that last 1 wid eeve and wall e made me laugh

i want ur bad romance~

ok my day day

was

absolutely

FREEZING

fliping 4 degrees in the morning

it felt colder than the ice rink

wich is -1 degrees ._.

COZ GRL ONLY GET 2 WEAR SKIRTS WID TITES UNDERNEATH AS THEIR WINTER UNIFRM

=="

i woke up this morn 2 find a layer of SNOW on my front lawn.

literaly.

and the ice on my moms car took a couple of litres of water 2 wash off.

lol

absolutely freezing ._.

neways at the endo f the day i was suffec8ing in the heat.

and i took out my rattie 2day in the shower 2 find that my mom cut so much off it doesnt go past my elbow nemore.

wata disapointment =(

no more rattie on lena.

after 2 yrs.

think that would b the last time my rattie would b plaited =(

*so upset*

sigh.

oh wel.

at least i can dye al my hair is i wanted 2 now =\ .

*stil upset*

OH

I CAME HOME 2DAY

and there was a blak pakage in fornt of my door

and i opened it

and a leter is on the top:

"CONGRATUL8IONS!

u r 1 of our luky winners 4 the beach pak!"

and im looking at it like: beach pak? wat? i bought a beach pak?

and i look at te botom and the design of the border had that streets lion on a urfboard and "paddle pop lick-a-prize" thing on it.

lol.

so i opened this "beach pak".

and al it is is a bag wid a snokel.

and thats it.

even a towel wouldve been more useful 2 me.

and that also reminded me of like,

an anime thing i won from "jus kidding" mag in primary.

i got my prize in the mid of yr 7 after sending in my answer in yr 6.

bak then it was like "woah a pakage."

xP

hmmm.

nothing 2 blog about

OOOH!

cant w8 til holis come.

yea mang xD

much love ‹33

1st off, sum pictures:

so 2day me, valerie and cousin kebby went 2 timezon e=)

not sure if they knew i took this pic ahaha.

then we roked up on jasons door step like: "ooh hiii! ^^"

thats me in the miror + kevins scarf =)

and wen i came home, the 1st thing that caught my eye was this metal stikk.

at 1st i thought it was a snake catcher.

imma look up a snake catcher jus 2 c wat that looks like:

._. .

they look similar yea yea?

neways,

i come home,

1st thing ic is this tall SNAKE CATCHER ..

and my mind starts sprinting thru questions like:

is that a SNAKE CATCHER?

in MY HOUSE?

is there a SNAKE in this house?!

omg is it gona come out and attack me?!

y isnt ne1 USING it if theres a fliping SNAKE in this house?

y isnt ne1 around in the 1st place? the snake catcher is HERE!

wat am i supose 2 do, like, cach this snake myself?

omg! should i run far away? the doors open..

so it was like 4 about 3 seconds

until i noticed indents on the branch things at the end and realised it was 1 of those things that clothes store kpers use 2 get clothes down from hi places.

ahaha ..

Have you ever been in a relationship with the last person you texted?
erh.. duy.

LOOOOOOL.

heq no.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
talking atm.

Ever had your heart broken? And does it still hurt you?

yea and no

Were you happier now or three months ago?
3 monts ago.. proly 3 months ago.

Do you know that pickles have no calories?

mm ok. i h8 pikles.

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?yea

Did anything annoy you today?

my sik-nes.

so anoying

Will you be in a relationship next month?
proly, in 1 now.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
no lol heq no.

Where is your phone?
rite there, i can c it.

What’s the last thing you drank?
sum strange rice drink i cant figure out if i like or not.

Are any of your friends taller than you?
yea of course. ahaha.

Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy?
yea lol.

Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
mmm not yet.

Are you thinking about anyone?
not rly

You're extremely quiet, what’s it mean?
pist or jus depresed

or bored.

Do you think facial piercings are trashy?
i dun .. like facial piercings.

Are tattoos supposed to mean something?

...no?

Is water one of your favorite things to drink?

nah

Do you get along with most girls?
uh. yea? ahaha

grls get along wid grls.. rite?

Do you think the legal drinking age should be changed?
erh.. i dun care. i jus dun like alcohol at al.

Some random guy comes up to you and says "Hey what's your name?" what do you say?

wats urs?

Are you afraid of being in love?
yup

Is there someone that popped in your mind after that question?
yea lol

Who knows you the best?
hm. not sure.

alice noes me as in: wat i like and the wya i would think, act.

and quite a few ppl jus noe me from the inside.

0.0"

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?

nah

When was the last time you talked to your best friend?

erh 2day

Is anyone else in the room with you?
nop

What time did you go to bed last night? Why?
12ish

What will you do after this?
slp

Are you going out of town soon?
nah

What's your recent drama?
m sik. and i h8 it.

