i hav stuf 2 post 2day.

but im gona put down sum stuf 1st jus so i can close sum windows lol



and from blinksoflife on tumblr:

I almost asked you what was wrong the first time I saw you crying. Then I saw the book you were reading, and realized that you were crying because of it. And I was interested, because I’d never read anything that moved me that much.

---

I checked out the book you were reading, and guess what? I cried - just a little - too. That’s how it started. Every time I go to the library, you’re almost always there, usually with a completely new book. Sometimes you smile, or laugh out loud, or cry again, and when you do, I check out the book you’re reading.

---

That was it, really, until I realized how gorgeous you are. You’re not pretty in the normal kind of way, but god, when you smile, it lights up your face in the best way.

---

I wish you’d notice me, sitting a few tables away from you, reading the book you were reading a few days ago. I wish you’d smile at me. I don’t have the guts to talk to you. I’m afraid you won’t be anything at all like I imagine.

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One of these days, I’ll work up the courage and I’ll ask you about what you’re reading. And maybe you’ll smile that gorgeous smile and tell me all about it, and then we’ll talk about all the books we’ve read. But until then, thank you for the book recommendations. I love them.

---

Love, the boy a few tables away from yours

and continuing from alice:

1. You are female.
2. You are in high school.
3. You dropped out of high school.
4. You graduated within the last 5 years.
5. You live on your own.
6. You live within 20 minutes of your best friend.
7. You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed.
8. You live within 20 minutes of your ex.
9. You have hugged someone in the last 24 hours.
10. You have been to the movies within the last week

