sd

so ive been obsesed wid this song 4 a while:

im puting this b4 my survey so u can listen 2 it while reading my answers.

Kesha - your love

Here’s some weird and personal questions, you down?

yea man. bring it 8)

Does the number 18 have any significance to you?
no... lol. cept me, xtina and anna r definitely tripling our 18ths if our 16ths arent geting tripled.

Do you have any alcohol bottles in your room?
no.. not interested.

Last person to text you?
cc

Do you think you like anyone?

Have you kissed someone whose name starts with J?
lmao, only person ive evr kisd starts wid J.

Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you?
no ...

Had sex in a movie theater?
LOL .. how do u even do that?

Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry?
yea, of course. im a cry baby.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nah lol. hi bae =)

Want someone back in your life?
of course. but ur always meeting new ppl. world isnt that bad =)

How many doors are in your house?
uh lets count. 16.

What event would you go back in time to see, if you could?
smash. i loved smash.

Do you remember the last thing you said you wanted?
my art speech finished. i stil do. i h8 theory, even if its art.

Who was the last friend you hung out with & what’d you do together?
anna mel xtina. i bought skool bag. had sum food 2gether. krushies from kfc r nice.

Do you know when to use ‘to’ & ‘too’?
yea lol.

Have any good school pictures? or do they all just suck?
they suk. cameras jsu h8 me.

Do you ever wonder what people think when they look at you?
of course. especialy that stare. wat in the world is wid that stare?

Are you currently IN love with anyone?
no, lol.

Don’t you hate when people you love/care about annoy you with stupid crap?
if its personaly emotionaly hurtful, then i wont even w8 2 b anoyed. il jus bash the living life outa them.

Do you ever walk alone at night just because, or does that freak you out?
i do alot, wen i jus go home l8 from skool

Without trying, do you act differently around different friends?
tbh its jus whetehr they r male or female.

if 1st time meeting and they're male, im usualy more.. comfortable around them then grls wen 1st time meeting coz even wen im doing that..

..15 bilion scan thing of judging them by their clothes, makeup, hair etcetera, i noe im geting judged exactly the same.

grls r judgemental, im sry, im a grl, and i cant help it.

boys jus sorta say hi, mayb that handshake or fist thing and tahts it. and if im bing hyper or jus outa myself, they jus acept it.

whereas a GRL would most likely think im weird, make a decision 2 make sure they stay away from me the end.

and guys can take slaps, kiks and punches from me and no1 would complain.

whereas a grl would b screaming "GRLBASHER GRLBASHER!" ...

does ne1 get me here? 0.0"

What was the last thing you drew/wrote on your own or someone elses’ skin?
dun remmeba.

What’s the most money you’ve ever spent on one piece of clothing?
$90 4mal dres.

Was your last kiss a mistake?
uuum. nah.

When was the last time you saw the second person on your top?
my top? like my shirt? or my msn? X.x

my msn i think.. makes more sense. uhhh.

alice.

i saw her.

i duno, i saw her recently.

i always "saw her recently" .

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yea lol.

Do you smoke more than you drink?
nah. dun do eithr... =3

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
no love life has hapened 4 like, ages. so definietely nothing hapened in feb.

Anyone you’re giving up on?
alice. i am disgraced of u.

IM KIDING.

nah, not trying on ne1 eithr ._.

Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in ’10?
no haha

Are you one of those people who constantly check the time?
nah

If your best friend said they were running away, what would you say?
go ahead. stay safe.

after a whole heap of discusion of course. im not that uncaring. X.x

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yup

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare.

ok now. my day day day day.

looong day at skool. double science dear god kil me.

and i got my term 1 report 2day.

full excellent on science and art.

science wat the hell lol.

and lol eco, satisfactory on 1 part.

tbh im surprised.

i expected like,

bad terible bad bad .

neways uh . lunchtime.

i had marks keys.

karma coz i lost my own keys 2day.

AND my va asign.

AND my vd asign.

