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TEN HOW’S:
How did you get one of your scars?

spot on my stomach:

wen i was rly young, sum1 slamed the door on me and i got caught between the corner of a table and the door.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?

bought a cake form aldi and celebr8ed wid family and anna who came over and we played wii.

How are you feeling at this moment?

jus woke up - more tired than wen i 1st went 2 slp

How did your night go last night?

last nite ... i did nothing last nite but spend hrs online wid mattwho tried 2 find paths 4 me 2 take wen i grow up. wich im stil working on.

How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?

white love bunny top .. a friend bought it from china.

How often do you see your best friend?

alice: every weekend / every school day

depending who were talking about lol xP

same.

How much money did you spend last month?

the least ive evr spent 4 a long while - coz i hav money in my wallet.

NINE WHAT’S:
Your mothers name?

uh.. thats kinda personal isnt it . but il tel u wat, her names translation is love. awesum ey?

What did you do last weekend?

dun rememba. proly stik at home/church.

What is the most important part of your life?

friends

What would you rather be doing?

not sure. should i eat diner? its 8pm =\

What did you last cry over?
shutter island

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

hmm. wen the RITE (meaning: whoevr i want 2 sit wid at the time. doesnt always mean my closest friends eithr) friends jus sit nxt 2 me and smile, talk 2 me whetehr i answer or not, listens 2 me bich, rage.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
erh ... in evry1, 1 would b if they c me as their friend.

if u jus look at me and make this assumption we should nevr b friends then ur on my blak list.

What are you worried about?

um, i could say nothing but if it was nething at al, it would b the amount of money im gona hav 2 find 2 satisfy my holidays enjoyment.

What did you have for breakfast?

i had wat i ahd 4 lunch - rice wid potato and beef (in wich i didnt eat)

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

uh.. nop.

Have you ever had your heartbroken?

yea

Have you ever been out of the country?
yea

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

yea lol.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?

uh, hmm =\

erh, u lot would noe this neway - whether u bakstabde me or not

Have you ever had sex on the beach?

who even does that?

and of course not.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

dun rmemeba.

SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?

a female face at my door who i couldnt tel who it was wen i was woken in mid slp.
Who was the last person you texted?

emilee

Who was the last person you hungout with?
nixon/peter

Who was the last person to call you?

matt/alex/peter all fitieng over each other .

i dun even noe who caled 2 b honest ._.

wat was that fone cal even about?

its like

*ring ring*

me: helo?

matt:ARR!! HIS HITTING ME!

sumbody: AHHAA!

me: ...

peter: hi lena!

Who did you last hug?

4got

Who is the last person who texted you?

emilee

Who was the last person you said “i love you” to?

4got

SIX WHERE’S:
Where does your best friend live?

not very far from here ..

Where did you last go?

skool

Where did you last hang out?

jb ? lol

Where do you go to school?

casula.

Where is your favorite place to be?

place 2 chill wid ur fav friends.

or jus a fun mixture of friends if i duno them well.

Where did you sleep last night?
my bed.

FIVE DO’S/DOES: Do you like someone right now?

nop - JAKI, I DO NOT HAV A BOYFRIEND- STOP FEEDING MY BRO LIES ._.

Do you think anyone likes you?

uh , i noe.

wich is worse ._.

Do you ever wish you were someone else?

mmm.. not rly.

Do you know the muffin man?

yes lol

Does the future scare you?
yea

FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?

iuno 0.0"

Why did you get a tumblr?

im on blogspot atm.

coz i only wanted 2 psot 1 post, the 1st post.

wich is proly the only post worth reading.

then i jus continued 2 post so here i am 0.0"

Why did your parents give you the name you have?

my mom liked it.

Why are you doing this survey?

coz i can. and i like 2 type on about ramble crap off my mind.

THREE IF’S:If you could have one super power what would it be?

read minds

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?

yea. chosen multimedia or graphic design insteada eco.

i h8 eco so much.

its so stupid!

who even wants 2 learn about money and how it runs around the world.

its like they're training us 2 b moneyhungry so we can cach al the money we can.

If you were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?

a knife.

2 cut up stuf 2 make my hut, cook food et cetera.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?

mmmm.....

tbh im not sure.