11. You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year.
12. You have been a designated driver.
13. You have broken merchandise and not paid for it.
14. You have played strip poker.
15. You are Catholic.
16. You are atheist.
17. You recycle regularly.
18. You are a brunette.
19. You have dated a blonde. (it was kinda lite brown. changes colour 2 ._.)
20. You are friends with a redhead.
21. You are taller than your mom.
22. You have a checking account.
23. You have written a check for less than $5.
24. You have visited the Statue of Liberty.
25. You have visited the Eiffel Tower.
26. You have visited Big Ben.
27. You have visited the Colosseum.
28. You have visited The Great Wall of China.
29. You have never been out of the country.
30. You have been a waiter/waitress.
31. You own a Bible.
32. You own something with a Pentagram on it.
33. You have used a Ouija Board.
34. You have been a witch for Halloween.
35. You have been a zombie for Halloween.
36. You have been a Disney character for Halloween.
37. You don’t celebrate Halloween.
38. You have your belly button pierced.
39. You have your tongue pierced.
40. You have your eyebrow pierced.
41. You have a Monroe piercing.
42. You have your nose pierced.
43. You have an ankle tattoo.
44. You have a wrist tattoo.
45. You have a back tattoo.
46. You have no tattoos.
47. You have more than 5 tattoos.
48. You straighten your hair.
49. You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.
50. You live somewhere that gets snow.
51. You celebrate Hanukkah.
52. You were at your own house last New Year’s.
53. You were at a bar last New Year’s.
54. You slept through last New Year’s.
55. You have worked on Christmas Eve.
56. You have worked on Christmas.
57. You have been told “I love you” by someone today.
58. You were told by someone who’s not family.
59. You slept in your own bed last night.
60. You are dating the last person you kissed.
61. You enjoyed your last kiss.
62. You are wearing a necklace right now.
63. You are wearing something red.
64. You are wearing something blue.
65. You are wearing something purple.
66. Your phone is fully charged.
67. Your phone number ends with an even number.
68. You have kissed the last person you called/texted.
69. You last called/texted a boy.
70. You are currently listening to music.
71. You are waiting for something.
72. You don’t like seafood.
73. You have eaten deer sausage.
74. You have given a complete stranger your phone number.
75. You have been hit on at work.
76. You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you.
77. You have been whistled at.
78. You were creeped out by it.
79. You are a good speller.
80. You are very punctual.
81. You were dating someone in December of 2008.
82. You are still dating that person.
83. You have cheated on someone.
84. You have been cheated on.
85. You have been on a cruise ship.
86. You have camped out in your own backyard.
87. You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you.
88. You are a Pisces.
89. You are a Leo.
90. You are a Capricorn.
91. You have Irish heritage.
92. You have Polish heritage.
93. You have Japanese heritage.
94. You have Israeli heritage.
95. You have German heritage.
96. You have Portuguese heritage.
97. You have French heritage.
98. You have Italian heritage.
99. You have Korean heritage.
100. You were born in May.
101. You were born in June.
102. You were born in October.
103. You wonder what will happen when you die.
104. You are afraid of the dark.
105. You write in all capital letters.
106. You have been told you have nice handwriting.
107. You have had a song written for you.
108. You have had a picture drawn of you.
109. You have curly hair.
110. Your phone provider is Sprint.
111. Your phone provider is AT&T.
112. Your phone provider is Verizon.
113. You live within an hour of your birth place. (NOT SURE)
114. You are wearing a watch.
115. You are wearing flip flops.
116. You wouldn’t date someone who smoked.
117. You know someone with the same birthday as you.
118. You are a morning person.
119. You are a night owl.
120. You slept in past 10am today.
121. You have big plans for next weekend.
122. You are thinking of someone right now.
123. Your job is stressing you out.
124. You don’t have a job.
125. You have never had a job.
126. You were fired from your last job.
127. You know sign language.
128. You made your bed today.
129. You will usually try something at least once.
130. You have been swimming in the last month.
131. You are pessimistic by nature.
132. You have taken a ballet class.
133. You have taken karate.
134. You have taken gymnastics.
135. You wish on shooting stars.
136. You wish at 11:11.
137. Your birthday has already come this year.
138. You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year.
139. You ended your last relationship.
140. Your ex ended your last relationship.
141. You are over your ex.
142. You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you.
143. You have let someone use you.
144. You have been in a physically abusive relationship.
145. You are engaged.
146. You are married.
147. You are divorced.
148. You have a child.
149. You were/are a teenage mom.
150. You were named after someone.
151. You like your name.
152. Your last drink was water.
153. You have visited somewhere said to be “haunted.”
154. You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going.
155. You have taken medicine when you “felt a headache coming on.”
156. You are self-conscious about your body.
157. You have a hangover.
158. You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house.
159. You have pet fish.
160. You live on a farm.
161. You live in a trailer.
162. You live in Montana.
163. You live in South Carolina.
164. You live in Illinois.
165. You live in Maryland.
166. You live in New Mexico.
167. You have godparents.
168. Your parents are still married.
169. You have step-siblings.
170. You are the oldest.
171. You are adopted.
172. You have a twin.
173. You don’t want kids.
174. You want more than 4 kids.
175. You have a bad temper.
176. You have made out with a complete stranger.
177. You usually make the first move in an intimate situation.
178. You regret losing your virginity.
179. You lost your virginity to someone the same age as you.
180. You lost your virginity to someone you were dating.
181. You lost your virginity before you were sixteen.
182. You have worked with a Kayla.
183. You have gone to the movies with a Jared.
184. You have hugged a Lexi.
185. You have held hands with a Marcus.
186. You have dated a Rachel.
187. You have kissed a David.
188. You have ridden in a car with a Nicole.
189. You have had class with a Patrick.
190. You have gone out to eat with a Chloe.
191. You know a Kyle in the military.
192. You are related to a Julie.
193. You have gotten drunk with a Brent.
194. You have broken your arm.
195. You have had to get stitches on your face.
196. You have had an MRI.
197. Your fingernails are painted.
198. Your fingernails are painted black.
199. You like to read.
200. You like to cook.
201. You like to draw.
202. You can play an instrument.
203. You keep a lot of secrets from people.
204. You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you.
205. You don’t trust people easily.
206. You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone.
207. You drive a car older than a 2008.
208. You have lost a friend you never thought you would.
209. You know a child who died of cancer.
210. You know a teenager who died in a car wreck.
211. You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours.
212. You have cut your hair in the last week.
213. You wear glasses.
214. You have been pulled over for speeding.
215. You love to drive with the windows down.
216. Your favorite season is Autumn.
217. Your favorite color is orange.
218. Your favorite animal is a dolphin.
219. You last rode in a car with a relative.
220. You last rode in a car with a group of people.
221. You last rode in a car with the person you are dating.
222. You regularly watch soap operas.
223. You love Italian food.
224. You love Mexican food.
225. You love Chinese food.
226. You can see a box of tissues from where you are.
227. You can see your reflection in a mirror.
228. You can see what’s on TV from where you are.
229. Your best friend is older than you.
230. You have to go to school/work tomorrow.
231. You answered every question truthfully.

