vf

lil eddie - wanna be yours

lovely song.

"could go where and say it ,

coz its burning deep inside to know,

I wanna be yours baby"

now playing: wanna be yours - lil eddie

hm.

skool tmrow

so not bothered.

from alice:

1. What is your first name?:
Lena

2. Do you enjoy drama?:

not rly.

3. Are you a girly girl?:
yea, i like dreses. but i like nike airs as wel.

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
4got

5. Small or large purses?:

neithr
6. Are you short?:

lol, yea. got caled shorty 2day =(

7. Do you like somebody:

erh nah

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
cry.

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:

no

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:

nah

11. Are you double jointed?:

my elbow loks in place sumtimes and i cant move it. but i cant move it so i supose im nto double jointed.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:

picnic day in yr 7. on a supre bag.

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
no

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
yea

16. How many guys will read this just because it says “Girl Confessions”?:

not many. my view raise by like 20+ a day. i dun get who reads this thoe.

“X” Marks the Spot:
[] I do wear make up
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[] I get jealous.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[] I like country
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.

17. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
tbh im not wearing one atm coz im in my pjs.

18. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
wichever,

19. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
nah

20. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
no crap mang. of course.

21. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
yea

22. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:

like considered it? of course not.

23. Do you like your life?:
uuummm. bit empty but yea its alrite.

24. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
nah.

25. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
nah

26. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
hang out- grls.

friends - boys.

0.0"

27. How long have you had Facebook?:
3 yrs? nevr use it

28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? :
nah.

29. What are your biggest fears?:
death. not me dieing, jus death. like dead animals or insects .

30. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
um. i cant rememaba like a specific nite but im sure i hav.

31. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
of course

32. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
not heard of but i believe it.

33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
... nah duur?

34. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
wen i was young, i had dreams of becoming te nxt beethoven.

then it was 2 become a singer.

big dreams 4 a smal grl hey? lol

now i duno where i wana b. but its art LMAO.

35. Are you currently missing someone?
uuuum. not sure if i mis them lol.

This guy or that guy?
Punk/Goth or Gangster?:

.... neithr.

Preppy or Cowboy?:
neithr.

Face or Body?:
face. but bodies nice 2.

Sweet or Sexy?:
sweet

Well-educated or Dropout?:
not drop out, as long as they try.

Armani or Abercrombie?:

neithr?

City-slicker or Rural Guy?:
city i supoe.

Blue, Green, Grey, or Brown eyes?:
brown? azn 0.0"

Contacts or Glasses?:
uh contacts.

More Questions:
36. Eyeliner or Mascara?:
mascara. alot easier 2 put on, althoe i dun hav ne.

37. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?:
uh ... they both very boring. so neithr

38. Pumps or flats?:
both r nice. but im only 15 so i wear flats.

39. Skirts or pants?:
skirts

40. Socks or leggings?:
legings.

41. Hoodies or jackets?:

both

42. Heels or sneakers?:
heels, but once agen, im only 15 so i wear sneakers.

43. Straight or curly hair?:
straight.

44. Hoop or dangling earrings?:
both. dangle more.

45. White or black?:
white

46. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?:
neithr

47. Smoothies or lattes?:
smoothies

48. Diet or regular sodas?:
both is fine.

49. Water or daiquiris?:

from alice: "uh, water

wats the other thing ._."

same answer lol

50. Pearls or diamonds?:

diamonds

51. Vintage or boho?:

vintage

52. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?:
neithr

53. Lindsay or Hilary?:
neithr.

54. iPod or cell phone?:
fone.

55. Friends or family?:
only few family but lots of friends

56. Lip gloss or lip stick?:
lipgloss

57. Manicure or pedicure?:
mani

58. Tiffany’s or Chanel?:
neithr

59. Love or peace?:
love? and peace 4 like wat? if theres love, theres peace.

60. Sunglasses or purses?:
uh.. sunglases? iuo

In a girl or guy…
Funny or Serious?:
funny.

Romantic or Daredevil?:
erh.. wats love gtoa do wid daredevil?

Cute or Hot?:
uh... both. i used 2 nevr understand how u could cal a guy cute. but now i do xP

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?:
brown?