AND my laptop note.

after about 15 mins of panicing searching, i found my laptop note in my maths book and my va asign in my art theory book that i totaly 4got about.

i think my vd one is in skool. ._.

and i seriously want my laptop.

u noe how much i, the whole grls hi skool got delayed from their laptops?

i havent even touched a skool mac yet.

=="

AND MY FONE ISNT READING MY SIM CARD.

FAR OUT.

i need a new fone.

i need a new life. *dies*

lets list evrything thats rong, and cros them out 1 by 1. jus coz i feel like im goan explode in disasters.

1. my keys r gone. anna has got them and i wil get them bak. they're safe. i noe where they r. and i hsould stop panicing.

2. my eng esay needs 2 b memorised wel 1stly, good job on finishing it 2nite. all u need 2 do is memorise (super long stupid thing) it by monday. u hav saturdaynite and sunday nite. thats 2 nites!

3. my art speech is not finished u wil finish it by the end of tmrow. dead or alive.

4. my vd research+drawings arent finished i hav no idea wen these r even due so im jus gona pus hthem aside and hope 4 the best as i take my time doing my eng and art ._.

5. my fone isnt reading my sim card dun wry! this is normal! trhis is normal! its jus paybak 4 those times u nevr cared les about ur fone and so on ... jus needa. pul it apart. tear it in2 pieces. and roooar ._. ... my dady got me this fone, i cant rly let go of it jus yet @_@" .

ok. that should b enuf raging on 4 2nite.

dun feel like moving much.

like that feeling of bing fat almost.

jus wana sit here like sum dead pile of sumtin.

brain exhaustion.

the feeling where u feel like ur going around and aorund in circles on a rolercoaster.

much love ♥♥

v

my yoshi egg hached 2day!

this is my husband (b4 we got maried):

this is our yoshi egg:

and this is our beautiful newborn! =D :

its a BOY ^^!

bay-yea means dad. matt is my bay-yea.

hey-yea means brother. alex is my hey-yea.

jit-tu means grandfather. peter is my jit-tu.

double art theory is BOOOOOOOORING.

then agen, all clases hav boring theory in it neway.

and LOL nixon at lunchtime.

matt wid his 500 kilo bag was rly funy.

"i cant walk ne further! TT!"

and omg alex. u live in a huge palace as wel. wat is wid u ppl and ur palaces.

i saw his cat =D

and i said hi 2 a lil kid while walking out of his house. haha.

uuum.

matts house.

stuffy rm.

masive luxurious bed.

4 ppl tryna squish on and wach avatar on his comp scrn.

pizza!

yumyum.

i cant believe matt didnt wana wach it.

he even tried 2 slp.

alex actualy fel aslp.

me and matt poked him. haha.

hm.. friday tmrow. yush.

much love ♥♥

2day is wednes

and i had double eng.

woooooohoo...

i got 50 2day 2 buy a bag but i wasnt sure if it was big enuf so i didnt end up buying it.

blak wid purple.

coz there was no blue.

but it was beta than the blak and pink.

=P

uuumm.

went crazy on ddr.

i havent played afronova premivel 4 al ong while and i played it 2day.

on expert.

and i made it.

=D

such a gr8 achievement.

wish i had beta shoes thoe.

i h8 ddring in skool shoes.

and ddring in sox is OK ...

but i had tites on.

and its there is absolutly zero grip on ddr machines wen ur wearing tites.

and i jus remembed that my art teacher said he wants 2 c research on our assign by tmrow.

and it took me aaaaaaaages 2 find a proper caricature artist.

and i jus remembad 2nite abotu finding research.

and i 4got the guys name.

and i dun wana spend another 50 yrs tryna find another proper caricature artist agen.

my god ._.

u noe wat.

i dun care.

i hav 2 do a speech

and a reseach task

and 3 drawings

4 art.

i dun care nemore im jus gona do the speech and evrything folows at its own pace ._.

