My worst fear
is being just like

everyone else.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

finishd hw, finishd al the daily "scan acros my bookmarks bar and chek evrything", al my hsc canvases r at skool, and its 2 l8 2 fix this manicure..
so here we go! , 2nd or 3rd blog of the fliping yr.

i had work 2day and in the morn, i was working in the kitchen. part of my job is 2 serve al the customrs so i kept a look out if ne1 came round (at 9am on a saturs morn wile the weathr outside was pouring)

and this woman came round. we had a few dishes cookd and she was nosing around a bit. i saw her, so i put down wat i was doing an went 2 serve her. wen i got 2 the countr, she had aledy walkd away, so i turnd around 2 go bak,
but jus as i turnd around, i hear "u guys charge $7 4 a meal?!"

i turn 2 look and it was that woman agen.
and i jus said yea.

and she goes "thats very xpensive" . thing is she was completely serious and i was compleely not giving, so in reply i said "sum ppl disagree" and did not even try 2 smile and disguise the situ a bit betr.

id think she didnt hear me rite coz as she turnd away 2 walk off, she was screaming "thats very greedy, very VERY GREEDY!"

the last time i had 2 take crap from a customr was wen this fat guy in a busines suit askd 4 the boss 2 complain about the fact we dun sel botles of coke.

neways, anothr intersting customr was this tal man. by the way he talkd 2 his friend, i thought he was bogan.

so him and his friend r walking 2wards the countr and his like "if i buy it, its MINE and u dun get NETHING". and his friends jus like "ok(idunevencare). "

and then he looks str8 at me and says, in the most GENTLE voice "hey darling, could i please get a ____" it wasnt until then i realised he was actualy decent minded. he wore A&F jumpr and had a clean face, and thruout the whole thing he was jus like "thank u so much, bye bye now~! thank u agen" . and there was so much gentlenes and and.. and RESPECT in his voice i was jus like wow.

funy thing is 1ce he paid and startd 2 turn 2 walk off wid his friend, he was jus like 2 his friend "i bought it! now its AL MINE!" in his bogan voice. hahahaa.

"and nothing in the world compares"
now playing : ginuwine - 1st time

hmmm. oh, anothr funy moment. my moms feeding the boss' dawta, and the rice was a bit hot, so she raises her chin 2 open her mouth widout the food faling out and cool down the rice, but it was stil 2 hot so shes jus siting there making weird noises and her head in an awkward position haha.

heres the foto rol from my fone + their short stories

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twas very quiet 2day so i sat the boss' dawta in my lap and took a foto of us xD

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its a gift card.

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2 colourd capsicum~!

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omg theeeeese! its tiny cups of CHOC MOUSSE in shot glases (wid cute handles) . SOOOOO GOOOOODDDDD OMG I NEED 1 RITE NOW. NO NO, I NEED A BUKET OF CHOC MOUSSE xD

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bbq pork

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these r lil toys hanging off a pram, dun they look like the birds from angry birds? xD

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wen alice got her hair cut xD

hm, thats it rly , haha. i hope it doenst rain tmrow, i wana wear my boots =X


Wednesday, April 27, 2011

1st day bak at skool, working on a manicure that consists of me w8ing 4 this layr 2 dry bone drry b4 i work on the nxt, cant txt coz my nails r wet, and m dead bored.
so here we go, a blog while i w8 4 my nails 2 dry xD

i would blog the few hundred pictures and the short stories behind them but i cant get them off my fone coz yea.
so il jus blog wats on this comp.

most recently:

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the white paint refused 2 mix wid water and ended up coming down in chunks haha
its a very poorly atmptd replica (but turnd out lookikng prety good by itself) of :

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its 4 an art comp but i think i wana put anothr piece 4 a series, hav yet 2 decide on that 2nd piece.

