My worst fear
is being just like

everyone else.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

2nd post of the day

i jus wached the most beautiful utube vid in the world.

Check Yes Juliet - We the Kings



i love it. so much.
the voice, the guitar. sound so good 2gethr. i wish i could sing + play guitar ._.

i embed it here so i wont lose it =X
-edit-
AND GUES WAT DANA JUS SAID?

THIS GUITAR GUYS NAME IS DANA
AHAHAHAAAAA!

-edit-

ok i misheard

it was a guy that coments on the guitar guys chanel caled dana haha ^^

RAGE

3 times of the washing machine ._.

my mom woke me up
and said lena wash all the sheets.

...

and me and mom hav this .. tendacy 2 hav about 5 diff sheets each. and so basicaly this morn i had 2 was like 10 sheets.

u noe how friken big and heavy those things r wen they wet? yea?

WEL I HAD 2 HANG OUT 10 OF THEM. AND IM NOT EVEN DONE YET.

arugh. so tired. feel like my arms r gona break off.

and its very hot 2day.
good = sheets dry out so i can hang out the wet ones after bringing in the quikly-dried ones.
bad = ITS FRIKEN HOT. i think i needa shower after this 3rd batch of bilion-ton washing. =="

wel, now ive finished raging that, the washing should b done in 16 mins.

" Don't stop, make it pop
DJ blow my speakers up

Tonight, imma fight
till we see the sunlight

TIK TOK
on the clock

but the party don't stop, no."

so addicted 2 this song.

tik tok - kesha.



listen 2 it, its rly good. (2 me) ^^

uuuuuuuum.

wel , washing should b jus bout done. *sigh*

it beta not rain

i swear
if it rains

im leaving this house
FOREVER

._.


and i jus sent tik tok as a sound emot 2 big andy ahahaha 8D

yea i should rly start hanging out the 3rd bach of launxdry ._.

i literaly

drag
the laundry basket 2 the bakyard.

seriously!

its so heavy =='

TIK TOK ON THE CLOK!

much love <33

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

LOL ._.







so
i was walking 2 the bus station 2 cach a bus home.

and i ran acros the roads (theres like 3 bus size lane roads) and i saw my bus at the stop
and im like
OMG OMG OGMOGMOGM *runs*

*runing runing* (LENA!) *turns around, almost staks it, realises who it is* OMGOSH HI MY BUS IS HERE IL TTYL OK! *runs 2 bus door and realises they're closed.* arugh. ._. *runs bak 2 grl*

it was michelle btw ahaha. and we talked. was quite fun, and gues wat?

SHE. CALLED. ME. SMALL.
WHY DOES EVRY1 CALL ME SMALL?!

but she wasnt much taler so i caled her short bwahaha ^^

then my bus come, and we talked on until i decided 2 get on my bus.

and u noe wats hapening on the bus wen i get on? a grl form livoh grls is holding an ad of the company "U" by kotex.
and i put my card in the card chomper, grl wid the ad says 2 busdriver: excuse me do u noe where i can buy this? *her friends outside siting at the busstop laughing*

and u noe wat hapens after that?

THE BUSDRIVER CLOSES THE BUS DOORS

AHAHAHA
AND THE GIRL HOLDING THE AD IS STIL INSIDE THE BUS.
AND THE BUS DRIVER DRIVES OFF
AHAHAHA!

and her friends outside were jus laughing their heads off like no tmrow. i was laughing 2 xD

and she got off at the next stop lol.

and my fone ran outa batery so there was no musiq.

very boring.

then my stop was about 2 come and i had 2 pres the buton.

i presed the buton closest 2 me but it didnt work.
so i tried the othr one, got up and tried anothr one and anothr one.

by this time ive tried 4 butons and they all didnt work so i got my bag. and made my way 2 the busdriver, presing butons now and agen in case they work.

no butons worked, so i asked the busdriver : can u stop at the next stop?
him: nodded.

i took a seat near the front since i was alredy there and as my stop came closer,
this disabled lady reached out from her wheelchair 2 her closest buton, presed it, AND IT WORKED.

BRO I TRIED LIKE
FRIKEN EVRY SINGLE OTHR BUTON IN THE BUS

AND THIS
ONE
THAT A DISABLED LADY TOUCHES FROM HER WHEELCHAIR

WORKS.