Long Hair or Short Hair?:
eithr is fine

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?:
form alice: "guys curl their hair? o-o"

guys trhat naturaly hav curly hair lol.

straight

Clean-cut or Rough?:
clean

Good Dancer or Good Singer?:
singer.

Basketball Player or Football Player?:
eithr

Jock or Rebel?:
rebel

Smoker or Non-smoker?:
non

Druggie or Clean?:
clean

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?:
car

Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?:
clean

Younger or Older?:
older

Player or Loyal?:
loyal ._.

..

the few last questions were like dead obvious.

nehoo.

thats that.

much love ♥♥

sd

from bebo:

A - Available: yes.
A - Age: 15
A - Annoyance: mom

B - Best feature: duno.
B - Beer: idun drink..
B - Birthday: 30th may 94

C - Crush: none
C - Car: i dun hav but family hav 3 0.0"
C - Candy: dun rly like lolies

D - Day or night: night...
D - Dream Car: uuhh i like big comfy cars =)

E - Egg nog: ...
E - E-mail: www.lena.net
E - Emotional: nah

F - Favorite color: BLUE ! =D
F - Favorite Band: uuh..
F - Favorite age: iduno ?

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: both. =P
G- Giver or taker:giv

H - Hair Color: blak
H - Height: shortaaaayyy

H - Happy: erh, content.

I - Ice Cream: raaaainbooow <3
I - Instrument: piano.
I - Idol:X.x

J - Jewellery: red pendant on a gold chain. from friend b4 i started skool =P
J - Job: um, graphics desginer or artist
J - Jail: ..

K - Kids: lol.
K - Kickboxing or karate: i personaly prefer.. karate
K - Kindergarten:marsden

L - Longest Car Ride: queensland. like entire day =="
L - Love: uh, my pet fish xD

M - Milk Flavor: choc~
M - Most missed person: erh, dad.
M - Movie Last Watched: avater.

N - Number of Siblings : 1
N - Number of Tattos: none, dun want ne

O - One wish: hapy future =)
O - One regret: 2 many lol
O - One thought: boom boom ch


P - Part of your appearance you like best: uuuhh..
P - Picky: on food? HELL NO =D

Q - Quick or Slow:y so fast? enjoy life~ =P
Q - Quiet:yea, but wen im in the mood im loud =)

R - Reason to smile: im alive 2day =)
R - Reality TV Show: dun wach tv

S - Song Last Heard: coin laundry - lisa mitchell
S - Season: Autumn
S - Shoes youre wearing: not wearing any atm

T - Time you woke up: 4got
T - Time Now: 11.40pm
T - Time for bed: wenevr i want

U - Unpredictable: wen i feel like it.
U - Underwear: go away perver >=)

V - Vegetable you hate: eggplant
V - Vegetable you love: duno =/
V - Vacation spot: duno =P

W- Worst habit: duno ~
W- Where are you going to travel next: uuhh teh bathroom 4 a shower
W- Want: i want.. skool 2end.

X - X-tra special someone: nobody
X - X-ray: none

Y - Year it is now: 2010
Y - Yellow: nah

Z - Zoo Animal: emu?

