthy hair? proly use products. its not that i dun use products, but i only use 1. it was kinda xpensive but man, its the best thing ive evr investd on.

here it is. its a brand cald "nak" and the series is cald "aromas".
its al about "argon oil" xtract. they also hav this othr product from teh same series wich is the "oil" version and not this "cream" version ive got here, but it was more xpensive haha. this cream version was $22 ish and the oil was like $38 ish. sumtin like that. if i was like, ful rich and crap, id invest in the oil version coz this stuf is worth it. oh and also, its specificaly "4 colourd hair."

ok, now al the good bits:
u use it jus like a leave in conditioner - come out of the shower aftr u wash ur hair, towel dry it, and then rub it al over ur hair like 8).

the absolutely XTROADINARY mindblowing ability of this inocent product is that it rly works.

it rly.

rly.

works.

aftr u run it thru ur hair, u can brush rite thru it.
and aftr ur hair is dry, its stiil the easiest thing in the world 2 brush. and wat i also love about it is that it also serves wel as a heat protectant, so i usualy jus blow dry str8 aftr i rub it al in my hair, haha.
also, aftr blow drying it, slping wid it, u can stil feel the slite layer of oil stil in ur hair , it makes me think that its there doing its marvelous job of protecting my hair ^^

i also jus reminded myself of alice, making reviews on products and al that. this is proly my 1st thoe, the othr products i use is like. friken lip balm and like, wat, moisteriser? haha. bro, i dun even use makeup. not even found8ion - that 1 type of makeup that boys would usualy mistake 4 flawles skin.

i also went thru the trouble of unloking my computer and opening it 2 al its glory in hope that it may kool down a bit, i dun actualy noe wich part i need 2 kool down - but i dun hav a mini fan 2 place there neway so i jus left it open.

 i kidna ran outa things 2 say so i decided 2 go on alices blog since i mentiond her earlier.

"
3. Normopathy
Psychiatric theorist Christopher Bollas invented the idea of normopathy to describe people who are so focused on blending in and conforming to social norms that it becomes a kind of mania. A person who is normotic is often unhealthily fixated on having no personality at all, and only doing exactly what is expected by society. 
"

this rly brings me 2 remind myself of those ppl that stare at me, chuk dirties and whisper about me wid their friends like m both deaf and blind. 

like they're a group of wat, 12 yr olds? and they're dresd even slutier than i could evr b brave enuf 2, and they're jus staring at me and saying things like "worst outfit ive evr ..." 2 each othr like i cant hear them. 

ur like 2 steps away, 

y dun u come up 2 me and tel me that urself. 

kids r quite funy thoe, they kinda look at u and hav nothing 2 say coz they literaly hav no opinion in their minds, haha.

a rly nice thing i witnesed was these 2 grls siting on these couch things in westfields. and u noe like (wat me and alice would understand:) "tumblr" outfits? in my opinion, its usualy made up of the randomest pieces of clothing put 2gethr. i dun care, rly, i actualy admire them 4 their sense of self respect and wearing sumtin that most ppl may think looks rathr weird... but id say they're usualy made up of eithr boring/dul colours or like pastel colours, usually a top of sum kind of sheer , machd wid sum lovely denims?

yea, that kinda "tumblr" outfit, haha. 

neways, so 2 grls in their "tumblr" outfits siting on a couch thing at westfields. 1 of them poitns at me and says "thats nice" 2 her friend nxt 2 her. 

i spin around (coz i was walking past) and they smiled at me ^^. isnt that nice? ^^ haha. 

neways, i hope , wen i grow up, i nevr become sum1 who only cares about wat evry1 else thinks. 

that thought almost shuders me.

it kinda makes me think they go: if u dun folow and kp up wid evry1, ur out. ur goner. u dun get a space here, evrybody must stay away from u. oh and u got sum dreams, ay? wel throw them out coz no1 cares here, u gota b good at sumtin that ppl respect or u jus gota stay the heq away from evry1 here. 

i dun actualy hav nething 2 say so i jus babled on about that stuf. 