._.



the bus loves me, i swear.

wel, thats my very amusing day 4 yall.

oh and

the art exhibition is tmrow.

my pot and my statue were chosen 2 b put on the box thing on each table garhar 8D so its higher than evrybody elses (H)

*so hapy*

my painting is on the stage... and u noe how its on 4 different canvases?
it took me and like 5 ppl 2 get it uprite in like 20 mins @_@"

and if u dun get 2 c the art exhibition, il b taking all my artworks home, (cept 4 the friken lifesize alice in wonderland painting coz the skool wants 2 kp it) and il take fotos so we can hav a mini

Lena's art exhibition

sorta thing ^^

oh ive gota picture of the alice in wonderland now, and since i wont b taking it home il upload it now.

one wid me in it tryna b alice and one jus the picture.
-edit-
and they got cut so jus clik on them 2 view them full size xD

Photobucket

Photobucket

there =)

and im not uploading a picture of my 4mal dres even thoe its RLY prety and its kept me hapy and i am stil hapy
coz then ppl going 2 the same 4mal would c it b4 the 4mal and thats not fair xD

if ur not going 2 my 4mal then u can 2 c a picture of the dres on msn, im rly hapy abot it ^^

much love <33

Monday, October 26, 2009

sry 4 the l8 bday @_@"

HAPY BDAY ZODY!
SORRY ITS SO LATE!



Sunday, October 25, 2009

caps =)

this one doesnt look that nice, note that i decor8ed it. i looks so freaky as wel LOL


chek out the pinks on top of our heads =X
i shoulda smiled more hey. and its so colour themed lol
once agen, i look freaky.
i decor8ed this one and as i was doing so, i rly didnt like it but from a distance its actualy quite nice. notice the pink against blue sorta thing? =) its our jakets 2!


this ones my favourtie. and alice has the exact same pose as the previous one LOL


4mal dres!

i bought my 4mal dres 2day!
watta massive hilite =)

i saw it and jus said: omg. the colour. its perfect colour i wanted.
and the botom halfof it was also wat i wanted/looking 4. the only thing rong iwd it is the size and the fact that its straples.

i took it 2 the tailor 2day 2 get done lol

it was size 14 and im a size 8/10 xD
it was rly rly prety =)

i love it xD

i wont post a pic coz then ppl going 2 the same 4mal would c my dres b4 the 4mal =X

i went looking 4 shoes but couldnt find ne. i gues shoes can come slower. and my bag 2 lol.

how exciting 8D the dres was 90 . =X ... tailoring is 20... fashion tape is 20 ._.
oh wel. 130 4 a dres isnt 2 bad i gues @_@"

...

i stayed up warcrafting wid ppl. its 3am lol ._.

il head 2 slp. xD

much love <33

ps. OMMGG MY 4MAL DRES IS SOOOO PRETY!

Friday, October 23, 2009

FRIIDAYYYY

yay a friday.
i love fridays.

i was supose 2 stay after skool 4 a musiq test but i did it on thurs alredy so i went 2 study wid anna instead

thing is, we went 2 "study" , rite?

we spetn 1 hr jus hanging in the general livoh area instead.
like 1st we went morning glory and then we went 2 buy food and THEN we went library. that took us 1 hr.
and by the time we got 2 the library, we were so tired we jus slept on the table. (i did neway. annas one of those ppl that work like no tmrow.)

was fun eithr way. i chased after a grl from our skool i didnt noe coz anna said it was sum1 i knew.

b4 she turned around, i realized, laughed, and ran bak. mustve looked like a retard ahaha.

and wen i got home, i was like:
.... hw.. wat hw do i hav.. OH W8! its FRIDAY! ....
...
......DOTA!

lenas been playing lots of dota l8ly. wich is rly bad coz shes only done about the max of 1 hr of study 4 her sc xD

o wel.

... i got 61% in my maths trials btw ._.

wich is prety bad compared 2 evry1 else in my clas

but prety crazy compared 2 the rest of the grade.
avg was ... like uh, .. 40? was it 40 or 50? @_@" sumtin like there. xD

yea, maths isnt my skools best ._.

2day, i played pa. =) ... she was soooo fun. xD
andu noe wat i realized? lena has nevr evr played a str hero. nevr. and i duno a single build 4 a str hero eithr. @_@" .. reminds me how i nevr evr played a warior in maple LOL. how ironic X.x

wel, lenas going 2 a graphic design expo tmrow at darling harbour and hopefuly i can look 4 my 4mal dres there as wel ^^
i need 2 think about my shoes and my bag. hm =\

wel, il b off 2 beauty slping now. =)

much love <33

Thursday, October 22, 2009

aito

aito + msn

Aito
pm: if u need nething, msg me.


me: I NEED






Aito: ?







a few bilion dreses + 1 wich wil b my perfect 4mal dres






a can of coke, coz im thirsty





a rly smart brain coz im gona fail my sc ._.





and more holis.





f2







1. Organize a shopping date if you're actually serious.
2. If you want I'll get the can tomorrow.
3. If you want help with the school certificate, ask on Friday.
4. ...I don't have any relatives who are doctors who could write one.







ok im typing one handed atm at 11pm wid alice on the fone.