*yawns*

i did half my speech like jus then and my head kinda aches.

i spent a while tryna looking thru a whole list of artists choosing who i wana talk about 4 5 mins and jus ended up wid 1 that was in the txt book.

im copying the txtbook as my speech and swiching words 2 make it sound les word-2-word.

shhhhhhhhhh =X

and yay

matts house tmrow.

spaz spaz.

w8ing at art clas:

nadines brother: ur husbands ghey.

me: how is he?

nadines btoher: he kps looking at me

much love ♥♥

g

so i jus got home from the library.

this was outside the window and i thoguht it was quite prety.

peter said it looked quite scary so i looked at it agen.

the red was actualy quite brite and it made me think of raging clouds that was about 2 take over the whole sky. =P

b4 i dive in2 a huge story abotu my day, im gona make sum apologies 2 sum very speshal ppl,

il b doing these from person 2 person, jus wana make it count a bit more by public-ising:

dear Simon,

im sry 4 totaly ignoring u,

my atention spam lessens.. 4 sum reason.

im so dearly sry.

dear Bae,

i am sooooooo sry. and as i said b4,

il do watevr u want from now on (4evr in ur service),

and al the above aplies whether ur ok wid wat i did or not ._.

ok, story of my day:

wake up from a crazy dream.

i had rly white wings that i could sheild myself within.. and i was siting up hi on sum platform thing in a mansion.

sumtin scary was attaking sumtin sumwhere futher away. i cannot rememba but i said 2 myself that i had 2 lure them away.

we were in a huge castle and i piked off a tiny piece off a wall. it was a coloured gem.

the watevr noticed and chased me.

and i flew.

we were hi hi off the ground, and many many rms conected by tall doors.

the walls were like galleries , cept only pieces of work on the higher parts of the wall coz nobody walked, we flew.

so i went faster and faster, hier and hier, rm after rm.

i felt like i was in a giant gallery .

the presure felt intense ccoz i could die if they caught up.

and then i reached the end and i flew upwards..

and droped the gem that was in my hands.

god noes where that landed btu they didnt chase me afterwards.

and that was it. or as much as i can rememba.

neways,

get up this morn,

got changed in WINTER unifrm thinking it was monday.

then wen i was brushing my teeth i realied it was tues and got changed in sport.

nothing much hapened at skool.

after skool i thought my mom was piking me up.

i caled her, she said cal dad.

cal dad, he says go home via bus.

so im like holy crap my bus leaves like super early, i hope it didnt leave alredy.

thankfuly it hadnt and i jus caught bus.

went westys,

did a few things,

OOHH

I SAW COUSIN 2DAY

AND I GAVE HIM A HUG

8D

went library

come home =)

and wen t i reached home,

my mom came home wid

giant celeries.

(they werent literaly celeries but they sure did look like celeries)

they were lifesize. literaly.

funy things.

nehoo, bunch of stuf matt got me:

dog that holds curtains 2gether:

solar power noding head:

pig that lites up and no1 can look in2 the lites cept me (its not even taht brite):

ty matt, xD.

much love ♥♥

j

so i rediscoveed 1 of my fav jakets in a desper8 search 4 sumtin warm enuf 2 wear this morn due the unbearable cold temperature ._.

did u guys feel that? was freeeeezing even thoe the sun was lovely out.

nehoo

im gona blog about last nite coz it was rly crazy and i fel aslp prety quik

i told my mom the nite b4 that il b travveling 2 "parra" 4 a frienda bday party wid alice after church.

she wasnt hapy btu didnt stop me going eithr.

so at 10 at church i caled bear coz alice doesnt hav a working fone and asked 2 c if alice was at station yet.

no idea.

by like 10.05 i was waaaaaaaaay 2 bored at chuch and jus left.

i had wanted 2 leave widout ne1 noticing.

left the front door but tingting was there.

"hey lena! where u going?!"