oh, 2day, me and bebi made cury wid sum beef and we bought a baguete so we could dip the bread in it like that viet cury  dish that u dip bread in ^^ 

i kinda paid 4 al of it but it was stil awesum, he cookd xD. (<-- hes a gr8 chef. boys that can cook r an outstanding turnon.. not coz i cant cook or nething. promise.)

and man, it was mouthwatering delicious. no1 rly buys groceries here and evry1 works at a restaurant of sum sort so they al eat dinr b4 they come home and m left here like "hmm... wat shoul i eat..." al the time.

so i went out grocery shoping 2day, 

and thank the lord 4 men. them and their outstanding strength and stamina, helping me cary my 2L orange juice and groceires bak home. xD 

it proly wouldve been easier if we had a car but it was alrite - he helpd me cary the heavy stuf haha. it was rly fun 2, grocery shoping at like, woolworths or watevr it was, piking out wat we should cook wen we get home. 

and the weather - omgoodnes. i wore a blak dres wid tights and blak knee hi boots coz it was cold and rainy in the morn.

come out in the arvo - friken boiling. i was like cooking under my outfit wile we walkd from teh bus stop home. xD

m also staying home tmrow - so if ne1 wants 2 like , randomly skype or cal or come over and try sum of my crap cooking, ur welcome 2. 

i should also proly find a driving instructor tmrow , my bro said i need 2 get my P's soon and no1s actualy evr here so he gave me sum money and said "instructors r betr neway" . like i dun actualy care, as long as it doesnt come out of my alredy-empty poket. $50 for a 1 hr leson , u cant blame me 4 not booking 4 1, rly. m having trouble paying 4 my own groceries at home alredy =X .

it'l also b nice if sum1 wid a car could take me 2 woolworths the nxt time i buy sum groceries, it'l b rathr tiring if bebi had 2 cary it home 4 me al the time =( 

the fact  m about 2 start insearch (il jus cal it uni coz ppl start thinking i go 2 tafe wen i say insearch. bro, m not paying 26gran a yr 2 go 2 tafe.) is quite troublesome coz its not worth finding a new job since m starting soon (beginning of feb) and i dun get my timetable until the 1st day haha. i also havent gone off looking 4 a job coz i had 2 go info days and stuf like that. worst of al those days cost me the most, the travel, the food. sigh. but thats ok, i bumpd in2 sum1 i used 2 work 4 at westfields 2day and they askd me 2 cal them aftr i get my timetable 2 c if i could work 4 them. 

thats prety kool, makes me hapy =) 

so m jus staying home as much as i can 4 now 2 save the money and and survive a bit longr until i get my timetable and then bombard myself wid as much work as i can. 

so if u wana drop by and mayb spend sum time dancing the tango or sumtin wid me, that'l b nice. nething wil b nice, gets a bit lonely around here sumtimes haha.

much love <33

I GOT IN
I GOT IN
I GOT IN
WOOOHOOO.

i got home at past 10 last nite, twas a terible trip home.

i had 3 fone cals by random friends/relatives of mine 1 aftr anothr.
then jus as my bus stop was coming, i was on teh fone agen (with a 4th fone cal) and compltely 4got 2 pres the bus buton.

alas, causing myself 2 hav 2 walk it home from 2 bus stops away.
at past 10 pm.
aaaal byy myseelf~!

neways, i jus did the laundry, watered the plants (my GOD its hot 2day!) and i wil b staying home 2 organise my uni things.

26 gran, ay? haha. and i thought it was only 16 gran.

o wel, baba said it was ok, he was very hapy in fact. ^^

much love <33

*long time no talk*

me: hello!
cousin: =D
me: my friend said they think ur leng jai ^^
cousin: u hav a lot more leng jai at ur side.
me: oh? ur not hapy?
cousin: jus shy.

isnt that cute? i even cald him cute aftrwards,
and he goes : so wats the time?

haha.

and jus 2 emphasise on his adorable ness,
he has a dimple.

thats rite, A dimple... on ONE side.
its so cute, i want 1 2. =(

tmrow i wil b going 2 the insearch info evening in hope that i get in.
rathr pricey thoe, over $26 gran jus 4 1 yr.