Do you tend to get in fights?
uh.. no

Did you have a good day today?
no. hella crap day 2day

What did you last laugh at?
dun rememba

Do you have any nicknames?

robot? i dun like it but its stil used.

and the ancient but recently-revived "Miss L"

Is anyone protective over you?

uh. not rly.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
nop.

Are you waiting for anything?
a beta day

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
nop

Who do you text the most?
matty.

and he txts me like 10x more than me lmao

What color shirt are you wearing?
blue

What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?

i h8 this cold

Who do you know that can make you feel better if you’re not feeling good?
i would say baby but not rly nemore =\

hm.

no1 so far.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really sad?
prety ok so far.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
no..

Are your nails painted?
yup. french tips.

Where will you be 5 hours from now?
aslp

What are you doing at 3:00pm tomorrow?
skool ends, going home

Will you get dressed up for something tomorrow?nah

Have you kissed someone today?

yea

Who last kissed you on the hand?
dun rememba

What time will you be up tomorrow?
8

Have you ever written with a pink pen?
yea

Last time you spilled your guts & to who was it?
spill your guts? i hav no ide awat that means.

much love ‹33

valerie came bak2 day!

woo hoo! =D

NEW FONE CHARM FROM VALERIE!

and she got me earings as wel, sum picture shows them. =P

so me and alice jus

caught bus 2 her house. ahaha. i was surprised i found her house so easily.

was a fun day.

and omg, church tmrow wid valerie.

thats a 1 heq of a church day 2 look 4ward 2 =)

much love ‹33

i hav been adicted 2:

nightcore - la di da

and my al time fav:

nightcore - super star

tryna do that voice is rly fun.

but not al that fun if u duno the lyrics.

ima tyr rite them out.

ok, here we go xD

ooo.. you are my super star.

1, 2, 3, you're the only one for me.

2, 3, 4, let us do it on the floor. ...0.0"

3, 4, 5, you're the only in my life!

5, 6, 7, you make me feel like im in heaven

oo... you are my super star..

do you wanna stay with me?

like the flower in the breeze? ..?

and then whisper to me

oo baby oo baby baby oo oo .

oo... you are my super star..

do you wanna stay with me?

like the flower in the breeze? ..?

and then whisper to me

oo baby oo baby baby oo oo .

1, 2, 3, would you like to play with me?

2, 3, 4, get it on the floor!

3, 4, 5, i would like to be your wife.

5, 6, 7, ow! from 7 till 11. .. 0.0"

oo... you are my super star..

do you wanna stay with me?

like the flower in the breeze? ..?

and then whisper to me

oo baby oo baby baby oo oo .

oo... you are my super star..

do you wanna stay with me?

like the flower in the breeze? ..?

and then whisper to me

oo baby oo baby baby oo oo .

i jus looked up the lyrics and its.. lol.

prety close neway =X

" milion miles away from home

la di da di daa.."

now playing: la di da - night core

and

valerie chan comes home 2day xD

i hsould upd8 my blog soon ahaha.

and its raining =(

and its freeezing =(

duno if i should go visit her. @_@"

il c her tmrow neway =\

o wel, depends how the weather is l8r in the day .

much love ‹33

c

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

hm.

dear...nixon.

wen i 1st met u, i couldnt tel the diff between u and peter. simlply coz i met u guys 2gether at the same time.

i couldnt rememba who was who, and who has told me wat. u 2 were the exact same person 2 me.

ur the key reminder of how i hav felt so..

acepted,

wen i 1st moved in2 this skool. i thought i wouldnt meet new ppl and id hav a hard time adjusting 2 a new skool, but i hav met a whole heap of new ppl and life is so much easier. its so much easier 2 jus b myself coz theres ppl around me that acept me 4 it ... and ur 1 of the 1st 1s that have made me feel that sense of aceptance .

and i would hav nevr guesed that a random person i met thru simply spining around while bored gutles in sport can become sum1 so significant in my life =) .

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

dear josh kun,

i love u.

xD .

‹3

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

chagned changed um um.

valerie. =)

dear valerie,

u were te 1 that taught me 2 b.. strong thru hard times..

2 not let the mean coments get thru 2 u no matr how mean they r, coz they dun matr.

2 not cry... unles they r tears of laughter or joy.

2 not giv up if its wat u truly believe.

2 do wat u want .. coz u can.