*alice teling a joke*

ok so an electron walks in2 a bar. do u noe wat an electron is? (yes.) ok so the electron wal- no w8 the, its the proton. yea ok so the proton walks in2 the bar. and the proton loses an electron... no w8 w8, its the electron. ok so the electron , yea the electron, walks in2 a bar and his like 2 the guy next 2 him: ive lost a neutron! w8w8 nono, its.. its the NEUTRON that walks in2 the bar and says his lost an electron . and the guy says "r u sure?" and the proton says "im positive!" .. NO! OMGOSH! the the the atom! the atom ... walks in2 the bar and says his lost an electron. so yea his lost an electron and says ... *on and on*

the joke wasnt even funy, it was jus listening 2 her trying 2 say it that made me crak up.

me: *chating 2 like 3 ppl typing 1 handed*
alice: dahdahdah *mumbling study notes* ..... uve toned out alredy havent u?
me: *realizes sudden silence* ... hm?

oh and i had 1 very unpredicted dota game.

i hosted and w8ed 4 a 1v1 game wid sum1 and 3 randoms came in. turned out my friend couldnt come coz no version so i started game.

the heroes were
me (viper) + zeus vs axe +sa

zeus rqed at like lvl 3.

so the game was basicaly viper vs axe +sa. wid randoms ._.

story is predicted, no ending needed xD

oh and alice jus told me kynan has a blog now. random ey? kynan outa all ppl.
heres the link: http://rethiqlor.livejournal.com/

enjoy ^^


much love <33

ps. SCCCC OOMMMGGGGGG.


Monday, October 19, 2009

1st day of skool~

so.

term 4, technicaly im in yr 11, rite?

but NO.

im stil literaly in all saints GRLS HIGH and until i move 2 all saints SENIOR, i wont b in yr 11 ._.

*moves 2 corner* . hmph!

.. and the skool fees r liek, doubled? is it? iduno, its prety bad this yr alredy *sigh*

but but!

on the brite side .. HOW EXCITING A NEW SKOOL OMG OMG AND ITS SO BIG OMG 8D

and its rly spacious and very easy 2 breathe and peaceful and i cant w8 cant w8 ^^

SOO

2day was 1st day of skool~
boring
boring
boring


oh musiq was fun.

nat: wats obselete?
miss: obselete is wen sumtin grows out wen bing replaced. like how walksmans r obselete coz ipods
cc 2 narely: ur obselete *points*
narely 2 me: ur obselete *points*
me: *looks up and c 2 ppl pointing at me* .. ngow =(

and and

wats utube + twitter + facebook?

YOU TWIT FACE!

AHAHAHHAA

i didnt get over that til ages.

and ive got sooo much work 2 do im not bothered ._.

ok now kevin jus asked
4 dota

i mean brendan jus went offline sayin ghe'l OWN me in dota =="

BRO

IM
NOT
A
NO LIFE
THAT ONLY NOES
DOTA
KAY KAY KAY?!

wats wid guys and dota these days. far out ._.

and i jus raged at kevin
abotu evrything
aka absolutely nothing.

I HAVE 2 GO
COZ IM LIKE DEAD SLPY.

GNITE

much love <33


Sunday, October 18, 2009

=)

" [quote]RIGHT, NOW YOU WHO HAVE BLOGS AND READ THIS, YOU ARE TO DO THIS ON YOUR BLOG TOO OKAY. DO IT, YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO ;D[/quote]

ALRIGHTY TINA, I’MA DO IT >=D "

alrite alice, il do this 2. since i hav a blog.

10 truths than you may or may not know about me~

1. i play piano. .. .... since yr 2-3 ish. ^.~

2. i listen 2 all styles of musiq. even rock... but not screamos. no screamos plz ._.

3. my whole body reacts 2 spicy food. .. at all levels.

4. wen i was young, i used 2 eat lemons like an oridnary fruit such as apple or orange.

5. i cleaned my rm last wk and this is the 1st time my rm has survived a visible floor 4 a wk.

6. my desk also got a clear out last wk 2 and it feels quite nice that im not working INSIDE a giant pile in a junkyard.

7. i love painting, drawing, graphic design, cartoon animating, and utube vid making. (utube: Ic1eANng3l)

8. i used 2 b adicted 2 gaming. now i jus enjoy it. (yes, a lady gamer.)