Day 1: 10 things about you

Day 2: 10 things you love

Day 3: 10 things you hate

Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person

Day 5: 10 wishes

Day 6: 10 items you can’t live without

Day 7: 10 important people

Day 8: 10 of your favorite songs

Day 9: 10 ways to win your heart

Day 10: Final 10 words.

–

Day 1: 10 things about you

1. i play piano

2. fav colour is blue.

3.i h8 red

4. i h8 nudges on msn

5. i love cake

6. i love crab more than cake

7. i h8 wen ppl judge widout noeing

8.i believe in "dare 2 b different"

9. i sumtimes do wish i was acedemic.

10. im prety selfish and i h8 it.

Day 2: 10 things you love

1. friends

2. art

3. shopping

4. music

5. laptop

6. boring/lazy days at home

7. blue

8. dreses

9. feeling of "on top of the world "

10. walking slow

Day 3: 10 things you hate

1. nudges on msn. omg.

2. red

3. skool work

4. working not in a restaurant

5. feeling of lonlines/stres/depresion/panic

6. acting

7. hypocrites

8. not having enuf money wen u need it.

9. geting told off over and over agen about nothing.

10. ignorant ppl

Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person

1. i mis u

2. i mis u 2 dearly

3. i rememba the nite we were siting at the bak of an empty train carriage 2gethr... and i hoped 4 that nite 2 go on 4evr.

4. i saw a rly hot jaket in 1 of those guy stores that ive walked in2 jus 1ce wid my bro. i thought about how it'l look so good on u.

5. i h8 the way i h8 jus about evrything about u, but is almost like ur perfect like that.

6. im not sure if i wana b here.. coz ur not here.

7. i felt like we were 1 of those hapy couples in the bakg of movies te 1st time we held hands. i couldnt let u go.

8. i dun c wats so grand about me that ud evr consider 2 embrace me.

9. i rly cant care wat the world thinks about us, or even jus u.

10. i wish u were here, silently, peacfuly, so i can jus fal aslp nxt 2 u 4 2nite, rite nxt 2 u.

Day 5: 10 wishes

1. felt hapy

2. i knew wat was best 4 me

3. money ._.

4. logic behind my moms screaming

5. biger wardrobe. i cant even fit another coat hanger in mine.

6. that the hardrive would finish transfreing

7. holidays oh god.

8. was nevr hungry

9. no skool work watsoevr.

10. i can drive

Day 6: 10 items you can’t live without

1. internet

2. musiq

3. art

4. money

5. fone

6. prety dreses

7. things 2 look 4ward 2.

8. the thought of waking up 2 a day where i can take things my own pace and do watevr i want, start wat i want, finish wat i want

9.love

10. survival things like food/water et cetera

Day 7: 10 important people

1. dad
2. mom
3. bro
4. josh
5. alice
6. matty
7. niky
8. val
10. cant think of ne1 atm, sry.

Day 8: 10 of your favorite songs

1. patriotic - soulja boy

2. imposible - shontelle

3.ooh ahh sounds - jakie boys

4. musiq 4 love - mario

5. jus te way u r - bruno mars

6. evrywhere - michelle branch

7. how will i noe - keke palmer

8.anxiety - wasted penguins

9. stuk on u -lil sokz

10. utada hikaru - passion

Day 9: 10 ways to win your heart

1. put me b4 urself

2. stare at me silently wen u cach me staring (admiring) at u.

3. b honest wen im doing sumtin rong

4. dun tel me u love me unles u mean it.

5. hold me from behind sumtimes.

6. listen 2 me and my bich whining wen i bich whine.

7. not afraid 2 show me 2 othrs as weird as i am

8. dun touch me 2 much.

9. stay on te fone wid me wen i wake up at odd hrs from nitemares.

10. hold our hugs as long as posible.