but thats alrite, haha. it mite turn out 2 b a rly fun 1 yr ^^  and if ur wondring y m trying so hard 2 get in uts,

its coz its the ONLY uni that has "design in fashion and textiles". i proly wont get in, but i found anothr course that i was rathr interested in that i got in (pasd the atar, didnt get ofr). so sal good rite now =)

jus 1 smal problem: its an info EVENING and m going on my own =( . hopefuly i find sum1, othrwise id b coming home on the train by myself at nite, bahaha. xD

o wel, evrything has a 1st.

much love <33

IN. TRO. DUC iiiiiiIIIIINNNG~! :

the only kid living on this planet that actualy likes me. the only problem is shes an absolute pain 2 look aftr. my god.

and jus on the topic of kids:

this is a new kid at church that looks a hela lot like a friend of mine LOL. i askd him 4 a foto te 1st time i spoke 2 him, hes smiling rathr cutely here, but jus like evry othr kid (or jus othr ppl in general) , he doesnt like me very much.. or jus didnt rly wana learn my name. LOL.

so, on a more important topic, sum1 told me i havent blogd 4 a wile. i was rathr surprised sum1 remembrd this pointles, ramble blog of mine. its proly the reason ur reading this as wel, isnt it?

coz i havent blogd in a wile so this must b sumtin interesting.

wel i do hav quite a few things i would like 2 talk about, but 1stly.

that foto! ^ holy GOD my hair was so RED BAK THEN! now its like this faded... blonde/brown. ive got al te shades from blonde to the browns 2 the dark reds. whole hair colour spectrum rite ere, man. haha.

so. lets c. i think il start on the more interesting topic that ppl would proly b more itnerested in reading:

my trip 2 china. 

i dun hav many fotos , but thats only coz i took heaps and heaps of vlogs haha. not gona uplaod ne vids coz m lazy. mayb in the future if ppl r wiling 2 wach 4 sum reason. SO LETS START, random bloging notes atached 2 sum fotos =)

so 1stly, il talk about the most AMAZING thing about china.
the trains.
now we're not talking bout the way china actualy has trains, we're talking bout trains EVRYTHING. the st8ion, the security, the cleanlines, the way the trains r built, the way the st8ion r built, EVRYTHING.

its a bit of a crapy foto but the good 1s of the train r on a vlog. i didnt get much shoping done at that time so i was wearing my aunties clothes, but wow the seats were so cute.

now, the kool part: u c that glas barier there? that opens only in time wid train doors, mad isnt it? . and i jus went thru the trouble of searchingthru the vlogs 2 find a good fotos of the inside of the train:

japanese. str8 out man, japanese. the seats, the cleanliness. the style of the train. god. now, it doesnt look al that ful here coz i was at the airport, but man,
if u could find a seat on teh train sumwhere in town,
and ur not a parent,
or a senior,
and not w8ing 2 snipe a seat,
i wil giv u $50 cash.

its worse than moshpitting, seirously.

this is a foto of a racoon and a gold fish at my uncles house.
they use the raccoon as a seat cushion. at 1st i thought it was animal cruelty...
until i discovered how comfortable it was.

the goldfish also started fiteing wen i was there. 1 of them lost almsot half its scales, so we seper8d it in anothr plastic tub thing haha. i felt like the nicest grl in the world doing that. i rly believe it was coz they were hungry and didnt hav food so they tried 2 eat anothr. but looking at their bellies, i rly didnt wana feed them more, even if that was te case. at least they're safe ^^

so they hav these lil machines nxt 2 a lot of booths in banks and stuf.
they told me 2 pres it and it was rly hard 4 me 2 diffirent8 between satisfactory and avg, so i went 2 pres avg coz it was big and in the mid b4 my uncle went: NO LENA WAT R U DOING. and he presd satisfactory.

even good isnt good, its satsifactory.

