so here comes a post directed at 1 person.

dear you,
(only coz i noe ur 1 of em rare ppl who read my blog)

so heres a dres ive wantd 4 a long time. the blu isnt actualy that dark, its more like a brite sky blu rathr than a mid looking blu like the foto.
they didnt hav it in my size and it costd a mitey $50. its so simple as wel!
if i do make it in2 my choice 1 course at uni, and i hav learnt enuf 2 noe how 2, this wil definitely b 1 of te 1st things i wil make 4 myself, in my own size.

gr8 job shooting this foto, btw! we werent alowed 2 shoot a foto of te same dres in a dif colour , but was my size, coz of privacy or sumtin haha.

that blu looks sky-flying amazing. that blu in the mid there.

 here r sum fotos of an outfit that sum random guy walking past cald "emo" .
i rly like it , tbh. even if its got pink in it.

i also fel aslp in the library. i cant believe u took a foto of that  , LOL. othrwise i think this is quite an interesting foto, if only that botle wasnt there.

heres a pic of ur lovely dogs ear. jsu 2 remind u how beautiful ur dog is.

"ur luky m 2 hungry 2 chek if u took a foto"

BEFORE SHOT

BEFORE SHOT

AFTER SHOT

AFTER SHOT

looks te same , yea?

BUT ITS NOT.

its so lite and its got no split ends and its so comfy omg.
such a masive dif.

i got my 4mal heels 2day as wel! not posting my dres but shoes is ok ^^ . i love them so much.
i stil remembr wen i 1st saw these,
i swear 2 the lord,
it was love at 1st site.

and i finaly hav them!

heres a pic of us where i acidentaly presd it and my finger was in the way haha.

and here r sum egs that u crakd.
i actualy do c the ying and yang.

astonishing.

oh and 1 more foto.

u died my hair 2day ^^ its supisoe 2 b red purple , but i gues my hair is 2 dark 4 ne purple 2 show haha.

aftr 6 yrs of catholic skool rules, this day was very wel deserved indeed.

and u can c the red wen the lite hits it,
wich would b the tipy top 4 this foto xD.

much love <33

so while i refresh my tumblr store profusely (at shopbeat.tumblr) 2 chek my msgs,
lets start a story about...
the love of my life.

we hav been eyeing each othr 4 quite a wile,
(wel ive been eyeing them at least)
and i hav chased and lookd far and wide 4 them,
introducing:

these. they're half a size 2 big, but lets hope a few artifical changes can alter these shoes enuf. xD

oh and the reason m refreshing profusely is coz the person wid them hasnt msgd me bak yet abotu if they can meet me tmrow =(

many of u may not noe that my dady actualy came home yesters. we went 2 coles 2day so i could buy choc. coles doesnt hav fairyfloss, i was craving fairy loss aftr my maths xam and they had none ._.
ghey.

NEWAYS.

so me and dad r heading 2 te cashier 2 pay and he sudenly points 2 them machine cashiers and says:
"u noe how 2 use those?"

me: "yea..."

him: "okletsgo." 

and he walks str8 off, rite, str8 off, not saying nethng else, wid his basket of chocol8s.
and wen we get tehre, te 1st thing he does is grab the 1st thing in the basket and holds it in front of the machine.

he has no idea ur supose 2 find the barcode or where the scanr is,
he jus holds it there like magical arms r supose 2 come out and gently take it from him.

and i notice this so m like " uhav 2 pres this"

*preses start* 

and str8 aftr i pres start, the machine beeps, so he hands me the pak and he grabs the nxt pak and jus holds it there agen.

there r 2 things rong at this point:
1. i havent had a split 2nd 2 put down the pak so he can scan the nxt thing,
2. and he rly did jus ignore wat i said, compltely oblivious 2 the fact i said "u hav 2 pres this."

so i put the pak in2 the plastic bag and hes jus scaning stuf rite.
like hes continuously grabing and scaning.

and then comes the bag of capsicum that he wantd 2 buy.

and so i pres the thing where u look up the veges and u hav 2 select the alphabetical order,
and hes jus like:
"cucumber!"
*preses C*

.. so then and up comes al these fruits and veges wid nice big pictures above each name.


"ah~... here it is." 
*preses capsicum*

this kinda reminds me of my maths xam 2day.
i didnt noe sumtin and i jus rote an estim8 down off te top of my head. then wen i came around the 2nd time and finaly workd it al out, the answer was alredy riten from wen i was guesing off the top of my head.

neways,
so aftr me and dad get home, i hav a bit of lunch and then he goes:
"lena! i want 2 try ur sweeeeeetest choc!"