2nd most recently:
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this is my 2nd hsc painting, turnd out prety good xD. the orange shades r actualy very close 2 the orange shade in the foto, jus a dodgy camera haha


"if i was blind,

i would b fine,


as long as ur mine
"

now playng: blind- lil eddie

nxt most recengtly:
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the recent holis gave me glorious time 2 work on my mario wal. i decided 2 put a turtle walking along the bloks and make the othr end of the tunel water, thoe i duno how that'l work since theres a flower at the top haha.

theres more done 2 it but i didnt take pics of those

nxt most recently:
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the coments this site pops up aftr u enter sumtin made my entire day. i was signing up coz of sumtin sumtin evry sumtin don8 2 japan xD

this was ages ago:
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it floatd if u the beak on ur finger, amused me so much haha

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valerie chaaan~

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this is old but m bloging this coz i was in the same store in the city jus reently and i saw this xact same pair 4 double the price =)

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couldn find ne more pics 2 blog about and my nails stil arent dry enuf, so lets kp bloging.

2day 2day, wat hapen 2 day...

had almost no clases,
got such a dreadfuly low mark 4 maths, but i saw that coming.

eng wasnt al that good, but miss said i did alrite so its alrite.

"ur the best thing that i've evr found"


now playing: always a day 2 l8 - claude kelly

lets search my tumblr and discus sumtin
oh and let me noe if u wana ghd, ne colour, brand new, $80.

ive been tumblr shoping a lot l8ly,
oh! and i needa ebay a few items xD

ok bak 2 searching 4 sumtin 2 discus..


this is very old 2 but i always find it absolutely amazing


this is amazing 2 but not always tru, coz even aftr fliping the coin, ppl r most likely gona kp thinking about it neway.


i love this quote, haha, i jus wish more ppl would learn the feeling of bing urself and 4geting the world.. coz in the end, its gona make u far more hapier then if u were tryna b jus like evry1 else and cared wat evry1 thought.

"See that boy doing his homework in homeroom? … He couldn’t do it last night because he was too busy talking his best friend out of suicide. See that girl, with her face caked in make up? … She’s bullied, she needs to feel beautiful. See him, the one who wears long sleeves everyday? … He covers his arms to hide the scars. See her, with the cheap, hand-me-down clothes? … Her family can’t afford food for half the month, let alone get brand names. See the girl who laughs and smiles at every little thing? … She cries herself to sleep every night. Wonder why she never lets her friends over her house? … Because she’s afraid they’ll see her dad passed out drunk on the floor, as always. See how that girl cringes as rape jokes? … She was raped. See the boy who everyone goes to for advice? … He wishes someone would do the same for him. See the girl who never brings a lunch? … She’s disgusted by her body. See her, with the little waist? … She goes to the bathroom and forces herself to throw up so that she can keep her waist that way. See the boy over there, see the dark circles under his eyes? … He has insomnia, he fears what he’ll see in his dreams. See that girl daydreaming over there? … She has schizophrenia. See the boy biting his nails? … He has cancer and he’s wondering how much time he has left. See your best friend? … She’s addicted to drugs, but she can’t tell you because you wont understand. See that boy reading all about 9/11? … His parents died on that day. See her, with her phone on her at all times? … She’s waiting for a call saying her sister was found after a kidnapping 4 years ago. Don’t judge."

i read this quote like 5 times ovr


i literaly lold wen i saw this in the cinema... "thats a toilet cleaner"


this kinda makes me feel like living on 2 c who i wil mary xD


it hthink ive found sumtin 2 discus!
ahaha. this automaticaly reminds me of my yr9-10 art teachr. crap teaChr, easy going, best artist.
she was kinda the perfect teachr 4 junior hi, since she sukd at teaching but was clearly gr8 at art. she always said "go big, go that xtra step, do wat u need coz in the end it'l b worth it al.. and most of the time ur artwork wil nevr b wat u had imagined in the begining neway, so jus do, .. dun think, jus do"

and i jus put a gr8 big scrach thru a layero f nailpolish on my nails =\
o wel. xD

wel i was gona uh, "discus" more but i wana work on my nails now, m doing the vodka newspaper nails 2nite, i hope they turn out wel, takes so much tedious patience haha.





Tuesday, April 19, 2011

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