(hahaha... ooooohhhh snap.)

bsed my way outa that encounter.

walked 2 bus stop.

w8ed 20 mins 4 bus.

reached station.

w8ed over 20 mins at station 4 train.

and i was going 2 carlingford rite, so i had 2 swich like 3 trains

the whole proces took over 3 hrs.

it took me over 3 hrs 2 get from bonny 2 carling.

._.

alice only took 1 hr. my gosh.

neways, i reached carling, reached their hosue and jus spazed.

this was their "study" session rite,

but i jus lied sprawled acros the floor.

omg and bears jaket.

TT

neways, sprawled acros the floor in bears jaket and outa nowhere,

i feel sumtin like a feather against my feet.

i was in woolen tites and thought it quite strange how i could posibly feel a feather.

i get up and c bae at my feet.

i pushed him over and slaped him newhere i could.

soon 2 discover it was WATER.

he was trikling WATER on my feet ._.

and lol, i got his cheek and his mouth was bleeding from braces =X

nehoo.

rly, we jus spazed in front of the wii playing brawl.

i lost nearly evry game... and since it was 5 ppl playing, the loser had 2 swich wid whoevr doesnt hav a controler.

but rly, it jus looked like me and bae swiching in between each round. and once in a while leo.

@_@"

neways, in 1 hr or so i learnt that u can BLOK.

and LOL me and the numchuk.

i was king deded in that round and i jus kept spining in circles on the spot.

i was like that 4 like 10 seconds until i jus puled out the numchuk and tried 2 play.

and even biger LOL at me and baes 1v1.

we jus kept owning each other, and wen we both had 1 life, i discoveed an underground lvl.

we w8ed 4 bae 2 come down and them BOOM. super brite hot pink beam kiled us both.

and SUMHOW i died 1st xD.

most awesum round.

uuum. bear left early.

and then we left.

and omg bae. had the most AWESUM jaket.

more awesum than bears jaket D=

korea has such awesum jakets =( .

*sniff*

so we walked wid bae as our bodyguard. then our bus came.

and we continued our trip home.

mom caled and she was super pist haha.

and then i reach home and fel aslp liek *cliks fingers* .

and lol at this picture.

such ancient memories:

peter: the grl in purple/blue looks like shes giving herself a wedgie.

i laughed even harder.

xD

much love ♥♥

d

so i cant slp coz im 2 paranoid from those horor movies 2 move 2 my bed + turn off lites and im gona stay here and type a blog instead.

establishment:

LENA>BAE

the end.

and i was bing paranoid b4 so i was waching hilary duff mvs purely 4 distraction.

and then sumhow i thought of a song by l-lo that i used 2 rly like.

Ultimate - Lindsay Lohan.

=)

tmorw is.. church. yay...

i h8 that place @_@"

=X

much love ♥♥

OMG sum1 get me this:

AND this:

=(

pendants:

nekalce:

earings:

poket miror:

earings:

OOOOMMMGGG I NEED THESE. THEY GLOW.

miror:

so cute D=

and prety D=

much love ♥♥

f

i jus read about 100 msgs but this 1 was absolutely amazing:

http://letterstocrushes.com/?page=8

"August,"

I loved you for as long as I remember, quite literally. I remember you helping me tie my shoes in kindergarten, and how I listened for your name during role call because I was too shy to ask it, how I would pray all through elementary school for you to randomly decide to sit with me at lunch, and when I put up with being enrolled in your mother's extracurricular art classes just because it meant a chance I might see you again, and when you were the only one in my entire life that protected me from the bullying and the ridicule.You are my hero, and I strive every day to be worthy of the love of someone like you.

You would be 26 now, if you were still alive. You died three years ago, and I never told you of my crush. I still love you to this day. I never so much as told you I liked you.

To everyone who has a crush, I assure you - YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE, AND EVERYTHING TO GAIN. Do not wait one more moment out of fear, anxiety, apprehension, uncertainty, or any other reason to tell someone how you feel. You never know if you'll have another opportunity.

To August - I would give my life to tell you how much your actions in life meant to me, how much you as a person meant to me, how much you changed and saved my life. I would give my life to know you are at peace wherever you are.