Z - Zodiac Sign: gemini

One] Have you ever been asked out? ___ yes [Two] Where was your default picture taken? ___ uh, my rm [Three] What's your middle name? ___dun hav one~ [Four] Your current relationship status? ___ single [Five] do you and your crush hang? ___ i hav no crush X.x [Six] What is your current mood? ___content, bored [Seven]what color is ur computer? ___ erm, silver+blak screen, blak box thingo [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? ___ blue [Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? ___ of course. [Eleven] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? ___ butterfly =3 [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? ___yup. i got a "scarf" around my nek. BIT tite. i was literaly turning blue! and alot of dornwing experiences xP [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? ___nothing [Fourteen] The song stuck in your head? ___ shordys like a melody in my head~ [Fifteen] Who did you copy and paste this from? ___ my bebo [Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you? ___ jun kun lol, and jodi [Seventeen] When was the last time you cried? ___ hm cant rememba [Eighteen] Have you ever sang in front of a large audience? ___ yea. church. [Nineteen] If you could have one super power what would it be? ___ control time, c teh future or fly ~ [Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? ___ the hair. then the face [Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret? ___ wat IS my bigges tsecret? [Twenty-three] Favorite color? ___ BLUE [Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? ___nah, i dun wach tv [Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment? ___nothing [Twenty-eight] What's your favorite thing? ___ bed. computer [Thirty] Have you ever kissed in the rain? ___ no, nothing speshal [Thirty-two] Who are you thinking about right now? ___ no1 [Thirty-three] What should you be doing? ___ slping [Thirty-four] Who was the last person that made you angry? ___ mom [Thirty-five] How often do you pray? ___ nevr [Thirty-six] Do you like working in the yard? ___ lol as if [Thirty-seven] If you could have any last name in the world, what would it be? ___ lol.sumtin nice. like cookie xP [Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like? ___ teh person i like? dun like ne1 [Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color? ___ blak. [Forty] Who was the last person to make you cry? ___ i cant rememba O_O"! ... i didnt eve nchange the answers 4 like over half of those, and the last time i did these questions was over 2 yrs ago. [x] got detention [x] hugged someone in school [ ] kissed someone in school [ ] gotten suspended [x] made a friend Total = 3 [x] cried in school [x] wish i could take something back [x] made new friends [ ] gone to a dance Total = 3 [ ] watched a school football game [ ] watched a school baseball game [x] watched a school volleyball game [ ] watched a school tennis match [ ] watched a school softball game [x] watched a school basketball game Total = 5 [x] stood up for someone being made fun of [ ] argued with a teacher [x] got kicked out of class [ ] got sent to the office for getting in trouble Total = 7 [x] got a 100% on a test [x] walked to school [x] drove to school by parents [x] got dropped off at school [x] heard a rumor about yourself Total = 12 [x] missed school when you weren't sick [x] failed a test [x] failed a class Total = 15 [x] made up some lame excuse for homework not being done [x] the teacher believed your lame excuse [ ] crushed on a teacher [ ]hit on a teacher [wtf?] [x] hated//disliked a teacher Total = 18 [x] involved with a sport [ ] student council [x] in a club [ ] got a scholarship [x] got an award Total = 21 [x] fallen asleep in school [ ] had your phone go off in class [ ] had your phone taken away [x] lied to a teacher Total = 23 [x] laughed so hard you cried in class [ ] eaten lunch in the bathroom [ ]missed more than a week at once of school [x] excited for summer [x] taking summer school Total = 26 Add up your total and times it by 2. then repost saying: "My school year was __ %WASTE OF MY TIME skool was 52% waste of my life lol. BLUE IS LOVE 1. Do you love someone? no 2. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes 3. Do you believe in Love? yea RED IS ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? yea 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? me my bro dad and mom 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? lol of course 4. Is anyone mad at you? proly 5. Are you usually mad? nah 6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? nothing at 1st, if im angry enuf il blow up. YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: lena 2. Birthday: 30 may 94 3. What's your main goal in life? iuno 4. Do you want to have children? yea 5. When do you want to die? wen i needa xD ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? nup 2. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thoughts? SHOPPING !!! woo!! 3. If you could have anything right now what would it be? enuf money 2 lastthe rest of my life so i can quit skool and du nneeda work. GREEN IS OPINIONS 1. Are you against gay marriage? ..eeh nah 2. Lower the drinking age? hell yea 3. Abortion? erm .. yea 4. Jesus? nah PURPLE IS Q&A Q: How many beds did you lay in today? A: one Q: What color shirt are you wearing? A: blue Q: Name one thing that you do everyday? A: internet Q: How much cash do you have on you right now? A: none - piano lol Q: Is Tom on your friends list? A: ... no Q: Look to your left. A: broken keyboard Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? A: neopets Q: Do you have plants in your room? A: nop. Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? A: my eyes ==" sleepy ~ Q: Do you own a picture phone? A: yea Q: Recent time you were really upset? A: wen my fish deid PINK IS LAST 1. Movie watched in cinema: avater 2. Song you listened to? down - jay 3. Person you talked on the phone with: alice GRAY IS TODAY 1. What are you doing tonight? slp 2. What are you going to eat? food and drink BROWN IS FOR TOMORROW 1. Tomorrow is: church 2. Are you Looking forward to it? um, best day of the wk. 3. Are you going to laugh? eeh.. y ? repost with 'crayon box survey' much love <33>

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1st day of skool vlog 3

random. ok uuum.