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?

yea

ONE LAST QUESTION

Are you happy with your life right now?

over all , yea =)

so.

my dayyyyy .

double eng - booooooring.

walked outa the clasrm feeling like per. 6.

the day went so long it wasnt funy.

holy crap double art tmrow and nothing 2 work on.

arugh. watevr.

hmmm...

that wound on my knuckle was actualy ok last nite but i mustve hit my hand against sumtin this morn while geting rdy and it opened up agen.

stinged the crap outa me like arrrrrr ._.

but i went thru the trouble of puting a bandaid on it coz i like those bandaids. they're fun.

hm.

wat else hapened.

oh yes.

sumtimes my bro is working in the showrm and kps his garage door open and u can enter the house thur the garage widout goign thru the trouble of geting ur keys and unloking the fornt door.

i went 2 the garage and noticed it was bloked by sum leftover furniture wrapings of cardboard/plastic et cetera.

then im like.

hm.

lets go thru the fornt door.

i unlok the door.

and the 1st thing i c is this (litealy) 1m hi stak of even more cardboard and plastic. that was even more imposible 2 get past.

i stared at it 4 a bit then decided 2 jump the garbage heap in the garage.

i live a boring life talking abotu garbage. yes.

THERE IS NOTHING 2 BLOG ABOUT. OMG.

oh w8!

crap i 4got.

..

oh w8, i rememba.

art.

i got 22/25. =D

yayyy ^^

most ppl did neway but it stil makes me hapy so go away ._.

ps. i need another botle of clear nail polish. sigh.

oh yea.

evry1 in my grl group has this thing of evry1 chiping in and geting ppl real neklaces 4 their bday.

like its nice, its jus that my bday is coming up and the thought of it turns me off.

ps. il apreci8 it if u didnt get me stuf toys (unles its a rly wel known character, coz i rly like those) - especialy if u plan 2 giv thenm 2 me at skool.

its jus taht they r very awkward 2 cary aorund the skool and they take alot of space in my rm and my moms been teling me off coz i nevr chuk out stuf toys.

im stil taking piano reqs, its jus that ive been doing my nails l8ly and cant play piano properly.

id like it if u dun cal me drunk ._.

and blak elmos hair is so fun 2 touch =D

much love ♥♥

c

so i came home 2day wet.

and no nixon, i did not take ur umbrela.

sumbody who was siting on my left took it.

and lol at alex.

i actualy got him coz gina wasnt there LOL.

and i did not punch his nek. 0.0" ..

=P

soooo

2day

was booooooring.

no sport zzzz ...

sat in a hall the whole day.

our clas didnt even get the escape 2 reconcilitation.

i couldve posted about : i went 2 my 1st catholic reconciliation! =D

but nooo... ._.

ps. im not catholic.

hmmm.

so i spent a while last nite jus looking up "simple hairstyles 4 skool"

and i wached a few, liked sum, thoguht of trying sumtin new.

coz after goign 2 a skool where "Students must, at all times, have their hair tied up properly in a plain blue or navy hair tie" for 4 yrs, its prety xciting, =D

like: OMGOSH I CAN PUT THIS FLOWER IN MY HAIR! YAY!

im not sure how random that mustve sounded 2u. especialy if ur a guy.

SOOO the point of me saying that is: y does evry grl hav layers?

like, i tried 2 do sum of those hairstyles in the miror but it drops and fals in the rong direction or sumtin or jus doesnt sit quite rite or stiks out in weird places coz i dun hav layers

or my hair jus doesnt seem 2 hav layers, watevr the hairdreser did.

._.

and im not gona go out and get layers, jus coz evry1 else has them, coz grls wid no layers can stil do their hair up and look nice. hmph.

oh and, i got a scar on mu knuckle from punching nixon.

i went 2 punch his face but he put up his umbrela and i punched in2 the metal part of the umbrela and it scraped skin off my knuckle and it was bleeding.

then punching alex opened that wound up even more. im totaly retarded.

shoping list:

1. whole load of boby pins. mix of regular sized ones and the big ones.

2. heat resistance spray b4 going ccs house where all the grls wil str8en, curl and god noes wat 2 my hair. not taht i care wat they do, but i actualy dun want dead hair.

3. nail polish. i can wear nail polish now im in this skool (isnt that xciting?!).

4. hair acesories, jus 2 experiment wasy 2 do my hair.

2 do list:

1. clean rm

2. find my STAR HAIR CLIP TT

3. eventualy trim nails down completely 2 practise piano properly.

4. maths hw.

5. save up money 2 spend in holis

6. chek out that azn over-priced nail art store and c wats there.