I love you.

"September"

isnt that amazing D=

such a nice read =(

oh oh and:

August Owl,

You were bailing wire that kept my skin fastened to my bones; the thread stitched throughout my clothes.

You were the matchstick burning, kindling the fire in my soul; a rare stone among the coals.

Never tell me this is not how my heart’s supposed to work, because if it’s not, why are things ten times better when I’m with you?

— Spring Canary

0.0" ..

it soudns so good lol xD.

and no matr how bored i am these days,

I

WIL

NOT

PLAY

AION.

ok im done. xP

much love ♥♥

1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station:
hm. twisties zig zags, i love those. and a drink. so mayb uh, not sure lol.

2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?

hmm.. dolphin maybe

and hey look, i found dory:

3. Who is your favorite redhead?
cant think of 1

4. What do you order when you’re at KFC?

snak box.matt bought me it 2day, so nice =(

5. Last book you read?
hary poter proly.

6. Describe your mood.
tired

7. Describe the last time you were injured?
yesters wen i got stakd over.

8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?

ne1 rly. il b 2 freaked.

9. Rock concert or symphony?
rock concert mayb.

but if i dun like it then mayb symphony

10. What is the wallpaper of your cell phone?
me and my grl group on picnic day

11. Favorite Soda?
i duno 0.0"

12. What type of shirt are you wearing?
love buny. im in pjs.

13. If you could only use one form of transportation:
teleport

14. Most recent movie you have watched in theaters?
alice: "how to train your dragon

night furys so cute "

yea that.

15. Name an actor/actress/singer you have had the hots for:

jun ki. actor. hot ♥

16. Whats your favorite kind of cake?
usualy choc. but i like cake

17. What did you have for dinner last night?
4got. oh w8, i had pizza and pepsi.

18. Look to your left, what do you see?
panda hat.

19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
chuks - yes.

20. Favorite toy as a child?
proly prancer. i was obsesed.

21. Do you buy your own groceries?
sum.

22. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
yea, of course. not that i care.

23. Whens the last time you had gummy worms?
cant rememba.

24. Whats your favorite fruit?
i looooove love love rok melon.

25. Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?
nah... but i can do cartwheels.

26. Do you like running long distances?
i used 2 can. i used 2 love runing in primary.

but i cant breathe nemore wen i run, so in al honestly, i h8 runing.

27. Have you ever eaten snow?
no ..

28. What color are your bedsheets?
uh.. green, peach, white, blue.

29. Whats your favorite flower?
shrugs.

it used 2 b bluebels

30. Do ballet?
lmao nah.

31. Do you listen to classical music?

i listen 2 piano musiq. sumtimes. not 4 long.

32. What is the 1st TV Theme song that pops in your head?
crazy frog.

.. yea that was the last time i wached tv.

33. Do you watch Sponge bob?
nah. but i love spongebob

34. What temperature is it outside right now?
prety cold

35. Do people consider you smart?
yea, not evry1 of course. and rly, im not smart. u can stop prasing me.

36. How many piercings do you have?
4

37. Are you signed on AIM?

msn?

38. Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together?
no ..

39. How do you feel about your family?
alice: "ha. ha.

apparently youre not supposed to tell people you hate your family

frankly, idc"

LOL. same xD
40. Do you have an iPod?
nop. got stolen.

41. What time do you go to bed?
10pm-3am.

42. What CD is currently in your CD player?
my sound system actualy used 2consist of a cd player. haha.

43. What movie do you know every line to?
iduno O_O"

44. What is your favorite salad dressing?
i generaly dun like salad.

45. What do you want for Christmas this year?
a whole bunch of thigns rly.

i want more winter dreses,

more coats,

i want another (fairly large) cup

i NEED new wallet,

i NEED a new fone,

i want a whole heap of money 2 stik in my timezone card ._.

il NEED a new skool bag. soon.

i need a new chain 4 my neklace, its gone thru 2 chains alredy.

i want a whole heap of hair acesories 2 do my hair diferently. i had a drastic hair day 2day and jus tied it up in a ponytail. ._.

my life sux.