(sounds like me.) 

neways, so i pul out a blok of lindt, those in the red 1s.

and its those fancy bloks where the bloks r alredy seper8d and u dun hav 2 break each piece , like cadbury.

so he tries 1 and hes like "oh ok, ic ic.. 

..

ill jus take a few more,


...


and another,

...

...

mayb 1 more. " 

and then he walks off.

its times like these where i wondr y cant more ppl think like my dad.
dun giv a crap about nethng,
if u wana do sumtin, then jus go ahead and do watevr u want. even if u hav no idea how the machine works.
and if u want sumtin, jus get it, take it 2 al ur hearts glory. chase it 4 the far end of ur dreams 4 al it matrs.

i also went outside a short wile ago wid an umbreal 2 buy sum icecream form the ice cream truk.

it was the same man from b4, very old but kind.
he waved 2 me wile i chased the truk 2 the dead end of my street so i could buy icecream. (^^)

and last time, i told him xactly wat i wantd, and he opened a lil door on the side of his truk,
puld out (wat lookd like the 1st he could reach) a box, and said : here u go , (theres ur icecream that u randomly pointed out on the bilboard and jus hapen 2 b conviniently in my reach wen i went 2 get the box 4 u)

so i paid the kind old man and went bak inside the hosue.

tbh, i was actualy surprised wen i opened the box and it was xactly wat i askd 4.

so this time,
jus coz i can,

i decided 2 ask 4 a diff icecream and c if he needed 2 do sumtin like climb inside his truk and dig 2 the deep depths 2 find the 1 i want.

and my oh my ,

2 my mind blowing surprise,

he didnt.

jsu stuk his hand inside that lil door on the side of his truk and puled out the 1st box that touched those wondrous fingertips of his.

not only is this icecream cheap , but u get a lil magic show along wid it.
i actualy think tahts a lovely way 2 run a busines,

clearly no1 has evr thought of combining icecream and magic shows, hav they?

on anothr , les fascin8ing, point,
i took a lil longr 2 pik out my icecream this time coz i wantd 2 pik the diff icecream. and as he was w8ing 4 me 2 pik out my icecream, he leand against the truk the same way he did b4.

m not sure wat it was, but it hit me that it was his habit, not part of his job but this is how he does  his job .

and u c him, and u sudenly wondr how these ppl live their lives,
and old man that sels icecream on a truk,
it makes u think that they do that 2 help raise a family or such ,

and u dun want ne1 vandalising wat they hav, coz u get an idea that it is al they hav.

and aftr i thought al this, i saw sumtin that smakd me rite acros the head.

there was a "this franchise is 4 sale" sign underneath the bilboard i was looking at.

i stil remembr wen i 1st moved 2 syd , i always made my mom buy from this ice cream truk al the time coz i nevr got enuf of it. i was in kindy bak then =(

they come around evry mont or so, i think il kp buying ice cream from them.

the franchise is "home ice cream" if ne1 recognises it, or buys from it, or interestd in buying the company al2gethr. jus saying.  xD

i wondr y they're on sale, thoe. they've been runing 4 a heq of a long time, at least 13 yrs. and wat if they cant sel out and no1 wants 2 buy ice cream from them nemore? wat hapens 2 the old man? does he hav family 2 suport him? D=
i rly hope so =(


neways, sum pictures 2 blog about:

this was my maths hsc:


and if ur actualy wondring,
i wasnt kiding.

heres a picture of al the cute words on sum yan yan on alices table.

and we actualy found cans that said
"toh-nee-lee-na"
and
"lee-na-to-nee"

ps. m dieing in xcitement and crying in joy 4 my shoes. i need them rite here. so i can rly die in hapines.

much love <33

evry1s busy studying so il jus rage here:

STUF U HSC
Y HAS EVRY1 DONE SO MANY XAMS AND IVE ONLY DONE ENG.

TT

aruuuuuuuuuugh eco ._.

i deserve a prize if i get at least 50% in my eco xam.
a big as prize,

jus saying.

and on top of that,
i was helping 2 move al the groceries inside the house 2 quikly get them/me out of the heat.
then, in a rush 2 move them, i decided 2 kik them inside 2 clsoe teh door.

durian was in 1 of those plastic shoping bags.

i was in bare foot.

tmrow is hsc. wooooo yea. 

no, i am nething but pumpd. sigh.

i also remmebrd a whole bunch of various pakaged foods that my mom bought 2 take 2 her family in china. this bag consistd of a paket of kit kats. 

plz dun act surprised wen u realise u hav left a grl alone in a house wid choc. only 1 thing hapens. 

