My worst fear
is being just like

everyone else.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

so i got momy 2 buy me a paket of salt so i can do a lil layered water thing in a coke botle wid diff colourd water.

buuuuut the botle was 2 big and the colours kept mixing so i jus filed the whole thing wid blue .





xP

i studied 2day.
hallejuhia.

cept i needed sum1 nxt 2 me 2 answer my questions.
but i didnt hav ne1 so my enthusiam 2 continue maths died very quikly.

uuuuuum.

didnt do much 2day.
o wel thats ok,
the fact that i even atempted 2 study maths at all if a big enuf achievement 4 me =X

church tmrow, sigh.

dear god kil me.

much love 33

Friday, July 30, 2010

so in homerm yesters..



LOLOLOL

man, this buny ears picture was taken rite b4 prayer, and i couldnt help laughing endlesly thru the whole of prayer.



has ne1 else realised that sean is in the xact same position thru evry foto?

and im in this foto but sum1 was waving their hand in front of the camera and it cut out XACTLY me and got XACTLY bruce. xD


and wid that aside, i was at band prac last nite and we did a new song.
so beautiful
the title in the vid:





"Take my hands and let them move
At the impulse of Thy love
Take my feet, and let them be
Swift and beautiful for Thee
Take my love, my Lord I pour
At Thy feet its treasure store
Take myself, and I will be
Ever, only, all for Thee"

now playing : take my life - garage hymnal

so m jus, sik at home atm
and like,
dead sik.

momy let me stay home,
tht is how sik i am ._.

i should make a bit of study,
since theres a loto f gaps in maths i hav no idea of
then agen m rly sik, and thats y im home at al. i should b resting.

but sum1 took my gold can from the piano D=<

if they chuked that in the bin, wicjh they proly did,
i am very angry.

and momy wontl eme go buy anothr 1.

=(


much love 33

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

helo evry1.

nothing in particular 2 blog about but not much is what im doing and so i decided 2 blog 2 kil off sum time.

it was raining 2day, dun like it wen it rains.

and i curently hav 1 hand french tipd cept te index finger ,
coz i stufd it while touching up anothr using nail polish remover.

but i cant fix it coz sum1 is at my desk atm =(

o wel llol.

hmmm
omgosh

double eco tmrow
ykuykuykuykykuykykuykuyukykuykukyukyukkukkYUK
YUK
YUK

i dread eco so bad
i h8 it so much

and omg va ..
al we're doing is theory ._.

itsl ike

siting in ancient histoyr clas
or sumtin

how do u guys even sit thru actualy ancient history ?
oooh my god.

much love 33

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

so there was cake in the fridge 2day.

YUUUMM CAAAKKEEE !
its like layers of cake and mango bits.
so friken delicious.
and the huge layer of cream on teh top .. omg *drools*



and the othr nite, i was redoing the rabbit on my nail in2 anothr musical note since nobody could tel it was a buny,
and as i was cleaning that nail of nail ppolish, it made a lil buny print on the tissue xD .
i look like the grudge behind that lol.

neways ,
2day, i got away wid no sports jaket twice.
its term 3 and i dun even own a sports jaket yet ahaha

and not 1ce caught in trouble xD

in homerm:
loudspeaker: can al homerm teachers send down ne student widout a sports jaket 2 the ofice 2 speak 2 me personaly plz.
homerm teachr: so who doesnt hav their jaket here 2day? u? u got ur jaket? u? wheres ur jaket? go 2 the office. how bout u? yup, ok.

and i was nevr askd
its like i .. jus turned invisible 4 those few 2nds. ahahha.


and then b4 sport, te yr co-ordin8r was like: evry1 hav ur jakets on plz, il b cheking as u walk out the door.

*walks past yr co-ordin8r rite in front of her 2 get past door*

and she doesnt say a thing
its like she jus
turned around
or sumtin
as i walked past her,
i didnt look at her 2 draw no atention 2 myself and get told off.


xP

1.What was the last thing you put in your mouth?

milk

2.Where was your profile picture taken?

my blogspot profile pic was taken in my rm

3.Can you play Guitar Hero?

uh lil bit.

its rly boring

4.Name someone who made you laugh today?
alice lol

5.How late did you stay up last night and why?
10ish, jus tired


6.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
uhm japan. wid al my friends/family.

7. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
nop

8. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
alice

9. Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
nop.

10. Who is the best?
the best from the inside is dady.

11. When was the last time you cried really hard?
tbh i dunremmeba

12. Who took your profile picture?

blogspot? myself 0.0"

13. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
uh ..