2 rebel, simply coz u want 2.

and most most importantly,

ive learnt 2 sacrifice 4 others coz of u.

i would hav nevr learnt the meaning 2 do that if it werent 4 u.

i noe these r al things that moms can jus say 2 their kids,

but these things were driven in2 my head down 2the core and i didnt jus folow them like a book of rules, i believed in the reason behind each of them.

if it werent 4 u, id b sum selfish, depresed, stuk up.. walking around looking like sum self righteous slut.

lol

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

hm.

my reflection.

i can look at myself now and say im hapy where i am.

wen i was in primary, i was teased as ugly.

kids would literaly point at me and cal me ugly. i found it hard but i had a best friend at the time caled connie, and i was always 2 busy chasing her around the playground or laughing my head off wid her 2 care about them 2 much.

but it stil got 2 me and

so like many 5/6 yr old kids, i told my mom.

she said bing hapy makes u prety. i thoguht how ridiculous that was and jus ignored.

soon after, i couldnt take it nemore and looked agen at the miror.

i was on the verge of tears. 2 the point id do nething.

then i remembad wat my mom said.

"bing hapy makes u prety"

at te time, that was the only thing i had known about bing prety.

i nevr knew about make up, or fashionable clothing.

i jus knew 2 "b hapy."

so i did.

i let go of grudges and tried 2 not hold on2 ne that came along.

i smiled more and tried 2 b friendlier 2wards others.

and coz of al this, i became hapier.

soon i became so hapy i didnt care wat ppl thought of me.

and i went about life like that.

now i believe it like a scientific fact.

"b hapy. it makes u pretier."

=)

much love ‹33

i mis u.

sigh.

ok, here we go agen since i rly hav nothing 2 blog about:

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

eueueuue boring. nxt xD

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

hey zody! =P

rememba those days we nevr went a day widout talking 2 each other?

was quite a while ago, ay. lol. i do hope ur going wel at ur college .. uve been set at that goal since ..

since yea X.x

canot talk 2 u much now either =X .

kinda miss those days =\. dun wana evr 4get u, or lose contact wid u . =)

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

dear__,

i nevr knew u much, only met u 1ce.

sumtimes i wondr wat u were rly like on the inside .. and wat would u think of me if u were stil here.

RIP.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

haha.

il censor this 2.

dear ___,

il bash u until u seriously cry if u do nething 2 me or sum1 i care about agen.

=)

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

dear __,

i noe sry is anoying, but even widout saying it, i mean it.

if i could go bak in time and change it, i would, but i cant.

but i gues is jus made up of both the good and bad times yea? =X\

much love ‹33

baby i miss u.

@_@" !

ok, lets start off this blog wid:

HAPY BDAY DAMIAAANN!! ^^

=)

im gona jus do leters coz

im 2 lazy 2 blog nething else.

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

lol uh.

im not sure if he wants 2 b identified so il code name him 2 ..

..

pilot.

its the brand name riten acros the pen on my table.

ok, here we go xD.

dear pilot,

its been over 2 mins and m stil stuk on this line wid no idea wat 2 say.

i hope ur doing wel =) .

im prety sure u r xD .

u used 2 tel me that i nevr change... do u stil think that?

i cant rememba the type of person i was bak then. was quite a while ago =\ .

man i hav absolutey zero left 2 say.

im jus gona on nxt leter now.

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

erh lol

a fav internet friend would b very vague.

il look at my list and pik sum1 who is purely an internet friend then rite a leter 2 them.

HI ORION. 8D

coudlnt hav chosen a beta random person 2 rite a letr 2.

haha. do u rmeemba how we met?

they were 1 of the wildest moments of al internet history.

stil studying ur physics hard? =) .. havent seen u online 4 a while =\

ur 1 of those ppl that the world needs more of.

haha.. u used 2 say that about me coz of the way i talk. but how does that matr? xD

ur so .. uncontamin8ed by the media. ur gramer, punctu8ion, evrything, is perfect. even on msn 0.0" .

there is absolutely no anger measure in u. so pure as a person. so insanely kind.

the world needs more ppl who think like u.

i would do more letrs but im 2 tired now. nearly 2am.

gnite =)

much love ‹33

*Boy and Girl are walking around the mall*

Girl: Hey, do you think that girl is pretty? I do! *Points out pretty girl*

Boy: She’s alright.

Girl: Oh… Okay, how about that one? Shes really pretty! *Points out another girl*

Boy: Haha, that girl’s not pretty or ugly. She’s average.

Girl: Oh… you have really high standards.

Boy: I guess you can say that.

Girl: Okay, fine. Once you see one, point her out!

Boy: Haha, alright.

*Boy and Girl walk around some more*

Boy: OH! I found one!

Girl: Really?! Where?!

*Boy puts arm around Girl’s shoulder*

Boy: Right here.