2nd day of skool.

had 4 clases:

per 4. art

fun, love it, love the teacher, kinda love the clas, looking 4ward 2 art this yr.

per 5. senior sci

boring, smal clas, dun rly like the teacher.

per 6. catholic studies

awesum teacher, boring subject, love the clas, yr co-ordin8r as teacher X.x, dun rly mind it since its non-atar.

and im gona b very random

and talk about neopets, even thoe none of ur rly care

alice was on boards (neopets forums) and found sumone wid a strawbery koi.

koi is my favourite species in neopets, and yes they r fish.

heres a spoted koi. they look like koi koi.

ok so alice found a strawbery koi that sum1 owned and wanted 2 adopt out. (adopt out = giv away... kinda)

so she linked me 2 the board and i was like OOOOMMMMGGG STRAWBERY KOOI.

i love kois and the colour strawbery is quite rare. so i was basicaly doing these: %$%@#^%@^%#@@!@!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!

ok yea.

oh and the names awesum.

Straaberee the strawbery koi.

ok yea.

neopets make me hapy. sounds so lame. maplestory used 2 make me hapy.

like i lvl and im hapy 4 the nxt 3 wks. or sumtin.

ok enuf about games.

im gona go diner now coz i jus woke up and its 9.05pm lmao.

much love ♥

dear alice:

1. 1st picture was beautiful, very prety xD

2. "stares at u wen he thinks u dun notice."

i used 2 do that. wondr if he noticed thoe. xD

ok so 2day was the 1st day of skool

i made a vid but i need 2 edit it

i only hav 1 word 2 describe it: boring.

and thats it lol

from bebo:

In times of trouble
In times of need
If you are feeling sad
You can count on me
Until you smile,
I'll hug you tight
Wishing you sweet dreams
Every single night

I'll be there for you
until the very end...
I'll always and forever
be your friend ♥





lena <33>

i rote this poem on the 3/11/07. wow. lol.

and ive stil got the hearts. *cant html read*

I fear... [ ] people [ ] the dark [x] being single forever [ ] being a parent [ ] being myself in front of others [ ] open spaces [x] closed spaces total: 2 [ ] heights [ ] black cats [ ] birds [ ] fish [ ] ants [ ] driving [ ] flying [ ] flowers or other plants [ ] being touched [ ] fire total: 2 [x] dark water [ ] the ocean [x] failure [ ] success [ ] thunder/lightning [ ] frogs/toads [ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriend s dad [ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriend s mom [x] mice/rats [ ] jumping from high places [ ] snow [ ] rain total: 5 [ ] wind [ ] cotton balls [ ] cemeteries [x] clowns [ ] large crowds [ ] crossing bridges [x] death [ ] heaven [ ] being robbed [ ] men lol [ ] women LOL total: 7 [x] having great responsibility [ ] doctors, including dentists [ ] tornadoes [ ] hurricanes [x] diseases [x] snakes [x] sharks [x] shots [ ] Friday the 13th [x] ghosts total: 13 [ ] Halloween [ ] school [ ] trains or railroads [ ] odd numbers [ ] even numbers [x] being alone forever [x] being blind [x] being deaf [ ] growing up total: 16 [x] monsters under my bed [x] creepy noises in the night [ ] bee stings [x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals [ ] needles [ ] blood [x] someone you love or care about getting hurt [x] love [x] spiders total: 22 ABSOLUTE TOTAL - If you get more than 30 you're paranoid. If you get 21 to 29 your normal. If you get 11 to 20 you're pretty normal. If you get 10 or less you're fearless. People who don't have any are jerks who think they're tough. Everybody fears something. HAHA. im normal. yea baby ════════════════════ Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching. Sing like nobody's listening. Live like it's Heaven on Earth. ════════════════════ much love ♥♥

sd

so i did alot of stuf 2day and il rage about here.

but b4 that, ima respond 2 alices blog.

dear alice:

so, would you ;

1. keep watching and see what happens

or

2. stop?

stop. simply coz they dun interest me 4 long.