..

dun remmeb a

14. Was yesterday better than today?
nop

15. Can you live a day without TV?
yea, i nevr wach tv

16. Are you upset about anything?
not rly

17. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yea. not aL.

18. Are you a bad influence?
depends on wat

19. Night out or night in?
um. nites in make me feel safer, nites out make me feel more free.

20. What items could you not go without during the day?
sum sort of money, a drink of sum sort, te fone i use as mp3.

21. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
dady

22. What does the last text message in your phone say?

patrik: "hey lena its my bday 2day"

i totaly 4got 2 say hapy bday 2 him ._.

23. How do you feel about your life right now?

its.. ok. could b beta, but its good enuf =)

24. Do you hate anyone?

yea, of course lol

25. If we were to look in your facebook inbox, what would we find?
i.. duno.

26. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass?

yea?

yea as in no drugs

27. Has anyone ever called you perfect before?

yea.

28. What song is stuck in your head?
no song

29. Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m., who do you want it to be?
josh? lol

30.Wanna have grandkids by the time you’re 50?

mmmm yea actualy.

31. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
go alexs 2 play band hero.

32. Do you think too much or too little?
2 lil.

33. Do you smile a lot?
hope i do xP


much love 33

Monday, July 26, 2010


Who was your last test message from?
patrik proly. cbb geting fone lol.

Could you live without your computer?
no. if u take both of them il go suicide.

Facebook or Myspace?
uh neithr

Do you like thunder & lightning storms?
nop

Have you ever travelled out of the country?
yea lol

Has someone ever made you a scrapbook?
nop

What colour is the room you are in right now?
pink

Is there a TV in the room you’re in? nop

Have you ever had surgery?yea

If so, on what/why? uh

Who’s the person you feel like thanking today?
um. mel proly, jus copied her 4 al of eco 2day

Do you regret something you’ve done this year? of course lol

Do you have any pets? nop

Are you on a desktop or a laptop?
desktop

Are you a morning or night type of person?
n
ite

Are you easy to talk to?
yea? i hope i am

What’s your favourite number?
32

Do you have a pool?
no lol

Do you enjoy “liking” or “becoming a fan” of things on facebook?
no

Have you eaten dinner yet?
nop

RIGHT NOW:

Are you hot or cold?
cold

What’s your emotion?
um, im ok lol


Texting anyone?
nop

Listening to?
rihanna and eminem - love the way u lie

Time? 6pm

FAMILY:

Do you get along with your family?
sumtimes

Whom are you closest to in your family?
um..none?

Sibilings?
1

How many cousins do you have?
enuf.

Are you close to them?
nop. dun live here

SCHOOL:

What year are you in? 11

Who do you sit with on your way to school (bus/train)?
friends? lol
bus is prety pakd so quite luky if i get a seat 2 begin wid.

Who’s the first person you think of in your maths class?
sylvia i gues, she sits nxt 2me

Do you like your class? homerm? yea its.. good 0.0"

much love 33

Friday, July 23, 2010

WEEEEEELLLCOOOME

VALERIE

2 the bloging world xD ~!

http://www.monkeyluvsu4eva.blogspot.com/
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http://www.monkeyluvsu4eva.blogspot.com/


thank god its friday.
went 2 westys wid sum ppl and bought BANDHERO.

and then went alexs and had 1/2 hr of fun lol .

wish we coulda played band hero longer, was so fun =(

andbig llol and the time we spent tryna make the drums work.
the controler was jus a bit loose. ahaha.

and chek out his awesum tissue holder.

its not "pass the tisue box plz"
its:

"penguin plz."

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i was huging it and didnt wana let go =(


neways, 2day at skool was dull and boring.
no art,
no vd.

yuk yuk. yuk day.

hmmmmmmm

my bread thing on my fone is dirty agen.

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and thats where i am on fonecharms atm..
they weigh more than my fone lol.

much love 33

Thursday, July 22, 2010


much love 33
2day is 1 of te most joyous days of my life

i finishd my painting.



that deer in the mid, u c that deer?

that deer has caused my body at least 48 hrs of pure hardcore stres.
i paintd that animal at least 10 times as practise

thank the lord it turned out like a deer.
i was so hapy it was over i took a picture.

and i hope te 1st thing u notice in this painting is that its snowing ._.
plz ._.

neways, jus got sum more fotos:

markys scarf and jen (lol)
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cant rly coz its navy and blends wid my blazer.

and yea i had a hair cut.
my hair is hsoulder length now:

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xP

much love 33

Wednesday, July 21, 2010
















much love 33
i was on the bus 2day
and im puting down my bag
and i hear
"lena"

liek a very clear and crisp
"lena"

so i look around,
and im scaning acros al these oldies that r jus minding their own busines
and im thinking, could i hav misheard? but it was so clear ...
so i kp looking
and then i c this 1 guy
1 lil azn guy jus looking str8 at me

and i point at him
and askd "was that u?"

and his like yea.

and im staring at him rite,
thinking who in the world ..