7. fix that lil guy that broke off my bag the other day

hm.

since yr 5, i hav been forced 2 church evry single sunday.

no matr wat, even if i was dieing sik, i was 2 get dresed, get in2 the car and go church.

sum days i went home early coz i chuked up in the mid of the church service.

i dreaded my evry sunday. it was like going 2 a detention centre where ur forced 2 smile.

the whole time , i nevr understood y i was forced so strictly 2 turn up at a building and sit thru unnecesary torture.

but in yr 8 , i finaly deicided, if its taken me this long and i stil dun understnad, im gona stand up 4 myself.

so i said, mom im not going church tmrow.

she turned around, gave me her whole attention and asked me y. she was alredy angry.

i said i dun believe in god and i dun wana go bak 2 taht place evr agen. (wich was true, and always wil b

).

she then started her lecture on how il b the most horible person if i dun go church, i wont b worthy 2 b caled human and that going 2 church is an important part of living. (seemed more like she meant surviving)

but i stoped her.

4 the 1st time, i stoped her in her 1st line of lecturing me.

i heard it so much i was sik of it, i wanted 2 scream.

i told her i want 2 stay home. im 2 tired 2 go newhere.

my mom xploded. that 1 line made her xplode.

her voice blew the house roof off and so did mine.

i wanted my wkends bak. so many yrs of wasted time.

this was like 10 oclok at nite and we're fiteing over each other like no tmrow.

my mom won.

my bro eventualy took over early this yr and the rule is "i go wen i want". this came so l8.

six. friken. solid. yrs. late.

but 4 sum stupid EFFKING reason, my mom stil gets angry at me wen i dun go church and MY BRO FREAKING QUESTIONS ME y im not at church.

CHURCH ISNT SKOOL. OKKK?!

THE RULE IS

I GO CHURCH WEN I WANT

TRUE XTIANS DUN EVEN NEED 2 HAV ENTERED A CHRUCH BUILDING B4.

SO STUF AL U FREAKEN PPL

THAT THINK UR ALL BETA THAN ME COZ U HAV A GOD.

THAT THINK I SHOULD B LEFT OUT IN EVRYTHING COZ I WONT B IN HEAVEN WID U.

THAT THINK I H8 EVRYTHING AND EVRY1 AND SO EVRYTHING AND EVRYY1 SHOULD B H8ING ME BAK.

COZ IM GONA SAY IT NOW.

IM NOT XTIAN

NEVR WAS

NEVR EVEN CONSIDERED

AND I NEVR WIL B.

GOD DESPISES U COZ U THINK UR BETA THAN NE1 ELSE AT ALL.

is not the fact i respect ur beleif, good enuf?

is not the fact i decide my own beliefs, good enuf?

is not the fact i try 2 b a good person widout believeing god, good enuf?

or am i jus not good enuf 4 u that u should jus friken turn away from me like u nevr knew me?

ur not bing xtian if u do so. god told u 2 love others, includes those who dun believe in him.

if ur gona say ur xtian, dun b hypocrite.

i atend church now voluntarily coz i sing now.

and i enjoy it.

i dun play bass keyboard nemore, i sing. haha.

last thing u expect 2 c lena doing in a band ey? singing.

i hav no idea y i raged in caps on my blog.

only alice does that.

i shouldnt do that agen.

smile smile hapy day =)

much love ♥♥

so i jus spent like 20 mins in my bros showrm wid my bro.

one of the imported sofas had water leakage on it during the ship transporting and now its got rainbow moulds on it.

it doesnt look like moulds, looks like prety colourful patterns on it,

but comapred 2 the rest of the perfectly white sofa, their moulds.

and it was a real white leather sofa as wel =(

ngow =(

so u noe wat we did?

we got white perma markers, hand liqquid-papered out the moulds, sprayed painted it, and now its got a fan blowing on the sofa.

"my customers coming tmrow!"

haha. the spray paint takes 3 weeks 2 dry... and we're tryna do this in les than 24 hrs haha.

hilarious things.

this morn, i was talking 2 alex (sort of) and then i rememba i had sumtin 2 tel him.

now this was wat matt told me last nite:

tell nixon his drunk

tell mark his a show off

and tel alex 2 stop kiking my dog and throwing his cats on me

so im like 2 alex: oh yea, ur a show- .. w8 no ur not, thats mark. i had sumtin 2 say 2 u, oh the bday punches! hang on, thats nixon .. was it nixon? but i had 2 tel nixon he was drunk =\ ..

then i started doubting i had nethign 2 say 2 alex at all. so im jus like eh.