46. What family member/friend lives the farthest from you? Where?
mmm.. all my extended family r jus farmers that live at a farm of their own,

no more than china *shrugs*

lol.

47. Do you like hugs?
yea lol.

48. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
tbh ive nevr understood that.

i hav nevr thought i had buterflies in my stomach.

49. Whats the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
try pronoucing my last name.

90% of u wil get it rong.

and my name is pronounced len - nah ... but evry1 jus says lee-nah so im jus like yea man im lee-nah.

50. Last person you hugged?
4get lol.

so 2day,

nadines brother took my husband.

so i took his bag.

he ran up 2 me, grabed the bag and continued runing 2 pul it off me, but my hand/arm was stil in the loop of the bag strap,

and i got puled along wid the bag as he was runing wid it and i fell hard on2 the floor.

._.

its like

"make lenas body slam the ground" week or sumtin. seriously, rly?!

far out TT

but this fall was bakwards and i stil had my own bag on my bak so i didnt cut myself newhere =)

but that doesnt mean u guys can go off planing 2 make me fal bakwards,

jus coz theres no blood, ur palms stil burn from bing scraped acros the ground under ur body weight as u break the fall. it HURTS ok ._.

sigh.

hmmm...

oh.

double maths.

i did 5 exercises in clas. 8 more 2 go! 8D

and art. omg.

boooooooooooooooring.

on the brite side, i disocvered how fascin8ing it was 2 wach liquid paper dry.

OOOH

IN DOUBLE ECO YESTERS,

the teacher was talking botu the 1st time her kids saw a chiense kid.

they all wanted 2 b his friend coz he was different.

haha.

and science. wat the crap man,

they hav my mark and ranking but not my test papers.

last yr the skool lost my report. ._.

oh wel, watevr. 0.0"

and 2nite wen i was drying myself after shower,

the towel hooked on2 my top earing

and it pulled

and it killed the friken living life outa me.

i was in so much pain i was screaming in no sound. u noe wen ur in so much pain u could scream but its so so painful theres no energy left 2 scream... and the result is screaming wid no sound ?

yea that.

i was brushing my teeth and i saw in the miror how red it was. it looked like the layer of skin has goten thiner and it was about 2 burst in blood, it was THAT red.

@_@"!

o wel.

i like that piercing.

hmmm wat else hapened

nothing 0.0"

lol

O W8

ME AND MATT SPENT

LIKE $5

ON THIS TOY MACHINE

at timezone.

was so fun

but we didnt win nething lol. was fun neway.

much love ♥♥

sdf

me and yoshi r maried now!

yay! 8D

i jus wached

"alone" in thai

and "shutter" in thai.

azn horor movies.

i was freaked.

wtcrap how in the world did alex

sit at the front, closest 2 the scrn, al by himself, and not freak out ._.

OH

AND 2DAY

PAVEL STAKED ME OVER

STUK OUT HIS FOOT

AND STAKD ME OVER.

i hit the ground rly hard ._.

evry1 was rly quiet and then i started raging and now pavel has around 20 bleeding scars on his arms =)

thats rite man.

mayb i cant defend but i can attack. roar.

and dear matthew,

i am sry 4 hiting u on the head wid the controler

and punching u alot.

its game rage.

im sry @_@"

tekken. i dun like playing tekken ._.

i cut my fingers on the controler matt had in his hand while punching him ._.

lol

nehoo

much love ♥♥

fd

tmrow is me and yoshis weding.

matt is our fotographer

peter is choosing our weding song

i wil b going in sum rly elegant, masive white dres, biger tahn the 1 im wearing in that picturein the bakg -->

yoshi wil b in sum super neat suit.

and we'l hav a lovely weding. =)

nothing much hapened 2day.

oh, wendy came over after skool. we talked the whole time. she told me how diff my house looked after renovations.

but u noe wat was most amusing?