"im andrew"

...

*few 2nds l8r*

...

OOOOOHHHHMYYYYGOOOOODDD

and i chuked this whole squeal spaz like omg havent seen u 4 at least 10 yrs how hav u been wat skool did u move 2 etcetera.

neways,
i had alices moms spaghetti and i hav 2 admit, it was unbelievably nice.
b ut thats not wat im bloging about.
im bloging bout alices moms spaghetti coz the bolonaise jus crakd me up.

like it was rly nice, but it wasnt
bolognaise bolognaise, it was more like...

an aditional sauce made 2 b eaten wid the spaghetti noodles.

it was like,

real chunks oftomato
wid bits of corn,
peas,
onion,
et cetera.

and like, there wasnt ethat much tomato taste like it should in bolognaise,
and looking at it,
like bolognaise is supose 2 b red coz of al the tomato

this "bolognaise" was prety damn colourful.

quite prety xD ..
prefer it over normal spagheti bolognaise neday .

uuum wat else.

OOOH YEA
the reason im eating alices moms spagheti,
is coz i need 2 save money.

i usualy get food from livoh stores and then come home after,
but im gona save money.

and eat at home.

and thats coz

1. i need fonecredit

2. i need this:


36 botles of nail polish 4 $37.

im not gona put the link of it but its ebay.
i dun want ne1 i noe buying it b4 i save up enuf money ._.

on ... sunday? ithink
i went out wid my bro 2 bunings
and as we were leaving, there was this car in front of us wid the car pl8: MEW

i was like omgtakeapicture

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and the rice evol on saturs.
was ok,
rally beats evol neday
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and i was jus doing a bit of fotography love on sunday:
and im gona kp the names anonymous coz i cbb asking 4 permision.


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much love 33

Sunday, July 18, 2010

i cant blutooth the pics i took 2day but o wel, anohr time.

neways, i didnt hav te rite colours 2 do leopard and no1 could tel it was leopard wen i asked them

"they look like dead skin cels thru a microscope... jus a scientific point of view."

*sigh*

neways i lookd thru about 10 pages of utube vids 2 find 1 that i had the rite colours 4, coz i dun hav ne brite colours xcept the orange i bought 4 tiger and a neon blu.

and i came acros tuxedos.
blak and wite.

perfect.


we went restaurant 2 eat.
i had beef caserole + bread.
man it was so good.

uuum wat else.

"just gonna stand there
and watch me burn,
but thats alright
because i like
the way it hurts."

now playing: rihanna + eminem - love the wya you lie

was prety boring coz valerie chan wasnt there thoe. =(

hmmmmmm.

skool tmrow.
dear god kil me.

10+ exercises of maths 2 go after bing kild in front of the clas last term ahaha.

o wel.

xP

much love 33

Saturday, July 17, 2010


yea yea? lol

bought 1 botle of nail art polish, blak colour and im having the time of my life.

and i cant believe how wel the chekered turned out.
so worth it after the concentr8ion .

neways,
tiger was coz i bought orange nail polish specificaly 2 do the tiger.
zebra was coz val told me 2... so i decided 2 try it.
chekered was coz val wants me 2 do chekered on her nails and i said ok, so i had 2 learn it.

lol
and ive got fotos from revol but there not sending over 2 this so m not bothrd nemore.
neways, twas fun.

=)

much love 33

Friday, July 16, 2010


is it jus me or do i look freaky? neways!
2day i saw a gold coke can and i didnt even care if it was fake.
i bought it.

and i jus did alices nails, tiger print :



died her hair as wel, didnt turn out very wel.
dun hav much exp wid dieing hair =X

and i painted her shoes pink 2.

fun fun day.

and i got 2 make up brushes 4 50c .
my god so cheap.
much love 33
i had the most whak dream.

it was dota war.
and mortreds invisi + blink alowed her 2 kil loved 1s in families of homes.

and she was like this wel known heroine coz of he skil

wen i went down stairs she was dieing on te floor.
and evry1s like omg we hav 2 saveher shes this heroine.