Day 10: Final 10 words.

im not rly hapy where i am rite now.

baby, its fact .. u r evrything in my life.
u r my beautiful rescue.
my love, my only,
i wouldnt mind w8ing 100 yrs if i could become ur love.
hands down, u r the most beautiful grl in the rm.
nevr change.
widout u here, i mis u.
u r 4evr in my head, i think about u evryday.. 1000 times a day.
u shine, sunrise to sunset.
i wana stay wid u, by ur side 4evr.
we r love.. dead rong. we r BIGER than love.
baby we're invincible.



him: hey lena
me: HEY


!

THERES A BIG WITE AROW ON MY SCRN AND I CANT TURN OFF CAPS LOK

i wondr how random that mustve sounded 2 that person, lol....
but it was tru.

xD

i stil havent edited that vid

but i hav sumtin 2 blog

i was in the library loading a neopets game.
and this is an advertisement 4 a program that eaches children 2 sing/dance/act.





the library net is slow and it froze on this frame.

doesnt that grl look like she has her hands tied up above her against the wal and shes geting tortured?

0.0"

jus a thought that cme 2 my mind.


#497

Someone who will match their tie to my dress.

#494

Someone whose actions speak louder then words.

#492

Someone who will carry my bags when I go shopping.

#491

Someone who will never leave without goodbye.

#505

Someone who will love me in the morning.

#507

Someone who makes my day, everyday.

#512

Someone who would have an answer when I ask why they love me.

#519

Someone who makes me wake up smiling for no reason at all.

from anonymous on www.letterstocrushes.com

"I thought I had moved on, but I finally saw you today and it's like I was home."

"Girl,

Nothing makes me happier than when our fingers become entangled, the way vines criss-cross together. Even if it's just for a moment. Even if we're just friends. Even if I'll never forget the way that you make me feel, I guess you could say that during these times, I feel free.

Boy"

"And sometimes, when I'm not too busy being angry or strong or even happy for letting you go, I just feel sad. Because I miss you."

"Is it weird that I still have the little piece of paper you gave me that says 'hold my hand?"

"

My mouth smiles.

My voice says, "Hi."

My stomach says, "Oh, it's you!"

My nose says, "Wow."

My eyes say, "You look quite beautiful tonight."

My ears say, "I could listen to your voice for a thousand years."

My mind says, "I would like to get to know you more."

But most importantly,

My heart says, "I'm falling deeply in love with you." "

"The thing is; you have really nice eyes and I really like looking into them. And I also like that you smile so sweet when our eyes meet.

But then I look away. Mostly because I'm afraid of dissapointment. I'm scared to break. I'm scared to admit that I've not only stumbled - but fallen completely over. For you."

"and do you ever lie in bed and wonder what i'm doing?

do you miss me like i'm missing you?

not just tonight, but every minute i can't hear your heart beat

is another minute i'm wasting without you.

i miss you."

"whenever i see you in the halls, i look down, avoiding your glance.

you see, i'm scared our eyes will meet and you'll read the words i'm screaming with my whole body.

"i miss you. can we fix this?" "

"They say a text is just a text,

but my heart's about to explode in my chest."

"Sometimes I think I'd be okay without the sun, or the moon, or the stars...

As long as I still had you."

much love ‹33

im gona

rage here coz

raging 2 sum1, althou its not at them, is quite mean.

evry nite i make a cup of sumtin 2 quench my thirst thruout the nite while im in my rm.

and i use only 2 cups,

the eeyore and pokemon cup...

so wen theres a drink wid a straw stiking out 1 of those cups, its mine.

and evry morning, i take the cup down, i throw out teh straw , litely rinse out the cup, and put it beside the sink 2 b washed.

but liek, althoe its always been, after evry diner wen i want 2 get my cup 2 get a drink 2 last me thru the nite, its stil where i left it.

and since al i drink is milk, milk tea, and water, i sumtimes think that the person who did the dishwashing jus thought it was alredy clean.

but sumtimes its obvious, so i let it off as they 4got since that cup is always there that it jus.. blends in.

but im prety sure that my mom noes its my cup and i leave it there 2 bwashed.

and 2nite i saw that the dishes were jus done but my cup ws stil there,

and there was a lil line of pure white at the botom, where the rest of the milk was.

so i asked her,

hey mom,

how come u wash al the dishes evrytime but not my cup?

and she literaly

jus screamed at me..