this was my friend that i knew since i came 2 syd rite,

she comes in my rm that ive been living in 4 the past 11 yrs,

looks out my window,

and says: OH WOW! u get the view of like ... is this the front or bak of ur house?

me: the bak ...

wendy: omgosh, u can c like, evry1s bakywards!

oh rly now ...

lol.

much love ♥♥

f

so i slept at 8, woke up at 6.30am.

i havent woken so early in ... 3 yrs 0.0"

lol.

i had rly whak dream last nite/ this morn.

and im gona type it here coz im leaving 4 skool in over an hr.

so it started wid my fish tank.

it was jus that 1 lonely dieing fish that hid wenevr sum1 wlked up 2 it.

crap i 4got 2 feed my fish. il go feed him now, brb.

ok im bak.

um.

i saw my fish. my fish is a fluro yelow/gold colour but wen his sad his white wid grey stripes.

and he hasnt cahnged colours 4 ages. thats how i noe his about 2 die. his jus lonely ._.

ok uh. so i saw y fish tank, but he was swiming around, althoe he was white wid grey stripes. he doesnt ha va name btw, simply coz i noe his abotu 2 die and al. after tide hutner, leopard and zebra died at the same time, i was so ehartbroken i didnt care nemore until they stoped dieing ._.

i thought using the garden hose water was ok 2 refil the tank wid rather than 10 manualy caried bukets of water from the laundry sink. but noooo ._.

neways, i saw my fish swiming around... wid another fish.

and i thought, wow dady, u bought another fishy 4 him. and as i continued 2 wach, more and more fish began 2 apear. skools of fish, fish that sat at the botom of the tank. even jelyfish.

then i turn around and there were about 7 rly big fishin a diff tank, siting on the coffee table..

they were ... dieing.

we turned on the pump, it scared the fish and the suker fish suked up the ball that lets out the air from the pump ..

it eventualy chuked it bak up and i put it in2 the pump. and the pump was pumping gladfuly.

and there were tubes aroudn this tank labeled days of the wk. the saturday tube was flashing red.. and that day was saturs.

they were dieing and i couldnt figure y. neithr could my dad. then an eel looking fish that was white wid green ends jumped out. i was 2 scared 2 pik it up, im 2 scared 2 touch fish.

my dad piked it up and put it bak in2 the tank.

then a grey normal-looking fish jumped out. and i piked it up. it felt like a blob of wet slime. and put it bak in2 the tank.

then i was in a car in the mid of hte nite and i was driving. i dun rememba muc of this but i rememba having trouble doing a U turn.

hm.

i dun rmemeba much more.

il jus end it here lol.

il b leaving in half an hr.

and its sport 2day .. i 4got wat sport i chose. lol.

and isthe skool sports jaket compulsory? coz i dun hav 1 0.0"

plus i think im doing ice sk8ing. lol..

hmmmmmmmm.

"theres alot that i could say..

but jus hold me now."

now playing: heaven - cascada.

u now, im gona try embed that song here.

much love ♥♥

i met my fiance 2day.
i think we got maried 2day.
but im not sure.

his name is yoshi buru,

coz he needed a last name taht i could b named after.

oh we hav a yoshi egg as wel.

there we go.

isnt it lovely? ^^

"remember the feeling,

remember the day.

my stone heart was breaking,

my love ran away"

now playing: cascada - bad boy

ive been adicted 2 both fast/slow/fast versions of slow songs by cascada.

i tried embeding a SMAL music player on my blog so evry1 can rememba her voice as wel but im having trouble finding 1. o wel.

2day 2day .. 1st day of skool!

i didnt hav my timetable, diary, pencilcase OR art book. gg.

and i came 17th in science. .. i gues i wouldnt trade it 4 nething but meh.

il like it wen i get a 1 digit number. (pfft 11th ._.)

hmmm.

"baby ur all that i want ...

wen ur lieing here in my arms ♥"

now playing: heaven - cascada

much love ♥♥