and seriously, thye can jus buy their choc in china, m 100% sure they hav choc in china, cmon ._. 

ps. i bet u didnt realise the kit kat in the foto above is up side down.

much love <33

dear alice,
i noe i came a LIL early in the morn (bout 8.30am ish) , widout caling u b4hand, but i recieved ur msg about caling u at 1am. and i was alredy aslp then =(  so i only read it jus now,
and 2 top it al off, i ve been w8ing 4 u 2 wake up 4 ovr 2 hrs now LOL.

its quite funy, rly, i didnt wana wake u up coz m alredy here and it wont make much diff neway.
besides, the whole poin of me coming here was 2 escape home and escape mom.

i swear 2 god the sun jus shined a bit briter jus then, as i was typing that "escape home and mom" part.
no kidding man. no kidd.

tbh i kinda love it here. m only hoping ud wake up sum time soon so i can c my new angel shoes xD .

m also hoping that ur parents and rels would leave soon, ur mom came around not long ago and said evry1 wont b home until l8 at nite and me and u would hav the house 2 ourselves.

how friken awesum is that.

that also rel8s 2 te fact i saw like 3 diff ppl walk past. u hav 3 rels over? bro, how do al these ppl fit in ur house?

talking bout lots of ppl, i mite've confused ur mom in sum of that,
coz i SWEAR 2 the heavens,
no joke,
shes in a diff outfit evrytime she walks past.
I SWEAR.

and its not jus coz she took off a jaket or sumtin,
she did that 2,
but she changes her pants as wel.

I SWEAR 2 GOD. OMG.

i was also hoping that ur parents and rels would leave sum time soon coz the whole way i was coming here, i was imagining ur moms spring rols and chikn soup.

ur mom reminded me about 100 times that shes got food in her fridge and m welcome 2 eat it al. she listd a whole heap (actualy sounds like good stuf), and she mentioned


*drum rol*

SPRING ROLS.

ur moms spring rols (annd chikn soup) are heavenly. jus saying.


thats y m hoping ur parents and rels would leave soon, coz
1. ur not awake and its awfuly awkward if i had 2 search around he kitchen 4 sum spring rols.
2. ooooh i can c them on the table now. god damn they look good. damn ur moms spring rols. friken mouth watering stuf.

ur dad also came around a few times.
1st was 2 tel me how 2 conect 2 ur net in case i wantd 2 use it,
and 2ndly was 2 bring me a can of coke. 

and  i thought cans of coke only had 1 standard size, wid the brite red and white logo,
but ur house is ful of wondrs, alice. ful of wondrs. 
the magical exensions 2 fit the xtra ppl,
the mother who changes outfits a few hundred times a day,
the heavenly food in ur magical kitchen.
oh goodnes.

neways, bak 2 the coke, i took a foto of it.
i had 2 do it on dailybooth coz m using a diff laptop and i duno how 2 turn on the webcam othrwise haha.

(ps.is it jus me or do i look like a diff person there?)


nehoo, 

the riting on it isnt english. its viet. even i duno where 2 find viet cans of coke.

and 2nd of al, its not a 375ml can. its not even those elegant clasy slender cans that remind me of champagne glases.

its 330ml.


ur dad came around and handed me a viet 330ml can of coke. 

...


m coming around here more often, jus 4 ur house, alice. jus 4 this hary poter houes of urs.
i also jus finishd going bak and ading sum colours and edits 2 this post and ur dad came around.

and no joke bro,
i SWEAR 2 GOD, hes in a diff outfit.

m also geting the feeling that m jus halucin8ing and jus amused evrytime i c eithr of ur parents. rich purple shirt wid brite yelow pants.

sounds like sumtin from a vintage catwalk, alice. ur parents r grande ppl.

...


THERES UR DAD AGEN. 
HE JUS WALKD PAST 2 TEL ME THERES FOOD IN THE FRIDGE.

AND HES IN NAVY JEANS AND A BLAK SHIRT. AND SUM RLY FUNKY LOOKING WITE JAKET WID BLAK LINES.

I NOE THIS 4 SURE COZ I CHEKD JUS THEN.
I AM NO HALUCIN8ING.

oh god ahahhahaaa.

oh hey, i think ur parents and ur rels r finaly leaving.