she screamed:

y the hel cant u wash it, its ur own cup.

i mean, rly? so evry1 here that eats their diner using the family's bowls and pl8s doesnt hav 2 wash their own pl8 and bowl xcept 4 me?

evry1 that sits around teh table 4 tea using the family cups doesnt hav 2 wash their own cup xcept 4 me coz i own my own cup that i bought and only i use?

u TOLD me 2 get my own cup 4 only me 2 use.

u said i get 2 sik often and drink ing from several cups would spread it easily.

so i did.

i felt so angry wen she did.

there was absolutely no logic behind it. y do only i hav 2 wash my own cup and she doesnt mind washing 50 pl8s/bowls used by othr ppl?

and the fact that she screamed at me. i felt liek chuking the cup in her face.

wen my dadys home, he usualy stands up 4 me wen my mom does that kinda stuf,

but this time it was rly smal, i mean, its jus a cup, yea? and he wached as i chuked out al my rice widout even taking a single bite and leaving wid a cup of milk, so he jus said he'l save sum food 4 me and i can come down l8r 2 eat.

and my moms like at least drink sum soup, i made soup 2nite

and i said no.

and she said y

and i said im not gona.

from then she woulda screamed and said DRINK IT U &^%#^@$!

but dady was at the table and he woulda stood up 4 me so she didnt.

ive always had the feeling of deep deep hatred, but sumtimes not noeing y.

and then i try 2 treat my mom beta

and then i jsu get reminded of y even jus her prescence chokes watevrs left of me.

i could go on

and on

about how pisd i rly am.

it sjus a build up

of evrything she did b4.

but thats not

very interesting

nor am i in a mood 2 blognething else at al,

since al i feel rite now

is anger

and h8.

much love ‹33

val + alice hav clothes on their blogs so im gona blog sum clothes 2.
and omg at the shoes val bloged, so hot LOL

i saw the turnover bak "converse" in footloker. i thought they were prety hot but they were on the guys half of the store so im like eh lol.

those shoes r actualy prety cute.

i dun particularly like this pair but i like the fotography xD

curved heels nevr cease 2 amuse me. esp this pair.. they look like sumtin made 4 the circus

dayum thats cute xD

that grls in a weding dres. kinda freaky but meaningful.
and this also reminds me of wat i saw my uncle doing at work
there was a pig head,
an actual real pigs head on the table
and his jus choping it wid a knife
like teh
guts were stil red inside
and the eyes were
...

and his jus
riping it apart in his hands
and choping it
its lookd so unreal

like that picture.

i spent a bit of timing spaming ppl on my list wid this foto.



im sry if it scared u , i jus feel like bloging about it coz its 1 of the most meaningful fotos ive evr seen.

that grls in a weding dres. weding dres is supose 2 b perfect, beautiful, elegant, ... feminine, pure, angelic, almost.
te bloody heart kils the whole socialy acepting stereotype that evrything about a beautiful grl is perfect in evryway, even if shes wearing wat may seem 2 look like rags.

shes not holding a flower or sum post-it note wid a drawn heart ..
its a "real" heart ..
in both her hands.



this grls face isnt shown.
so there is no perfection makeup or fotoshoped perfect skin.

thers cleavage but not immense, on top of that its seems obvious that shes not big-busted eithr.
grls dun need a nice/curvy body 2 b beautiful.


i feel like im doing sum art hw.
neways,
i think this picture , a bit, chalenges wat society cals beauty in a female, since grls hav 2 always b neat and clean kind of thing.

and i think it also chalenges wat ppl cal love 2.

love is represented by the bloody heart.
love is real ..wid imperfections, it'l get messy and hard 2 hold on2 sumtimes.
love isnt sumtin jus 4 show eithr. in fact its nevr 4 show.
u dun jus d8 a hot looking guy/grl jus coz ur hot jus 4 the fun of it.
love will make u imperfect. it wil imperfect u if its real. it wil stain u, scar u, change u, and make u different.
the blood form the heart runs mesily over the grls hands, uncontained.


and i was talking 2 matty, and i m gona blog it coz i would hav nevr thought of it this way:

"on one hand you have someone in a white dress
white is pure and innocent, it's beautiful
and on the right you have a ripped out heart
that could mean that someone took her innocents, turned her from pure to somethin else
or there might b a conflict within her"

i would put this at the top of my blog but its not xactly a prety picture and it'l scare ppl off so nah.

i hope i find anothr foto like tis thoe.
absotelu amazing 2 me =O

neways, 2day val and eric came over after church
we took a vid but i havent edited it.
its 20 mins long lol.

i did vals hair 2day.

she wanted sum colourso i sprayed sum blue in2 her hair.


much love ‹33

i worked 9 hrs 2day
and tbh, it feels like the most xhausting thing evr since that 11km beach walk/climb.
i took a 3 hr nap.

and this lady handed me a 2010 coin
its got a 3 leaf clover wid a star and says
century of grl guiding

yea thats rite man.


lol

i was like
WOOOAH
MOM
MOM
MOM
MOM
DO U HAV A DOLAR?!

xD


and the coins were al mixed up this morn and i had 2 sort them out and i discovered how many foregin coins there were

and at the end of th day, i askedm y boss if i can kp them and he said yea lo
i am so hapy atm

xD

• 1 sumtin from .. absolutely no idea. and the guy is wearing sunglases on the heads side of it.
• nz 5c
• um, american dollar
• 20.. cents? from nz . the edging on this is so cool, its not jus round. its like, round wid kool dents. and the guy on this looks like his made of swirls.
  
• italian 10 c. wid picture of wheat lol
• 100 sumtin. korean.
  
• 20 c singapore.
• yugoslavia. 1 dolar.
• xD

ive nevr used the buleting thing on this b4.

church tmro
il do my eng rationale during the sermon

01. Are you more alert in the morning or at night?

uuuh. not sure

2.What is you favorite thing to eat; vegetables, meat, or equal amounts of both?

i prefer vege over meat but i like equal amounts of both

3.Do you prefer to be inside or outside?

usualy outside, as in outside my home.

4.At what temperature are you most comfortable; when you are hot, cold, or warm?

warm?
5.Do you like to get wet?

not rly. unles its rly hot

6.Would you consider yourself as a quiet, calm person or an active person?

al 3 8)

7. Would you rather be by yourself or with lots of other people?

both. depending.
8. What do you do when you get nervous?

talk slow.

9.What do you do when you get angry?

i ignore as the persons last chance off.. aftr that i jus rage.
10. What do you do when you are happy?

"yayy ^^"

11. What do you do when you are sad?

uh. piano, usualy.

12. Do you have any interesting habits?

uh. i hav a habit of bing a bich?

much love ‹33

it seems a rainy day 2day
and i feel like staying inside until
my sky litens from its dull days.

mayb il wrap a mindless canvas
in emotions and rainbows 2day,
or run melodic fingertips over blak and wite keys
2 play against the gentle pitter-patter outside.

mayb il softly bring a song 2 life 2day -
a performance 4 whoevrs left in here,
or push bak curtains 4 a cold window,
and simply wach 4 perhaps wat may seem 2 b nothing.

but it seems a rainy day 2day
and i feel like staying inside until
my sky litens from its dull days.

much love ‹33

me singing just the way you are - bruno mars



wont c 1 of those 4 a while.

neways, 2day 2day ...

double eco = omg dear god kil me

WE HAD TEH AWESUM TEEACHER 4 MATHS
AND I ACTUALY UNDERSTOOD STUF 4 1CE.

i 8 a chupa chupa, listen 2 musiq + play tetris 4 the whole of art. had a sub lol

uh.

neways, patrik visited afterskool.
been ages since i last saw him X.x
we playd ddr, took caps.
oh yea caps.
meh, 2 lazy 2 upload ahaha

uuum bought easyway
HE BOUGHT ME A DRES D=

i walked home in the dark

this song was playing and i was singing and i was thinking how fun it was 2 sing it.

AND DIARY OF A WIMPY KID CAME OUT IN HARD COVER
OOOH MY GOODNES ._.

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
I told Rowley at least a bilion times ovr now that we're in hi skool, youre supose 2 say "hang out" not "play"

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
nothing

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
dun remmba

Without looking, guess what time it is:

uh 1.