You’re insanely drunk stumbling through the streets, slurring songs, who are you with?
→ lena x.

although i doubt either of us would get into drinking

… (i can totally see it ._.)

LOL, R U 4 REAL?!

Where were you at 8 am this morning?
→ yup

so u were at "yup" at 8am of the day u did this blog, hey?

----------

lol, and thats that.

so 2day was "find ur piano 2day lena!" day

we alredy went 2 sum stores yesters and talked alot of prices down. so we had options 2 pik from.

stop:

1. electric pianos.

sales person pist me off bad. he made it sound like the choices i made werent the rite ones coz i didnt need such a nice eletric piano, he made me feel like i wasnt good enuf 4 a real piano, and we literaly had an arguement in that store rite.

"u dun record! u dun compose! u only play 4 fun! y u want such a nice piano?!"

he basicaly said pik sumtin cheap so taht ur mom is convinced 2 buy it and then she wil dump it wid u 2 use and u hav 2 b satisfied wid ur piece of crap.

i even told him i alredy hav a keyboard at home, and i can choose wat i want from his store.

"i dun like this piano coz it sounds very fake."

"they all sound the same"

"i think this one sounds especialy fake."

"they jus pianos, they sound the same"

"no, i dun like this one"

dude, even real pianos sound diff 2 each othr. and if ur paying them like 3 months wage, ur gona look 4 evry perfect detail.

and i was paying ALL the money i had. and i hav 2 pay mom bak ._. .

this guy is seriously the worst piano sales asistant.

he doesnt understand its coz i love sumtin more than musiq.

if it wasnt 4 art, then i wouldve dedic8ed myself 2 musiq.

and jus coz of that, he thinks im sum spoilt stuk up kid that can play 1 song on the keybaord and jsu coz of that, i went looking 4 a real piano. and then so i dun deserve a real piano or even a nice electric piano.

the store was caled gospel pianos.

if u go there, get a female sales asistant, or jus dun go there at al. they mainly hav unfamous piano brands.

in the end he said: if ur gona pay $2k 4 this, u mite as wel pay another $2k 4 a real piano!

wel slap-acros-ur-face coz i said: mom, lets go and get that real piano from the othr store.

my goodnes, ur customer doesnt want wat ur offering so let them pik wat they want. they hav the money and u hav the stok.

2. real pianos.

i got a kawai one, we went to 3 diff piano stores and u cant tel me that i chose the rong one.

(tel me i chose the rong piano and il strangle u. 2 death.)

oh and at this store they had one brite orange piano. i found that hilarious.

coz al the pianos in al the stores i went 2 were painted blak or wooden, and the orange one was jus like: ... LOL.

2 look 4 in a piano:

1. sound

2. quality

3. price

i looked 4:

1. kawai (coz i felt they were comfortable 2 play than yamaha)

2. had nice sheet stand

3. round pedals

i found one, and we jus tried talking prices wid diff stores.

so we put our order in 4 that one

now the price diff that we managed 2 talk it down 2 comapred 2 the other store was over $500.

thats prety good. would u like $500?

but this store doesnt give the very evry prety piano cover and key cover.

so

1. can ne1 offer me a full piano cover ?

and

2. does ne1 want 2 swich 4 a brite red key cover?

red is my least fav colour.

not that i cant stand it or nething, jus like 2 stay away from it.

i mean like we saved ourselves over 500, im not complaining. 0.0" ..

but yea..

i want a piano cover kinda badly coz the sun is gona hit my piano and the piano lasts a few lifetimes.

looking 4 a piano was very xciting

it was like piking ur new house or a new car. 0.0"

but moms jus ..

moms jus like "shes making me pay so much, im gona make her feel bad by making her pay me bak and on top of that im gona make her do watevr i want and im gona blurt out watevr i want 2 her"

._.

n evry1 that went wid me mustve been bored outa their minds.

sry xD..

(it was their own choice, they jus didnt think it'l take me taht long. neithr did i.)