9. wen i was young, i used 2 own about 500 stuf toys. until my mom threw it all out coz she said i didnt need so many. it broke my heart. =(

10. no1 has evry guesed my age rite wen they 1st c me and hav no info about my age. (ps. i AM older than alice ._. ... ok mayb not much but im not dumb/young. seriously. ._. ...I DUN CARE IF U DUN BELIEVE ME NEMORE. HMPH)


bro, that jus reminded me.a few days ago, my bros workm8 told me he thought i was 10. TEN! ... thats.. arugh =="

i DO grow .. D=< !


LAST day of holis

i am curently instaling itunes coz that popup box is anoying me, the way it comes up eeevry tiiiime u open itunes even wen u clik the "dun show me agen" buton.

now its anoying me coz its taking so long 2 instal and i want my musiq =X


o wel.

so 2day i went church

i wore my prety BLUE dres =)

i love this dres
so much.
ahaha xD

church was boring, as usual.

u noe i woke up wen mom said "his at the door, i told him 2 w8"
me: *wakes up* oh dear.

after church we went 2 a thai restaurant in canley.

rite, this was
the restaurant that evry1 talks about
the new, ver ydelicious thai resurant.

so
i was xcited,
coz we got seats this time
at 1st i sat at one end of the table.
soon enuff, as ppl arrived, i had 2 work my way aaallll around the wholle table .

il tel u how? alrite?

so at 1st i was at one end.
i sat down, looked at the menu.
sum1: can u guys move acros, we wont fit evry1.

i moved one seat.

l8r: sum1: theres one more seat down if u wanted 2 sit there.
it was those rectangluar tables where there was jus one seat on the shorter length of the table. i prefered that seat.

i moved one seat.

after that, i was asked 2 move down near the othr side coz it was beta 2 hav the babies sit inside instead of out in the open more exposed.

i moved down about 5 seats

then i was asked 2 move rite 2 the end coz of a reason i dun rememba nemore


from one end of 3 joint tables 2 the othr.

.... the thing is, it was very very hard 2 get in/out of seats coz the resturant was quite smal and evrything was quite tite. on TOP of that i was in a DRES ._.

but i found it funy, not like im anoyed or nething lol.

ok so after that, we got the food.
.. 1st i got sum stiky rice. and then i diged in2 the food.

quite nice, rly.

thing was
most of it was spicy... but nice at the same time.

so i 8 it.

and i was in the mid of stufing my face wid stiky rice coz it was so spicy until the grl nxt 2 me laughed and said: haha, is it spicy? ur like tomato red. and ur lips r like fluro red.

me *thinking*: ikr, i feel like its gona explode thru my ears soon. mite as wel b breahting fire atm.

so after stufing my face wid food, i gulped down heaps and heaps of water and stiky rice and sat bak. i was SO full.

luuuurvly day ay? ahaha. and il geta pic of my dres + the jaket i wore on top. (the weather was like hot cold hot cold lol)

s


my rms colourful ay?

lol.
random @_@ xD

ok so thats my dres..
70 slashed down to 20 but the cashier was n00b and i got it 4 $15 8D

jaket. was ..25 ? or 30, one of them. slashed down 2 10. its so beautiful ,ahahaha xD

i want more dreses xD.. ahaha. xD

i like cake.
i like dreses.

wel, im at home now. on the last day of holis feel liek a shower but i wana stay in this dres, lol.
i wondr wat the washing instructions r X.x

xP


much love! <33



Saturday, October 17, 2009

BLOGSPOT MAKEOVER! (pre dota chats)

lace up ur shoes! ay oh ay oh, this how we do..
RUN BABY RUN! DUN EVR LOOK BAK!

(we the kings - check yes juliet)

lena listens 2 evry sort of musiq. =)

officialy 46 days since my last post.

isnt my new blogspot prety now? ^^
i full went on about 10 websites and scaned thru at least 500 blogspot layouts, dled about 10, and i jus ended up using a default one.
ahaha.

thing is, the fotos get cut off, i hav 2 resize them b4 uploading pictures now =X ... o wel.

oh and the FISH~!! in my side bar!
they chase your mouse and clik in the water 2 feed them =)
go chek em out ^^

uuum.