SPRING ROOLLLSSSSS OMG.

oh no ur mom jus walkd bak in.

hey, u noe wat, alice? its taken me about 40 mins 2 type this post,
i arived at 8.30am,
its 11.12am,

and ur stil aslp.

this has got 2 b the most fun ive evr had wile jus siting in a best friends house, wid their family awkwardly walking around, and the best friend aslp the whole way thru, absolutely oblivious 2 the fact m in their house at al.

i think they're finaly leaving! il w8 til their car rols out b4 i stuf my face in ur mothrs one-and-only, heaven-sent spring rols.

aaahhh~

and ur mom jus walkd past agen.
ur mom always walks past wen i think they're leaving.

OH THIS TIME SHES TELING ME SHES LEAVING.
LOL

YEEEE HAAAAW~!

♪oh spring rooools! glorious spring rollls... wat do i live fooor?!

the sound of that car starting up. even the sounds outside of this house makes me hapy.
ur house of wonders, alice.


ur house of wonders.


ps. i jus knokd on ur door. i hope i didnt sound like m from them horor movies where no1s home and u hear a knok on ur door. ahahhahhaa. there was also no reponse, so m asuming ur stil aslp.

slp tite, alice! 

this is jus a lil read 4 u 4 wen ur nxt roling acros al ur friends blogs.


ps agen. i was eating spring rols. thy r so. god. damn. good. GETING MORE NOW.
it also took me a good  mins 2 find where u kp the pl8s in ur house . LOL.

also, ps agen. hav u vr stood close 2 ur fridge wile the house is silent?
i noe its jus the fridge working as a fridge and al,
but it sounds like heres a pigeon inside,
that continuous low huming tha repeats itself.
"coo coo coo"


much love <33

OH RIGHT,
IM SORRY,
I FORGOT.

IF ITS NOT BLOODY PERFECT,
THAN ITS NOT WORTH YOUR BREATH TALKING ABOUT.

dear god kill me

random post 2 kp here like a diary entry.

dear blog,
2day i had a lovely day wid my bebi =)
he got a lovely new walet that i helpd him pik out ^^~!

oh and the new blog editing options ads fotos in where u post insteada at the top of ur post evry. single. time. god. thank god. haha

my dada also came home not long ago.

we went 2 the centre point tower (now cald sydney tower) and had a meal.
was quite xpensive as wel, haha. but the food and the view (holy god the view) was abosulutely amazing. makes u wish there wasnt so many buildings - they grey out the beauty of the harbour blu =X

and the best part?
the whole thing rot8s. u literaly rot8 wile u hav ur meal 8) .

here r sum fotos from my seat:

oh i also jsu remembrd a fotographer came around and we got our fotos taken and printd. and u can go online and get the foto 4 free ^^ . brb , asking mom LOL. nevr mind it was jus in her rm. m not gona post the foto up here,
but jus so u guys noe:

• i recomend this restaurant like crazy 4 speshal ocasions, simply coz its hela xpensive and also, THE FOOD.
• u spin! 360 degree view ^^ 
• and jus 4 the fun of it, they've got CROCODILE. they hav kangaroo as wel, but u get that at othr buffets as wel. so go! jus so u can say "hav u evr tried crocodile?" xD .. haha. 
• they also hav those xpensive stuf like (prawns?) and mussels, so if ur in2 that.
• the customr service is rathr top noch ^^ haha

hmmm wat else. 

oh yes. i had a study day wid anna the othr day. she got a macPRO D=

i also had a friend that quoted sum1 else:

"...says:

 lena x?

 is that some sort of

 pornstar

LOL"

i actualy jus googled "lena x" 

so many horses X.x LOL

no sense. NEEEEEways. 

i went dinr wid a group of females a wile bak and 1 of them is maried. i found a box in her house of her weding memories and these roks were in it ^^ . they read wisdom, peace and love in case u guys cant read.

me and bebi bought drinks from v plus ^^. i do no recomend this brazil coffee. does ne1 stil remembr them milk teas the vplus used 2 hav? 1 was more tea than milk and 1 was more milk than tea? and evry1 drank it? LOL.

wel they dun hav ne of em nemore =( . and also, chek out the pink can! omg. haha

i also had 2 go 2 this place wid al these beijing olympic mascot plushies. life size. i wantd 2 pat them but the way they were standing, they were jus leaning on each othr 4 suport so yea LOL. 

also, 4 a long wile, i didnt hav a clu who adele was.

but m my 2nd fav "playlist" on my itunes is the radio. literaly. so m starting 2 recognise the adele songs LOL. 

not very normal of me 2 not embed a utube vid thats not only musiq or sum1 azn, but this chik is 10 yrs old and she has the perfect voice 4 this song. (only this song, btw. i think its a bit 2 strong 4 nething else xD.)

adele - rolling in the deep cover by sum 10 yr old chik

heres a few songs:

dance vibrations - elpis

and an al time fav from a friend:

evans - dj yoshitaka

wel ive got no sigi 4 the time bing, so thats it 4 now ~! ^^

test post no. 2

COLOUR

AND NO SIGNITURE. YET.