"run baby run..

dun ever look bak..

they'll tear us apart

if u give them the chance"

now playing: check yes juliet - we the kings

and u noe those french manicures (/acrylics) , and the white section is so dominant that it is very close 2 the begining of the nail, that jus ruins the whole purpose of french manicure.

i mean a lil bit closer 2 the begining of the nail is diff, its acutaly considered prety, but wen its like 5mm off, wat the hel.

or mayb i jus dun like rly overdone nails, personal opinion. i take al my words bak ._.

I CHOKED AT LUNCH 2DAY.

i actualy thought i was gona die coz i couldnt breathe. it was that panic feeling of wen ur young and cant swim, and u acidently slip, lunged urself in the deep end of the pool and cant make it 2 the top 2 breathe or the edge of the pool 2 pul urself up.

and the only reason i choked was coz cc laughed at me wen i misd my mouth while taking a drink and she laughed, and i laughed coz she was laughing and i choked myself.

haha.

hmmm ... wat else hapened.

oooh the maths test.

i handed up my questions al rong, now they're all mixed. oh wel, i rote the question numbers at the top so i should b ok ...

question 3 of that test was like wtcrap wtcrap over and over. stuf all u ppl that knew how 2 do it all @_@"

question that i would like answers 2:

a triple 16th bday party wid 100 ppl, how would u celebr8?

gogogo =D

much love ♥♥

ds

1. How far away is the last person you kissed?

uh.. prety far.

2. Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
yea

3. Last person you were in a car with?
my uncle, wendy, wency, duy.

4. Any plans for tomorrow?

go skool and fail that maths exam. yush.

5. How long does it take for you to take a shower?

not long, max 10 mins. shower time xcludes the time the shower water isnt runing.

6. Best friend or close friends?
uuum.. im not sure wat this is asking.

7. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
haha maths exam.. yea....

8. Did you kiss anyone friday?
friday.. lets c... nop.

9. Ever thrown up in public?
yea. i used 2 chuk up about 80% evry time after i 8 nething at all.

10. What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?

who taht person that jus said "ur alices friend rite?" is.

11. Who was the last person you talked to?

this new person i met, his name is michael 8D

12. What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
ECO.

how eco even became a subject, i hav no idea.

all they evr talk about is money.

its like sum moneyhungry teachings. ._.

13. Have you seen anyone lately that you dont get along with?
mom. and uh ... yea mom.

14. What is your favourite colour top to wear?

blue? i like dreses more.

15. Have you ever been in a car accident?
yea but it wasnt major, was more liek a rolercoaster ride. the car got hit by the corner of the bus and our car tilted almost 90 degrees. wen it came bak down, it was instant and the impact was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16. Whats the closest thing to you that’s green?
nail polish remover

17. Where would you like to be right now?
uuum, tbh, rite here, jus where i am, if its rite now.

18. Write down some lyrics to the song you’re listening to?

♪ im stutering oh oh oh, oh oh!

19. How many dogs do you have?

none.. btu if u count TOY dogs then wel 8D ....

20. Is anything bugging you right now?

uuum, maths exam. if i was in the mood 2 look at my notes then il b ok, but im not. and so il b a-failing my exam, yes.

21. Is life going right for you now?
quite wel, tbh, since i moved 2 this skool.

22. Is there someone you care about more than yourself?

of course haha.

23. What made you laugh today?
i was siting in church tryna put the earfones in my ear widout ne1 noticing until this kid took my thong off my foot and threw it about 1m away from me. i jus left it there, coz i had my earfone on alredy xD.

24. What was the last movie you watched?
alice in wonderland

25. What’s the last conversation you had about?

who michael was. he says he noes me but i stil dun exactly noe who he is.

26. What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?
erh, aslp i think

27. Do you like your hair long or short?
long, more fun.

28. Do you want to see somebody right now?
hmm.. nixon. coz i needa giv him bday punches.

29. Do you like the rain?
if im not outisde, then yea. liek if im inside.

30. Do you think you’ll have a Valentine next year?
uh, nxt yr ... haha. (wil lena find a bf by nxt yr?)

i hily doubt it.

31. The last person you kissed needs you at 3 am, would you go?
depends 4 wat. and most likely not.

32. Would you honestly say you’d risk your life for someone else?
yea? i dun actualy hav a goal in my life but 2 b hapy, and risking my own 2 saving sum1 elses life.. would make me hapy.

33. Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
uh, proly not. didnt do much. cpet proly not spil my nail polish remover so many times, now ive got almost none left.