3. city

me and auntie had 2 folow mom around and do her grandma-shoping.

and we had lunch rite,

at one of those like 3 lvl yum cha restaurants

and i shouted. dude i shouted, that was jus $60 outa my poket gone.

and it was boooring, and i yawned rite

and moms like: i bet u slept l8 last nite lena, look ur tired alredy.

i slp l8 evry nite man, this is jus boring

and after that boring time at the city,

4. fish market

i w8ed in the car.

i knew that place.

i would stand in line 4 about 5 hrs while mom goes looking 4 her fish.

she was in there 4 at least an hr, and comes out wid 2 fish. after all that time.

=="

if ur gona go boring places, dun drag others along if u havent warned them it doesnt concern them.

and skools tmrow.

oh the joy~

im kinda hapy 2 b going skool coz

1. sumtin 2 do al the time

2. mom can shut up

3. i work less

and nuuuu work on saturs TT

*depresion depresion* ._.

2day was rly bad, but i got wat i worked 4, so its ok.

and.. thats it.

cant w8 til my piano comes in.

its beautiful ^^

only 2 ppl hav been totaly acepting of my opinion.

my bro and his ex. they were both like" gr8 choice lena! how xciting! ur geting a piano! "kidna thing.

i mean it IS very xciting, im gona get sumtin that i planed 2 buy myself in 10 yrs time D=

evrybody else was kinda like: "yd u get a piano? *disgusted face*"

wel tehres a reason we all live in houses and not straw huts.

much love 33 (cant read my html ._.)

bn

dear alice: im gona

analyse

of wat i understood

of that musiq vid

Lady gaga - bad romance

ok so

al these monsters in these cabinets labeled monsters, come out.

coz its an experiment

or watevr.

and then lady gagas cabinet looked like the bathtub where she stuk her leg out 2 show off her hi heel.

and then those 2 blondies forced her 2 drink that water 2 wake her up or sumtin while she was in the bath tub

and then she dreses up in lingerine and that silver metal bead veil or sumtin and dances 4 the group of guys .

and so then the experiment was 2 make sum sexualy appealing "monstr" in wich they can sell ._.

and the men were wearing metal head pieces so i supose the theme is like, on mars or sumtin.

and then she dances, in all these diff lingerine 4 the men.

btw, did u c the details on the heels she was wearing wen she was in blak lingerine and had those floating crystals around her? (HOLY CRAP!^%#$#@%)

ok then sum guy likes her enuf and pays .. 1mil? 4 her.

and i didnt understand that outfit wid the bubble front heels and the ful dres. the colours were green and yelow so proly 2 remind us she was a mosntr lmao

god my analysation sux.

ok then shes in that polar bear coat and once agen, lingerine. and the mans siting on the bed.

and shes walking 2wards the man.

obviously 2 make love X.x

bought a mosntr 4 1 mil ._. ..

ok then she took off the polar bear coat and the bed lites up in fire. along wid the man.

i didnt rly understnad that part.

but i gues tahts jus representing the song name, BAD romance.

the man paid 1mil 2 b burnt alive.

and then gagas lieing on the burnt bed wid the faulty electrical heart.

did u c the details on her blak heels in the last frame?

friken 10inch platforms or sumtin. my god.

y would ne girl wear that 4 a man, they'l b taler than the man and it'l look jus rong.

unles ur a model and ur catwalking ._.

but the details on those heels were jus woah =X

and wats wid the lingerine gaga? its kinda blinding wen sum1 like lena is waching =(

SO WHERE HAS LENA BEEN?!

at work. and very sik. kinda lost my voice yet i stil hav 2 greet customers et cetera.

and i had 2 buy my skool stuf rite b4 work, wich costed al my money coz i had 2 buy my skool bag as wel. and thats money outa my poket.

so on monday, i was literaly on $0.00.

i planed on puling money outa the cash register 2 buy my lunch, ._.

neways , ive got money now. enuf 2 buy my lunch at work.

i H8 work, but thats a stupid reason 2 quit.

"how do u like ur new job lena?"

"h8 it, but im stil gona do it"

i h8 customer service. but generaly, most young jobs r customer service neway.

evry1 starts sumwhere.