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

12.57

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
2 go skool

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
alices blog

What are you wearing?
pjs

Did you dream last night?
dun rememba

When did you last laugh?

jus then

What are on the walls of the room you are in?
evrything

Seen anything weird lately?
uh. nah.

What do you think of this quiz?
prety broing

What is the last film you saw?
inception

What are you listening to?
evrywhere-michele branch

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
clothes. dreses. shoes. bags. more clothes. more dreses. more shoes. more bags.

a car, a house, sumtin that wil earn me more.

Tell me something about you that I don’t know about.

i rite wid both hands.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
i would make the whole world xtian.

as hypocrit as i am,

the poor woul b thankful they hav gods love.

the rich would b wiling 2 giv.

and the evil would noe their guilt.

Do you like to dance?
unot rly.

George Bush:
no.
Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

watevr my husband wishes

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
watevr my husbnad wishes

Would you ever consider living abroad?
yea? jus 4 the heq of it

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
i hope he makes me feel beta about evrything im guilty about.

much love ‹33

i jus threw my head bak laughing at alices last few lines of her l8est blog:

me: today cloudier got me this lion pen
leo: YOU HAVE LIONS?!

–

ijust got off the phone with some vodafone customer care person

and now i have 100 buvks credit to use by sept 2nd… .-. and then ill be back to 10 bucks a yr lol

…

lmao. and kind of ironic how the person that thought of lion pen in a very funy way is caled leo.

neways, i book a book yestres

I HILY SUGEST IT ITS THE FUNNEST BOOK EVR I LOVE LVOE LOVE IT

ps. nothing beats hary poter. NOTHING.

it cost $15 =(

and i nearly finished it in 1 nite =(

i had 2 force myself 2 stop reading 2 save my 15 buk book from only entertaining me 4 1 nite TT

but neverthles , stil a good book =D

hmmmm 2day 2day.

oh yea

i went bak 2 the hairclips that ive been wanting sincelike, the beginning of the yr

=(

i lost my mario star clip

and i found these and im like ooooo =O ..

ahaha.

AND HAPY BDAY EDWARD

LOL AT UR CARD.

i dun even wana xplain the card.

i contributed 2 none of that.

and im glad! xD

much love ‹33

ps. i mis u so dearly.

hmmm

my bro vacuumed out the dust in mycomp

and the difference is imense.

i used 2 not b able 2 use the comp 4 liek 5 mins widout it overheating and roaring

now itsl ike

*totaly content and silent*

lol

2day i 8 a kebab wid chopstix.

and theres a recoridng of it

i bought a book caled

diary of a wimpy kid

cant w8 2 read it

+ i bought a dres

+ the most BEAUTIFUL skirt in the world,

last 1, and sumhow fit me perfectly ahaha.

went from $60 ddown 2 $20

8D!

and both so comfortable ahaha.

skool day kinda suked

so sik of ice sk8ing

didnt hav the energy 2 get up + buy food.

and now im colecting fanta fruits.

strawbery here.

then pineaple, a yelow 1 and grape

xD

hmmm.

me and matty shared a grn tea icecream 2day

and i saw jason LOL

hi jason *wavess* xD

that skirt rly made my day

and the BOOK

omgoodnes xD

hm.

yea thats about it ahaha.

oh and i want a camera. =(

ps. i mis u.

much love ‹33

my step cousin came over 4 dinr 2nite,
LOL.

unfortun8ly jus the (..6? 7?) yr old 1.

ahaha =X
there he is, on my floor.



this foto jus made me realise how hi my handbags stak on the clothes stand.
and did u notice the 2nd chair in my rm changed?
its stil blak.
but this 1 is from my bros showrm.
+ prety flowers al over it 8)

did u notice sumtin else about it?
ITS CLEAN
ITS CLEAN

ITS

CLEAN

AFTER A FEW LITERAL HRS OF CLEANING

*faints*

its unbelievable.
u can c the colour of my floor.
and the colour of my desk.