30 day letter challenge.

write a letter to each of the following people;

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

im gona try and do taht chalenge.

if i can rememba daily lol.

day 1: letter 2 your best friend

dear alice,

hi alice 8D

wat 2 say wat 2 say.. =\

... LOL.

im seriously blank minded.

u noe like, evrything bout me ._. , im not rly sure if i needa say nething else.

ur 1 of those ppl where if it was nebody else in the world in ur position, it'l b an awkward silenced moment... but ur not nebody else in the world... and moments whre it would b awkward wid ne1 else r, wid u, moments of bursting out laughing about absolutely nething or jus perfectly content about wherever we r.

we hav 1 of those friendships where u could swear at me and i wouldnt feel a thing. but i personaly h8 swearing down 2the core, whether sumbody else is swearing or myself is swearing, so friendship at that lvl but not specificaly the example i used xD.

ur 1 of those ppl that u could jus come at me, and start raging on about sumtin ur skool teacher did and il b perfectly fine wid it. i like greetings, the universal "hey" and "hi", and i feel taken bak wen ppl dun greet me. iduno. its like (oh look theres alice. jus look at her and wen she looks bak, the greeting part of meeting sum1 u noe isdone) .

i hav prety weird examples of describing us but o wel 0.0" .

hm.

OOHHH!!

IIII NOOOEE!

"can u help me up?"

"..AHAHAHAHHAA xD"

nah im not answering that 1 xD

that was fun.

il do another 1.

lets c, wats day 2 ...

day 2 - your crush.

... ok wat hapens if i alredy hav a bf?

=\. im not gona do this 1 coz i dun wana refer 2 him as my "crush" only ._.

day 3 - ur parents.

oh this 1s ok. ima try this1.

dear momy/dady,

momy, i like the way u pay 4 my piano and force me 2 pay u bak wen im actualy empty down 2 my pokets, and honestly .. im not giving up my piano 4 nething.

dady, i find it amusing how i found out u wanted 2 do art as a child AFTER i had decided 2 do art as my future. i nevr knew u even once considered drawing.

and i noe that i was the only person in my family 2 own a keyboard and kept it in my rm.. and so i was the only person that evr played musiq.

now that we hav a piano downstairs, im glad that coz of me, uve discovered ur musical, 2.

iduno, genetic, isnt it?

uve always gone on about not wrying and bing content wid life, coz life isnt about having the l8est fone or bing the most beautiful , its about bing hapy. and i find that amusing 2, i love it.

sumtimes i feel like i knew it at the bak of my mind but jus needed sum1 2 say it 2 me, 2 make me act on wat i believe.

ur one of those rare parents that dun encourage skool work at al. at al.

i find it hard 2 care about skool and im super thankful that u and mom arent pushing it.

i could go on 4evr but i wont b saying this 2 my dady irl so il jus stop.

nxt nxt! =D

day 4 - siblings.

ahaha.

dear my one and only sibling =),

gues wat, not many of my friends at skool noe u exist.

ur kinda hard 2 folow sumtimes, but wen we go like. grocery shoping or.. an extra part at bunings 4 ur tool shed shopping, its fun... xD . althoe the air in bunings makes me sik.

i like how u dun encourage me 2 do sumtin doctor/lawyer but wat i actualy wana do instead. not that im 100% abotu it, but its hier than evrything else, wich is eithr 0 or lower % .

i dun like how u puled down my toy story poster thoe. not rly sure if u did but i dun like it ._.

i put it bak neway and if it fals this time, i would noe.

day 5 - your dreams.

dear my dreams,

where2startwhere2start.

unlike most ppl in my grade,

i rly hav no set goal in my future.

no set dream.

i h8 wen ppl say "omg! u wana do ART 4 ur future? where is that seriously gona take u?"

so like wat? jus coz im not ur picasso or van gogh, its a path, the ONLY path i wana take, althoe veyr very vague, im gona take it. it'l b fun =)

and b hapy ^^

ok 1 more letter and ima slp.

day 6 - a stranger.

dear stranger,

whoevr u r, whetehr the richest man on earth or a dieing homeles in an abandoned town im gona tel u 2 nevr b afraid, coz theres always gona b things 2 b afraid of, no matr how much u fear them. cacnel out fear wid courage and go 4 it. jus go 4 it.

be who u r, whether u believe u fit in or not, coz theres no way in heaven u can impres evry single person, and who would u impres if u weren't bing urself 2 begin wid?

and wen sumtin goes rong, its jus teling uwhere 2 not go =)

and jus a note 2

whoever is gona read it:

i havent changed. im jus in a diff skool now, and met heaps of ppl. im not gona treat evry single person the same - evry1 is diff. i m gona hav personal inside jokes wid diff ppl, and im gona obviously hav diff friendship lvls wid diff indivudals. its prety damn obvious.

if u jus could stop believing ur own asumptions and ignoring me, then ur leting me stil b here, jus as the friend that was there from the begining.

much love ‹33