OH!

and gues wat!

i discovered my boses internet cable in the shop LOL

and its at the counter, so i can go on the net during dead hrs.

cant w8 til sunday. im gona loooove sunday like my heaven.

no more work ._. (YUSH!)

and tmrows thurs TT

wich is l8 nite TT

and i hav 2 stay longerrrr TT

NUUUUU TT

*emos in corner*

and i asked gina about skool.

since new skool et cetera.

skool starts nxt thurs TT

NUUUU TT

but then agen im xcited, new skool! yay =D!

but then she got a plain blak bag.

and i got one wid a giant C on it... i thought it'l b alrite ._.

skool bag 4 senior:

1. blak or navy

2. no logos

3. u buy it urself

haha gg. "no logos" ..

"oh nah, thats not a logo, its jus a scratch shaped in the leter of a c"

@_@"

but it was so cheap D=

$35 D=

and i neeeeeded it,

so i booooought it.

TT

ok enuf about skool ._.

im gona die in skool this yr *drops dead*

oh and

dear anna:

i hav ur prints!

of the fotos..

..

ok yea

uuuuuuuuuuuum.

u noe, i actualy rly like sum of the heels in the place i work,

but wat 15 yr old walks around evryday in 3 inch heels ._.

unles u were celebrity, then u would also hav 500 dollar dreses and bodyguards on eithr side of u

but they're sooo niice TT

cant w8 til i grow up. if im rich wen i grow up, that is.

then i can buy al the dreses and heels that i want and WEAR them =D

but 4 now, heels evryday would jus b like a "wtf" kinda thing ._.

moms been teling me off 4 al the dreses ive been buying ahahaha =X

i noe il stil wear them wen i grow up, so no biggie.

and she tels me off 4 the amount of shoes i hav as wel.

but that doesnt make sense since i dun rly buy shoes. i dun rememba the last time i bought shoes. X.x ..

and wats wid the stereotypical yr8 tbs these days

they hav like 10 pairs of shoes from the same brand.

and the clasic nikes.

ps. i love my nikes. and i only hav ONE pair. and they were a bday presie ._. ... they cost like, a fone man. not gona buy a fone once a mont.

OH

and i was in westys the othr day, doing my skool shoping wen i decided 2 walk in a branded clothes store looking 4 that mooks shirt.

i think it was urban.. sumtin. 4got.

neways, i went in urban 2 look 4 that mooks shirt but came acros a henleys shirt instead. it was a veyr nice shade of blue wid he typical curved fancy "HENLEYS" and the swirls and the "since 19.." d8 and the crest or sumtin. and the grl working there was like helo how r u would u like 2 try that on.

...

she stood awkwardly and i was guesing she was a starter worker , coz thats wa i did.

and 2 b nice i didnt reject her and tried it on.

I NOE Y PPL BUY BRANDED SHIRTS NOW.

ITS COZ THE GRL SHIRTS CURVE IN THE WAIST 2 SHOW THE GIRLS CURVES NICELY.

i duno bout mens, men jus need long lasting shirts i gues.

and the sleeves r like short, kinda cute looking.

i get it now . (ok, mayb lenas rong but shes feeling smart , so dun put her down)

so i took it off and chuked my own shirt bak on and left.

"how did u go? did u like it?"

of course i liked it, made a grls body look so good (althoe typical tb) and it has the brand riten acros the front 2 show off 2 evry1 their rich enuf 2 buy shirts like that.

"um, yea but im stil deciding if i wana buy it."

"wel its the last one left, gota b quik. its on 20% off as wel"

hm, she chose the rite words 2 say lol.

"yea, il come bak if i decide on it =)"

then we said out goodbyes and left.

ok jakets r diff.

branded jakets i can understand since sum1 got me a mooks jaket 4 my bday and its like the warmest thing in the world. and its not like a giant blak full length trench coat eithr.

and cc had a very simple but nice elwood jaket on picnic day.

i need 2 remind myself 2 look at elwood jakets one day. @_@"

oh its 11.11pm

make a wish xD

and its gona b xtra hot tmrow.

need 2 decide wat 2 wearrrr.

and i dun wear dreses at work coz i want ppl 2 realise that im clearly not the boss and that i cant lower the prices down 2 sumwhere near $0 and that i cant make orders 4 them.