so not many ppl noe but i went hong kong a few times. the 1st time, mom told we were shoping. and tbh, she mite as wel hav cald it a waste of time.
we spent the whole time buying her azn medicine dry things, if u noe wat i mean. they hav them shops al over cabra. and they stink. and this was like a ful big store, so it stank even more. and 2 top it al off, she bought like 5kg of this stuf, and thats wat filld up BOTH  our lugages ==". prety ghey, she fild up my lugage and goes: u cant buy nemore stuf, our lugage is ful.
PISS OFF THEN, take ur stuf wid u then at least my lugage isnt ful. my god.

and in the context of this foto, this was a strange thing inside the shop that blew my mind. y the heq would u even display such an ugly of a thing?

this was the 2nd pair of shoes i bought. the 1st was a pair taht i bought coz i couldnt stand wearing runnrs al the time. the 2nd pair were these beautiful ... heirs. they were around $25 aus, and they r 1 of the most beautiful  booties i hav evr seen. i hav yet 2 wear them thoe, they're rathr hi.

my cousin showd me these,
its plants vs zombies card game. that is al.

and he taught me how 2 play. hes te only child so he gets rathr lonely i gues, and he didnt mind that he had 2 pik up each card and xplain them 2 me so he could play wid me. but man, this was fun. we'd play round aftr round until 1 of us got told off 2 go 2 bed haha. i wantd 2 buy this but they sold out =(

oh oh. supermarkets. evrywhere.
THEY sel EVRYTHING. on avg, supermarkets IN CHINA would b around the size of a myers.
and they sold jus about evrything. clothes, shoes, crockery, pots/pans, alcohol/wine sections, they even had fish markets wid live fish that u can buy. and like live (ENORMOUS) prawns and lobsters.

and oh my lord, the size of their veges. i pikd up a tomato, and i felt like i was piking up a medicine bal. it was about the size of .. a size regular easyway cup. like if u took al that volume and made it in2 the size of a tomato, that was the avg tomato in china.

evrything, bro. the dragonfruits were bigr than the tomatoes i jus described ^.
but the funy thing i discovered was that there were 2 fruits that they jus could not super size.
watermelons. and. strawberies.
so cute!
their watermelons r so tiny, bout half the volume of a smal australian watermelon.
and AAAAL their strawberies were like, bite size. haha. very  cute. xD

and jus 2 top it al off, u noe how evrythings Made in China?
wel in CHINA, they hav smal seper8 sections cald:
Imported Goods.

mad.
and about the foto, those were sum fish in teh aquarium section of the supermarket, i like their colours haha.

this if a foto of the lobby of a hotel me and my mom stayd at. it was aparently 7 star.
i wouldnt b surprised, rly. they had them funky ppl that open ur car door and unload ur lugage and open the front door 4 u and wheel ur lugage 2 ur rm. al in cute unifrm!
then wen u get inside, u c this. the loby. its fliping HUUUGE.

and those wals, omg. from here it jus looks like windows but they're actualy aaal rly refined carving and detaild. absolutely amazing.

thye had like the whole lot, the pool, the spa, the gym, the shops (X.x) , the yum cha restaurant, the western restaurant, the cafe, the hall...

my mom went 2 the restaurant and aparently they were like in a glas building suspended within water wid ppl dresed up as mermaids swiming around them.

so uve got supermarkets, shoping centres, side kiosks..
and then u hav ur murder grounds.
and a lot of ppl noe this from rush hour, the thing about choping chikns on the st?
yea, thats prety much it.

wats worse is that i went in2  liek a warehouse of heaps of stores set up jus 4 live animal meat.
this is a foto of sum duks that u can buy, and they chop it 4 u. they also had like roosters and snakes. lots of chikns, of course.

but the worse thing was the fish. like there was 1 fish i saw, lookd like a tuna fish (enormous!), it was cut up its body verticaly, in parellel 2 its spine bone, revealing al its guts. spine bone puld out and removed. and u noe the air bubles that fish hav in their bodies 2 help them rise and fal? that buble was stil in tact inside the fish.
and the best part? the head was stil in tact wid the sliced up body,

jolting and gasping 4 air.

absolteuly traumitising.

the strangest thing i saw was proly a crocodile head. all covered in blood and al, but that wasnt that bad. at least it was dead ==" and evrything was covered in blood in that warehouse neway @_@". ud walk on it coz u had no choice. trenches or batlefield, man.