34. How do you feel about boys smoking?

yuk? ne1 smoking is yuk.

35. Could you see yourself with someone forever?
uumm... i would liek 2 believe it.

36. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
um, yea. coz i wont go out wid ne1 unles i can actualy c myself wid them in the 1st plce.

37. Do you forgive or forget?
?

38. Do you trust people?
generaly no... its how much u r wiling 2 let go of watevr ur gona lose if u say u do.

39. What are you not looking forward to?

maths exam? english clas.. oh w8! sir wont b there! OOOMMMGG. YEEESSS.

40. Do you get mad easily?
uh,

1. depensd who u r

2. wat uve done 2 me b4

3. if i start swearing, it would mean im angry, unles im jus quoting sum1. or jus saying "holy sht" coz watevr it is, its actualy HOLY SHIT.

41. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yea. ones almost blind and they're not even prety 2 begin wid so no. i do not agree.

42. Do you have strange dreams?
yea haha.

43. Ever licked someone’s cheek or forehead?

yes? xD ..

44. Last time you fell asleep in someone’s arms?
mommyy....!

45. When did you last throw up?

wasl ike, last wk.

46. What do you have on you at all time?

erh, clothes, jewelry

47. Would you go out in public without getting all dressed up?
yea, i go out in pjs if i wanted 2.

48. Do you like fruity or minty gum?

both?

49. Favourite musician or group?
none, jus a veyr broad variety of musiq.

51. Favourite computer game?

erh...

52. First album you ever went and bought with your own money?
so fresh? i got hilary duffs album.. think from a bday. and kely clarksons album from a bday

53. Think back five months ago, were you single?
yea

54. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
of course lol.

55. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
nah lol.

56. Last thing you bought?

i bought... chips at plaza.

57. Are you a jealous person?

nah. at leasti dun think iam.

58. Does it take a lot to make you cry?

if u make me angry enuf 2 the point i cant control myself from kiling u then yea.

its that feeling that u wana kil sum1 but u cant. u jus cant.

59. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

alice: "yeah

sometimes guy friends are easier to talk to"

yea i agree. the only friends that i can talk 2 bout deep stuf r guys actualy 0.0" ..

61. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?
yea.

62. Is there anyone you wish you could be spending your time with right now?

uuum. i would actualy like a few friends over jus 2 joke around and chat a bit, jus waste time 2gether sort of thing. its sunday nite, got skool tmrow, nothing big.

63. What does the second text in your inbox say?
hotmail isnt working on my comp.

64. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
yea, feel liks procrastin8ing.

65. Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
1 yr ago.. oh i remeba. nah lol, this is much beta.

66. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
i was in love alone. of course i can rememba.

67. You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
water? if not, milk.

68. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn’t?
dun remmeba.

69. What is the last thing you said out loud?
"nop"

mom was asking if i was gona refil my rice bowl.

70. Will this year be better than last?
other than the workload, ne1 would say that this senior skool is beta than the hi skool neday. so yes.

71. Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell anyone else?
uuum. yes, and tahts coz they duno ne1 else that i noe.

72. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

i was on the fone til 1am last nite/2day LOL.

73. What can’t you wait for?
my bday. plan 2 celebr8 wid anna/xtina, so a triple 16th bday party. but uh, havent planed nething so far.

74. Have you ever told anyone you would marry them?

yea?

75. What’s the worst way to say “I love you”?

in my opinion, sum1 saying it 2 u rite b4 they die is beautiful, coz it givs u sumtin 2 hold on2, since ul b totaly depresed and broken afterwards whether they said i love u or not.

worst way 2 say it is wen u say it widout rly meaning it, whiel the other person thinks u did.

or wen sum1 says it 2 u, and they mean it, but u cant say it bak.

76. Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
lmao, 7 days? of course not.

77. Are you mad about anything?
not rly.

78. What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
i left coins on my table.

79. Are you mean?
hoep not. and if i am, i usualy am kiding

80. Were you happy when you woke up today?
yea, its that feeling of "yes, i hav 1 day left 2 cruise out b4 i hit that maths test" .

so, my day.

boring boring boring.

chuch church church.

my mom handed out stikers 2 the kids and i didnt get ne =(

one of the kids HUGED my mom, LOL

even ive nevr done that, and im her dawta.

i fail french manicured my nails and diner 2nite was fish eyes,

ltieraly.

there was a pl8 of fish eyes at the diner table 2niet.

yuk.

ummm...

yea..

ok , that'l b it.

much love ♥♥