and i wake up like at 8 4 work that starts at 10.

i spend most of that time on neopets.

i gues i can pik out my outfit then.

i h8 work.

cant w8 til it ends. ._.

sundaaaayyyy TT

hm.. wat else 2 talk about ..

i wana stay up a bit and then go 2 slp coz ive got work tmrow ._.

oh and

sum1 asked me: "now that uve got real work experience, would u use this experience and look 4 anothr casual job l8r on?"

yea iw ould, only if i can handle yr 11.

and i would choose part time. full time is jus... jus brain burning =="

III

NEED

SUMTIIN

else 2 bable on about ._.

ok i looked up "interesting lists to blog about" on google and here r my lists:

Books I Want to Write

1. why people buy branded clothes

2. why r so many top utubers azn. (mychony, niga higa, bubzbeauty, comunitychanel,kevjumba I LOVE KEVJUMBA, hapyslip et cetera ._.)

3. how much media has influenced our generations kids

4. wat hapen 2 "wat makes a grl beautiful" (anerexic models)

5. wat hapen 2 the musiq? (wats wid the lingerine, gaga?)

6. and sumtin along the lines of "human reactions 2 evryday life"

What I Spend Money On

1. food wen im out

2, my own general suplies (clothes, shampoo, skool books et cetera)

3. luxury items like dreses and jewelery

4. presents 4 othrs

5. posters (used 2)

6. fone credit once in a while

7. fun stuf like caps and toy clampng and city

8. ddr.

9. transport wen i go out

10. easyway once in a while

Video Made Simple

1. do it wen ur hyper.

2. sumtimes u sudenly become hyper wen bing recorded

3. dun drag on

4. dun bable

5. kp it short, cut, and 2 the point.

6. dun post it if its no fun

Just When I Think I Am Done

i dun c how im gona make a list outa this but its an interesting topic.

4 sum reason, the 1st thing i thought of was sum1s mom. (not mine. i censored it coz im talking botu sum1s mom)

hav u heard her talk?

verbal machine gun @_@"

prety deadly as wel.

she can stand there and talk 2 u about the same thing, repeated in 50 diff ways, 4 wel over 20 mins.

and theres no progres in her convos eithr.

and its not like she needs an answer 4 a queston she jus asked 2 ask her nxt question, whether she answers it herself or not.

and its over the simpliest things like "wana go shoping on saturs?"

i mean al u need 2 noe is "wat time, where and mayb whos there"

this lady drags that over 20 mins wid absolutely no progres. its a skil, i swear.

i wouldnt even hav the guts 2 do that 2 sum1. piss them off sooo bad, il b afraid 2 speak 2 them evr agen.

and i drag my stuf here on my blog 2 watevr i want coz ne1s free 2 read it and they can skip 2 watevr they want, not like they gona noe wats in between but they stil skip wat they want and pik up whereevr they want, liek fast 4ward kinda thing.

but u cant fast 4ward a talking mom.

unles ur on the fone. jus hang up.

and its sooo loud. if ur jus murmuring 2 the person nxt 2 u and laugh out loudly once in a while its ok.

but this ladys voice is like, omg. screaming acros from the othr side of earth. u CANT ignore her @_@"

and wen she talks 2 my mom, she talks canto rite.

her canto isnt even,

like if u jus hand piked few words from her sentence, they dun even make sense.

they dun even exist in the chinese language.

but she stil says them 2 take up space in her sentence.

like shes jus guesing how that word would sound if it was canto, (she noes mando) and then she uses it like she noes wat shes saying ._.

over all i dun care bout that coz she stil makes sense wid al the othr words in her sentence but im jus blabing on about her.

hope u dun mind, this moms dawta. if she evr reads this.

its a friken safety precaution 2 nevr talk 2 her

and if u hav 2, limit urself to 1 sentence. max 2 sentences. then leave. LEEAAVE.

hang up drive off run away jus LEEAVE and SAAVE URSELF!

i wondr how that blog went.

12.06am

blog b4 i go 2 l8 nite work ._. ...

*dun wana go* TT

much love (no hearts coz its not reading my html. stupid blogspot.)