and on the sides of the warehouse, they had more normal (and sane) ppl who jus chiseled 4 mussels out of an enormous sea rok (soil rok, thing.) . and a lot of tofu stores, and sum stores that sold teapots and seeds and things like that. there was anothr store who was very (very) brave and stands rite on the edge between the meat half of the warehosue and the fruit/vege half of the warehouse and sel clothes. xtroadinary, isnt it.

like who wouldve walkd in this murder ground and think:
"im gona rent this spot rite here and sel clothes.
 like a briliant boss."

i went twice and both times, they were rathr busy. blows my mind.

disneyland train handle.

disney train.

 disnye fountain!

mickey mouse pancakes!

mad baloons (taht u always c on tumblr)

pie.

u noe, my mom tried looking 4 pie in supermarktes, but they didnt sel it. only at disneyland! xD

 the fountain at nite.

so if u havent figured, i went 2 disneyland! ^^

i went on a saturs coz thats wen my cousin doesnt hav skool and he can come on the rides wid me.

prety bad idea coz man, it was PAKD til no tmrow. i went on almost al the rides and each ride, i had 2 line up a stufy, suferc8ing avg of 1 hr. painful. each. ride. god.

wats worse is that al these 40-50 yr old tourists would rudely push in and line up , standing so clsoe 2 u that theyd literaly b touching ur bak. disgusting. 

but overall , disnyeland was mad. xD i wana go 2 tokyo 1 coz aparently its a lot more fun.

it would b, since hong kong disneyland is rathr smal. 

my mom went 2 slp earlier than me on the plane home, so she sprawld comfortably acros her seat AND my seat wile i was al .. squishd and twistd in this awkward position against the window. needles 2 say, i nevr fel aslp.

but look at this marvelous view ffrom my window wen morning struk!

i wil b going 2 a heard-of, but curious place cald blaktown tmrow,
i may or may not blog about it.

meanwile, ad me on LoL : "User Invalid"

so here comes a post directed at 1 person.

dear you,
(only coz i noe ur 1 of em rare ppl who read my blog)

so heres a dres ive wantd 4 a long time. the blu isnt actualy that dark, its more like a brite sky blu rathr than a mid looking blu like the foto.
they didnt hav it in my size and it costd a mitey $50. its so simple as wel!
if i do make it in2 my choice 1 course at uni, and i hav learnt enuf 2 noe how 2, this wil definitely b 1 of te 1st things i wil make 4 myself, in my own size.

gr8 job shooting this foto, btw! we werent alowed 2 shoot a foto of te same dres in a dif colour , but was my size, coz of privacy or sumtin haha.

that blu looks sky-flying amazing. that blu in the mid there.

 here r sum fotos of an outfit that sum random guy walking past cald "emo" .
i rly like it , tbh. even if its got pink in it.

i also fel aslp in the library. i cant believe u took a foto of that  , LOL. othrwise i think this is quite an interesting foto, if only that botle wasnt there.

heres a pic of ur lovely dogs ear. jsu 2 remind u how beautiful ur dog is.

"ur luky m 2 hungry 2 chek if u took a foto"

BEFORE SHOT

BEFORE SHOT

AFTER SHOT

AFTER SHOT

looks te same , yea?

BUT ITS NOT.

its so lite and its got no split ends and its so comfy omg.
such a masive dif.

i got my 4mal heels 2day as wel! not posting my dres but shoes is ok ^^ . i love them so much.
i stil remembr wen i 1st saw these,
i swear 2 the lord,
it was love at 1st site.

and i finaly hav them!

heres a pic of us where i acidentaly presd it and my finger was in the way haha.

and here r sum egs that u crakd.
i actualy do c the ying and yang.

astonishing.

oh and 1 more foto.

u died my hair 2day ^^ its supisoe 2 b red purple , but i gues my hair is 2 dark 4 ne purple 2 show haha.

aftr 6 yrs of catholic skool rules, this day was very wel deserved indeed.

and u can c the red wen the lite hits it,
wich would b the tipy top 4 this foto xD.

much love <33