SO

pre dota chats.

i was in one jus then, so i thought id make a post about it since i needed sumtin 2 blog about after making over my layout =)

why r they caled pre dota chats?

the chats on msn (or rarely:garena) b4 a dota game that sumtimes succesfully plans 4 a dota game. there4 its caled pre-dota chats.

a few poitns about pre dota chats:
1. they r eithr very enthusiastic where evry1 actualy cares that they r in one and actualy talk
OR a very long silent and on-the-side chat where failed predota chats occur.
2. they r so everyday now that i had 2 make a post abotu it and
3. i gave those chats a specific name. yes, they hav become so popular in my life that they deserve a a scientific name instead of "hey u noe how sum1 invites evry1 that dotas in2 one chat box on msn and we discuss dota" sort athing.

so ..coz of alice and her habit of jus inviting evry1 that plays dota in2 one msn convo and jus say: dota? ... pre dota chats hav become an everyday hapening.

they hapen so much now that alice doesnt even say "dota?" nemore, jus invites and whoevr doesnt wana play jus leaves.

all pre dota chats folow the same eras. (era as in, period of time or like, different stgs of growth or watevr~)

the inviting era
first, u would jus b on the computer doing ur own watevr.
then, u get one of those flashing orange msn things on ur task bar.
then, u would notice eithr of the folowing:
1. lots of ppl in the convo, about 10 if its a good time of the day. there4 its a dota invite.
2. orange riting (alice) that says dota? . there4 its a dota invite.

the (personal) deciding era
during this time, u weigh out the folowing things in ur mind:
1. wat am i doing atm and would a dota game make hassle
2. r u in the mood 2 play
3. would u get owned 2 easily and rq wid the ppl who r playing
4. would u lag 2 much 2 play
6. whether u wana play a game that uve play over a 50 bilion times alredy.

then sumtimes, not always, u may hav the
social deciding era
During this era, othr ppls words influence ur decision-making proces of whether u should dota. eg, my last game.
the "social deciding era" completely influenced my decision. and this was coz only i could host. (not rly but like they wanted me 2 host ._.) .. so i did. after that they wanted anothr game and im jus liek nah get lost im not playing agen. xD
ways that tthe social deciding era may influence:
1. specific ppl want u 2 play
2. ppl desper8ly want u 2 play coz ul even ut the teams.
3. rare reasons like "host"
4. or simply "the more the merier"

final decision era
this era is always eithr very short or very long. this includes whether ur talking about dota or not.
eg:
very short (IS dota)
wid dota bing the most popular map of warcraft, sumtimes the final decision is quik where evry1 settles on dota and its jus str8 out goes: wat rm? whos hosting? 1.24b LENA HOST wat map ? etc. there4, the final decision era is very short if u R talking abotu dota.

very long (is NOT dota)
dota is an overplayed game where ppl get eras of playing it and not playing it. sumtimes ppl str8 out say: i dun wana play dota during the "inviting era" and suggest a diff map. .. sumtimes the very logn "final decision era" nevr comes until last min. ..wich causes the whole pre dota game 2 drag on 2 over 1 hr at times. the way the "very long" version of the "final decision era" is rel8ed 2 dota is coz
1. evry1s aruging wat map we shoudl play
2. ppl leave convo coz they dun wana play the decided map
3. evrything runs bak 2 the " inviting era" and str8 the "final decision era" agen and agen wen ppl want ppl 2 play etc
4. ppl decide nto 2 play at all even if its dota coz it ruined their mood
5. ppl discuss the diff games and that takes up even more time
6. its one of those rly quiet unenthusiastic on-the-side pre dota chats that fail majority of the time.
7. boom boom boom BOOM! i want u in my rm~ (simon sent me a utueb animation of this song and it made my day. love this song xD) and it jus came up on my itunes. xP il embed sum utube vids l8r..
8. ppl like me jus stay in the chat 4 even if they decide 2 not play in the begining and jus caht about things that dun even rel8 2 warcraft at all. at all.

u noe come 2 think of, mayb pre dota chats r long coz of me. oh dear =\
o wel.

WELL!

thats the end of my documentary on the newly named objects caled
"pre dota chats"

=) ..

now il go embed sum utube vids.

il start off wid the boom boom vid simon sent me. i even dled this vid coz i love it so much.

boom boom boom boom, i want u in my rm


and a vid that i am making a cartoon parody animation of atm:
triple baka - vocaloid

a piano dedication vid that i made myself:
Ina-I wanted you

a VERY funy cartoon vid , voice by eddie murphy. (i LOVE it.)
ice cream man - eddie murphy

and one more vid that a friends shown me that made me crak up til my stomach hurt.
burger king - ddave cook
and thats it ^^

skool starts on monday, lol o joy.

i am totaly prepared xP

il c u guys around~
most likely in the next pre dota chat ^.~

much love <33