and i said y save her, she kils loved 1s of families.

and then i went bak 2 my rm and went 2 bloggr.
there was a new post by anna that read: WINN!
in my dashboard so i cliked.

and her bar at the top was the simpsons underwater walking as thoe thyewere walking downstairs.

they were walking in a line

homer was last and it zoomed in on the donut in his mouth.
and it was an animation so they walk out of the picture and then it starts agen and this time homer had more donuts.

eventualy it was jus homer covered in donutswalknig, and sumhow i folowed wid him underwater.

and so homers walking off underwater.

im unerwater.

i cbart.

bart is holding on2 the wooden pole of a sign that says "under here 2 hel"
he didnt even read it and he went str8 down.

4 sum reason, thru the sand of the botom, and i folowed.

then i folowed ... marge?
w8 it wsnt a impsons.

it was proly jus a woman,
in2 a bathrm.

and wen i walked in2 the bathrm, i thought hjow i hav been there b4 in a nite mare,
where this exact same bathrm was haunted.

it was a public bathrm, a large space behind the sinks and only 4 cubicles after the sinks.
2 were clean and decent, the othr 2 had grn curtains, dirty bloodstained and almost blak.

me and this woman were comfotrtable there 4 sum reason, and then she saud : im gona go toilet.

i though how mayb this isnt a nite mare andshe'l b ok so i let her go 2 a cubicle.
i looked at myself in the miror.

my face was dead ghost wite.

i wore a glitery organige shirt wid tan color vest over, evrything above the bely buton.
and wat the hel, id nevr wear that kinda stuf.

neway.
wen she entered the cubicle, mnay women from the public entered the bathrm.

and i waslike "wat?"

and they al lined up 2 use a toilet.
after a bit, ALICE walks out from 1 of the cubicles and shes like "ok lets go"

now i cant remmeba if the woman that 1st enetered that haunted bathrm was alice.

and so we walk out, i xpectd it 2b water.
but it wasnt

it was another scene from a diff dream.

we walked out and it was as thoe it was a shoping centre.
a cinema entry,
sum metal bars,
a busy arcade,
up a ramp,

past a food store,

then alice said ii hav 2 go this way.

so she left.

and i cant remmeba how,
but the last thing i thought was i hav 2 go on utube and look up new designs 4 my nails.

im actualy gona do that now.

much love 33

Thursday, July 15, 2010

thursday morn.

unbearable bak pain.
i need 2 blog or else i die.

alice: "
oh goodness
thats like 50 bucks on easyway this month x_x
"

lol.

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thats mine. 2 easyways this mont.

les than $10 LOL.

and i googled how 2 print scr non mac
its so much easier lol


















i swear i love this top. so much @_@"







and i love this top even more but its $50. =(


i dun own a single dres wid sleeves coz i generaly dun like them but this 1 is teribly cute.





my god i love these.



my panda hat stil owns. it has the face + scarf+ear warmers+mitens. and it was cheaper.


very cute. but $240? uh huh?



i love blak dreses D=




omg these r so cute.
i wana make these.
im stil upset coz i lostm y star haircliip =(



these r hoop earings.
prety cute yea?


AND THESE.
OMG.
I WANT THESE
ABOVE EVRYTHING ELSE.
COZ 1. THEY'RE STARS AND I LOST MY STAR HAIR CLIP
2. ITS ONLY $10 4 AL 3 TT





i dun actualy want this but im puting this here coz its sold out and i dun get y.
would u buy this/

and al these were sold out 2.
would u seriously buy these?



neways, more online window shoping.


oooooh my god.
these r earings.

and i love them.
i noe i noe i h8 the colour red.
but strawberys r a must exception...
especialy these guys!
my god.
i love them =(
and they're only $7.
garh.

those blak/white star clips and these strawberie r now even on my want list.


i love metallic/super shiny.




ooooh god.
number 1 on my want list ..
mario stars D=
like my lost hair clip TT



omg.





ooooooh my god i love this dres. $100 =(



friiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkk!!! I LOVE THIS DRES. $45 TT!




wow wata prety dres 0.0"




i like this but i dun like thep atern =\

'

ths is 1 of the cutest dreses i hav EVR seen.


4 sum odd reason i like this.
mayb its the colour.
or jus the creative idea.



the botom looks like runing honey lol.

neways, i love edged frils @_@"





WOW.
super cute.







0.0"

good thing i dun hav aces 2 a credit card wid moneu on it.
otherwise it would al b gone by now.

neways.
lazzy day at home.
xP

much love 33