...

CHYEA BABY~!

test post.

i hope colour works on this new layout.

and i noe its not blu,

i hav a thing 4 pikachu 2.

haha , oh dear. it doesnt work =( .

OH WEL.

HOPE U GUYS LIKE YELOW!

COZ ITS AL U WIL GET.

that ^ , is a clsoe up 2 show off my rainbow tites.
and this is a front and bak of an outfit i wore 2day that evry1 laughd at.

u noe how , wen ppl think ur weird, they look at u in digust as they walk past?

and even wen they've pasd u, they stil needa turn bak around 2 stare at u, wile ur walking and facing the othr way .. and continue h8ing?

i noe that u also do that wen ur admiring,

but its that moment u turn bak around 2 look them in the eye, and they panic and turn bak around, where it jus becomes so rewarding.

i mite b ugly,

but not as ugly as ur thoughts.

why do you still listen to them?

how much have you ever mattered to them? at all?

random funy moments of 2day.

so heres the context: spent the whole day wid alice, we studied 4 a few hrs at livo library, went out 2 eat at cabra, studied at cabra library, went bak 2 my place where we procrastin8d on computers.

funny moment 1:

*please take note that this was spoken in chinese.

alice: *pranks dad* ... (to me) my dad is phone retarded so like .... *phone rings* oh ok.

Dad can you find my wallet, I think i left it in the car...

...

It's white and it got a pink ... (to me) how do you say bow in chinese?

me: Iduno, jus say flower, they proly cant tel the diff neway.

alice: its helo kity, do u noe helo kity?

...

its a cat, its a white cat!

..

o- oh- ok- thank yoooou...

funny moment 2:

*train goes past on other side of station*

us: oh thats our train. we wont make it.

*after about 9 mins on the station w8ing 4 the train*

alice: WHERE R MY GLASES

so we end up going al the way 2 the othr side of the st8ion 2 look 4 them.

*train goes past*

(*edit add in: hi evry1 ! this is a rage post, its more coz i dun wna put ne1 through the proces of listening 2 me rage, so there4 its prety much ultim8ly boring and not worth reading if ur not in the mood.)

OMGOODNES.
I AM HOME AGEN.

AND I AM DIEING.
*^#@&%^! *drops dead*

haha nah m kiding.
the only reason i feel like m dieing is coz my moms home.
and the reason y this sux?
so am i ._.

oh the measures i would go 2 2 avoid days like these, but the library closed and i cant xcape TT.

sigh. oh wel, here goes anothr day of absolutely no study done. and dun ne 1 of u start blaming me 4 bing lazy or ne of that crap,
y dun u come ovr and try studying at my house al te wile my mom breaks apart my life behind me ?

i try loking the door on her, she goes in2 a whole spaz, screaming, kiking, and evnetualy she jus cries.
al the wile up 2 here, i seriously dun giv a crap about her life,
but then she decides 2 cal my bro and my dad.

and u noe wats rong about that?

she makes up absolute jakcrap jus 2 fulfil her life meaning of making my life hel.

and the worst part of that is, they nevr listen 2 me. they nevr believe me if i told them my mom is lieing. they dun even consider the fact that m talking wen m saying sumtin that may stop them from teling me off. seriously, am i supose 2 jus kp trying 2 make u listen, 2 argue bak, 2 make the fite worse than it alredy is?

NO. m not stupid 4 continuously leting my mom lie about me like that, ur stupid 4 nevr stoping 2 listen 2 me, and m trying my best 2 not make things worse. i mite look like sum weak, ignorant, selfish, stuk up prik kid that jus disobeys their mom al the time, but nothings gona change even if i DID obey evrything uve evr told me 2 do. at least 1 of us is making the efort 2 b hapy wid their life.

cant u jus b hapy 4 me?

b hapy that ive tried a lot thru my senior yr. i tel evry1 i dun care and i dun try coz its easier than arguing wid them about the crap scores i get, considring the efort i put in.

u noe that feeling wen uve put so much efort in2 sumtin and ur so proud of the score u get, and then sum1 obviously smarter than u comes along and reminds u how crap u rly r ?

dun evr do that 2 ne1.

its much easier 2 jus pretend u nevr tried or even cared, no1 can take nething from u if u hav nothing 2 begin wid.





and jus 4 the memory of the old times:

"Listen.."

now playing: Silentium - Killer Clown


Silentium - Killer Clown