LOOK HOW CLEAN MY DESK IS.




i even hav a box 4 my nail polish (on the rite) instead of having t hem jus hudled 2ether on my desk and knoking them over like bowling pins evrytime i move .

b4 that, if u could name the colour of my desk widout lifting up my keyboard, its a cash prize win.

and my bro jus came in 2 look at my rm
"aaaw... ur rms cleaner than mine. =("
"HAHA jeeeealoussss~~~ ^.~"

and my step aunt.
both my step aunt and step cousin came over and i havent seen both of them 4 ages.
aunts like
omgoodnes, (<-- not rly. but that was the tone.)
ur rm lena, so neat so clean, this is more like a grls.
and ur waaaals lena, ur waaaals, woooow! did u draw these?! this is a grls rm definietely!

and LENA! .. u stil look like ur few-teen yrs old! ur voice lena, ur voice rly is lady like.
jessica man, looks like shes 20 or so.

so hav u learnt 2 do make up yet?
wat about wen u grow up lena?
r u gona b acountant or medical or science?

uuh. i want 2 do art.

oooh. that makes sense, look at ur rm.
designs good, designs good, wats the atar?

wich part of design do u want 2 do?
is it easy 2 find a job?


and on and on ..

+alice came over 2day coz her laptop broke down and needed internet or she'l die.



the poor liteing actualy made this foto look ok.

xP

much love ‹33

bday shoutouts:
friday- mel, stephen
saturs - tina +eric
suns - alice


from morethanafriend on tumblr:
"

This bookmark thing here was a mother’s day gift that I made for my mum when I was in kindergarten. It’s in vietnamese but its says, “I love you mum, from mi.”

So one day, I was ransacking through my mum’s bag and I found this in her purse along with all the other small cards I made her for mother’s day and also my brother’s. I was kinda shocked when I discovered that she still kept them. So being the typical, curious girl that I am, I asked her. I was like,

“Mum. Why do you keep these?”

She looked at me and said,

“Because you never say I love you to me anymore so I take that out and I read it. When I’m really stressed and I just feel like dying, I take that out and I remember why I actually have to live”.

I just stood there, when she said that me. I guess it was because I didn’t really expect that kind of a reply. Haha, isn’t it funny how from that day onwards, I never go a day without saying I love you to my mum. My friends should know that I always so I love you to her over the phone.

Mother’s all over the world nowadays don’t get enough credit for the things that they do for their children. So guys, all I’m asking of you is to say I love you or to show affection to your mother’s once in a while because she clothed you, fed you, gave you a roof to live under, gave you an education and showed you endless love, three words would make her day. I should know.

"
i thought id reblog it coz its prety woah ahaha

much love ‹33

so i hav a-
WOAH WAT HAPEN 2 MY FONT

oh, nevr mind.
blonde moment ahaha.

neways,
so i hav a pinkie toe wid a bandaid.
reason as 2 y?
bleeding blister.

from?
the blister from wearing 3 inch heels yesters and a bit 2day,
+ started bleeding wen i misd the piano pedal and it got my blistr.

and babys sora came =O


is his name sora?
iduno lol.

neways, coz of this guy, i couldnt fit both him and my heels in my bag if i needed the emergency flat shoes so i jus put both in the car =X

2day, me and the othrs spent a good amount of time looking like hobos laying side by side acros a park in the sun.

i didnt rly lay side my side, i chose my own spot lol.
i took a picture but 1 of them said i cant kp it so i cant blog it.

howevr, vincent chuked his keys, walet, and glases at me and told me 2 take care of them.

u noe wat i did in stead?
got in the car wid his keys and went on a shoping spree wid his walet.

m kiding.
i cant drive 4 my life.
+ its a sunday, no stores would b open ._.


i jus went thru evry thing thru his walet.

and tried on his blind-mans glases.



and we went tinas 4 a bit.
i dun rememba wat i did there.
oh yea,
i was thinking how spoilt society is these days,
walk in closets 4 evry1 + a bilion bathrms.

my goodnes =\

neways, we played wid ruby, tinas dog.



oh and
i stuk flowers above my stairs.



and i did poker cards last nite



much love ‹33

LOLOLOL, I GET 2 THROW A WATER BOTLE AT HIS HEAD

CHUK-A-BOTLE-AT-JBS-HEAD GAME


neways, 2day i went para wid alice 4 her mini bday shoping spree
im totaly broke ahaha
but thats ok

hapy bday alice~!

after we went on a fotoshoot but we were 2 early 4 the sunset.
this sunset:



and its not like we w8ed 4 it.
was freezing coz the wind was blowing
i h8 te wind =(




















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